[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com
Title: Away from These Shores (5/?)
Author: ever_dimming
Genre: Gen
Summary: A simple hunt leaves Sam in an altered state no one seems able to explain – at first. Pulling him out of it is not nearly as easy as it should be.
Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their awesome creators. I am merely suggesting fun new ways in which those beloved characters could suffer and/or be comforted.

Link: AO3
[identity profile] dragonflybeach.livejournal.com
Good For You
author: [livejournal.com profile] dragonflybeach
word count: 878
rating: PG-13
characters: Sam, Dean, Lady Toni Bevell
warnings: references to offscreen torture and hallucinated non-con, spoilers for season 12 especially episodes s12e02 and s12e21.
summary: When the adrenaline wears off, Sam breaks.

Read on LJ or AO3.
[identity profile] themegalosaurus.livejournal.com

Author: [livejournal.com profile] themegalosaurus
Wordcount: 20020
Ships: Sam/Jess, verging on gen
Rating: R
Warnings: unreliable narrator, psychological horror, body horror, discussion of past possession, reference to past torture

Summary: Jessica Moore comes back to life. She isn't what Sam expected.

Author's note: Set after 12x03. I wrote this for the [livejournal.com profile] sammybigbang and it has beautiful accompanying art by [livejournal.com profile] amberdreams.

Read it on AO3

[identity profile] foolscapper.livejournal.com
Author: [livejournal.com profile] foolscapper
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] quickreaver
Wordcount:
8,400+
Rating: Teen to Mature
Pairings: N/A, Gen (platonic soul mates)
Summary: For the Sam Winchester Big Bang on tumblr this year! "Bar fight. Don't tell Dean. I don't want to hear it. You just... You understand best. You get it best, y'know? You get me." Death brings Sam back — sort of. A domestic, curtain-fic sort of piece that explores different sections of what makes Sam Winchester. An alternative to S07E01, where raising our boy's soul doesn't go exactly to plan.

Warning for psychological issues, mental anguish, mentions of torture, and so on. Also has minor self-harm (unintentional harm) and violence.

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[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com
Title: Away from These Shores (4/?)
Author:
ever_dimming
Genre: Gen
Summary: A simple hunt leaves Sam in an altered state no one seems able to explain – at first. Pulling him out of it is not nearly as easy as it should be.
Warning: brief mention of self-injury in this chapter (used as imagery). See work for more detailed warnings


AO3, LJ
[identity profile] brosedshield.livejournal.com
Title: A Monster By Any Other Name: Part Two - Chapter Thirty-Six
Authors: [livejournal.com profile] lavinialavender and [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield
Rating: R
Warnings: please see full list here
Spoilers: none; AU
Pairing: eventual Sam/Dean (yet not incest; AU where they’re not brothers)
Chapter word count: 6534
Summary: The same old Sam/Dean love story, with a darkfic twist. Sam grew up in a concentration camp for monsters and Dean was raised as an only child and hunter: Together, they make each other human. // Sam was prepared for anything Dean wanted him to do – except become a real.

Masterlist

Part Two: Chapter Thirty-Six
[identity profile] themegalosaurus.livejournal.com
Title: An Anchor
Author: [livejournal.com profile] themegalosaurus
Rating: NC-17
Characters: Sam, Dean
Word count: c. 7500
Summary: 'I can't stop thinking', Sam says, and the joke's almost at Dean's lips before he catches it, swallows it. Not now, not with Sam hovering fretful and indecisive and asking for something, the outline of which Dean is just starting to recognise through the fog of everything unspoken. -- Post-imprisonment, Sam gets some bad news and doesn't take it too well. Dean tries to figure out how to help.

Author's note: A birthday gift for [livejournal.com profile] boysinthedrift, set shortly after 12x09.

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[identity profile] lennelle.livejournal.com
Fic Title: Collision Theory
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lennelle
Fic Summary: A few weeks before the first anniversary of their dad's death, Dean is called into the high school: Sam has finally crossed the line with his bad behaviour.
Given a second chance, Sam must fulfil his punishment: the worst of which being weekly sessions with the school councillor, Mr Novak.
Having recently started a new job in a new town far away from his old life, Cas tries to start afresh: two brothers collide with him, an impact he could never have seen coming.
Chapter title: Months and months in the making.
Chapter summary: The thing is, Sam knows that he's gone insane.
Author's Notes: Written as a gift for [livejournal.com profile] winchesterpooja. Pairing of Dean/Cas, although not the centre of the story. Warnings for self harm, mental health issues. Non-supernatural/hunting AU.

Chapter 3 on AO3
[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com

Hey, it's been a while. I've been working on one fic for about a year now (health issues are kicking my ass). Posted the first 3 chapters today.

It's basically a lot of altered, dissociative, vulnerable Sam being cared for by Dean, Ellen and (somewhat) Bobby. Here it is *cracking a super-nervous smile* Please note the warnings, though. Thanks!


Title: Away from These Shores
Author: ever_dimming
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean (main), Ellen, Bobby
Word count: Three chapters = 9202 words
Spoilers: up to 8.01. This is not really Season 8-related though, it’s pretty standalone.
Summary: A simple hunt leaves Sam in an altered state no one seems able to explain – at first. Pulling him out of it is not nearly as easy as it should be.
This is a semi-AU in which Cas didn't survive Swan Song, Bobby wasn’t there for the cemetery showdown, and both he and Ellen are still around. Sam escaped the Cage with his soul intact, but not without a price.
Warnings: Language, general reference to trauma in The Cage; kidnapping (though not central). While this fic has no sexual content, and violence is only occasionally referenced, it deals with loss of power and with severe lack of autonomy, which can still be triggering to some. If you are a trauma survivor – especially if you're dissociative – consider skipping this one.
Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their awesome creators. I am merely suggesting fun new ways in which those beloved characters could suffer even more.

Sam's gaze seems to linger on something across the room, up by the ceiling. Dean can't see anything there but cobwebs. He gently slides a hand under the back of Sam's neck to support his head as he dips his chin, moving Sam’s face down a bit to get in his brother’s direct line of vision. Glassy hazel eyes stare right through him, pupils dilated. No no no no no.
"Sam?"

[identity profile] annie46.livejournal.com
Title: Behind Bars
Author: [livejournal.com profile] annie46
Rating: NC17
Warnings/Spoilers: Spoilers for SE12 Episode 8 Lotus
Summary: Sam is behind bars again

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[identity profile] lennelle.livejournal.com
Title: Collision Theory
Chapter title: The kind of not-good that gets someone suspended from school
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lennelle
Summary: A few weeks before the first anniversary of their dad's death, Dean is called into the high school: Sam has finally crossed the line with his bad behaviour.
Given a second chance, Sam must fulfil his punishment: the worst of which being weekly sessions with the school councillor, Mr Novak.
Having recently started a new job in a new town far away from his old life, Cas tries to start afresh: two brothers collide with him, an impact he could never have seen coming.
Author's Notes: Non-supernatural AU. Main Pairing of Dean/Cas, with Sam as a main character. Written as a gift for [livejournal.com profile] winchesterpooja. Art by me.


Link to AO3

[identity profile] septembers-coda.livejournal.com
Title: See You in Salt Lake
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 6,800
Warnings: Angst, PTSD
Author's Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] jj1564 for this year’s [livejournal.com profile] spn_summergen challenge! And now I can reveal my beta, who really rescued this one when I was struggling hardcore. [livejournal.com profile] brightly_lit, of course. :-) Thanks so much, my dear.

Summary: Sam wants a normal life. Dean wants it for him. Even Stanford, when he returns six years and countless deaths later, seems to support Sam leaving hunting behind forever… if only his hell-scarred soul can cooperate.
[identity profile] lennelle.livejournal.com
Title: Conversations With The Dead
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lennelle
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] dollarformyname
Word Count: 29k
Summary: Sometimes, a parent might tuck in their child at night and find an empty bed in the morning.

In 1996, Sam Winchester vanished in an empty room. He reappeared two months later with missing hair, bruises and vacant eyes.

By 2000, Dean Winchester is a hunter in his own right. He travels to Minnesota where his brother now lives with Pastor Jim, a long-time friend of their father's. The thing is, John Winchester recently went into the house that ruined his youngest son and he never came back out. Thing is, Sam is the only person who knows what's in the house. Thing is, Sam Winchester hasn't spoken in four years.

Author's Notes: Written for the spnhorrorbang, my first ever big bang.

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[identity profile] foolscapper.livejournal.com
Title: How the Wild Things Start (Chapters 1-18, completed)
Author: Foolscapper @ tumblr and LJ
Rating: mature
Genre/pairing: Family, Tragedy, Supernatural, Suspense, Hurt/comfort. Primarily genfic, with minor character relationship.
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Castiel, Original Characters, cameos from recurring side characters.
Word count: 60,000+
Summary: A diverging path from 9x23, Sam is kidnapped from the side of the road after Dean punches him unconscious. From there, he's catapulted into a world of terror and forced to fight in a violent monster ring. As his life spirals and unfolds into something new and dangerous, Dean, freed from the Mark, is desperate to know what happened to his brother after that terrible night.
Spoilers: Up to 9x23 mostly, with some minor recurring character spoilers from 10/11.
Warnings: Violence, some gore, mental illness/PTSD topics, violence towards children, and mentions of suicidal tendencies.

READ HERE AT FANFICTION.NET OR AT ARCHIVE OF OUR OWN.
[identity profile] amicablyevil.livejournal.com
Title: A Matter of Faith
Author: amicable
Characters: Sam, Lucifer, Chuck
Rating: M
Warnings: Past torture, panic attack
Spoilers: up to 11x22
Word count: 1,288
Summary: "Lucifer was in their car, he was carried on Sam’s shoulder, he’s in their home, and he is an essential weapon against the worst existential threat the universe has faced since its inception."

Chuck's back, Lucifer's in the bunker. Sam's coping.

AO3
[identity profile] brosedshield.livejournal.com
Title: A Monster By Any Other Name: Part Two - Chapter Thirty-Five
Authors: [livejournal.com profile] lavinialavender and [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield
Rating: R
Warnings: please see full list here
Spoilers: none; AU
Pairing: eventual Sam/Dean (yet not incest; AU where they’re not brothers)
Chapter word count: 7254
Summary: The same old Sam/Dean love story, with a darkfic twist. Sam grew up in a concentration camp for monsters and Dean was raised as an only child and hunter: Together, they make each other human. // Sam was prepared for anything Dean wanted him to do – except become a real.

Masterlist

Part Two: Chapter Thirty-Five
[identity profile] foolscapper.livejournal.com
Title: How the Wild Things Start — chapter 14
Rating: mature for dark themes
Genre: tragedy/horror/family
Warnings: lots of trauma, PTSD, a bit of a mentally altered Sam, gore/violence, and a few more mature themes like suicidal ideation.
Notes: I posted this as a oneshot a while back, but it's gained a lot of traction since then and has been updated quite a few times! Feel free to check it out on AO3 and fanfiction.net. Feedback is always welcome, thank you so much! It's a pretty dark universe, so heed any warnings included in the chapters!

Summary: An alternate universe where Sam is taken in 9x23, Dean lives through his ordeal with Metatron, and a lot of horrible things happen. Trapped in a fighting ring where hunters and monsters are pitted against each other, Sam just tries his best to survive and not completely lose himself in the process.

"This Sam's as thin as he had been in the church, eyes dark and bruised, the shape of his ribs prominent through the undershirt clinging to his figure — and there are scars. Scars kissing scars embracing scars, down his arms and peeking from his collar and intersecting spots on his hairline... The sight is from a nightmare, something Dean pictured but never wanted to find. Because he's an idiot who prayed for a healthy, tanned, muscular brother knocking on his door and saying "surprise, I'm here". A Sam who'd burst out of his captor's hands like a fuckin' superhero, who was hurting on the inside, hiding it under layers of plaid and beer and organic fruity shit. Dean expected a Sam who buried it all like they'd both buried Hell.

But that's the stupidest thing he ever hoped for."


CHAPTER'S 11 - 14 ADDED.

Please see warnings at top of chapters, if any.

READ AT ARCHIVEOFOUROWN OR FANFICTION.NET!
[identity profile] foolscapper.livejournal.com
Title: How the Wild Things Start — chapter 9 and 10 of ???
Rating: mature for dark themes
Genre: tragedy/horror/family
Warnings: lots of trauma, PTSD, a bit of a mentally altered Sam, gore/violence, and a few more mature themes like suicidal ideation.
Notes: I posted this as a oneshot a while back, but it's gained a lot of traction since then and has been updated quite a few times! Feel free to check it out on AO3 and fanfiction.net. Feedback is always welcome, thank you so much! It's a pretty dark universe, so heed any warnings included in the chapters!

Summary: An alternate universe where Sam is taken in 9x23, Dean lives through his ordeal with Metatron, and a lot of horrible things happen. Trapped in a fighting ring where hunters and monsters are pitted against each other, Sam just tries his best to survive and not completely lose himself in the process.

CHAPTER'S NINE AND TEN ADDED.

Please see warnings at top of chapters, if any.

"Sam wakes up standing on his feet. Swaying, the old midnight air scrapes an icy hand across his skin, which has cooled with chilly sweat. He looks down at his bare, battle-marked arms, blinking, incoherent as he tries to put pieces together: they're familiar, they're his, he's standing out in front of the cabin. He traces the edges of each scar against pale skin and releases a gasping breath he didn't realize he'd been drowning in. One hand is clasping a gun with trembling fingers. He peels his index finger away from the trigger and looks around; there's no bodies, no blood, nothing but him and the beginnings of a sprinkle of rain."

Chapter 9: READ ON AO3 | READ ON FANFICTION.NET
Chapter 10: READ ON AO3 | READ ON FANFICTION.NET
[identity profile] foolscapper.livejournal.com
Title: How the Wild Things Start — chapter 8/???
Rating: mature for dark themes
Genre: tragedy/horror/family
Warnings: lots of trauma, PTSD, a bit of a mentally altered Sam, gore/violence, and a few more mature themes like suicidal ideation.
Notes: I posted this as a oneshot a while back, but it's gained a lot of traction since then and has been updated quite a few times! Feel free to check it out on AO3 and fanfiction.net. Feedback is always welcome, thank you so much! It's a pretty dark universe, so heed any warnings included in the chapters!

Summary: An alternate universe where Sam is taken in 9x23, Dean lives through his ordeal with Metatron, and a lot of horrible things happen. Trapped in a fighting ring where hunters and monsters are pitted against each other, Sam just tries his best to survive and not completely lose himself in the process.

Chapter eight added — things get better. Sam carries on as best he can.

Warnings this chapter: suicidal ideation mentions, mental trauma. Full of juicy Sam angst.

"Sam takes up hunting, but animals. Not monsters. He likes it, likes to exist in a world people rarely touch. He grows some things. Poorly, but he does. He boils water and catches rabbit and chops up brains and makes a stew for a kitsune. It’s almost kind of funny. He apologizes mentally to whoever it belonged to. He hopes they understand, he doesn’t have time to check for the red dot on their driver’s license."

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[identity profile] foolscapper.livejournal.com
Title: How the Wild Things Start (Chapters 1-7)
Rating: mature for dark themes
Genre: tragedy/horror/family
Warnings: lots of trauma, PTSD, a bit of a mentally altered Sam, gore/violence, and a few more mature themes like suicidal ideation.
Notes: I posted this as a oneshot a while back, but it's gained a lot of traction since then and has been updated quite a few times! Feel free to check it out on AO3 and fanfiction.net. Feedback is always welcome, thank you so much! It's a pretty dark universe, so heed any warnings included in the chapters!

Summary: An alternate universe where Sam is taken in 9x23, Dean lives through his ordeal with Metatron, and a lot of horrible things happen. Trapped in a fighting ring where hunters and monsters are pitted against each other, Sam just tries his best to survive and not completely lose himself in the process.

READ ON AO3 | READ ON FANFICTION.NET

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