[identity profile] dragonflybeach.livejournal.com
Good For You
author: [livejournal.com profile] dragonflybeach
word count: 878
rating: PG-13
characters: Sam, Dean, Lady Toni Bevell
warnings: references to offscreen torture and hallucinated non-con, spoilers for season 12 especially episodes s12e02 and s12e21.
summary: When the adrenaline wears off, Sam breaks.

Read on LJ or AO3.
[identity profile] dragonflybeach.livejournal.com
The Stockholm Palace
author: [livejournal.com profile] dragonflybeach
Word count: 666
Rating: R
Characters/Pairing: past offscreen Sam/Lucifer, references to Sam/Lady Toni
Warnings: Spoilers for seasons 11 and 12, references to offscreen non-con and torture, Stockholm Syndrome
Summary: Sometimes when he's alone, Sam remembers 120 years spent with the Devil.

Written for the OhSam! Fanworks Birthday Event, using the prompts Stockholm Syndrome,
alone, and thrall.
Read it on
AO3 or LJ

Fic: Blood

Apr. 6th, 2017 10:14 pm
[identity profile] hwficjournal.livejournal.com
Title: Blood
Author: Huggle
Rating: Mature
Genre/pairing: Benny/Sam
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Benny Lafitte
Word count: circa 1760
Summary: When Dean finds out that Sam didn't really search for him during his time in Purgatory, Sam thinks he can rebuild their relationship. He thinks he can make it up to his big brother. Unfortunately, Dean has the same idea - just a different way for Sam to go about it.
Spoilers: season 7 set so none
Warnings: dark!Dean, rape, non-con drugging & blood drinking & touching, imprisonment, hurt no comfort, suffocation, ill!Sam, helplessness, hopelessness, ambiguous ending that might be triggery
Disclaimer: SPN isn't mine.

Blood )
[identity profile] mentholpixie.livejournal.com
Title: People Call Me The Monster
Author: mentholpixie
Rating: M
Characters: Sam/Lucifer, Dean
Summary: Sometimes, when Sam can't sleep, he googles Stockholm Syndrome and wonders if it's that or whether Lucifer was just right, that they're two halves of a whole, made for each other, only complete when they're together.
Word Count: 1500ish

Control

Feb. 21st, 2017 05:41 pm
[identity profile] threadofgrace42.livejournal.com
Title: Control
Author: Threadofgrace
Rating: Explicit
Genre/pairing: Sam/OFC, Sam/OMC, Sam/Lucifer, Sam/Amelia
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Lucifer, Amelia Richardson, Original Female Character, Original Male Character
Word count: 2997
Summary: After Sam gets his soul back, it takes him 1 year, 3 months and 29 days before he has sex again.
Spoilers: Through the beginning of Season 8
Warnings: Rape/Non-Con, Post Hell Issues, Blood Play
Disclaimer: Obviously and sadly, no part of this universe belongs to me!

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[identity profile] imaginingjarpad.livejournal.com
Title: The Lion Faced Boy
Author: flowerdust [livejournal.com profile] imaginingjarpad
Rating: NC17
Warnings: Non-con, Underage Slavery, Sam/Dean, Permanent Injury

Summary: Sam's been missing since he was 8. Dean never stopped looking for him.

Story


Note: I'm still new to this writing thing, so I apologize for the mistakes and grammar.
[identity profile] toratio.livejournal.com
Title: (Don't) Save Me
Pairing: Lucifer (Vince Vincente)/Sam
Author: [livejournal.com profile] toratio
Rating: R
Word Count: ~ 4,000
Summary: Sam Winchester and Vince Vincente - two men violated by the Devil
Disclaimer: I don’t own Supernatural
Warning: graphic non-con, angst, language, season 12 spoilers (up until 12x06)

"You know what they say, Sam … you should never meet your heroes."

Sam comes face-to-face with Lucifer, wearing Vince Vincente. This is the fallout.

At my journal

The Circle

Nov. 23rd, 2016 10:06 pm
[identity profile] lennelle.livejournal.com
Title: The Circle
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lennelle
Summary: Sam attends a support group.
Word Count: 1348
Author's Note: Set post-epsidode 11x14 'The Vessel'. Mentions of past rape and sexual abuse.

LJ|AO3
[identity profile] winchesterpooja.livejournal.com
Title: you are my sunshine
Author: [livejournal.com profile] winchesterpooja
Rating: T
Genre/Pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Cas
Warnings: References to non-con and self harm, panic attack, mental illness

Summary: Coda to episode 12.03. Sam deals with the aftermath of Mary leaving. It doesn't go very well.
[identity profile] toratio.livejournal.com
Title: A Letter to my Brother
Pairing: Lucifer/Sam non-con (implied), gen otherwise
Author: [livejournal.com profile] toratio
Rating: R/NC17 (for references more than anything)
Word Count: ~ 3,500 overall
Summary: A final letter from Sam to his big brother
Disclaimer: I don’t own Supernatural, etc.
Warning: Angst, references to rape, torture, violence, suicidal thoughts and suicide, language, self-hatred and self-blame. A fucking truckload of angst. Season 12 spoilers, set somewhere in season 12, after the spoilered upcoming arc.

This was written for [livejournal.com profile] spnspiration, so it's in letter form. There's a lot more implied than actually shown, but it's still kind of disturbing. So check those trigger warnings.

Part 1 on my journal

Part 2 on my journal
[identity profile] mentholpixie.livejournal.com
Title: When Spring Comes They Roar Back Again
Author: mentholpixie
Word Count: 2000
Characters: Sam, Dean
Summary: “I don't think it's about fixing. I think it's more about coping.” A girl, a bar, some scars, and some awkward conversation. A tag to And All the World Drops Dead
[identity profile] de-nugis.livejournal.com
Title: we two alone will sing like birds i' th' cage
Author: [livejournal.com profile] de_nugis
Rating: NC-17
Pairings and Kinks/Warnings: flashback Lucifer/Sam (noncon, graphic torture, extreme pain kink, Stockholm Syndrome); Sam/Cas (dubcon, pain kink, soulfisting, D/s themes).
Wordcount: c2450
Summary: Sam and Cas have sex post Casifer. It's a spectacularly bad idea.
A/N: written for [livejournal.com profile] salt_burn_porn for [livejournal.com profile] anactoria's prompt it looks better on you!. I feel like I should apologize for the really dark place the prompt went for me.


on second thought, it looked better on you
[identity profile] gracemurphy.livejournal.com
Title: Privileges of Babysitting for John Winchester
Author: [livejournal.com profile] gracemurphy
Rating: NC-17
Genre/pairing: SPN Pre-Series - Sam/OMC and Dean/OMC
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, John Winchester and Original Character
Word count: 10, 171
Summary: John dumps his sons on one of his old hunting buddies and takes off, following a lead on the Yellow Eyed Demon. As if being left out on the hunt by their dad wasn’t bad enough for Sam and Dean, things were about to get a whole lot worse.
Warnings: Abuse, depictions of violence, non-con/rape and underage (Sam’s 17)

LJ | AO3
[identity profile] winchesterpooja.livejournal.com
Title: Fireflies in the Dark
Rating: R for many heavy topics
Genre:
Brothertouching, Destiel AU (TFW are roommates with Doctor!Cas, mechanic!Dean, Pre-Law!Sam), Angst, Drama, Romance, Fluff, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Brotherly Love, Slow Build Destiel, Sam-Cas friendship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort

Pairing: Dean/Cas, and background pairings that will have no real action.
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel, Claire, Mary Winchester, Ellen, Bobby, Ruby, Jo, Lucifer, Charlie and OCs
Word count: ~1500 for the chapter
Summary:
When Dr Castiel Novak receives his last patient for the day at the ER, he doesn't know just how drastically his life is about to change. Meanwhile, Special Agent Bobby Singer has some terrible news to deliver to the Winchester boys.
As each new breath and heartbeat becomes a miracle and a luxury, Cas and the Winchesters learn to live, love and sacrifice. They learn to be grateful for what they have and to hope. Because sometimes hope is the only thing that can keep you going.
Warnings: Terrorism, Violence, (non-graphic) Rape/Non-con, Depression, Amputation, Permanent Injury, Whumped boys, Emotional Manipulation, Drug Addiction, Substance Abuse, PTSD, Character Death, Self-Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Sex, Medical Jargon, Idiots in Love

Disclaimer: I don't own anything you recognise. I really wish I did, but nope. Kripke is the one who created them.
[identity profile] kimsboy82.livejournal.com
Title: I just want to be Sam (The autistic me)
Author: [info]kimsboy82
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters of the whole story: Sam, Dean, John, Bobby, Jim, OMC, OFC
Pairings: Dean/Sam
Rating: Nc-17 (later)
Warnings of the whole story: Autistic behaviors, slight self-harm, denial, strong language, struggles and issues. Eating disorders.
Summary: Sam's different from other kids his own age and he knows it, but he also knows that he's not trapt, he's just.. a little lost. And this is his story of breaking through the walls of autism.
A/N: I've autism myself, so I'm well aware of what I'm writing about. This is a verse kinda fic I guess. The first fic is from John's POV. The second from Sam's. The thrid Dean's POV


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[identity profile] steeplechasers.livejournal.com
Title: body of proof
Author: [livejournal.com profile] steeplechasers
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Hurt/Comfort; n/a
Characters: Sam, Dean; Ruby, Lindsey, Dr Kadinsky, Amelia Richardson; original minor characters; mentions of Lucifer and Gadreel.
Word count: ~7300
Summary: There are things Sam hasn't told his brother. They're all in the envelope laid on Dean's pillow.
Warnings: discussion/description of past canonical (and non-canonical) rape and sexual assault. Emotional abuse. Slurs.
Disclaimer: Though I love them like my own, they are sadly not mine.
Read: LJ / AO3
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[identity profile] celesma.livejournal.com

[OOC: omg how have I never discovered this before. :0 A community entirely dedicated to a hurt Sammy? Like, I am there. *is a bad, bad person*
I have a couple more hurt/comforted!Sam fics to share, but this is the most recent one. I also hope to have a new one written pretty soon.]

Like a Coal to the Hearth (8257 words) by Celesma
Rating: M
Genre: Romance, Hurt/Comfort
Relationships: Castiel/Sam Winchester, Lucifer/Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Body Horror, Graphic Torture, Sexual Assault, Trueform!angels

Summary under the cut )
[identity profile] foolscapper.livejournal.com
AUTHOR’S NOTES: A horrible but also much more positive sequel to The Long Calendar. PLEASE HEED THE WARNINGS BELOW. this one ended up much longer than expected, haha. It’s also more detailed and less experimentally short-winded. Definitely got a different sort of style than The Long Calendar, but I think it works better for the topics inside. IDK. ENJOY???

Warnings: This story has mental illness, trauma, a much less interpretive subject of rape/non-con, self-deprecation, animal death, self-inflicted injuries. I will add more if I can remember other ones, but that should be the bulk of it.

SUMMARY: Sam is back from two thousand years in the Cage, in a bad mental state with no real conection to normalcy anymore, and Dean tries to help him cope.


Sam nods. "Sam sounds like a sharp name. Sounds like you could bleed out on it. You said it was mine?"

"... Yeah. It's yours."

Sam hums, looking down at the bandages, at Dean and then his battered fingertips, individually wrapped and cared for. "Sounds like a bad word."

Sam never forgot Dean's name. It's the one thing that never seemed to change.


READ THE REST HERE.
[identity profile] foolscapper.livejournal.com
Warnings: Torture, implied possible non-con/rape, trauma, alcoholism, dark themes, mental illness.

Summary: Post-Swan Song AU. One time a month every month on Earth, Sam leaves the Cage and visits Dean for one day. Heed the warnings. A little mentally hurt!Dean, a lot of mentally/physically hurt!Sam (sort of physically, anyway, but off-screen?). It's all gen! Platonic brother closeness here.


The first month Sam had returned from the Cage, Dean was sitting on the couch drinking a cold beer, trying to help the hangover he’d inflicted on himself the night before — one month, exactly, after Sam had jumped. Now, the son-of-a-bitch was sitting on the floor right in front of him with blood on his clothes and a wild, confused look in his eye. He scooped him up (he should have fucking tested him with silver, holy water, whatever, doesn’t fucking matter) and cradled him; said Sam’s name over and over, disbelieving, at a loss. Sam smiled and laughed, and clutched him back.

"What the fuck, man?! What the fuck?!"

"I don’t know," Sam rasped, "I don’t know, I don’t know—"

Castiel didn’t have good news, when Dean called for him.

Read the rest over HERE!
[identity profile] elwarre.livejournal.com
Title: Waiting for Rain
Author: elwarre
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Sam/Dean; angst, hurt/comfort; AU
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, John Winchester, Jessica Moore, Bobby Singer, Ash, Gabriel (human), Crowley (human)
Word count: ~31,000
Summary: Sam leaves home at sixteen to escape two things: a growing attraction to his older brother, and an angry and abusive father who blames him for his mother's death. With nothing to his name save his experience hunting and his determination to escape it, he turns to prostitution to support himself through high school and then college.
Warnings: language, child abuse, homophobia, underage prostitution, violence, rape/non-con/dub-con, and wincestuous sexy times
Disclaimer: not my characters and all that

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