Jesus... this *hurts* (I kind of feel like I have a brick inside my chest).
I don't know how long was Sam being tortured, but the worst part in this isn't the physical damange. The worst is Sam has been listening for countless hours that he has been an unredeemable monster all his life, that he is worthless, and that his prayers only received laughs in response. All his faith thrown back at his face.
Something I've always loved about Sam is that he is amazingly strong, he receives a blow after another but he always manages to stand again, maybe hating himself a little more but always moving forward. That's why seeing him completely defeated, seeing him giving up, finally receiving one blow too many... is so painfully heartwrenching. I wonder if Sam will manage to get up again after this... I just hope Dean's endless love and support will help him.
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I don't know how long was Sam being tortured, but the worst part in this isn't the physical damange. The worst is Sam has been listening for countless hours that he has been an unredeemable monster all his life, that he is worthless, and that his prayers only received laughs in response. All his faith thrown back at his face.
Something I've always loved about Sam is that he is amazingly strong, he receives a blow after another but he always manages to stand again, maybe hating himself a little more but always moving forward. That's why seeing him completely defeated, seeing him giving up, finally receiving one blow too many... is so painfully heartwrenching. I wonder if Sam will manage to get up again after this... I just hope Dean's endless love and support will help him.
Beautifully written, as usual!