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ohsam2010-05-02 08:41 pm
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comment fic meme
THE RULES
→ Leave a comment here with your prompt. Because it's Sam's birthday, I'm going to say that any Sam-centric prompts are okay, even if there's not much hurt/comfort in them.
→ In your prompt, please state your desired characters or pairings. All genres/pairings welcome, but no real-person prompts.
→ Prompts can be as short or detailed as you like. Remember though - more detail means less wriggle room for the writer, which might lower the chances of someone picking up your prompt.
→ Go through the prompts! If you find one you like, write a fic for it. There's no limit to how many users can reply to a prompt, or how many prompts someone can write for.
→ When replying to a prompt with your comment-fic, put ‘filled’ in your subject line and then anything else you want, like a title if you have one/part numbers. It’s not a big deal if you forget this step, but it will make it easier for people to find your fic.
→ Anon posting enabled.
→ NO SPOILERS FOR UNAIRED EPISODES.
→ Play nice - no flaming and no character bashing, period. Any comments that break this rule will be deleted without warning.
→ Feedback is catnip for writers. Leave some author-love!
→ No spam comments.
→ Contact one of the mods if you have a question.
→ Spread the Sam love - pimp this meme! Just copy and paste the code below:
→ Have fun!
→ In your prompt, please state your desired characters or pairings. All genres/pairings welcome, but no real-person prompts.
Example A: “Sam, Dean, gen, set in season 2. Sam has a vision and passes out. Cue caring!Dean and limp!Sam.”→ Post as many prompts as you like - but one prompt per comment. If you've got a couple, comment with each separately.
Example B: “Sam/Dean, trauma. Sam is injured on a hunt, Dean freaks out when he thinks Sam might be dead.”
→ Prompts can be as short or detailed as you like. Remember though - more detail means less wriggle room for the writer, which might lower the chances of someone picking up your prompt.
→ Go through the prompts! If you find one you like, write a fic for it. There's no limit to how many users can reply to a prompt, or how many prompts someone can write for.
→ When replying to a prompt with your comment-fic, put ‘filled’ in your subject line and then anything else you want, like a title if you have one/part numbers. It’s not a big deal if you forget this step, but it will make it easier for people to find your fic.
→ Anon posting enabled.
→ NO SPOILERS FOR UNAIRED EPISODES.
→ Play nice - no flaming and no character bashing, period. Any comments that break this rule will be deleted without warning.
→ Feedback is catnip for writers. Leave some author-love!
→ No spam comments.
→ Contact one of the mods if you have a question.
→ Spread the Sam love - pimp this meme! Just copy and paste the code below:
→ Have fun!
THE MASTER LIST
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tahirire wrote The boys are in a better place emotionally. Dean thinks past his hurt at what he saw in Sam's heaven, and gets Sam a golden retriever puppy for his birthday.dime_for_12 wrote 5x03 AU. Sam already said yes. He just doesn't know or remember it. Vessel!Sam, Possessed!Sam, Eeery!Lucifer. Please include lots of Dean.anonymous wrote After a Narrowly-Averted-Apocalypse, an old friend from Stanford runs into Sam Winchester at a gas station. He's surprised/disturbed by what he sees.
ratherastory wrote Sam discovers an intricate symbol that will allow him to wrench back control from Lucifer. Now he just needs someone to carve it into his back.maskedfangirl wrote Happy Birthday, Sammy! Pity that it's alternate universe 5x04 and that you're having your birthday trapped inside of your own skin while the Devil ruins the world. Still, it was nice of the guy to sing to you on your birthday and he even got you a gift - he let you wander around in your body for an entire night out in the bleak remains of civilization. Of couse, everyone thinks you're the Devil and you're reviled and feared wherever you go. Worse, you're probably pretty far gone to find yourself weeping at the sound of birds on the wind or the scent of burning tires because it's just been so damned LONG since you've felt anything at all. Hey, I wonder what your chances are of getting Dean on the short wave are?tifaching wrote The book that changed Sam's life. NOT The Catcher in the Rye or The Outsiders, please.authoressnebula wrote I kind of have a thing for tired!Sam. And we know from 5x19 he's not been getting a lot of sleep. So, something where Sam is fighting to stay awake, maybe researching or in the car, and Dean's trying to get him to go to sleep?mute90 wrote Angel/AU Spn crossover in which lawyer!Sam works at Wolfram and Hart. Sam's not evil. Just morally ambiguous in a goofy, adorable way. And now Angel has taken over Wolfram and Hart, and Lorne has instituted staff birthday parties, and it's Sam's birthday. All his work friends are there, and his non-work friends and family are invited, and it's a catastrophe. Dean is trying cheesy pickup lines on Illyria, and Bobby is making awkward smalltalk with Spike, and Castiel and Wesley are having, like, brooding, stubbly, eyesex in the corner, and Sam's pretty sure that still!alive!Jess is developing a crush on his darkly handsome, undead boss. It's the worst birthday ever, and there's something supernaturally not right about the cake...authoressnebula wrote AU version of 5x10 Abandon All Hope: Sam is the one attacked by a hellhound, not Jo.dime_for_12 wrote Sam's crazy plan works. He says yes to Lucifer to trap him, and manages to get him into the cage. Somehow, then or later, he is rescued, but he is physically and emotionally messed up from being possessed and locked up with Lucifer. Dean is there for him.dime_for_12 wrote After a Narrowly-Averted-Apocalypse, an old friend from Stanford runs into Sam Winchester at a gas station. He's surprised/disturbed by what he sees.sistabro wrote Set in or after Sam Interrupted. Sam and Dean didn't get away and the doctor fills out his threat of sending Sam to a facility that deals with violent patients. Lucifer starts visiting Sam in his dreams.kalliel wrote The book that changed Sam's life. NOT The Catcher in the Rye or The Outsiders, please. [Part 2] [Part 3]klutzy_girl wrote A witch the boys meet on a case decides to cast a spell on Sam as a gift for his birthday (she notices the guys have some communication hang ups)--he will not be able to inhibit what he says for a full day. Basically everything he thinks and feels comes spewing out of his mouth without his control. Including many thoughts of self-loathing and doubting Dean could ever love him the same after all that's happened, any other things you want, etc. Sam is mortified and feels exposed and stupid.anonymous wrote A witch the boys meet on a case decides to cast a spell on Sam as a gift for his birthday (she notices the guys have some communication hang ups)--he will not be able to inhibit what he says for a full day. Basically everything he thinks and feels comes spewing out of his mouth without his control. Including many thoughts of self-loathing and doubting Dean could ever love him the same after all that's happened, any other things you want, etc. Sam is mortified and feels exposed and stupid.
lassiterfics wrote Sam starts smoking at Stanford, a slow but inexorable climb towards addiction. He tries halfheartedly to hide it from Dean after Jess dies, but Dean finds out pretty quickly and is shocked and appalled.caerial wrote The Winchesters spend a lot of time in Humboldt Park (a predominantly Puerto Rican neighborhood in Illinois) tracking down old contacts. John leaves Sam and Dean in the care of a friend and Sam, precocious child that he is, starts learning to speak around then. But Dean doesn't talk anymore, and John's never around, so Sam's first acquired language actually ends up being Spanish. John's beginning to realize it wasn't just his and Mary's life went up in flames. So what now?m14mouse wrote A Supernatural/Buffy crossover. Stanford-era Sam and recently-chipped Spike save the world. The problem is Sam has no one to tell and Spike has no one who will believe him. So, Spike comes back to Stanford a year later with a whole bunch of bear to celebrate the day they saved the world. Sam loves the company.27_jaredjensen wrote Sam, Dean - season five after "The End". Sam is taking the Impala out to get food when he wrecks the car. He thinks this will be just one more thing that Dean will be mad at him about. Then he realizes he's hurt and ends up in the hospital. Dean takes care of him.27_jaredjensen wrote Stanford era--Sam is sick during his birthday (could be the first one at Stanford or not) but a birthday present arrives that cheers him up.roque_clasique wrote Stanford era--When Dean goes to check on Sam, he's shocked to be pointed in the direction of a busy club. Turns out Sam's the lead singer of a super-emo rock band (and, yes, he IS wearing eyes liner. AND leather pants). Sam is mortified to see Dean looking like that (he finds being bombarded by female groupies while he croons melodramatically embarrassing and only joined the band to get some cash for school).greeneyes_fan wrote Gen. Like we all know, Sam gets his arms sliced up pretty bad by the ghouls in 4.19. BUT for some reason, the stitches Dean put in keep dissolving and the boys don't know why. Dean is afraid that Sam is pulling the stitches out himself and Sam won't contradict him because he thinks that maybe the demon blood running through him is eating the stitches away. Either way, Sam's not healing, just getting worst. All ends shmoopily after h/c hi-jinks ensue.phx69 wrote Ever since his rape on his birthday, he hasn't celebrated. Sam finally gives into Dean's questioning in why.dime_for_12 wrote Sam suffers an injury that won't be fatal but that will be intensely painful for some time and/or take a long time to heal enough to get back in the hunt if it'll heal at all. Frustration, h/c, and finally he gives up and asks Dean to kill him, because he knows perfectly well he'll bounce back from that much faster.sistabro wrote Sam, Chuck, booze, and useless college degrees.
Re: FILLED; give it up (but don't ask why); Samifer/Dean; 2/3 (?)
He doesn't know why it bothers him to think about Dean praying. He used to, and he still remembers how it felt to believe in something bigger than himself. It's like an urge, an itch, to reach out and hope to connect. To find a reason. And, if Sam's honest, he's not even sure that's what his brother's doing, anyway.
But there's an intent, a purpose, behind his brother's chronic stillness. His mind is somewhere else, and every time Sam imagines Dean's hands steepled in front of his chest, imagines him down on his knees, imagines a sacrifice that nobody would ever understand, well.
"Stop," Dean says, and Sam just rolls, moves so that his breath hits Dean's bare skin. He watches as Dean's back jerks, shoulderblades sharp and moving beneath his skin.
"No." He walks his fingers down the dip of Dean's spine. One, two, one, two, until Sam gets to the curve of Dean's jean-clad ass. "I don't want to." He makes it sing-song, teasing, he's only teasing, but the thought of Dean shrugging him off, moving away, makes him want to dig in, embed himself under his brother's skin. Warmth and blood, messy screams and Dean giving way.
Surrender, he thinks, and hears Dean grunt when his naughty fingers press deep. Dean's breath is coming faster, and Sam imagines the rabbit thump of his too-fast heartbeat. Can't see his brother's expression, though, because Dean's face is turned away, cradled in the crook of his arm.
"Dean," he says. Names have power, and he wants his brother bent and broken. He's always looked so beautiful that way. "Dean," a second time when he gets no response but determined silence. I could hurt you, he thinks, and suddenly wants to. All the times he's seen Dean bleeding and pleading at the feet of angels, and now Sam wants a piece, too. Let me hurt you.
"What? Jesus Christ." Sam sneers. The tone, he hates that bitchy tone. "What, Sam?"
Sam hums. His fingers are still, splayed against warm, trembling skin. He leans closer, til his lips brush his brother's back. "Good night," he whispers, and the heat of his words burn when they echo back across his skin.
**
Dean drives. Days and days and days of it, miles ground under the wheels of the Impala. Sam watches sunset and sunrise and the crackle pop of storms brewing, all from inside a car that never slows down.
"How far are you going to go?" He says it after Dean's turned on the radio, turned it off, turned it on but low. Then raised the volume. Every way that he could tune it he has, and Sam wants to lean over, say, I know, right into Dean's ear. But Dean's gripping the wheel, almost standing on the gas. Go, he thinks. Go as fast as you can. The storm will come anyway.
"Sam." Dean does that a lot, now. Repeats his name, over and over, staring hard at him. Like he's trying to tell Sam something, or remind Sam. Sam hasn't forgotten, though. He feels himself ebbing and cresting, all peeled back and exposed.
Sam. Sam. Sam.
And Sam wants to laugh at him, or smash Dean's head into the window. Something. But he replies, "okay." And when he closes his eyes, his brother's blood blooms cherry-red on the back of his eyelids. "Okay."
Re: FILLED; give it up (but don't ask why); Samifer/Dean; 3/3
When they finally stop, it's to pull over beside a field. Brown, withered grass, and when the wind barrels down on them he just smells dirt, feels his hair whip into his stinging, teary eyes.
"How fun," he says, and expects Dean to laugh, smile, explain. Dean's just looking at him, though. Broken and tiny, too straight bones busting through his flesh. One touch and Sam could crack him like an egg.
Dean lunges forward, then, drags Sam's head down. "God, Sammy," and there's something about the name that prickles through him, electric currents of unease. God. Sammy. "I'm sorry." Sam thinks Dean's going to kiss him; his mouth is close enough. He can feel his brother's breath against his lips, can almost taste that stale, warm air. He's surprised by how much he wants it, how bitterly he's disappointed when Dean steps back, face wet.
Sam's eyes travel away from Dean, out across the field. The air flickers, blue white streaks racing across his vision, and he can just make out the dirt swirling in the wind transforming into tall, elongated shapes that dance behind his brother. Sweeping back and forth with the hint of wings trailing out behind them. Outstretched and murky, moving closer, reaching long fingers toward him. He wants to scream, but the wind carries his breath away.
"No," he says, but he can't move. There's a humming, a vibration through the ground, running in snaking circles around his feet. The forms multiply - five, ten, one hundred, brutal and burning. Terrifying.
He barely hears it, his brother's quiet "thank you," before the pain hits.
Re: FILLED; give it up (but don't ask why); Samifer/Dean; 3/3
Re: FILLED; give it up (but don't ask why); Samifer/Dean; 3/3
Glad you liked!
Re: FILLED; give it up (but don't ask why); Samifer/Dean; 3/3
Re: FILLED; give it up (but don't ask why); Samifer/Dean; 3/3
(Anonymous) 2010-05-03 01:12 pm (UTC)(link)Re: FILLED; give it up (but don't ask why); Samifer/Dean; 3/3
Re: FILLED; give it up (but don't ask why); Samifer/Dean; 3/3
Re: FILLED; give it up (but don't ask why); Samifer/Dean; 3/3
I do not even know how I found this but I am REALLY GLAD I did. dude, not only is this a huge emotional trip, you've got incredible imagery, subtlety, just beautiful beautiful writing. I love this so much even though it hurts a lot. fantastic.
Re: FILLED; give it up (but don't ask why); Samifer/Dean; 3/3
Glad you liked it :D