ohsam | comment fic meme

In celebration of Sam's birthday, we're hosting another comment fic meme!

THE RULES

→ Leave a comment here with your prompt. Because it's Sam's birthday, I'm going to say that any Sam-centric prompts are okay, even if there's not much hurt/comfort in them.
→ In your prompt, please state your desired characters or pairings. All genres/pairings welcome, but no real-person prompts.

Example A: “Sam, Dean, gen, set in season 2. Sam has a vision and passes out. Cue caring!Dean and limp!Sam.”
Example B: “Sam/Dean, trauma. Sam is injured on a hunt, Dean freaks out when he thinks Sam might be dead.”

→ Post as many prompts as you like - but one prompt per comment. If you've got a couple, comment with each separately.
→ Prompts can be as short or detailed as you like. Remember though - more detail means less wriggle room for the writer, which might lower the chances of someone picking up your prompt.
→ Go through the prompts! If you find one you like, write a fic for it. There's no limit to how many users can reply to a prompt, or how many prompts someone can write for.
→ When replying to a prompt with your comment-fic, put ‘filled’ in your subject line and then anything else you want, like a title if you have one/part numbers. It’s not a big deal if you forget this step, but it will make it easier for people to find your fic.
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THE MASTER LIST

tahirire wrote The boys are in a better place emotionally. Dean thinks past his hurt at what he saw in Sam's heaven, and gets Sam a golden retriever puppy for his birthday.

dime_for_12 wrote 5x03 AU. Sam already said yes. He just doesn't know or remember it. Vessel!Sam, Possessed!Sam, Eeery!Lucifer. Please include lots of Dean.

anonymous wrote After a Narrowly-Averted-Apocalypse, an old friend from Stanford runs into Sam Winchester at a gas station. He's surprised/disturbed by what he sees.

ratherastory wrote Sam discovers an intricate symbol that will allow him to wrench back control from Lucifer. Now he just needs someone to carve it into his back.

maskedfangirl wrote Happy Birthday, Sammy! Pity that it's alternate universe 5x04 and that you're having your birthday trapped inside of your own skin while the Devil ruins the world. Still, it was nice of the guy to sing to you on your birthday and he even got you a gift - he let you wander around in your body for an entire night out in the bleak remains of civilization. Of couse, everyone thinks you're the Devil and you're reviled and feared wherever you go. Worse, you're probably pretty far gone to find yourself weeping at the sound of birds on the wind or the scent of burning tires because it's just been so damned LONG since you've felt anything at all. Hey, I wonder what your chances are of getting Dean on the short wave are?

tifaching wrote The book that changed Sam's life. NOT The Catcher in the Rye or The Outsiders, please.

authoressnebula wrote I kind of have a thing for tired!Sam. And we know from 5x19 he's not been getting a lot of sleep. So, something where Sam is fighting to stay awake, maybe researching or in the car, and Dean's trying to get him to go to sleep?

mute90 wrote Angel/AU Spn crossover in which lawyer!Sam works at Wolfram and Hart. Sam's not evil. Just morally ambiguous in a goofy, adorable way. And now Angel has taken over Wolfram and Hart, and Lorne has instituted staff birthday parties, and it's Sam's birthday. All his work friends are there, and his non-work friends and family are invited, and it's a catastrophe. Dean is trying cheesy pickup lines on Illyria, and Bobby is making awkward smalltalk with Spike, and Castiel and Wesley are having, like, brooding, stubbly, eyesex in the corner, and Sam's pretty sure that still!alive!Jess is developing a crush on his darkly handsome, undead boss. It's the worst birthday ever, and there's something supernaturally not right about the cake...

authoressnebula wrote AU version of 5x10 Abandon All Hope: Sam is the one attacked by a hellhound, not Jo.

dime_for_12 wrote Sam's crazy plan works. He says yes to Lucifer to trap him, and manages to get him into the cage. Somehow, then or later, he is rescued, but he is physically and emotionally messed up from being possessed and locked up with Lucifer. Dean is there for him.

dime_for_12 wrote After a Narrowly-Averted-Apocalypse, an old friend from Stanford runs into Sam Winchester at a gas station. He's surprised/disturbed by what he sees.

sistabro wrote Set in or after Sam Interrupted. Sam and Dean didn't get away and the doctor fills out his threat of sending Sam to a facility that deals with violent patients. Lucifer starts visiting Sam in his dreams.

kalliel wrote The book that changed Sam's life. NOT The Catcher in the Rye or The Outsiders, please. [Part 2] [Part 3]

klutzy_girl wrote A witch the boys meet on a case decides to cast a spell on Sam as a gift for his birthday (she notices the guys have some communication hang ups)--he will not be able to inhibit what he says for a full day. Basically everything he thinks and feels comes spewing out of his mouth without his control. Including many thoughts of self-loathing and doubting Dean could ever love him the same after all that's happened, any other things you want, etc. Sam is mortified and feels exposed and stupid.

anonymous wrote A witch the boys meet on a case decides to cast a spell on Sam as a gift for his birthday (she notices the guys have some communication hang ups)--he will not be able to inhibit what he says for a full day. Basically everything he thinks and feels comes spewing out of his mouth without his control. Including many thoughts of self-loathing and doubting Dean could ever love him the same after all that's happened, any other things you want, etc. Sam is mortified and feels exposed and stupid.

lassiterfics wrote Sam starts smoking at Stanford, a slow but inexorable climb towards addiction. He tries halfheartedly to hide it from Dean after Jess dies, but Dean finds out pretty quickly and is shocked and appalled.

caerial wrote The Winchesters spend a lot of time in Humboldt Park (a predominantly Puerto Rican neighborhood in Illinois) tracking down old contacts. John leaves Sam and Dean in the care of a friend and Sam, precocious child that he is, starts learning to speak around then. But Dean doesn't talk anymore, and John's never around, so Sam's first acquired language actually ends up being Spanish. John's beginning to realize it wasn't just his and Mary's life went up in flames. So what now?

m14mouse wrote A Supernatural/Buffy crossover. Stanford-era Sam and recently-chipped Spike save the world. The problem is Sam has no one to tell and Spike has no one who will believe him. So, Spike comes back to Stanford a year later with a whole bunch of bear to celebrate the day they saved the world. Sam loves the company.

27_jaredjensen wrote Sam, Dean - season five after "The End". Sam is taking the Impala out to get food when he wrecks the car. He thinks this will be just one more thing that Dean will be mad at him about. Then he realizes he's hurt and ends up in the hospital. Dean takes care of him.

27_jaredjensen wrote Stanford era--Sam is sick during his birthday (could be the first one at Stanford or not) but a birthday present arrives that cheers him up.

roque_clasique wrote Stanford era--When Dean goes to check on Sam, he's shocked to be pointed in the direction of a busy club. Turns out Sam's the lead singer of a super-emo rock band (and, yes, he IS wearing eyes liner. AND leather pants). Sam is mortified to see Dean looking like that (he finds being bombarded by female groupies while he croons melodramatically embarrassing and only joined the band to get some cash for school).

greeneyes_fan wrote Gen. Like we all know, Sam gets his arms sliced up pretty bad by the ghouls in 4.19. BUT for some reason, the stitches Dean put in keep dissolving and the boys don't know why. Dean is afraid that Sam is pulling the stitches out himself and Sam won't contradict him because he thinks that maybe the demon blood running through him is eating the stitches away. Either way, Sam's not healing, just getting worst. All ends shmoopily after h/c hi-jinks ensue.

phx69 wrote Ever since his rape on his birthday, he hasn't celebrated. Sam finally gives into Dean's questioning in why.

dime_for_12 wrote Sam suffers an injury that won't be fatal but that will be intensely painful for some time and/or take a long time to heal enough to get back in the hunt if it'll heal at all. Frustration, h/c, and finally he gives up and asks Dean to kill him, because he knows perfectly well he'll bounce back from that much faster.

sistabro wrote Sam, Chuck, booze, and useless college degrees.

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He finally says it, and he's burning up, feeling it in his broken, messy skin. "God, please, Dean. Please, kill me."

"I know it hurts," and Dean's already pressing the call button, muttering under his breath. "It'll be alright."

"No no no. Kill me," and he can't see Dean, eyes blurred by tears, stinging and salty, burning as they hit his skin. He can hear the door to his room fly open, and he says, "do over."

He's surrounded by half-hidden faces, then, surgeons masks and caps, his brother probably pushed into the fringes. They talk over his head, voices loud and fast, and Sam thinks, reset reset reset.

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He screams it, later, after the doctor peers at him, expressionless and meaningless, says, "infection," and Sam's busy thinking of Dean, about tomato rice soup and old stories.

He hears a hose, showers of water like in the produce aisle. He sees a nurse, bent by his head, hears her murmured apology, hears her, "we have to clean the burns, it's the only way."

He screams it, kill me kill me kill me, voice a mix of blood and phlegm, when the first spray hits his skin.

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He doesn't see Dean for a while, after, when he can remember enough to care. He's in a room, empty, clean, immaculate. A series of blue-swathed nurses and doctors come in and out, dry whoosh of sliding doors opening and closing, over and over.

He doesn't know how long he's there before someone comes in, and even high on pain and morphine he can tell that bow-legged walk. He wants to apologize, even though he doesn't know why, but the feeling's strong, the words lodged right at the back of his throat. I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

"We can't," is the first thing Dean says, face covered up by the masks Sam's getting used to seeing. There's a series of hisses, dry pumps of clean air through a series of hoses, before Dean continues. "We can't. Maybe this way Lucifer will leave you alone, if."

Sam sobs, neck arching with the shock of pain spiralling through. Too damaged, not even a devil would want him. Useless as a vessel as long as he's like this. "Dean," and he's begging, fighting tears. No, no no.

"I know, Sammy, I know. This sucks, okay? But give it time, we'll just."

He straightens, shifts, and Sam panics. "Don't go." If he could reach out, get a hold of his brother, he would. "Don't leave me."

Dean shrinks inward at that, and Sam wants to scream. Dean can't leave him, not now. "Sam, I gotta. I gotta go, okay? They only give me, like, five minutes in here. When you're stronger I can stay. But I'll be right outside, swear to God, okay? Just be one step outside."

**

It's quiet in his room; dark, too, except for one recessed bulb on the dim setting, high above his head.

He breathes with the mechanical tick tick and warble of machines. He can just see the top of Dean's head resting against the glass outside his room. It's tipped, enough that Sam can tell his brother's sleeping.

He breathes, and then there's a drop in room pressure, something that sucks the air out of his lungs, makes them ache and burn, hint of fire and chemicals in the pain that slices through him.

"Well, hello there, Sam."

He closes his eyes.

Ohhhh that hurts. It's perfect. Nasty kick to the ending, too, considering the previous scene.

glad you liked it, and after looking at pictures of arc flash burns, I figure even Dean's words wouldn't be enough to make Sam forget about his other option, because, ow.

Oh, ouch! Dean's refusal to hit that reset button and leave Sam in pain cut me to the core. Poor Sam.

I know :C poor Dean, not knowing what it's really like, and poor Sam having to try to live with it. the boys just break so very nicely O:D

Wow, and also ow. That was fabulous. Poor Sam.

thank you for reading :D

wow!! I'm not normally a fan of 'torture' - but this wasn't torture. It wasn't over-the-top, gratuitous... it was exactly perfect. And it ended brilliantly. I'm really haunted by this. It's amazing.

I'm glad it wasn't over the top, I really wanted to avoid that, so I'm glad I did

Thanks for the lovely f/b!

Oh, yes. Not lowering the angst levels are you? LOL.. Oh, Sam. Dean's not hearing you, but Lucifer is. That ending was killer. Thanks!

it doesn't seem to be within my power, does it? (it's the meme, it's not me LOL)

you're welcome and thanks for the f/b!

OH GOD

thank you for reading :D (and I hope that's a good reaction LOL)

This was AWESOME. Which is probably not exactly the appropriate word choice for such a painful, horrifying story. But, oh man, this was so good. The pacing, the descriptions, the dialogue, everything was dead on.

thank you so much! I really enjoyed writing this one, so I'm happy you enjoyed it :D

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I love stumbling upon some of your older gems. Despite poor Sammy...or maybe in spite of him...I could read you any day!

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