fic: falling through

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Title:   falling through
Pairings/Characters: Sam, Dean/OFC
Rating: Hard R, maybe?
Word Count: ~3,400
Warnings: drunk!Sam, masturbation, language, unrequited feelings, sensitive/anxious!Sam
Disclaimer: i don't own a thing except for any mistakes here.
Summary: Sam is seventeen years and one day old when his world rapidly collapses in on itself.