Fic - into the world breathes life

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Title: Into the World Breathes Life
Author: checkthemargins
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural, or its actors, or any of its characters. This is just for kicks.
Word Count: 23,538
Warnings: sex, language, mass angst, implied non-con (Lucifer/Sam), suicidal ideation (Dean), crazy!Sam, spoilers for 7.13 and 7.14.
Summary: It's dangerous, being happy, waiting for it all to slip away.
Author's Note: This is, as I have been referring to it, The Pneumonia/Breakdown fic. It is long and rambling and disjointed like Sam's crazy head and has a metric ton of angst, nearly more schmoop, and a lot of snuggly!boys. It starts directly after 7.13, and about fourish months after the prologue. Also, this is stupidly long, so it's in three parts, each new one linked at the bottom of the previous one.

for lazy_daze

Prologue: First Taste

Into the World Breathes Life