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Untitled by amber1960
[S9 AU-ish; Sam, Dean, Garth, Alex, Jody, Charlie, Dorothy, Kevin]
Sam's forgotten it's his birthday, but everyone else remembers. Sam keeps finding little gifts around the bunker, and Dean, Cas, Kevin, Charlie (anyone else you can think of) are handing out kisses and/or hugs to him like there's no tomorrow.

Vampire by ladybastet92
[Pre-series; Sam & Dean]
Sam knew about monsters much younger than nine. When he notices his baby teeth are getting loose and one even comes out, he's terrified, thinking he must be one of the monsters his dad hunts.

Shorter Hair, Still Pretty by chomaisky
[Art; Sam & Dean]
Sam can no longer pass as a Fed with that hair, so he gets it cut. Sam in the Fed suit with sunglasses and short hair.

the sun upon the lake is low by stripysockette
[Sam & Cas]
Mentally or emotionally distressed Sam (I prefer current era, or at any rate later seasons) finds a pond with a heron. Watching the heron is soothing for him. He goes back every day. Just him and the heron and the weather. Or maybe one day Cas finds him, and watches Sam watch the heron.

don't scratch the wall/mark by foolscapper
[S9; Sam, Dean, Magnus (9x16)]
Magnus does more than simply cut Sam. It takes Crowley longer to get to the boys, which leaves Magnus to torture Sam while a helpless Dean watches.

Hanta Virus by spnlove101
[Sam, Dean; WIP]
It shouldn't have been a big deal. Dean and Sam had squatted in boarded up houses plenty of times. This shouldn't have been any different. This time, though, they needed a warded room. Before it could be warded, though, the walls and floors had to be cleaned. Dean left the cleaning and warding to Mr. Neat Freak OCD symbol dictionary and went out to interview witnesses. It isn't until weeks later that the symptoms start, and it isn't until days after that, when Sam can't breathe, that they finally understand the consequences. Hanta virus.

Here's to Many More by center_galaxy
[AU; Sam, Dean, Jess, Cas, Charlie]
Growing up, Sam didn't always like his birthdays. Sometimes his dad forgets (but Dean makes it up to Sam). Sometimes his birthday falls during a hunt and Sam ends up being hurt and in hospital a la Winchester. So for his 31st birthday, Sam isn't expecting much but Dean has other ideas.

Sam & the Alpha Vamp by amber1960
[Art; Sam, Alpha Vampire]
The Alpha vampire makes good on his threat to come back for Sam.

Careful With That Axe, Eugene by crimsonepitaph
[S9; Sam, Dean, Magnus (9x16)]
While Magnus has Sam tied up he continues to cut and taunt Sam. Sam holds it together - he's been tortured before. It's not until Magnus threatens to possess him with one of the demons (or angel) he's been holding captive that he totally falls apart - begging, pleading for him not to do it. Dean witnesses (and now understands) just how emotionally messed up Sam is.

And He Didn't Let Go by m14mouse
[S9; Sam, Dean]
Under the MoC's influence, Dean turns the first blade on Sam. There is angst.

Lifeline by center_galaxy
[S9; Sam, Dean, Charlie]
Charlie is back from Oz for a quick visit. She and Sam get trapped somewhere dark and cold. Sam is badly injured or drugged and is really out of it. Charlie has to keep him from panicking while they wait for Dean.

Happy Birthday by AndThenBigBangHappened
[Sam, Dean]
Unknown prompt. How do Sam and Dean celebrate their birthdays?

Over and Over and Over Again by center_galaxy
[S6; Sam, Dean]
It's a Tuesday, a regular Tuesday after the Apocalypse and everything and Sam wakes up to 'Heat of the Moment' playing on the radio. Dean almost doesn't understand why Sam nearly has a panic attack.

This is Personal by Anonymous
[Pre-series & S5 AU; Sam, Dean, Castiel]
Happy Birthday Sam! Today, you get an angel who wants to go back into the past and kill you! Otherwise known as: Anna travels back into the past to kill Sam when he was alone. Present!Dean and Present!Cas go back in time to save him and Dean is reminded of a few things that he's let anger and guilt forget--why he would do anything to protect his baby brother.

Beginner's Luck by kcscribbler
[S9; Sam, Dean, Castiel
Give convalescent!Sam a house for his birthday. He can share it with Dean, Cas, Amelia, Jody, Kevin . . . just, not a car, not a family destiny batcave, but a house, one he'll get to keep.

Into the Night by foolscapper
[Sam, Dean]
Sam finally gets to Disneyland. Who he's with, how he gets there, all up to you.

Someone Who Can Save a Life by little_creek96
[Sam, Dean]
I wanna see Sam rescued from a vamps nest by his brother. I don't care how long they've had him, but I want extreme blood loss and Dean doing everything he can by himself - leaving Sam in a nest of blankets in the backseat as he steals some blood etc. Sam out of it but still apologizing that he's bleeding all over Dean, that Dean's having to break into a hospital, that Dean had to save him, that he got blood on the Impala's leather, etc.

Someone Who Can Save a Life by mentholpixie
[Sam, Dean]
I wanna see Sam rescued from a vamps nest by his brother. I don't care how long they've had him, but I want extreme blood loss and Dean doing everything he can by himself - leaving Sam in a nest of blankets in the backseat as he steals some blood etc. Sam out of it but still apologizing that he's bleeding all over Dean, that Dean's having to break into a hospital, that Dean had to save him, that he got blood on the Impala's leather, etc.

Just What He Needed by sanshal
[S7; Sam/Dean, nonsexual D/s]
Sam doesn't have much of a sexual drive anymore because his time in hell left him broken in ways he's not equipped to fix on his own. He wants someone to "punish" him (nothing too hardcore: spanking, humiliation, bondage, and/or a little pain play, etc are what I'm hoping for-- especially spanking). He tries to pick up men at dives, online, wherever he can, but it doesn't work out and after a close call with someone who didn't respect his boundaries, Dean (or someone else who cares for him) takes matters into his own hands. Cue a proper D/s session, complete with aftercare (cuddling!) and Sam getting what he needs. If it's Dean or Cas, I'd really prefer for him to be sexually attracted to Sam and just not act on it but total gen is fine, too.

Issues of Consent by annie_46fic
[S9; Past Sam/Dean, Conditionally Asexual!Sam)
Sam and Dean repair their brotherly relationship after Gadreel, but Sam doesn't want to resume their sexual relationship. For the time being, with the accumulation of violations, he doesn't want to invite anyone across his body boundaries, period, but even if that changes, that's no longer a possibility for him with Dean. How do he and Dean work out proximity and forgiveness in the shadow of a no longer tenable past involvement? If you wish, let Sam go on to a tentative sexual relationship with someone else (Cas or not!dead!damn!it!Kevin or Jody would be my favorite picks), and look at how Sam and Dean's relationship weathers that development. Basically, I want to see Sam's sexuality impacted by his experience of body/self/consent violations, combined with post-wincest Sam n Dean.

Beyond Good and Evil by kcscribbler
[S8; Sam and Dean]
Sam doesn't want to go out for his birthday, he would rather stay in the MoL bunker researching and he comes across a book of new devil's traps. Curious as to why they are different he draws on on the floor but when he tries to cross through it, he finds himself trapped. Trying to not panic as he waits for Dean to get back to the Batcave, Sam realizes that he feels exhausted and the longer he's in the trap the weaker he gets, these traps were designed to weaken demons not just hold them.

Sam's Inner Cat by amber1960
[Sam and Dean]
Sam gets cursed/hexed/whatever to turn into a kitten every time he gets upset/angry/whatever-emotion-you-choose. Dean thinks having a fluffy little were-kitten for a brother is hilarious, and amuses himself by trying to startle Sam on the odd occasion just to watch it happen - but one day he legitimately upsets Sam enough for him to transform, and then can't find him afterwards.

Updated May 12, 2014.

Comments

[khakigrrl.livejournal.com]

Weechesters.

Sam knew about monsters much younger than nine. When he notices his baby teeth are getting loose and one even comes out, he's terrified, thinking he must be one of the monsters his dad hunts.

[ladybastet92.livejournal.com]

sa;fjasdfsn i can't resist. gimme a few, and i'll tackle this. i apologize for the quality ahead of time.

[ladybastet92.livejournal.com]

FILLED: Vampire

Monsters were real. They were as real as birds, guns, and people. He didn’t remember being told about them by Daddy or Dean, but he knew that they were the reason they move every few months, why there are marks on every door and salt under every window, why Dad didn’t smile or look him in the eye. He knew that they were the reason he could never be safe.

When he was a stupid baby, he thought everyone knew about monsters. When the teachers read his class a book about vampires, Sam raised his hand and said that they look nothing like those cartoons, that their fangs were a second set of teeth, and that you have to kill every single one of them. One afterschool parent-teacher meeting and a night of Dad drinking that smelly stuff and yelling at him later, Sam learned that it was their job to make sure no one else knew about the monsters.

Dean crawled into bed with him and held him as the tears fell, and told him that the Winchesters were heroes. “We’re Batman and Robin, Sammy,” Dean whispered through Sam’s sniffles. “But we can’t let the world know about Bruce Wayne and Dick Grayson, yeah? So people don’t screw with us and we can keep beating the bad guys.” Sam just nodded. But what he really learned that day was how to shut down and keep his mouth shut.

So he did for a long time. The kept moving, the brothers grew taller, and Dean taught Sam how to hold a knife, shoot a pistol, identify a sigil. Sam knew he sucked with weapons, despite Dean’s assurances that he would get better and that Dean sucked as much as Sam did at his age, but he did like learning about why they made the sigils and markings at every place they went. Dean didn’t have much to offer other than “they keep us safe”. Sam tried reading Dad’s journal while he was sleeping to find out. He couldn’t read that well yet at that age, but he kept trying to teach himself, anyway.

He didn’t know enough. Dad never told him what he wanted to know, just told him to keep quiet and follow orders, and that he would handle the rest. Dad didn’t understand how that only made his heart beat faster, made him feel even more like something was trying to crawl under his skin. Without facts, specifics, Sam was floating, vulnerable. Anything could get him, and the possibilities ran through his mind daily. Dean told him that he’d protect him, but Sam wasn’t dumb. Monsters were stronger than humans, maybe stronger than Dad or Dean. Sam could blink one time, and they could be dead.

What Sam didn’t tell anyone, not even Dean, was that getting killed by a monster wasn’t what he was afraid of. He knew that monsters could turn humans into other monsters, with just a bite or even touching blood. And Sam felt it sometimes – something running under his skin, something hot and gross and wrong. Other humans didn’t feel it, he knew they didn’t, even though he was too terrified to ask anyone else. He wanted to tell Dean, he really did, but whenever he thought about it he imagined one of those shiny guns pointed at him. Or worse, Dad and Dean on the floor, bloody and limp like the corpses he’s seen on hunts, all because of Sam.

Sam and Dean were home alone afterschool. Dean was cleaning weapons and Sam was doing homework. Sam had been fiddling with his sore tooth all day, thinking he imagined it when he felt it move sometimes. He pressed his tongue against it absentmindedly, when suddenly, the whole tooth tilted straight forward. He winced at the pain at first, but then gasped a bit when he felt the unnatural angle it was set at. Without a word to his brother, he ran to the bathroom and shut the door. He opened his mouth and looked the mirror, trying to keep quiet when he saw the blood dripping at the gums. With shaking hands, he tried to push the tooth back into place – and it fell out.

[ladybastet92.livejournal.com]

Sam couldn’t breathe. He looked at the door, wondering if he should tell his Dean, but he thought about the machete he was wiping rusted blood off of right outside the door. He thought about his four-year-old self saying ‘vampires have a second set of teeth’ and ‘my Daddy says we have to kill them all’, thought about Daddy clicking off the safety and pointing his pistol at his head, though about Dean with wide lifeless eyes and bloody lips –

“Sammy? What’s going on in there?”

He didn’t realize that he was still standing in the bathroom, clutching at the crimson red tooth and crying. He tried to move, tried to stop, but he couldn’t.

“Sam, let me in. I’ll kick down the door if you don’t.”

His voice was all authority and command, and he sounded like Dad when he got like that, but he could hear the worry in his voice underneath. Sam opened the door without thinking, even though he knew logically Dean was still way too small to kick down a door and that he probably got that line from a stupid action movie he watched. But he was scared, and he wanted his big brother, he wanted him so badly, please don’t kill him Dean –

“Are you hurt? Sammy, talk to me. It something get in?” He was already patting him down, feeling him for injuries with wide eyes. Sam shook his head, tiny gasps coming out of his throat, and showed him the tooth in his hand.

Dean look at it, then back at him, looking angry. “What the heck, dude? I thought you were really hurt!” That only made Sam cry harder, and that anger on Dean’s face quickly went away.

“Did it really hurt that bad? It’s gonna be okay, Sammy. I’m gonna go get some painkillers, okay?” He turned towards the door, his big brother ready to act like he always was, but Sam clutched at his sleeve, and shook his head, harder this time.

“...I-I’m-m v-v-vamp-pir-re,” he managed to choke out between his sobs.

[ladybastet92.livejournal.com]

3/3

Dean looked totally confused. After a few seconds, Sam pushed the tooth in his hand forward again. Then, Dean opened his mouth into an ‘o’, realization flashing in his eyes.

“Sammy,” he whispered, putting a hand on his shoulder. “Did you think losing a tooth meant you were gonna turn into a vampire?”

Sam didn’t answer, but his sniffs told enough. Without hesitation, Dean pulled him in for a long hug. Sam just cried a bit harder, but he clung to Dean’s shirt and buried his head in his neck, wishing he wasn’t a freak that they would have to kill soon.

“Listen to me. Hey,” he pulled away and tilted Sam’s head up so that he was looking him in the eye. “You’re not a vampire. Everyone loses their baby teeth, Sam. I lost most of mine when I was your age, so I totally forgot you still had your baby teeth, dude. But I promise, it’s normal. Humans grow a second set of teeth when their first fall out. I thought a nerd like you would know that.”

Sam’s sobs turned more silent as he listened and processed what Dean was saying. No one ever told him about losing teeth, but he never stayed in one place long enough to see his classmates lose theirs, and was probably too young to remember when Dean lost his. He wasn’t shaking anymore, but he was still almost too afraid to ask.

“I’m…” his voice was very small when he looked up at Dean. “Not a m-monster? A v-vampire?”

“Not a chance.” There wasn’t a hint of doubt in his voice when he said it, so almost instinctively, Sam completely believed him. “Besides, you’d be itching for my blood right now if that was the case. I don’t see you sucking down blood any time soon.”

Sam felt like a huge breath of air had escaped his chest, and that he could properly breathe again. Dean pulled him in for another quick hug, patting his back, and smiling. When they pulled away, Sam managed to smile back.

“Hey, losing your first tooth, that’s actually a big deal to most people.” With a hand on his back, Dean led him out of the bathroom. “Bet we can get a waitress to give you a free desert down at that diner if you hold onto your tooth. Whatdaya say?”

He winked, and Sam laughed. Even if that feeling wasn’t completely gone, the feeling that there wasn’t something – right with him…if Dean said he was okay, then he was okay. Dean was the only thing that ever made him feel normal, or safe. Between believing he was a freak or believing Dean, wasn’t a hard choice to make

[khakigrrl.livejournal.com]

I loved this! Thank you, thank you, thank you. So much better than I could have imagined. So sweet. And I loved that you worked in that cannon that Sam had always felt different, unclean. Really great.

[reggie11.livejournal.com]

Aww, that was so cute! Poor Sammy. It's not actually that hard to imagine him not knowing the normal things that happen with kids because they were always on the move.

I love how you added that Sam could feel that he was different somehow. Nice.

[jennytork.livejournal.com]

That was so painful and sweet at the same time.

I just want to hug Sammy so hard.....

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Very bittersweet with the foreshadowing...

[(Anonymous)]

Really heartbreaking, considering canon. Thanks for the fill, it was awesome...

[tipsy-kitty.livejournal.com]

So lovely! Sammy, keep believing in Dean!