So this is my first Supernatural story and I am not sure about it but I'll give it a try ..
He knew what was to come , even before the doctor came to talk to him with a grim expression , he saw how his brother looked before he was rolled to the trauma room , he saw the damage that was done and he knew that no doctor would be able to do anything his brother this time .
He tried to get hold of Castiel but he wasn't successful , it didn't bother him though because he doubted that the angel would be able to anything at this stage . He knew deep inside him that this was the end . Part of him wanted to go find any spell , cure , demon or angel to save his brother , but it would be another disappointment he knew that .
So yeah when the doctor asked him to follow him to talk privately he just shook his head . He doesn't need to listen to what the doctor had to say , it wouldn't change anything . All he wanted now was to stay with his brother those extra few minutes.
" as you wish mr. Johnson , but you have to know before you go inside that your brother is in a ... a bad shape .. but he is awake and lucid right now .. "
He looked at the doctor in the eye , he didn't even realise that he was avoiding the doctor's face . But the doctor said that Sam isn't dead , he is awake that must mean something , right ?
" he is awake ! That's a good sign . Right doc ? " he asked , his tone was as hopeful as it could get right now .
But that doctor frowned and looked at him with apologetic eyes then sighed .
" Well it's more than I expected , I never thought that he will make it alive after what his body sustained , let alone be awake , but I am sorry mr. Johnson , I don't think your brother will make it through the night "
He already knew that , God he thought that his brother was already gone , but his knowledge didn't make it easier to listen to what the doctor said . It hurts and it hurts bad .
He swallowed then looked at the doctor .
" Can I see him now ?" His voice was so hoarse .
" Yes mr. Johnson, I will arrange that you can stay with him as long as you want " the doctor gave him a sad smile that was probably supposed to be supporting .
He followed the doctor through the halls until he stopped infront of a room .
A nurse came out of the room's door .
She looked surprised when She saw them at first them her face became sympathetic.
" Uh , I checked mr. Johnson's vitals and . Um .. there was no change " she sounded really helpless . She looked at Dean then at the doctor , she wanted to talk to the doctor , privately. Not a good sign but surprisingly it didn't make Dean feel any worse . Maybe there was nothing left in this world that will make him feel worse . His brother was dying for God's sake !
" Uh.. mr. Johnson this is your brother's room you can go stay with him as long as you need and.. uh ..if either of you need anything you can call the nurse station or page me if needed " He just nodded .
The doctor and the nurse left but he stayed outside the room for a few seconds.
He just tried to collect himself before he entered his brother's room .
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He knew what was to come , even before the doctor came to talk to him with a grim expression , he saw how his brother looked before he was rolled to the trauma room , he saw the damage that was done and he knew that no doctor would be able to do anything his brother this time .
He tried to get hold of Castiel but he wasn't successful , it didn't bother him though because he doubted that the angel would be able to anything at this stage .
He knew deep inside him that this was the end .
Part of him wanted to go find any spell , cure , demon or angel to save his brother , but it would be another disappointment he knew that .
So yeah when the doctor asked him to follow him to talk privately he just shook his head . He doesn't need to listen to what the doctor had to say , it wouldn't change anything . All he wanted now was to stay with his brother those extra few minutes.
" as you wish mr. Johnson , but you have to know before you go inside that your brother is in a ... a bad shape .. but he is awake and lucid right now .. "
He looked at the doctor in the eye , he didn't even realise that he was avoiding the doctor's face . But the doctor said that Sam isn't dead , he is awake that must mean something , right ?
" he is awake ! That's a good sign . Right doc ? " he asked , his tone was as hopeful as it could get right now .
But that doctor frowned and looked at him with apologetic eyes then sighed .
" Well it's more than I expected , I never thought that he will make it alive after what his body sustained , let alone be awake , but I am sorry mr. Johnson , I don't think your brother will make it through the night "
He already knew that , God he thought that his brother was already gone , but his knowledge didn't make it easier to listen to what the doctor said . It hurts and it hurts bad .
He swallowed then looked at the doctor .
" Can I see him now ?" His voice was so hoarse .
" Yes mr. Johnson, I will arrange that you can stay with him as long as you want " the doctor gave him a sad smile that was probably supposed to be supporting .
He followed the doctor through the halls until he stopped infront of a room .
A nurse came out of the room's door .
She looked surprised when She saw them at first them her face became sympathetic.
" Uh , I checked mr. Johnson's vitals and . Um .. there was no change " she sounded really helpless .
She looked at Dean then at the doctor , she wanted to talk to the doctor , privately.
Not a good sign but surprisingly it didn't make Dean feel any worse .
Maybe there was nothing left in this world that will make him feel worse . His brother was dying for God's sake !
" Uh.. mr. Johnson this is your brother's room you can go stay with him as long as you need and.. uh ..if either of you need anything you can call the nurse station or page me if needed "
He just nodded .
The doctor and the nurse left but he stayed outside the room for a few seconds.
He just tried to collect himself before he entered his brother's room .