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princess-aleera.livejournal.com

Title: The Time-Stamps: One Life With One Dream on Repeat Part 5
Author:

princess_aleera
Word count: ~ 700
Spoilers: A coda to an alternative season 6, so spoilers throughout
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: angst, hurt/comfort, more angst, guilty!Cas, broken-wall!Sam with all the horror that entails, mentions of torture. No fix in this chapter, sorry.
Disclaimer: Don’t own, don’t sue.
Characters: Castiel, Dean, Sam
Pairings: Gen, Castiel!POV
A/N: Title from 'Mowgli’s Road' by Marina and the Diamonds. NB: This !verse is generally Dean and Cas!centric, but this is both Sam!whumpy AND it could technically be read as a stand-alone; as a coda to Sam's wall breakage at the end of s6. I hope you guys enjoy :)

Summary: Where Castiel tells his story.
Masterpost | Prompt post

(Castiel is furious at himself.)

faege.livejournal.com

Title: Epiphany
Rating: PG-13
Genre/pairing: Gen
Word count: ~60k
Warnings: angst
Summary: Post-S5 AU. The point is that legends are as good as myths--everyone has his own opinion, and not half of them are right. The point is that Sam Winchester returns from Hell three months after he jumped in, and there’s nothing that’s legend about that.

monicawoe.livejournal.com

title: Kotov Syndrome
author:

monicawoe
word-count: ~4,500 words
characters: Sam, Lucifer, OMC
genre: gen, R, outsider POV
warnings: blood
notes: AU set after 4x22 - Sam and Dean are both whisked away from the chapel, but not together. This is what happens afterwards.
Written for the FYSL Holiday Hellatus 2012 Exchange prompter: winchinchilla
Prompt: Luci and Sammy are both psychiatric patients in a ward, forming some sort of dependent bond with one another

He watched as Sam lined up the pieces of the chessboard just the way he liked them.

quickreaver.livejournal.com

I totally forgot to post this here, and it's 'Oh, Sam' at it's most heart-breaking! Written and illustrated for 2012's

spn_gen_bigbang

Title: This Far, No Further
Author:

nwspaprtaxis
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Gen, h/c
Characters: Sam and Dean Winchester, Bobby Singer, Death, Tessa
Word count: ~ 7,450
Summary: Stabbing a Leviathan-filled angel isn't something someone can just recover from. Especially when he has a brain full of Hell before he even makes the attempt. Dean cares for his catatonic, insane little brother. And angsts. And barely copes.
Spoilers: 6.22 / 7.01, AU after the middle of 7.01
Warnings:

death!fic, major character deaths, self-harm / cutting (one brief scene), depression, major mental illness, major physical decline.

Art Masterpost | Fic Masterpost

skylinehorizon.livejournal.com

Title: The Glass Vial
Pairing: Gen
Wordcount: 30k
Rating: R
Warnings: swearing, graphic description of torture/Hell, descriptions of PTSD
Spoilers: End of Season 6
Summary: End of S6 AU. The souls, with Cas, get sent back to purgatory, and Dean is left to deal with Sam, who’s mind is cracked and damaged from Hell. He decides to quit the hunting life and stay by Sam’s side until he gets better, and isn’t plagued with constant hallucinations and nightmares from the cage. Then, one day, a mysterious vial turns up on Bobby’s doorstep, which contains a silver liquid. He’s not sure who it’s from, or what it is, but it starts to help Sam recover, and together they start the process of learning how to settle down and live without hunting.

(Masterpost)

khakigrrl.livejournal.com

I do NOT want to ruin the fun everyone (including me) is having in the current comment!fic meme. However, some people have been requesting scenarios that I have recently read about in currently existing fics.

Now, if you were considering writing a fic for one of those prompts, PLEASE don't let this discourage or distract you. I want to read your fic, too! There are many ways to answer a prompt and many stories that can come from one starting scenario.

I am solely posting these links to #1: Help out those readers who are dying to find a story with this premise and #2: Send readers to feed the authors whose stories I've enjoyed with more feedback.

( Cut for Season 8 aired episodes potential spoilers. )

Current Mood: hopeful

glenien.livejournal.com

Title: Dreaming Is Believing
Author:

glenien
Summary: So this is what Sam wanted, huh? What was he calling that again, something he never had… a normal life. (S8 spoilers, Gen, domestic with a twist)
Notes: This is my first ever published SPN fic in English! Betaed by

awakencordy
Rating: PG
Words: 2355 words

So this is what Sam wanted, huh? This? Seriously? It looks like Stepford freaking puked in here. And again, what was he calling that? Oh, yeah- the thing he never had… a normal life.

hillz-85.livejournal.com

Title: The Other Side Of The Crash
Author:

hillz_85
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Hallucination Lucifer
Word count: 2,400
Summary: While driving a car back from a hunt with Dean following behind in the impala, the hallucinations get too much and Sam crashes the car...
Spoilers: None
Warnings: Mild swearing and description of injuries
Disclaimer: I still don’t own them, or they would broken and fixed a lot more than they are at present...

Link The Other Side Of The Crash

27-jaredjensen.livejournal.com

Title: shaken up realities shaking up reality
Author: 27_jaredjensen
Characters/pairing: Sam, Dean, Castiel (gen)
Word count: 800
A/N: I saw this lovely picture titled “Mental Patients” by stripedtabby on tumblr and NEEDED fanfic. Here’s the lovely little blurb that went with it:

Sam and Cas are friends at the Mental hospital and are always getting hurt. Cas likes that Sam is big like a moose and doesn’t cheat at Uno. They keep talking about how they’re going to save the world.

It always ends up with one of them bleeding.

hillz-85.livejournal.com

Title: This Isn’t Where We Crash And Burn
Author:

hillz_85
Rating: PG
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam and Dean
Word count: 2,000
Summary: Post Born Again Identity Dean is struggling to cope with recent events, how can he pick up the pieces for both himself and Sam and become motivated again?
Spoilers: Anything up to 7x17 (The Born Again Identity)...
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: I don’t own Supernatural or anything to do it with... If I did there would be a lot more H/C and angst....

Note: This was written for

spn_summergen for this prompt by

greeneyes_fan: Sam is ready to crash. Dean no longer knows WHAT to think or feel. How do they get through it?

Link: This Isn’t Where We Crash And Burn

annonwrite.livejournal.com

Title: Salt
Author: annonwrite
Rating: PG
Genre/pairing: Gen, angst, H/C
Characters: Sam, Jess
Word count: 1,040
Warnings: It's angsty and weird.
Disclaimer: Nothing Supernatural-related belongs to me.

Summary: Sam has issues with salt. Jess doesn't understand.

Salt

nblaque-impala.livejournal.com

Title: WHEN YOU'RE LOST (trust in me to get you safely home)
Author name: nblaque_impala
Word count: 2,623.
Author's Notes: The second in the Nostalgia 'verse.
Beta: dualityforce
'Verse Summary: A year after Sam allowed Lucifer to possess him in an attempt to save the world, Sam Winchester wakes up in the middle of Stull Cemetery with over two-hundred years worth of memories and an the body of his eighteen-year-old self. This is the story of him and his brother, and the life they make together.
Fic Summary: "It was easier to fall into a routine, carry on absent-mindedly as he tried to work out what they were trying to do. Really, there was only one solution. They were going to have to do what all other hunters did what the time came: buy a house and settled down." OR - Dean can be a little dense sometimes. Thankfully, this is not one of those times.
A/N: Not as pleased with this one, but it was necessary. I promise that the next one will be better!

portraitofafool.livejournal.com

Title: What is Always and Everywhere
Author:

portraitofafool
Rating: R
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Spoilers: Seasons 1-7 up to roughly 7x17, where it then goes AU.
Warnings: Apocalyptic AU, elements of horror, language, mental instability, non-canon werewolves, some mild gore
Disclaimer: I do not own the rights to Supernatural, it is the sole property of its respective network and creators. I am making no money from this and no infringement is intended.
Author's Notes: I don't have an exact word count due to my excessive tinkering, but please know that it is lengthy. My art was done by the ever-fabulous

lustmordred and you can see it here and here. This woman does some of the finest traditional media artwork I have ever seen; her attention to detail is amazing and I highly recommend everything she does. You can find more of her work at

razorback_moth If you like it, please let her know. Digital graphics are by me.

Summary One cold night in Michigan, Sam went for a walk and met something else on his way. Two years later, he had finally learned to cope and Dean was actually dealing with things pretty well. Then the sky fell on Ash Wednesday and left them separated by thousands of miles.

These days, Sam is a freak amongst freaks and surviving the best he can as a latter day gladiator. Every time he steps into the arena, he doesn’t know if he will live to see the next fight. As for Dean, he’s still out there and trying to make it back to his brother in one piece, which is a lot harder than he’d like it to be. It’s a long walk; so long sometimes that he doesn’t know if he’s walking to Hell or New Orleans.

Links: Masterpost || Chapter One || AO3

nblaque-impala.livejournal.com

Title: WHEN YOU FIND ME (call my name and I'll come to you)
Author name: nblaque_impala
Word count: 1,927.
Author's Notes: The first of my planned Nostalgia 'verse.
Beta: dualityforce
'Verse Summary: A year after Sam allowed Lucifer to possess him in an attempt to save the world, Sam Winchester wakes up in the middle of Stull Cemetery with over two-hundred years worth of memories and an the body of his eighteen-year-old self. This is the story of him and his brother, and the life they make together.
Fic Summary: "My husband and I found a Samuel Winchester passed out in a ditch by the side of the road early this morning – he’s confused and very sick, was hypothermic when we found him. We had to take him to the hospital… this number was on his speed-dial. Is he your son?”

“Sam Winchester is my brother.” Dean shot back angrily, hands shaking and distantly aware of Lisa turning quickly to look at him from the other side of the kitchen. “And he’s been dead for a year now. Don’t call here again.”

mentholpixie.livejournal.com

Title: There's No Such Thing As Monsters
Author: Menthol Pixie
Genre: General
Pairing: None
Characters: Sam, Dean, Missouri, OC
Summary: Sam is definitely not schizophrenic. So why is everyone telling him that he is?

Chapter Ten

maaldas.livejournal.com

Title: I Am Happy When You Are
Author:

maaldas
Fandom: Supernatural Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Rating:PG
Word: 1,700
Warning: Schmoopyness
Summary: Just a little something that I wrote for ohsam comment fic meme. The lovely prompt by

la_lou_bear won't let me sleep until I write it.
Mentally handicapped Sam sticks around with Bobby (or similar) while Dean goes off on a hunt. Sam misses him soooo much and is soooooo happy to see him when he gets back.
Disclaimer: Yeah, I'm not getting richer writing this. Obviously not mine.

( Schmoop the hugs... )

Comments are love :D

annie46.livejournal.com

Title: Worth Remembering
Author: Annie46
Pairing(s)/Character(s): Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17 – mild incest
Summary: Written for the

.

From a prompt from mamapranayama. The electro-shock 'therapy' that Sam received from the demon left him with holes in his memory -- he knows who he is, and who Dean is and how he ended up in a psych ward, but some things, like the fact that just about everyone they knew or ever loved is dead, have been forgotten. Dean has to fill him in and pick up the pieces. Gen or slash, any rating -- it's all good.
Warnings: Takes place after 7.17 so spoilers for that episode and others.
Disclaimers: I don’t own Sam or Dean or anyone else in this story, they are owned by Kripke.
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mamapranayama.livejournal.com

Title: All Along the Watchtower
Author:

mamapranayama
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Gen
Category: H/C, angst
Word Count: ~1800
SPOILERS: 7x17
Summary:All he can do is stand watch.

A/N: Sorry, this is unbeta'd and most likely a little confusing with my pronoun use.

This was written for the

ohsam 7x17 comment fic meme and here is the prompt by

brokenangel6662 :

[Spoiler (click to open)]

( All Along the Watchtower )

hidden-easel.livejournal.com

Hey guys!
I haven't posted here before and I don't know how these things usually get started, but is there any way we could start a new comment meme for the past couple of episodes? I mean, 7.17 was Whump!Sammy GOLD. And I dunno, seems the fics have been running dry. So I guess I'm saying/asking if we could do a new round? *awkward smile*
I mean, I want to add to the awesome fics as well just thought we could have another round of Sammy love. :)

( Spoilery Ideas )

khakigrrl.livejournal.com

Be warned, here there be spoilers for the past two new eps: The Born-Again Identity and Party On, Garth.

( spoilers and bunnies )

Thanks!

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Entries tagged with mental illness

The Mute!Cas Verse Time Stamp: One Life With One Dream On Repeat Part 5

Fic: Epiphany [masterpost]

Kotov Syndrome - (Gen, R)

Art for 'This Far, No Further': Dean, Sam [PG-13]

The Glass Vial

Season 8 fic recs

Fic: Dreaming Is Believing

The Other Side Of The Crash

shaken up realities shaking up reality

This Isn't Where We Crash And Burn

Salt (1/1)

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Fic: What is Always and Everywhere || Sam/Dean || R

WHEN YOU FIND ME (call my name and I'll come to you)

There's No Such Thing As Monsters 10/11

I Am Happy When You Are

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Fic: All Along the Watchtower

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