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A Sam-focused h/c meme!

Awww! Our fledgling community already has 136 members! *beams proudly* You guys ROCK!

So in order to celebrate the glory that is hurt!sick!Sam, we are hosting a comment-fic meme. You guys probably know the drill by now, but just to be on the safe side, I'll post a couple of rules below.

I will be keeping track of the meme and compiling a master list as new stories appear.

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Ground Rules:

1. This is a Sam-focused hurt/comfort community, so Sam should be the one in the hurt/comforted role. Your prompts may involve sick!Sam, hurt!Sam, angsty!Sam, basically anything that results in Sam being on the receiving end of hurt/comfort. (No rules against whumping other characters as well, of course, but you have to whump Sam first. ;) )

2. Comment to this post with your desired characters or pairings, and a prompt. All genres/pairings are welcome, BUT no RPF/RPS, please. Please focus on the fictional characters only.

Example A: “Sam, Dean, gen, set in season 2. Sam has a vision and passes out. Cue caring!Dean and limp!Sam.”
Example B: “Sam/Dean, trauma. Sam is injured on a hunt, Dean freaks out when he thinks Sam might be dead.”

3. You can leave as many prompts as you like, but please write one prompt per comment. If you've got a few (and feel free to prompt at will!), comment with each separately. This is to keep the meme manageable.

4. Your prompts can be as short or as detailed as you’d like. i.e. "Sam, Dean. Fever." Or a three-paragraph epic with details. The more detailed your prompt, the less wriggle room you're giving the writer, though, so bear that in mind.

5. Scroll through the comments and when you find a prompt you like, write a fic in reply to the comment. There is no word count limit.

6. More than one comment-fic response to a prompt is totally acceptable, and in fact encouraged. The more fic, the better!

7. When replying to a prompt with your comment-fic, put ‘FILLED’ in your subject line and then anything else you want, ie: a title if you have one/part numbers. It’s not a big deal if you forget this step, but it will make it easier for people to find your fic, and for me when I’m compiling the master list.

8. Anonymous posting is enabled, but I haven't figured out whether I.P. logging is off because I suck at this sort of thing. If you're embarrassed by how schmoopy your prompts are, don't worry, we won't tell on you. ;)

9. No spoilers for future episodes. NONE. We will send Missouri after you with a spoon.

10. Standard rules of politeness apply. Do NOT bash any characters. Do NOT say rude things to prompters and writers. In short, don't be a douchebag. The mods will ruthlessly delete any ridiculousness we see.

11. Questions about the meme? Comments? PM your mods! We will be happy to answer your queries.

12. Do feed your authors! They’re awesome. Feedback is THE BEST DRUG EVER.

13. If you want to advertise this, that’s fantastic! It would be really appreciated. Just copy and paste the code provided above into your journal.

In conclusion, have FUN!

Master List

redrum669: Season 5 Sam needs to be forgiven and loved regardless of what he is and what he's done. For the love of God, do it! Gen, Slash, whatever. Just get that boy some damned hugs.

pkwench: Permanent injury. Any flavour.

blubird_pie: I'd love to see both boys get taken (for whatever reason) and Dean cares/comforts a distressed young Sam whilst in captivity.

dime_for_12: Are you brave enough to kill one of them? Your choice. Sam's either in agony and dying. Or Sam's trying to hold it together while Dean's slipping away.

lassiterfics: Pre-series: Sam's first week in the dorms at Stanford. He draws a single room and is shyly buying a plant, school supplies, and congratulating himself on making his tiny little room a home. Trouble is? He can't sleep. No matter how much he tries to wear himself out, he can’t sleep without Dean. Gen or slash is fine.

dime_for_12:Sam is shut down and hurting after Jess dies. Dean takes care of him through the next few days and the funeral.

blubird_pie: Season 5 Dean finds himself with DeAged Sam & he'd forgotten how much that kid like hugs - especially when scared.

blood_ecstasy: Wee!Sam gets the chicken pox and Dean gets to deal with it. I expect there to be lots of whining, smacking hands off of itchy spots, and tomato rice soup.

dither_river: Sam is shut down and hurting after Jess dies. Dean takes care of him through the next few days and the funeral.

annonwrite: Sam had a bad back and it hurts. A LOT. Dean makes fun of him. Then Dean realizes how bad it is. Then Dean feels guilty.

callistosh65: On a hunt in midwinter, Sam almost freezes to death. Dean finds him blue-lipped and still in a snowbank, gets him inside + takes care of him.

authoressnebula: From episode Swap Meat: Sam-in-teenage-boy's body has an asthma attack. Dean helps.

wicked_crayon: Sam agrees to let Michael try him on for size. It's an extremely, extremely bad fit and lasts for all of maybe a minute. Agony, issues of self worth, and one distraught, angry older brother are the result.

slsh_lvr08: A younger Sam gives birth on Dean's lap. Impala.

annonwrite: Early S1, Sam gets a cold/flu from not sleeping. Possibly also related to going swimming with his clothes on (1.3) or riding on an airplane (1.4)?

ancastar: S5 Sam is out of his head with fever for whatever reason. Thinks Dean is Ruby and that his brother is still in Hell.

pkwench: Sam's trapped inside his body with Lucifer in control. His thoughts/anguish/fighting to break free as Lucifer kills present!Dean and confronts past!Dean.

ratherastory: Crucifixion. *cough*

rosestoo: Michael and Lucifer face off in their best Winchester suits. Michael wins and sends Lucifer back to hell. He also sends Sam with him. Dean goes to find his brother. Sam suffers. A lot.

shyriann: S5 Sam is out of his head with fever for whatever reason. Thinks Dean is Ruby and that his brother is still in Hell.

ratherastory: Eye patch Sam! Sam loses one of those pretty eyes and has to cope with altered visual perception and looking like a pirate. Dean is awesome, over protective, angry as hell that this happened to Sam, and a completely amusing little shit.

sytaxia: After Sam has gone through detox after My Bloody Valentine he's still weak and feverish. Dean and Cas take care of him.

dime_for_12: Aftermath of Mystery Spot. Sam in serious fucking trauma, Dean slowly realizing the extent of what happened (hundred days of watching him die, six months without him). Sam needs to touch him at night to know he's real, afraid to sleep because he may wake up back in the Trickster's world without Dean, etc.

authoressnebula: 5x14. At the end of the ep, Sam locks himself inside the panic room using the original locking system (keep those inside safe from those outside). They've added anti-angel protection since last time so neither Dean nor Castiel can break in.

4422shini: The semi-bulletproof advantages of being marked as the devil's chosen vessel - being able to get between your brother and bullets. Trouble is? It fucking hurts, reapers turn their backs to you/hide behind their hands when you die, being brought back to life is scary, and your brother is really fucking pissed off at you for having done it.

dime_for_12: Something involving a bullet wound. Either one that Dean has to clean and stitch up or one that is already healed.

wicked_crayon: Sam's absolutely terrified to drive, feels just as guilty over John's death as Dean, has the occasional nightmare, and refuses to get behind the wheel.

ratherastory: Sam and Dean go undercover as Manly!Maids to investigate a haunting. Sadly, Sam has a dust allergy and just keeps sneezing.

pixymisa:Sam's always eaten more healthy than Dean, but he does have the occasional greasy burger. However, Dean's noticed since 4x22 Sam's eaten nothing but salads at every meal. They don't even have any meat in them. Can that be healthy? (Sam's gone vegetarian after quitting demon blood, avoiding the taste of anything even remotely like blood/meat.)

dante_s_hell: After Jump the Shark, Sam was bleeding so profusely. Surely there should be some h/c after that? :) He'd be weak and in pain and unable to do a lot of things for a few days after that.

dime_for_12:
Aftermath of "Heart." As soon as they walk out of that apartment, Sam falls back in the same place he was after Jess's death, except worse because it's the second time it's happened and he had to pull the trigger this time. He's shut down, doesn't want to talk, and Dean has to pull him out of it.

pixymisa: a severely injured S5 Sam gets sent to the past and is met by his preseries self/S1 self.

saberivojo: Pre-series, Sam is cleaning the knives at his father's request, and Dean's out for the night. In typical teenage boy fashions, screws around with them, trying out fight fighting moves he's not ready for. He cuts himself and tries to hide it from John, but John finds out.

saberivojo: Old Weschesters. It's no secret that Sam doesn't have as good of a seat on a horse as Dean does...

dime_for_12: Michael and Lucifer face off in their best Winchester suits. Michael wins and sends Lucifer back to hell. He also sends Sam with him. Dean goes to find his brother. Sam suffers. A lot.

faye_dartmouth: Some baddie is beating the crap out of our boy. The beating could be physical (fists and feet) or more magic related (along the lines of what happened to Dean in the season one finale). Dean is being forced to watch, but cannot intervene. All Sam has to do to get the whumping to stop is to tell the baddie to go pick on Dean instead. But he won't. No matter how much Dean begs him to.

pkwench: Wee!Chesters - Sam experiences night terrors.

melanth0: Sam goes insane. Not, oh, I'm a little crazy, but INSANE in whatever form you choose and Dean must reach him somehow.

m14mouse: The shifter in Skin really worked Sam over good. Some Dean taking care of him after and the two of them not dealing with what the shifter told Sam.

rosestoo: Michael and Lucifer face off in their best Winchester suits. Michael wins and sends Lucifer back to hell. He also sends Sam with him. Dean goes to find his brother. Sam suffers. A lot.

m14mouse: Wee!Chesters - A very wee Sam gets separated from John & Dean and winds up in protective services. He's sent to a state home while they try to figure out who he is, what to do with him. Sam does not thrive in this new environment and keeps looking under his bed and in the wardrobe, closets, big scary industrial kitchen, basements, attic ... everywhere for Dean and his Dad.

tifaching: History is littered with stories of brothers. This is one of them. Two brothers set out to save the world. The cost is high and the older brother is lost. It's said that the younger brother walks the country calling for him. From Maine to Kansas to Oregon, he walks. In torment, looking. Always looking. There are those that hunt things like him and they try, they do, but there are no bones to burn, no spells that will cast him out, no rituals that will ease his suffering. The only way to put this tormented spirit to rest lies in summoning the brother to take him home.

vail_kagami: Castiel takes care of Sam and Dean when Sam comes out of the panic room in 5.14.

vail_kagami: Following their separation in Good God Y'all, Sam gets a ride from someone allied against him. 'Break him,' they said. So the bad man, rapes him to a bloody mess.

Sorry, everyone. Spammers have found this entry, so I have to freeze all remaining comment threads. I think we're safe, it's a pretty old comment-fic meme. If anyone absolutely needs to comment here, PM me to let me know, okay? ~

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Oh, I have a big request (also, if someone just knows other fic already written dealing with this, I'd really appreciate links): aftermath of Mystery Spot. Sam in serious fucking trauma, Dean slowly realizing the extent of what happened (hundred days of watching him die, six months without him). Sam needs to touch him at night to know he's real, afraid to sleep because he may wake up back in the Trickster's world without Dean, etc. Gen preferred, but Wincest if you like.

Oooh, I like that one! I hope someone picks it up! I may, if no one else does (as soon as I finish up all these other freaking writing commitments I have. Eesh.).

I know there are fics out there that deal with this, but more indirectly.

nwhepcat just finished a long PIP that has Dean finding out about the Mystery Spot aftermath.

Thanks! Hope someone tackles it too. :)

Oooh, thanks for the rec! *goes to see*

Sorry if you get parts of this multiple times, LJ's being weird.

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He can still feel Sam's grip on him, spastic and tight, the solid weight of Sam's arm across his neck. It was a little more frantic, a little more unsure than Dean's used to from Sam.

So he knows. He's not an idiot, he knows something's up with Sam.

He can remember The Trickster, and Sam's tight-lipped, weary face. He can remember his brother's anger and his fear, so he's relieved to have Sam at his back, two steps behind and solid. It let's him know his brother's with him. Nowhere else.

They'll get out of Broward County. Put the Mystery Spot in the rearview mirror, and Dean won't stop til Sam can look away, a minute or a second or even just a blink of an eye. Just miles, Dean thinks. That's all it'll take. Miles and they'll be alright.

**

They're not. Sam doesn't eat, doesn't sleep, doesn't fuckin talk. He just sits and flicks his eyes to Dean every few seconds, like he doesn't want to get caught but he can't look away.

"Hey, Sam," Dean finally says, ducking his head to try and catch Sam's eyes on the return. "it's over."

"Yeah," and it's clear and strong, sounds all right but it makes Dean want to twitch anyway. "Yeah, it is."

Okay, Dean thinks, hands tight on the wheel and heart thudding fast in his chest. Okay.

**

He doesn't know why he's surprised. Given everything, he shouldn't be. It's Sam, who's always been sure of his place and his body in relation to Dean, and upset Sam, of course, is going to use all that until things make sense.

In hindsight it's clear as day.

Then Dean's just thinking he's lucky - Sam's still and even in the other bed. No nightmares, no staring, God, no tears.

Sleep. They can both sleep and wake up and hit the road all over again. They'll be that much closer to normal in the morning.

He's jerked awake, though, half past too-damn late. He knows it's Sam, knows his brother's breath and smell, so he doesn't push or shove when Sam's arms wrap around his chest and Sam's chest presses tight against his back.

"Sam." Jesus, jesus, what a fuckin way to wake up, but he pats at the hands locked tight in front.

He feels it when Sam starts talking. It's too low to hear at first, but Sam's face is buried in Dean's neck, and he can feel every word in the hot air brushing over his skin.

"What? Sam, are you...?"

"The shower," Sam says, and there it is, brief clench of arms that make Dean want to flinch away. "You fell, and died, and got tangled in the shower curtain and died. You took a bath and you drowned. You ate and you choked. You drove and you crashed the Impala, you walked and you got hit or mugged or shot. You cleaned the guns and they went off, or you held a knife and slipped. A goddamn piano fell on you, a golden retriever klled you."

"Sam - "

"You died, Dean." The words are thick and heavy, like Sam's choking trying to get them out. "You died so many times, and you came back and we did it over and over and over again." Sam presses closer. Dean doesn't know how he can, but Sam finds a way. "You died," and it's said like a prayer, deep into his skin.

**

**

After the fifth night, Dean stops pretending that things might have a chance of normal. He just gets a queen, and falls asleep to whispers and hands holding him and bracing him for an impact only Sam can feel.

It's some night, maybe ten or twenty or fifty days after that, and Sam's wrapped around him. He's quiet this time, like he's empty or everything's been taken from him, and Dean says, "hey."

Sam breathes against him, warm and wet enough that when Sam hold his breath the room's air settles cold over him, shivers pricking along his spine. "You died," it's explosive, hot, and the only thing Dean has is, "I know."

"It's wasn't just Tuesdays. It was Wednesdays and weeks and months."

Jesus fuck. "What?" But he gets it, now, everything, or at least thinks he does.

"You died," and here's the sob, brief and muffled like Dean actually fuckin cares he's crying, like it's something that he really has to hide. "You died and you didn't come back."

"Alright," Dean says, and gets his arms braced against Sam's, gets enough force to break the grip on him. It turns Sam frantic, like Dean's going to disappear, and Sam won't stop reaching for him. "Dammit, stop, Sam!"

Sam does. He goes stiff and still, so still that Dean can't even be sure he's actually breathing. It gives him a chance, though, to flip onto his side facing Sam, get his brother wrapped up, best Dean can fit anyway, in his arms.

"Listen, alright? Listen to me. I'm here," he tightens his arms around Sam, until he can feel muscle and bone and hear Sam's grunt. "I'm right fuckin here, now. No Trickster, no Ground Hog's Day bullshit, Sam. Just me and you." He can hear the hitches in Sam's breath, the wet grief trying to spill out of him. "And I know what you're thinking, Sammy, I do. But if you say I'll be here come the end of my year, I'll be here." He pulls far enough away to catch Sam's eye. "Understand?"

Dean sees Sam's eyes fall shut, like maybe that's what Sam was waiting all this time for, just that, for Dean to say something. He hears Sam sigh, broken and low, before he feels the jerk of Sam nodding his head. "Good," he says, and tries to do what Sam did, tug his brother closer until there's nowhere else to go and no space between them. Then, low, a third time, because maybe that's the charm, the luck that'll make it real, he says, "I'll be here."

*wibbles* I think my heart just broke into 8 or 9 little pieces.

I can sweep them up for you?

Like I said in another reply, I'm a little 'eek! typos!' about this one, so I'm happy you still liked it!

Oh, wow. *sigh* This is lovely

I wrote this so fast, I was cringing, so I'm glad you liked it :)

Hoooooly crap this hurt so good... and pretty much exactly (EXACTLY) what I've been looking for ever since I first saw Mystery Spot. Seriously. This is how it went, after. Yup.

yay, thank you :)

OH MY GOD. Of all people to reply to my prompt - you, my new favorite SPN author who also wrote the mindblowing response to Sam dealing with Jess's death! And Mouths of Decadence and other amazing things!

I am just dazed and delighted and many, many other words that don't do it justice. THANK YOU. I love this, love it and will re-read it so many times and I'm so glad I borrowed the friend of friend's computer to check my email because this is the BEST PRESENT EVER. You did everything I asked and made it work and also dealt with the awful truth at the end, too. Guh.

wow, thank you :)

...your prompt was just too interesting to pass by (and, if you want, I have a cleaned up version at my journal here (http://dime-for-12.livejournal.com/22635.html#cutid1). Now with 20% less typos! *snerk*)

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FILLED, accidents of faith and nature, 1/2, gen

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