ext_172392 ([identity profile] phx69.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] ohsam2012-03-30 08:16 am

A wee Sam thought (SPOILERS FOR LAST EPISODE)

*****SPOILERS for Last week's episode*****



I have seen a number of tags about last week's episode. 99% of which focus on 'poor' Cas being left behind in such a state (which I personally think was poetic justice and I am glad Cas is gaining true insight into what he cast on Sam when he crumbled Sam's wall). But I only have one strong thought on that episode: Holy crow! If what was in Sam's head, was enough to mentally cripple an ANGEL, how the heck had Sam managed to function so long, mere human being that he is? (I will forget for a moment that as an angel, Cas really should not have been affected like that...they do not feel things in the same way as humans do) My respect and love for Sam went up a thousand fold... Unfortunately, that seems to have gotten lost on much of tag writing fandom: dimmed in light of Cas being left behind. If my muse were in working order right now, my tag would be about Dean's new understanding, compassion and respect, for just what his BROTHER survived. That, and Sam is not healed - Cas said he could not heal Sam, he could however, shift things and get Sam back on his feet. Whatever that means... Anyways, that's my wee Sammy thought of the day. And I just wanted to share it with other people who might feel some sympathy for the poor kid.



[identity profile] chloe-amethyst.livejournal.com 2012-03-31 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
Your post is a breath of fresh air! Thank you!

I wish the episode had not had so many plot issues to deal with at once. I would've liked to see more of the brothers sharing screen time in some way instead of the focus shifting to Cas & Meg and random demons and haunting. It took away from some potentially great brother scenes, I think. Maybe I'm comparing too much to "Faith," in which Sam & Dean were together and acting and reacting to each other for almost the whole ep, with their bond being tested and reinforced throughout.

I have nothing against Cas and enjoy MIsha's performances, but this wasn't the time to devote an episode to him. Maybe bringing him in near the end would've made me happier.

And yes, Sam, like Dean, is very flawed, but incredibly strong, in ways both the same and different from his brother. For both, "brother" is the foundation of their strength.