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November 2nd Comment Meme 2019!
Another year, another November. Once again, it’s time for our annual November 2nd comment meme!
BOOST THE SIGNAL
In honor of the final season of Supernatural, the theme for this meme is “firsts and lasts”.
Here’s how it works:
Step 1: Leave a comment with a prompt. As always, since we are a Sam-focused hurt/comfort community, Sam should be the primary recipient of any of the hurt and/or comfort. Prompts can involve Sam being sick, hurt, angsty, or any other scenario that involves him in a hurt/comfort type of position. (Other characters can be hurt if you wish, but Sam is a requirement.)
To fit the theme of the meme (see what I did there?), the prompt should either be a “first” or a “last” -- such as, “Last thing Sam notices before losing consciousness”, or “Last time Sam eats gas mart sushi”, or “Sam’s last words to Dean”, but could also be something like “Sam’s first encounter with a ghost”, or “Sam’s first broken bone”, or “First time Sam hunts solo”.
Step 2: Make all the things! Prompts can be filled as soon as you have a fic or art to fill them!
Step 3: Post it here! Post as a comment to the prompt, or post a link directed to the fanwork you have created to fill the prompt.
The rules:
-Post one prompt per comment, please. This makes it easier to track, and easier to tell which fills go with which prompts. If you have several prompts, post them in separate comments.
-Prompts can be as short or as detailed as you like, but shorter prompts give people more wiggle room to create.
-Post as many prompts as you'd like! The more, the merrier.
-Same goes for fills. You're welcome to fill as many prompts as you want to, and multiple people can absolutely fill the same prompt. We love to see different takes on the same concept.
-Like we said, h/c and Sam-centric.
-No real-person fic (RPF), please.
-Anon posting will be enabled. If you came here from tumblr and don’t have an LJ, just leave an anon comment linking back to your tumblr or AO3 post for any fic/art fills to prompts!
-Use the code below if your fic/art contains potential triggers (non/dub-con, abuse, self-harm, etc.):
-NO SPOILERS FOR UNAIRED EPISODES. Please be courteous and post spoiler warnings for recently aired episodes. Use the following code for spoilers:
-Post fic fills as replies to the initial comment with the subject line “FILLED: [Title] (1/1)” for the number of parts your fic will have (If it doesn’t fit in a single comment, then change to (1/2), (2/2) or however many parts you’ll have. If the fic runs away from you and becomes too long to easily fit in comments, you can also link directly its original source post on LJ, AO3, etc.)
-Post art fills with a link to the original source, preferably with a thumbnail image. Please note whether the art is SFW or NSFW.
-Feedback is love. If you liked it, leave a comment!
-Contact a mod if you have a question.
-Pimp this meme! Spread the word to your friends! As with prompts and fills, the more, the merrier!
-No spamming. No flaming. No character bashing.
-Play nice and have fun!
If you have any trouble posting or have any questions, please poke![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
quickreaver or cowboyguy and we'll take care of you.
BOOST THE SIGNAL
In honor of the final season of Supernatural, the theme for this meme is “firsts and lasts”.
Here’s how it works:
Step 1: Leave a comment with a prompt. As always, since we are a Sam-focused hurt/comfort community, Sam should be the primary recipient of any of the hurt and/or comfort. Prompts can involve Sam being sick, hurt, angsty, or any other scenario that involves him in a hurt/comfort type of position. (Other characters can be hurt if you wish, but Sam is a requirement.)
To fit the theme of the meme (see what I did there?), the prompt should either be a “first” or a “last” -- such as, “Last thing Sam notices before losing consciousness”, or “Last time Sam eats gas mart sushi”, or “Sam’s last words to Dean”, but could also be something like “Sam’s first encounter with a ghost”, or “Sam’s first broken bone”, or “First time Sam hunts solo”.
Step 2: Make all the things! Prompts can be filled as soon as you have a fic or art to fill them!
Step 3: Post it here! Post as a comment to the prompt, or post a link directed to the fanwork you have created to fill the prompt.
The rules:
-Post one prompt per comment, please. This makes it easier to track, and easier to tell which fills go with which prompts. If you have several prompts, post them in separate comments.
-Prompts can be as short or as detailed as you like, but shorter prompts give people more wiggle room to create.
-Post as many prompts as you'd like! The more, the merrier.
-Same goes for fills. You're welcome to fill as many prompts as you want to, and multiple people can absolutely fill the same prompt. We love to see different takes on the same concept.
-Like we said, h/c and Sam-centric.
-No real-person fic (RPF), please.
-Anon posting will be enabled. If you came here from tumblr and don’t have an LJ, just leave an anon comment linking back to your tumblr or AO3 post for any fic/art fills to prompts!
-Use the code below if your fic/art contains potential triggers (non/dub-con, abuse, self-harm, etc.):
-NO SPOILERS FOR UNAIRED EPISODES. Please be courteous and post spoiler warnings for recently aired episodes. Use the following code for spoilers:
-Post fic fills as replies to the initial comment with the subject line “FILLED: [Title] (1/1)” for the number of parts your fic will have (If it doesn’t fit in a single comment, then change to (1/2), (2/2) or however many parts you’ll have. If the fic runs away from you and becomes too long to easily fit in comments, you can also link directly its original source post on LJ, AO3, etc.)
-Post art fills with a link to the original source, preferably with a thumbnail image. Please note whether the art is SFW or NSFW.
-Feedback is love. If you liked it, leave a comment!
-Contact a mod if you have a question.
-Pimp this meme! Spread the word to your friends! As with prompts and fills, the more, the merrier!
-No spamming. No flaming. No character bashing.
-Play nice and have fun!
If you have any trouble posting or have any questions, please poke
quickreaver or cowboyguy and we'll take care of you.
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(Anonymous) 2019-11-04 04:40 pm (UTC)(link)He knew what was to come , even before the doctor came to talk to him with a grim expression , he saw how his brother looked before he was rolled to the trauma room , he saw the damage that was done and he knew that no doctor would be able to do anything his brother this time .
He tried to get hold of Castiel but he wasn't successful , it didn't bother him though because he doubted that the angel would be able to anything at this stage .
He knew deep inside him that this was the end .
Part of him wanted to go find any spell , cure , demon or angel to save his brother , but it would be another disappointment he knew that .
So yeah when the doctor asked him to follow him to talk privately he just shook his head . He doesn't need to listen to what the doctor had to say , it wouldn't change anything . All he wanted now was to stay with his brother those extra few minutes.
" as you wish mr. Johnson , but you have to know before you go inside that your brother is in a ... a bad shape .. but he is awake and lucid right now .. "
He looked at the doctor in the eye , he didn't even realise that he was avoiding the doctor's face . But the doctor said that Sam isn't dead , he is awake that must mean something , right ?
" he is awake ! That's a good sign . Right doc ? " he asked , his tone was as hopeful as it could get right now .
But that doctor frowned and looked at him with apologetic eyes then sighed .
" Well it's more than I expected , I never thought that he will make it alive after what his body sustained , let alone be awake , but I am sorry mr. Johnson , I don't think your brother will make it through the night "
He already knew that , God he thought that his brother was already gone , but his knowledge didn't make it easier to listen to what the doctor said . It hurts and it hurts bad .
He swallowed then looked at the doctor .
" Can I see him now ?" His voice was so hoarse .
" Yes mr. Johnson, I will arrange that you can stay with him as long as you want " the doctor gave him a sad smile that was probably supposed to be supporting .
He followed the doctor through the halls until he stopped infront of a room .
A nurse came out of the room's door .
She looked surprised when She saw them at first them her face became sympathetic.
" Uh , I checked mr. Johnson's vitals and . Um .. there was no change " she sounded really helpless .
She looked at Dean then at the doctor , she wanted to talk to the doctor , privately.
Not a good sign but surprisingly it didn't make Dean feel any worse .
Maybe there was nothing left in this world that will make him feel worse . His brother was dying for God's sake !
" Uh.. mr. Johnson this is your brother's room you can go stay with him as long as you need and.. uh ..if either of you need anything you can call the nurse station or page me if needed "
He just nodded .
The doctor and the nurse left but he stayed outside the room for a few seconds.
He just tried to collect himself before he entered his brother's room .
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(Anonymous) 2019-11-04 04:47 pm (UTC)(link)"Hey Sammy " he tried to sound normal , but his voice sounded dull even to his own ears .
But looks like Sam wanted to ignore that .
" It's Sam , jerk " Sam had a big grin on his face .
Dean couldn't help but smile .
" oh come on , both of us know you love that name , bitch " his voice was actually better .
He moved the only chair in the room which was by sam's bed even closer to Sam .
He was making an effort not to study every inch of his brother's body and make sure that everything was fine , because everything wasn't fine .
So he tried to ignore his big brother instincts for the first time in his life and just focused on Sam's face .
"How are you feeling Sam ? " God this was probably the dumbest question he has ever asked .
" honestly I feel great , warm , cozy and light , man I think this more comfortable than your memory foam mattress thing " Sam sighed comfortably to prove his point .
"Dude , nothing is more comfortable than my mattress "
Okay jokes over ..
What now , what was he supposed to say .
He was supposed to comfort his dying little brother not the other way around .
Strange thing is that he found staying beside his brothers death bed comforting .
Not that he isn't sad , God his is sad that he feels his chest constricting , but he just feels surprisingly numb with the fact that he is here watching his brother's last moments instead of trying his darnest to save him .
Maybe that's it ! Maybe staying beside Sam and not letting him be alone makes him calm , seeing that his brother isn't in agonizing pain that he was comfortable makes it feel easier . Knowing that Sam wasn't alone in this . Maybe Sam's peacefulness was contagious.
But that filled Dean's heart with fear .
This numbness was just temporary. Sam's presence is Dean's peace , but Sam is only gonna last few hours if not minutes.
The awkward silence continued as the minutes went by - as Sam's life went by - and Dean's "peacefulness" was wearing thin .
"Dean" Sam's voice was tired this time .
" hmm ?" Dean just hummed
" you don't have to stay , it's okay " Sam said miserably.
Like hell it's okay Sam ! I am not going anywhere! . That was what Dean wanted to yell but he didn't , he didn't yell he didn't even open his mouth to say anything.
That was when he realised that maybe he wasn't " peaceful " with Sam dying , maybe he is just so emotionally drained to feel anything but this weird calmness and helplessness... numbness ?
"Dean , the nurse wouldn't tell me anything, but I am not an idiot , I know what's going to happen ... we both know .. "
"I am not leaving you Sam .."
"Dean please .. you don't have to do this to yourself , not for me , I know from experience how painful it is to watch your brother die , please spare me the guilt of seeing that pain on your face "
" I need to do this Sammy , for me , I need to stay with you , for both of us , please little brother , I know the pain , believe me I do , but you know what is worse ?? Knowing that there is nothing I can do to stop this , but the worst thing is leaving you go alone , and that isn't gonna happen Sam , It's will be painful , yeah but me staying here with you and going all girly is what I want , I want to be with my pain in the ass stubborn as hell little brother as long as I can .. " he chokes on the last words .. his eyes burn and he doesn't even bother to wipe his tears .
Sam looks at him with wide eyes , his own eyes collecting tears.
They took a few minutes to collect themselves..
" alright do as you wish , just don't you dare pop up in my afterlife teasing me about how stupid I looked dying in a hospital gown " Sam said in a very annoyed-Sam voice .
"Dude , you were all chicky flicky a moment ago ! "
" I am on the happy drugs " sam shrugged..
" but you know that you look stupid anyway , hospital gown or not "
And here it is , Sam Winchester's classic bitchface . Albeit Sam looked miserable, but a bitchface was a bitchface and it warmed Dean's heart , alittle.
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(Anonymous) 2019-11-04 04:50 pm (UTC)(link)Few hours later Sam was having trouble keeping his eyes open..
And Dean was scared but he didn't let show .
"D'n ? "
" I'm here Sammy " he squeezed Sam's hand comforting him .
"D'ya think , we'll still have eachother in the afterlife, y'know the empty and everything "
And that was the part that Dean was trying hard not to think about ..
"I'm scared Dean , not of dying , not the empty ... it's just the idea of you not seeing... "
" Shhh , Sam , you know what I believe ? I believe that nothing , not the empty , not billie , not even the angels or demons can come between us , you know Sammy many things tried to separate us and we dissapointed, why is this any different, huh ? "
This was different , Dean knew this , but he didn't lie to his brother though, he really believed that somehow they will be with each other, eventually, if he didn't believe that he will go crazy , so just believes ..
" 'kay , I'll wait for you "
Then Sam fell silent .. for a few moments Dean thought that he was asleep ( asleep nothing else ) .
But he suddenly opened his eyes and looked to Dean seriously..
" Don't do anything stupid Dean , I know I lost the right to ask you to have a normal apple pie life a long time ago , but just don't do anything stupid , promise me "
That caught Dean off guard , he didn't have time to think he just nodded .
His eyes were getting moist and he knew they will stay this way for a long while ..
" I promise Sammy , okay , don't worry about it " he choked the only words that would comfort his brother .
" good " Sam's voice was barely a whisper now .
Dean looked at Sam's monitors , he was no doctor, but he knew that the numbers weren't good news .
He swallowed hard , trying to get rid of the lump in his throat .
Sam was losing the fight , he could see pain lines on his face , Sam has refused to take anymore painkillers as he knew they would put him to sleep , a sleep he wouldn't wake up from . And Dean felt proud that his brother was fighting the pain to stay with him , but they both knew it was a losing fight .
" It's very late Sammy , good little brothers should be sleeping right now "
Sam's looked at him with these sorrowful puppy eyes and shook his head .
Dean let his fingers ruffle Sam's hair , something he never did since Sam was a child .
"no sleep , stay with you as long as I can "
"It's okay Sammy , you are tired , I understand.. "
He kept running his fingers through Sam's hair , that always made young Sam sleep easily .
" You used to do that when I was a kid. Staying beside me and doing your big brother tricks " Sam commented
" that's because I'm an awesome brother "
" Yeah , you are , thanks for that Dean , for everything , including now , thank you "
And nothing was spoken again ..
Sure enough few minutes later Sam's eyes closed and didn't open again ..
Dean looked at the monitors , the numbers were falling ..
But Dean still felt Sam presence , stubborn little bitch still fighting even after closing his eyes .
Dean stayed beside Sam's bed one last time trying to treasure these moments with his brother , and Sam too kept trying to soak as much of his brother's comfort as he could , until he couldn't anymore .
The End
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