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Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours, Chapter 9
Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (Chapter 9)
Author:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
vail_kagami
Beta:minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for season six.
Words (this chapter): 7,749
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.
Masterpost
Dean might not have pulled the trigger, but he’s the one who handed over the gun and the guilt is the same.
Posted at Dreamwidth due to length. Comment anywhere you like.
Author:
vail_kagami Beta:
minviendha Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for season six.
Words (this chapter): 7,749
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.
Masterpost
Dean might not have pulled the trigger, but he’s the one who handed over the gun and the guilt is the same.
Posted at Dreamwidth due to length. Comment anywhere you like.
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Anyways, this chapter was AWESOME. MY heart was breaking a little bit when he just skimmed over Bobby's name without recognition or anything (although part of me was going of course Bobby wrote books on surviving the apocalypse. This is why I love you, Mr. Singer). And then when he got to Sam's journal, and the reader could fairly quickly tell it was Sam's and DEAN DIDN'T KNOW. Just - GAH. DEPRESSING. But I'm kind of glad that Dean opened his eyes to the guilt, because this wouldn't have happened if he hadn't let his brother down. And can I just say that his inability to say Sam's name is verrrrrrry interesting? OBVIOUSLY YOU DON'T CARE, DEAN. THAT'S WHY YOU CAN'T TALK ABOUT HIM IN ANYTHING BUT ABSTRACT TERMS. Moron. And on the moron note, admittedly he doesn't remember this but you'd think he'd have learned his lesson about making deals with people. IDIOT.
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And yeah, Dean's a moron. He's gonna get worse before he gets better.
If it's any consolation, the next chapter will be longer. (10,000 words.) And the one after that has another Cas & Sam flashback. Oh, and the wereabouts of Sam's soul will be discovered soon, too. Things are getting somewhere.
Thank you for the comment and for sticking with this fic even though it's long and moving slowly!
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YAY SAM AND CAS!!! I live for flashbacks, really =P I am a shameless Sam!girl haha. I like all these little mini-spoilers, my sanity may stay okay until you get back!
Have a nice vacation =D
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I'd hate to damage your sanity, so I'm happy you'll keep it!