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semirah.livejournal.com

Title: And We Drown
Author: Semira
Pairing/Genre: Gen, Hurt!Sam, Vampire!Sam, father-figure!Bobby, Angry!Dean, Worried!Dean, Fake Voicemail Fix-It
Word Count: ~4,000
Rating: PG-13 (for language and canon-typical bloodiness and angst)
Summary: Sequel to ‘Til Human Voices Wake Us. Sam wakes from the agonizing effects of the cure to a darker world. Dean finds out what happened, and the cruel voicemail he didn’t actually leave on Sam’s phone comes into play.

Excerpt:

“Where is he, Bobby? Where’s Sammy?”

It shouldn’t hurt this much, the way that old name slides off Dean’s tongue like it still belongs there. Dean probably thinks Sam’s dead. He wouldn’t pick up any calls from Bobby after the first. He doesn’t know the truth is infinitely worse.

Sam imagines this will be the last time he’ll hear that name from his brother’s lips. He wants to cherish it, right up until he feels the cold steel of a machete against his neck.

= ON AO3

lennelle.livejournal.com

Fic Title: The Devil's in the house of the rising sun
Author:

lennelle
Fic Summary: Something is wrong with Sam.
Chapter Summary: Five years later, Sam is sick again. Dean takes matters into his own hands.
Author's Notes: The second of two parts (possibly?). Pre-series. Warnings for blood, dark themes and addiction.

Read from beginning AO3|LJ

Read part 2 on AO3|LJ

lennelle.livejournal.com

Title: The Devil's in the house of the rising sun
Author:

lennelle
Summary: Something is wrong with Sam.
Word Count: 2141
Author's Notes: Pre-series. Horror. Sick!Sam.

On LJ|On AO3

mentholpixie.livejournal.com

Title: Take Me in Your Arms
Author:

mentholpixie
Rating: M
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby
Summary: The sleeping Dean Sam wakes up to looks marginally better than the previous version.. AU of Born Under a Bad Sign.
Word Count: 2600

semirah.livejournal.com

Title: Long I Stood
Author: Semira
Characters: Sam Winchester, Endverse!Dean, Endverse!Cas
Genre: Gen, Hurt!BAMF!Sam, Canon divergence AU
Rating: PG-13 (show-level violence, language, addict!endverse!Cas)
Word Count: 12,000
Notes: Written for

spn_summergen.

Summary: [Endverse!AU] What if Sam got sent to 2014 by Zachariah? After his phone call with Dean in “The End,” Sam is exhausted. Still recovering from his near-relapse when hunters Reggie Hull and Tim Janklow tried to force him to drink demon blood and unwilling to fall into bed because Lucifer is waiting in his head, Sam sets off running.

He runs straight into the end of the world, where Zachariah tells him that this is where his choices will inevitably lead him unless he plays his part. Sam finds unexpected allies in the survivors at Camp Chitaqua, and maybe―just maybe―there’s still reason for hope. Maybe they won’t always wind up here. Not if Sam has his say.

On AO3

foolscapper.livejournal.com

Title: How the Wild Things Start (Chapters 1-18, completed)
Author: Foolscapper @ tumblr and LJ
Rating: mature
Genre/pairing: Family, Tragedy, Supernatural, Suspense, Hurt/comfort. Primarily genfic, with minor character relationship.
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Castiel, Original Characters, cameos from recurring side characters.
Word count: 60,000+
Summary: A diverging path from 9x23, Sam is kidnapped from the side of the road after Dean punches him unconscious. From there, he's catapulted into a world of terror and forced to fight in a violent monster ring. As his life spirals and unfolds into something new and dangerous, Dean, freed from the Mark, is desperate to know what happened to his brother after that terrible night.
Spoilers: Up to 9x23 mostly, with some minor recurring character spoilers from 10/11.
Warnings: Violence, some gore, mental illness/PTSD topics, violence towards children, and mentions of suicidal tendencies.

READ HERE AT FANFICTION.NET OR AT ARCHIVE OF OUR OWN.

foolscapper.livejournal.com

Title: How the Wild Things Start — chapter 8/???
Rating: mature for dark themes
Genre: tragedy/horror/family
Warnings: lots of trauma, PTSD, a bit of a mentally altered Sam, gore/violence, and a few more mature themes like suicidal ideation.
Notes: I posted this as a oneshot a while back, but it's gained a lot of traction since then and has been updated quite a few times! Feel free to check it out on AO3 and fanfiction.net. Feedback is always welcome, thank you so much! It's a pretty dark universe, so heed any warnings included in the chapters!

Summary: An alternate universe where Sam is taken in 9x23, Dean lives through his ordeal with Metatron, and a lot of horrible things happen. Trapped in a fighting ring where hunters and monsters are pitted against each other, Sam just tries his best to survive and not completely lose himself in the process.

Chapter eight added — things get better. Sam carries on as best he can.

Warnings this chapter: suicidal ideation mentions, mental trauma. Full of juicy Sam angst.

"Sam takes up hunting, but animals. Not monsters. He likes it, likes to exist in a world people rarely touch. He grows some things. Poorly, but he does. He boils water and catches rabbit and chops up brains and makes a stew for a kitsune. It’s almost kind of funny. He apologizes mentally to whoever it belonged to. He hopes they understand, he doesn’t have time to check for the red dot on their driver’s license."

READ ON AO3 | READ ON FANFICTION.NET

foolscapper.livejournal.com

Title: How the Wild Things Start (Chapters 1-7)
Rating: mature for dark themes
Genre: tragedy/horror/family
Warnings: lots of trauma, PTSD, a bit of a mentally altered Sam, gore/violence, and a few more mature themes like suicidal ideation.
Notes: I posted this as a oneshot a while back, but it's gained a lot of traction since then and has been updated quite a few times! Feel free to check it out on AO3 and fanfiction.net. Feedback is always welcome, thank you so much! It's a pretty dark universe, so heed any warnings included in the chapters!

Summary: An alternate universe where Sam is taken in 9x23, Dean lives through his ordeal with Metatron, and a lot of horrible things happen. Trapped in a fighting ring where hunters and monsters are pitted against each other, Sam just tries his best to survive and not completely lose himself in the process.

READ ON AO3 | READ ON FANFICTION.NET

lennelle.livejournal.com

Author: Lennelle
Title: Swallow Me Whole
Summary: Sam turned Ruby away after Dean went to Hell and found something to help him sleep.
Word Count: 4,907
Author's Note: Prompt: Sam is an addict or alcoholic after Dean goes to Hell or Purgatory. Set season 4. Part of Sam-centric Reader's Prompts on FF.net. Very mild Sam/Ruby.

themegalosaurus.livejournal.com

Title: Make Thick My Blood

Pairing: Sam/Dean

Rating: M

Wordcount: 20669

Author:

themegalosaurus

Artist:

stormbrite

Beta:

agelade

Warnings: discussion of past noncon, possession, vomiting, seizures, self-harm

Summary:

“You’re going to kill me, Dean,” Sam says, eventually.

And all Dean can say is, “I think I am.”

A season 10 AU, set after 10x14 (’The Executioner’s Song’). Cas finds a solution that might cure the Mark of Cain; but if they’re going to go through with it, Sam has a terrible price to pay.

Fic on AO3 || Art on AO3

Fic on LJ || Art on LJ

Author's note: I wrote this for the

sammybigbang but had to post it here on OhSam, too, because it came out of the five-year anniversary fanworks meme that you guys ran back in (cough cough) Feb 2015. So this is a very, very late amnesty post and I hope

chomaisky can forgive me for the delay!

winchesterpooja.livejournal.com

NOTE: Yes, this says Destiel but Sam's a main chararacter. Destiel is a part of the plot; the plot isn't ABOUT Destiel. This story is about Sam too, and SamnDean and their brotherly bond.

Title: And He Wished Upon a Star
Authors: spn_bookworm, winchesterpooja
Artist: venuscas

Fandom/Genre: SPN/ Dystopian!AU, TFW fic, Destiel, brothertouching

Pairing (s): Dean/Castiel, references to Dean/Jo, Sam/Jess, Sam/Sarah, Sam/Madison.

Rating: NC – 17

Word Count: ~82k

Warnings: suicide, character deaths (including major character death), sex, torture, non-sexual slavery, severe PTSD, panic attacks, nudity, violence

Summary: In an ugly world ruled by demons where humans are enslaved and hunted and killed, Dean must find his way through blood, loss and power. In this journey he realises that whether eternal or ephemeral, beauty can be found anywhere and everywhere. Sometimes it's in the laughter of his brother and sometimes in the warmth of his father's eyes. Other times, Dean remembers his mother, and how she always told him that all his wishes could come true one day, if he just thought of it hard enough.

Eventually when everything starts to crumble beneath his feet Dean is forced into a desperate fight to keep his family together. And in this journey he finds another thing that he never expected to: love in the arms of an angel.

AO3 link

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crowroad3.livejournal.com

Title: Lament for Death

Genre: gen, non-linear, episode-related

Characters: Dean, Sam (POV), Darkness

Rating: G

Word Count: 750

Warnings/Spoilers: 11x2 !

Summary: A vessel is one thing; a void is another.

On AO3

semirah.livejournal.com

Author: Semira
Characters: Sam Winchester, Bobby Singer, Dean Winchester (mentioned)
Pairing/Genre: Gen, Hurt!Sam, Vampire!Sam, father-figure!Bobby, guilty Bobby, Detox and Voicemail message Fix-It story.
Word Count: 4,500
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Violence and allusion to suicidal thoughts.
Summary: Still reeling from what happened when Sam was soulless, Bobby gets careless during a hunt and a vampire turns Sam before they can put it down. Badly wounded, Sam's body uses all its remaining resources in an attempt to slowly heal him, and it's a long way back home. The cravings and even the agony of the cure aren't the worst things Sam has to face.

Excerpt:

“Bobby, what's wrong?”
Bobby leans over him, and Sam lets out a relieved sigh in the shade Bobby casts. “Y'don't remember?” When Sam doesn't answer, Bobby keeps going. “Remember... what we were hunting?”
Sam looks around, trying to focus through the pain and the weakness, and when his eyes settle on the blood-stained machete, it all comes together in a sickening rush. “Vampires,” he says. “We were...” he trails off. “Oh, God...” and like a wound acknowledged, the aching in his stomach makes itself known as hunger, and Sam whimpers and turns onto his side.

On AO3

winchesterpooja.livejournal.com

Fic title: The Song of the Ravens
Author name: winchesterpooja
Artist name: amberdreams
Genre: AU, angst, hurt/comfort, horror, brother-touching
Pairing: Dean/Castiel, brotherly SamnDean, show-level Sam/Ruby
Rating: NC-17
Word count: ~73800

Warnings: Swearing, explicit sex, nudity, suicide ideation, co-dependent brothers, character whumpage, horror imagery, panic attacks, emotional manipulation and abuse, psychological abuse, unreliable narrator(s) and

major character death

Summary: With barely two weeks remaining for Dean to go to Hell, Sam isn't coping, and Dean is hell-bent on making it all seem like small consequence. After all this, a mysterious string of deaths, and a subsequent case in Texas was all they needed to hammer in the final nail in the coffin. Interfering with this case proves detrimental to Sam and Dean, as they're left looking for each other in ways that they never expected, against odds that they can't even begin to imagine.

Will they find each other in time, or will the circumstances of their separation become an advantage to other evil forces? [AU after episode 3.15].

Fic Masterpost: LJ | AO3

Art Masterpost: LJ | Tumblr

foolscapper.livejournal.com

Title: Tomorrowverse
Pairing: Hints of Mary/Ellen, a bit of Mary/John so far
Rating: Teen!!
Warnings: children in pain, detox, darkfic themes; see each entry for warnings!
Summary: Mary remembers the little baby she lost to the fire — and then she recieves a startling call.

Originally published on tumblr! Go to my journal for a masterlist that includes this verse.

VERSE 1 | VERSE 2 | VERSE 3

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coffee

Title: Measure My Life in Coffee Cups
Rating: T for language
Genre: H/C, fluff, Family
Word Count: 13,787
Warnings/Spoilers: Vague spoilers for entire series, and specifically Season 10 (more specifically Soul Survivor).
Summary: Ten chronological snapshots, measured by ten significant cups of coffee in Sam Winchester's life. Written for spn_bigpretzel's recent fic exchange; now allowed to cross-post. Full prompt at my LJ.

A/N2: My muses tend to take on a life of their own and this kept wanting to go in directions entirely inappropriate for the bigpretzel community but very appropriate for this one. I will probably be posting deleted scenes on my own LJ sometime soon, as I have like 8,000 words of scrapped fic still on the cutting floor.

Thank you to my fabulous artist, just_ruth, whose lovely banner you see above.

I have measured out my life with coffee spoons. ~ T.S. Eliot

(a oneshot, but in three parts due to length limits) Part One | Part Two | Part Three

semirah.livejournal.com

Happy Birthday, Sam!

This is for Sam's Birthday (today!), but it inevitably turned
into angsty hurt!Sam with some comfort and awkwardness,
because I can't seem to write anything else. Sorry not sorry.
Written for the challenge by themegalosaurus

Title: Not in So Many Words
Characters: Sam, Dean
Pairing: Gen
Word Count: ~1200
Note: Written for this lovely little thing and in celebration of Sam Winchester's birthday (May 2nd, 1983).
Spoilers: Takes place between Jump the Shark and The Rapture.
Summary: Sam thinks something’s wrong when Dean won’t meet his eyes and leaves to buy pie by himself. He knows something’s wrong when Dean returns with pies and a salad, for God’s sake. He’s absolutely beside himself when Dean offers to share the pie. Dean never shares pie. It’s somewhere in the Book of Things that Are, right beside gravity and sunrises.

Read it on AO3

lauehime.livejournal.com

Title: A Thousand Cries Without a Tear , verse #12
Author:

lauehime
Rating: Mature
Genre/pairing: H/C, Family, Angst, Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Lucifer
Word count: ~ 8,700
Warnings: Some cussing, alcohol abuse and withdrawal symptoms, moderate to high levels of angst
Summary: Sam cries out for help and Dean is concerned so he decides to help. He just doesn’t know what he’s gotten himself into this time.

Written for

spnshannanigans’s prompt on

ohsam which is “Sam's memories from hell threaten to overwhelm him every moment of every day. To calm the storm in his head, he comes to rely on either drugs or alcohol (or both). Dean allows this to continue (for now anyway) because he doesn't know how to help Sam and he can't stand the screaming”

little-creek96.livejournal.com

Title: Empty Shells (on FF.net)
Author:

little_creek96
Rating: PG-13
Words: 3,152
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel, a tiny bit of Bobby
Summary: This time is different. This time, it wasn't Sam's fault. This time, Dean won't let his brother go through it alone. Missing scene/tag for 5x14 "My Bloody Valentine."

Hello everyone, I'm very new to LJ, so I hope I've done this right!

lauehime.livejournal.com

Title: … And Prayers Are Turned Into Empty Promises (Part 2), verse #11
Author:

lauehime
Rating: Mature
Genre/pairing: H/C, Angst, Family, Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby, hints of Lucifer
Word count: +/- 8,400
Warnings: Some cussing, alcohol/drug abuse, moderate to high levels of angst, dangerous fluff
Summary: It kinda turned into a curtain fic for a while. Sam is disabled and Dean brings them out of the hunt to take care of his brother.

Written for

spnshannanigans’s prompt on

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Entries tagged with withdrawal

[Vampire!Sam] And We Drown

The Devil's in the house of the rising sun 2/2

Fic: The Devil's in the house of the rising sun

Take Me in Your Arms 2/2

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HOW THE WILD THINGS START

How the Wild Things Start (chapter 8/???)

How the Wild Things Start (UPDATED)

Swallow Me Whole

Make Thick My Blood (20,700 words, M)

[FIC] And He Wished Upon a Star [NC-17]

Fic: Lament for Death

[fic] 'Til Human Voices Wake Us

[Fic] The Song of the Ravens

New verse up! [Tomorrowverse]

[FIC] Measure My Life in Coffee Cups (Gen, PG-13)

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Fic: Underneath a Stretching Skyline, verse #12: A Thousand Cries Without a Tear

Fic: Empty Shells

Fic: Underneath a Stretching Skyline verse #11:… And Prayers Are Turned Into Empty Promises (Part 2)

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