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mentholpixie.livejournal.com

Title: Either Kings or Pawns
Author:

mentholpixie
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby
Rating: M
Word count: 1200ish
Summary: The plan to raise Lucifer won't work if Sam Winchester gets himself killed before his brother breaks in Hell.

Chapter One

madbadandplaid.livejournal.com

Title: let the pious
Characters: Sam, Dean; God
Rating: T
Length: 2.3k
Warnings: discussion of addiction recovery; self-harm (of a sort)

Summary:
The world's ending. God's ending it. Sam's still an addict. Coda to 14x20, "Moriah."

( Sam's not stupid. He shot God in His left. )

semirah.livejournal.com

Title: And We Drown
Author: Semira
Pairing/Genre: Gen, Hurt!Sam, Vampire!Sam, father-figure!Bobby, Angry!Dean, Worried!Dean, Fake Voicemail Fix-It
Word Count: ~4,000
Rating: PG-13 (for language and canon-typical bloodiness and angst)
Summary: Sequel to ‘Til Human Voices Wake Us. Sam wakes from the agonizing effects of the cure to a darker world. Dean finds out what happened, and the cruel voicemail he didn’t actually leave on Sam’s phone comes into play.

Excerpt:

“Where is he, Bobby? Where’s Sammy?”

It shouldn’t hurt this much, the way that old name slides off Dean’s tongue like it still belongs there. Dean probably thinks Sam’s dead. He wouldn’t pick up any calls from Bobby after the first. He doesn’t know the truth is infinitely worse.

Sam imagines this will be the last time he’ll hear that name from his brother’s lips. He wants to cherish it, right up until he feels the cold steel of a machete against his neck.

= ON AO3

lennelle.livejournal.com

Fic Title: The Devil's in the house of the rising sun
Author:

lennelle
Fic Summary: Something is wrong with Sam.
Chapter Summary: Five years later, Sam is sick again. Dean takes matters into his own hands.
Author's Notes: The second of two parts (possibly?). Pre-series. Warnings for blood, dark themes and addiction.

Read from beginning AO3|LJ

Read part 2 on AO3|LJ

lennelle.livejournal.com

Title: The Devil's in the house of the rising sun
Author:

lennelle
Summary: Something is wrong with Sam.
Word Count: 2141
Author's Notes: Pre-series. Horror. Sick!Sam.

On LJ|On AO3

mentholpixie.livejournal.com

Title: Take Me in Your Arms
Author:

mentholpixie
Rating: M
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby
Summary: The sleeping Dean Sam wakes up to looks marginally better than the previous version.. AU of Born Under a Bad Sign.
Word Count: 2600

mentholpixie.livejournal.com

Title: Take Me in Your Arms
Author:

mentholpixie
Rating: M
Characters: Sam, Dean, Meg
Summary: The first night, Meg parties like there's no tomorrow, which, Sam assures her, there won't be, because Dean is going to hunt her down and send her straight back to Hell where she belongs. AU of Born Under a Bad Sign.
Word Count: 2,200

foolscapper.livejournal.com

Title: How the Wild Things Start (Chapters 1-18, completed)
Author: Foolscapper @ tumblr and LJ
Rating: mature
Genre/pairing: Family, Tragedy, Supernatural, Suspense, Hurt/comfort. Primarily genfic, with minor character relationship.
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Castiel, Original Characters, cameos from recurring side characters.
Word count: 60,000+
Summary: A diverging path from 9x23, Sam is kidnapped from the side of the road after Dean punches him unconscious. From there, he's catapulted into a world of terror and forced to fight in a violent monster ring. As his life spirals and unfolds into something new and dangerous, Dean, freed from the Mark, is desperate to know what happened to his brother after that terrible night.
Spoilers: Up to 9x23 mostly, with some minor recurring character spoilers from 10/11.
Warnings: Violence, some gore, mental illness/PTSD topics, violence towards children, and mentions of suicidal tendencies.

READ HERE AT FANFICTION.NET OR AT ARCHIVE OF OUR OWN.

lennelle.livejournal.com

Author: Lennelle
Title: Swallow Me Whole
Summary: Sam turned Ruby away after Dean went to Hell and found something to help him sleep.
Word Count: 4,907
Author's Note: Prompt: Sam is an addict or alcoholic after Dean goes to Hell or Purgatory. Set season 4. Part of Sam-centric Reader's Prompts on FF.net. Very mild Sam/Ruby.

themegalosaurus.livejournal.com

Title: Make Thick My Blood

Pairing: Sam/Dean

Rating: M

Wordcount: 20669

Author:

themegalosaurus

Artist:

stormbrite

Beta:

agelade

Warnings: discussion of past noncon, possession, vomiting, seizures, self-harm

Summary:

“You’re going to kill me, Dean,” Sam says, eventually.

And all Dean can say is, “I think I am.”

A season 10 AU, set after 10x14 (’The Executioner’s Song’). Cas finds a solution that might cure the Mark of Cain; but if they’re going to go through with it, Sam has a terrible price to pay.

Fic on AO3 || Art on AO3

Fic on LJ || Art on LJ

Author's note: I wrote this for the

sammybigbang but had to post it here on OhSam, too, because it came out of the five-year anniversary fanworks meme that you guys ran back in (cough cough) Feb 2015. So this is a very, very late amnesty post and I hope

chomaisky can forgive me for the delay!

winchesterpooja.livejournal.com

Title: Fireflies in the Dark
Rating: R for many heavy topics
Genre: Brothertouching, Destiel AU (TFW are roommates with Doctor!Cas, mechanic!Dean, Pre-Law!Sam), Angst, Drama, Romance, Fluff, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Brotherly Love, Slow Build Destiel, Sam-Cas friendship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort
Pairing: Dean/Cas, and background pairings that will have no real action.
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel, Claire, Mary Winchester, Ellen, Bobby, Ruby, Jo, Lucifer, Charlie and OCs
Word count: ~5000 for the chapter
Summary: When Dr Castiel Novak receives his last patient for the day at the ER, he doesn't know just how drastically his life is about to change. Meanwhile, Special Agent Bobby Singer has some terrible news to deliver to the Winchester boys.
As each new breath and heartbeat becomes a miracle and a luxury, Cas and the Winchesters learn to live, love and sacrifice. They learn to be grateful for what they have and to hope. Because sometimes hope is the only thing that can keep you going.
Warnings: Terrorism, Violence, (non-graphic) Rape/Non-con, Depression, Amputation, Permanent Injury, Whumped boys, Emotional Manipulation, Drug Addiction, Substance Abuse, PTSD, Character Death, Self-Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Sex, Medical Jargon, Idiots in Love

A/N: I know it says Destiel, but I'm a total Sam girl and a big fan of brothertouching so you can expect lots of Sam love and brotherly bonding in there. :)

Disclaimer: I don't own anything you recognise. I really wish I did, but nope. Kripke is the one who created them.

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winchesterpooja.livejournal.com

Title: Fireflies in the Dark
Rating: R for many heavy topics
Genre: Brothertouching, Destiel AU (TFW are roommates with Doctor!Cas, mechanic!Dean, Pre-Law!Sam), Angst, Drama, Romance, Fluff, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Brotherly Love, Slow Build Destiel, Sam-Cas friendship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort
Pairing: Dean/Cas, and background pairings that will have no real action.
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel, Claire, Mary Winchester, Ellen, Bobby, Ruby, Jo, Lucifer, Charlie and OCs
Word count: ~1500 for the chapter
Summary: When Dr Castiel Novak receives his last patient for the day at the ER, he doesn't know just how drastically his life is about to change. Meanwhile, Special Agent Bobby Singer has some terrible news to deliver to the Winchester boys.
As each new breath and heartbeat becomes a miracle and a luxury, Cas and the Winchesters learn to live, love and sacrifice. They learn to be grateful for what they have and to hope. Because sometimes hope is the only thing that can keep you going.
Warnings: Terrorism, Violence, (non-graphic) Rape/Non-con, Depression, Amputation, Permanent Injury, Whumped boys, Emotional Manipulation, Drug Addiction, Substance Abuse, PTSD, Character Death, Self-Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Sex, Medical Jargon, Idiots in Love

Disclaimer: I don't own anything you recognise. I really wish I did, but nope. Kripke is the one who created them.

foolscapper.livejournal.com

AUTHOR'S NOTES: For a prompt requested at tumblr. Sorry if it’s heavier than even the prompt is expecting — this is actually kind of a really personal piece in a lot of ways, as something I’ve had to deal with in the past, so it was a bit emotional to throw this all out there and write it up. It deals with very strong and verbally/physically abusive alcoholism and isn’t a very nice Dean to read about, though I will say it is not evil!Dean, simply my rendering of a severely alcoholic Dean who’s negative character traits are especially vicious. Takes place after the Darkness is handled in later seasons.

WARNINGS FOR ALCHOLISM, ABUSE, DARK!DEAN, AND VIOLENCE.

It’s been five years since the Darkness, since everything was put back together and everything had a system — the Bunker was expanded on, hunters brought in, taught, trained. There were hours of operation, meetings, new recruits who demanded revenge (though Sam had always tried to drive home that revenge would kill you faster than any vamp ever did, in the ways that mattered; he would always make that note, and Dean would nod and agree, a knowingness in his eyes).

But still, when it came to living there, it was the same as it ever was: a guest room for Cas, and then their rooms. Home. As close as it’ll ever get to one, though Sam has never let his guard down there. The walls of his living quarters is still brick and bare, his shelves lined with mostly lore books, desk neat and clothes still carefully in his duffel when they’re not lazily left on the floor from the day before. Sam hasn’t moved in. Sam simply knows better. His brother, however — his room is expanded and personal, and Sam would never want to change that; his room has his scent of leather and gasoline and gun grease, of trash that seriously needed to be emptied out, of liquor. More bottles than Sam would ever like.

… The liquor smell, he’d like to change. Just the liquor smell.

READ THE REST HERE.

foolscapper.livejournal.com

Title: Tomorrowverse
Pairing: Hints of Mary/Ellen, a bit of Mary/John so far
Rating: Teen!!
Warnings: children in pain, detox, darkfic themes; see each entry for warnings!
Summary: Mary remembers the little baby she lost to the fire — and then she recieves a startling call.

Originally published on tumblr! Go to my journal for a masterlist that includes this verse.

VERSE 1 | VERSE 2 | VERSE 3

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coffee

Title: Measure My Life in Coffee Cups
Rating: T for language
Genre: H/C, fluff, Family
Word Count: 13,787
Warnings/Spoilers: Vague spoilers for entire series, and specifically Season 10 (more specifically Soul Survivor).
Summary: Ten chronological snapshots, measured by ten significant cups of coffee in Sam Winchester's life. Written for spn_bigpretzel's recent fic exchange; now allowed to cross-post. Full prompt at my LJ.

A/N2: My muses tend to take on a life of their own and this kept wanting to go in directions entirely inappropriate for the bigpretzel community but very appropriate for this one. I will probably be posting deleted scenes on my own LJ sometime soon, as I have like 8,000 words of scrapped fic still on the cutting floor.

Thank you to my fabulous artist, just_ruth, whose lovely banner you see above.

I have measured out my life with coffee spoons. ~ T.S. Eliot

(a oneshot, but in three parts due to length limits) Part One | Part Two | Part Three

steeplechasers.livejournal.com

Title: body of proof
Author:

steeplechasers
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Hurt/Comfort; n/a
Characters: Sam, Dean; Ruby, Lindsey, Dr Kadinsky, Amelia Richardson; original minor characters; mentions of Lucifer and Gadreel.
Word count: ~7300
Summary: There are things Sam hasn't told his brother. They're all in the envelope laid on Dean's pillow.
Warnings: discussion/description of past canonical (and non-canonical) rape and sexual assault. Emotional abuse. Slurs.
Disclaimer: Though I love them like my own, they are sadly not mine.
Read: LJ / AO3

cosmic-medusa.livejournal.com

Title: Rebound Tenderness 3/?
Author name:

cosmic_medusa
Genre: angst, addiction, grief, awesome!bros, limp!Cas, protective!Dean, sad!Cas
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas, Andy, Ellen, Bobby, Gabriel, Michael
Rating: PG-13--R (language, some schmoopy D/C)
Word count: 8,000
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst/schmoop//language/violence
Author's Notes: Part of my Three Kings 'verse, recommended you read We Three Kings first.
Beta: All mistakes are mine.

Summary: Morgans solve problems: they don't succumb to them. That's Cas's belief, even after everything. This time, it's going to take more than the Winchesters to show him home.

“It was barely light out. Cas shivered and squinted miserably at the alarm clock. He was cold and tired and facing a double shift and he’d been dreaming of New York, of angry voices and unreasonable demands. ”

Previous: Three Kings 'verse Masterlist

cosmic-medusa.livejournal.com

Title: Rebound Tenderness 1/?
Author name:

cosmic_medusa
Genre: angst, addiction, grief, awesome!bros, limp!Cas, protective!Dean, sad!Cas
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas, Andy, Ellen, Bobby, Gabriel, Michael
Rating: PG-13--R (language, some schmoopy D/C)
Word count: 3,293
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst/schmoop//language/violence
Author's Notes: Part of my Three Kings 'verse, recommended you read We Three Kings first. This chapter is a little Sam-less, but there's loads of Sam-love to come, and this is a Sam-love 'verse, so I still feel it fits here!
Beta: All mistakes are mine.

Summary: Morgans solve problems: they don't succumb to them. That's Cas's belief, even after everything. This time, it's going to take more than the Winchesters to show him home.

“Dean for all that’s holy, I am fine.” He grabbed his boyfriend’s hand and squeezed. “It’s nothing. I’m a little run down, but that’s no fault of yours.”

“You sure?”

“I’m a doctor.”

Previous: Three Kings 'verse Masterlist

evelyncarver.livejournal.com

Title: Hunting Breaks
Fandom: Supernatural
Prompt: Substance Addiction
Medium: Fic
Wordcount: 2,983
Rating: R
Warnings: Substance Abuse, Implied Suicide Attempt, Canon Character Death
Summary: Inspired by this prompt from

lauehime's Winchester Hurt/Comfort Festival a long time ago: I like the idea of Sam trying to deal with hating hunting and the life they live through addiction (something like pain meds maybe - which would make him jump in front of the line of fire if it meant getting hurt and fed a dose of his beloved relief). From then on, there are many possibilities the story could turn to. Dean and/or John could find out, or Sam could accidentally take in a bigger dose than he should've, or he could get into trouble. That's up to you, of course!

On LJ / AO3

agelade.livejournal.com

Title: Crown Upon His Head
Author: agelade
Rating: PG-13 (Language, Sex)
Word Count: 6k
Characters/Pairings: Ruby, Meg, Sam, Dean; Ruby/Meg, Ruby/Sam
Written for genteensybang 2014.
Art by chomaisky, here.

Ruby is on a mission, and her mission is going to get himself killed.

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Entries tagged with addiction

Either Kings or Pawns 2/2

Fic: let the pious (gen, T)

[Vampire!Sam] And We Drown

The Devil's in the house of the rising sun 2/2

Fic: The Devil's in the house of the rising sun

Take Me in Your Arms 2/2

Take Me in Your Arms 1/2

HOW THE WILD THINGS START

Swallow Me Whole

Make Thick My Blood (20,700 words, M)

[FIC] Fireflies in the Dark [R | 2/?]

[FIC] Fireflies in the Dark [R | 1/?]

[Liquor Is One Way Out, and Death's The Other]

New verse up! [Tomorrowverse]

[FIC] Measure My Life in Coffee Cups (Gen, PG-13)

[fic] body of proof | gen, r, sam-centric

Rebound Tenderness Part 3

Rebound Tenderness: Three Kings Verse

[FIC] Hunting Breaks

[Fic] Crown Upon His Head

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