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lennelle.livejournal.com

Title: Wind Chimes
Author: lennelle
Summary: John and Dean have to identify a body.
Author's Note: Based on this prompt: I just watched season 1 again, and in the episode 'Benders' I think it was practically Sam's fault that the dad died as he got out, took out the brothers and the father, whatever.
So I think that if the brothers got outta jail or escaped they would come after Sam as pay back. So they tortured Sam or they hunt him like they were going to do the first time or anything really, your call on that :). It can also be a deathfic, don't mind. Don't care what season, thou not within season three :P
The ending is open to interpretation.

On Ao3 and LJ

kimsboy82.livejournal.com

Title: I just want to be Sam (The autistic me)
Author: [info]kimsboy82
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters of the whole story: Sam, Dean, John, Bobby, Jim, OMC, OFC
Pairings: Dean/Sam
Rating: Nc-17 (later)
Warnings of the whole story: Autistic behaviors, slight self-harm, denial, strong language, struggles and issues. Eating disorders.
Summary: Sam's different from other kids his own age and he knows it, but he also knows that he's not trapt, he's just.. a little lost. And this is his story of breaking through the walls of autism.
A/N: I've autism myself, so I'm well aware of what I'm writing about. This is a verse kinda fic I guess. The first fic is from John's POV. The second from Sam's. The thrid Dean's POV

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road-rhythm.livejournal.com

Title: Gnaw
Author:

road_rhythm
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 25,000
Primary warning: graphic child abuse
Other warnings/kinks:

underage (Sam is 16), child abuse, psychological torture, sensory deprivation, isolation, starvation, unsanitary conditions, unsafe sex, rough sex, painful sex, painplay, bloodplay, comeplay, switching, humiliation, topping from the bottom, biting, feeding kink, hand-feeding, verbal/emotional manipulation/abuse, elements of D/s but they're all over the map, reluctant participation in edgeplay that is neither safe nor sane, vorarephilia

Set: Preseries

Summary: That Dad already has another job lined up by the time he returns from his last one to collect them isn't surprising. What is a bit surprising is that he says he's got one for Sam and Dean, too. It's simple: to go into a box and stay there. He should have defined it better.

( Dean turns twenty, and all of a sudden his favorite phrase is "Eat me." )

brightly-lit.livejournal.com

Title: Four Words
Author:

brightly_lit
Rating: PG
Genre: gen, hurt!Sam, teen!chesters, h/c, family matters, family feels
Word Count: ~4,900
Characters: Sam, John, Dean
Warnings: Some blood, imminent death
Summary: Running away again at 15, a series of unlikely events leads him straight into a dire situation, and Sam knows, without a doubt, that these are his last hours on Earth.

"He couldn’t die without someone knowing he’d been here on this planet, caring and suffering and living. He just couldn’t."

cordelia-gray.livejournal.com

Title: For His Hands Are So Cold
Author: cordelia_gray
Rating etc: Gen, R for language and a little gore
Characters: Sam, Lucifer
Word count: 2200
Summary:

spn_j2_xmas gift for

monicawoe.
“You said 'yes', Sam. You let me in, there's no going back on your word. I will be with you, always. And I always win.”

At my LJ / At AO3

quickreaver.livejournal.com

I totally forgot to post this here, and it's 'Oh, Sam' at it's most heart-breaking! Written and illustrated for 2012's

spn_gen_bigbang

Title: This Far, No Further
Author:

nwspaprtaxis
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Gen, h/c
Characters: Sam and Dean Winchester, Bobby Singer, Death, Tessa
Word count: ~ 7,450
Summary: Stabbing a Leviathan-filled angel isn't something someone can just recover from. Especially when he has a brain full of Hell before he even makes the attempt. Dean cares for his catatonic, insane little brother. And angsts. And barely copes.
Spoilers: 6.22 / 7.01, AU after the middle of 7.01
Warnings:

death!fic, major character deaths, self-harm / cutting (one brief scene), depression, major mental illness, major physical decline.

Art Masterpost | Fic Masterpost

familybizness.livejournal.com

Title: Resurrection
Summary: This is a take on Sam's return from Hell based on a prompt from

ottermusprime
Warnings/Spoilers: Spoilers through S5. Possible triggering content (emaciated Sam)
Author's Note: Go ahead and read pre-Sam/Cas into this if you want. I didn't write it that way, but I've boarded the ship since I wrote this :)

Read it here

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (Epilogue)

Fandom: Supernatural

Beta: currently unbeated

Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons

Rating (overall): NC-17

Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, rape

Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.

Words (this chapter): 8,506

Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

Perhaps it has to do with the fact that none of them ever thought they would have a future, and now they do, they are lost in it.

mentholpixie.livejournal.com

Title: Sammy In Captivity
Word Count: (This chapter) Aprox. 3,500
Rating: M (Warnings in A/N)
Summary: Jason watches as the Keepers bring in the new kid.

Read At My Journal

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.15)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta: currently unbeated
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 8,796
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

“And yet the fact remains that there is no place in this world for Samuel Winchester.”

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.14)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta:

minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 8,251
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

“Jena found a way to defeat Lucifer,” Dean says without meaning to, and Sam’s face lights up, it fucking lights up like his brother just told him the best thing ever and Dean fucking hates everything.

sylvia-locust.livejournal.com

Title: The Valley of Dying Stars
Genre/pairing: Gen
Rating: R?
Word count: ~1300
Summary: Dick wins.
Spoilers: goes AU somewhere during 7x23.
Warnings: Character death. Poetry references.
Disclaimer: Please don’t sue me.
Author’s Note: Written for the planet destruction square on my dark_bingo card, and maybe the death square on my hc_bingo card. (Hurt 1, Comfort 0.)

Dean decides that the first thing he’s going to do when he finally kicks it is have Ash track down T. S. Eliot so Dean can personally choke the living shit out of him.

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.13)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta:

minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 10,348
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

“I don’t plan on killing any of you. I’ll just leave you incapacitated and be on my way before the others show up.”

meus_venator

Title: The Winchester Road

Author name: meus_venator

Artist name: meus_venator

Fandom: SPN

Genre: Slash, Future!fic, AU

Pairings: Sam, Dean, Dean/OMC

Rating: R

Word count: 20k

Warnings: torture, violence, cannibalism, hurt/comfort, explicit m/m sex, whipping, bondage, humiliation, Dean whumpage, Sam whumpage.

Summary: The world has ended. Lucifer and his legions have moved on, their new battlefield heaven. He has left Earth a barren wasteland, he has also left behind the shattered shell that was once his vessel. This is a story of two brothers finding each other again at the end of the world and facing it’s passing together.

Initial concept based on the book and movie The Road.

Sam smiled... | Art + Fic Master Post

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.12)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta:

minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 8,469
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

“Is this going somewhere? Because if you’re trying to get in my good graces, you’ve chosen a weird angle for it.”

Posted at Dreamwidth due to length. Comment anywhere you like.

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.11)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta:

minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 7,627
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

It’s nice to know there has been variety in his brother’s life.

Posted at Dreamwidth due to length. Comment anywhere you like.

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.10)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta:

minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 7,644
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

His torch dies. In the darkness that follows, Dean hears his heartbeat thunder through the tunnels and caves.

Posted at Dreamwidth due to length. Comment anywhere you like.

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.09)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta:

minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 9,083
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

The horse makes it till nightfall and no further.

Posted at dreamwidth due to length. Comment anywhere you like.

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.08)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta:

minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 10.324
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

“Leave me alone, asshole,” he manages to get out. “This was never about saving the world, so don’t ever dare to use that as an excuse!

Posted at dreamwidth due to length. Comment anywhere you like.

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.07)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta:

minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 7,429
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

“Please, don’t,” he groans. “You’re really not my type.”

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Entries tagged with starvation

Wind Chimes

Masterlist of the Autistic fic verse

Fic: Gnaw [NC-17] Sam/Dean

Fic: Four Words

Fic: For His Hands Are So Cold

Art for 'This Far, No Further': Dean, Sam [PG-13]

Resurrection

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Sammy In Captivity 1/4

Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 15

Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 14

The Valley of Dying Stars

Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 13

The Winchester Road  [Sam, Dean, SPN, AU, R] Art and Story Masterpost

Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 12

SPN Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 11

Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 10

Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 9

Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 8

And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 7

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