Fic: Leaning on My Shovel in This Graveyard of Dreams

Title: Leaning on My Shovel in This Graveyard of Dreams
Author: [livejournal.com profile] septembers_coda
Genre: Angst, not-exactly-casefic, hurt no comfort
Rating: PG-13 for a very dark worldview
Word Count: 900
Summary: Sam does his job and reflects on a decade of hunting, in both his past and his future.
Notes: The fic was inspired by this song, from which the title comes:
Graveyard by The Devil Makes Three.

There was no escape that way.
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[Fic] Blueberries - slash, Sam/Sam, Sam/Cas, past Sam/Jess; breathplay, S9 tag

Title: Blueberries
Genre: slash (sort of?), hurt/dark headspace, 9x10 "Road Trip" tag
Pairing: Sam/Sam, Sam/Cas, past Sam/Jess, Sam+Dean, in their desperate gencest way
Rating: R
Word Count: ~2500
Warnings/Enticements: masturbation, erotic asphyxiation/breathplay, semicidal thoughts, rather unfiltered rage?
Summary: A very belated fill for [livejournal.com profile] a_starfish, who prompted the following: For some time since/after Sam expelled Gadreel, Sam has been experimenting with auto-erotic asphyxia partly as a result of ambivalent and ambiguous feelings about life/death, control over autonomy, taking control of life through something involving the risk of death. Castiel's aware, to some extent, of what Sam's up to and although conflicted hasn't done/said anything until this point because it's Sam's choice and his risk to take.

At some point, somewhat reluctantly, Cas is conflicted but starts taking a more active role. Cue some consensual breathplay/asphyxia, but it's still supremely fucked up and dysfunctional. And dark.


Is this a bedroom thing or a dungeon one? I'm unclear, Cas says.

Survivor [10x03 darkfic]

WARNINGS: Torture, blood, violence/gore, body horror (sorta).
CHARACTERS: Sam, Cas, (Demon) Dean.
SUMMARY: An alternate and more horrible ending to 10x03. Apparently I just write horrible short fanfic now with a lot of demon!Dean, haha.

"He twitches like a wilted bug, trying to force blood-crusted eyes open. His head hurts. Why does it hurt, again? He wishes he could remember."

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Fic: Nineteen Minutes, Sam, Dean

Title: Nineteen Minutes
Author: jedisapphire
Rating: PG13
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Word count: Approx 3200
Summary: Sarah Winchester is a woman of her word. Sam has nineteen minutes.
Spoilers: Vague spoilers up to S7
Warnings: Kind of creepy. That's pretty much it.
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys.

Read on ff.
Read on LJ.

While You Were Gone 3/3

Summary: Sam did look for Dean, but then something horrible happened to him that made him stop. After Dean came back he kept it a secret. But that secret is about to be discovered and a whole box of hurt that Sam thought he had buried has come back with a vengeance. Originally I was going to write one long one shot but decided to make it a multichapter. *Warning, SUICIDE, RAPE

Disclaimer: I don’t own Supernatural; it all belongs to the CW and Eric Kripke
Warning: Suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, self-harm, and non-con/rape


http://waya98.livejournal.com/1749.html

Fic: Teacher, Teacher

Originally posted by [livejournal.com profile] safiyabat at Fic: Teacher, Teacher

Title: Teacher, Teacher


Author: Safiyabat


Rating: PG-13 (swearing)


Genre/pairing: Gen


Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Castiel, Crowley, minor OCs


Word count: 5,890


Summary: After the events and conversations of "The Purge," both Winchester brothers decide to take on independent work to cool down. Dean is hurt and angered by Sam's words, but Sam's hunts start to raise concerns in parties acquainted with both boys.


Spoilers: Mild spoilers for 9.13 "The Purge," and season 9 in general.


Warnings: Canon typical violence, suicidal thoughts and behavior, mention of rape (not depicted or graphically described), the type of humor one might expect from someone who has spent too much time in Hell.


Disclaimer:I own my mistakes and most of the dialogue. The Winchesters and their friends belong to the CW and I make no money from the many horrible things I do to them.



Please note: This is my first time posting fan fiction to LJ or to the ohsam community. If you want to read this on AO3, please click here.


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Breath, Like A White Cloud 2/2 (gen, PG-13)

Title: Breath, Like A White Cloud 2/2
Author: soncnica
Rating: PG-13
Genre/Pairing: Sam, Dean, gen
Wordcount: cca. 8.400 words (this part)
Summary: This wasn't how he was supposed to have spend this day. He was supposed to have spend it with Jess and his friends, not gasping for breath with his brother being the only comfort he had. Darn witches.
Warnings: meh nothing much, if you can handle the show, you can handle this. The tags I used are an approximation of what is happening to Sam and are to be taken really mildly. For example: strangulation/hanging tag - Sam just feels like he's being strangled, when in fact he's not being strangled. But I don't wanna trigger anyone by anything, so ... better safe than sorry, right?
Disclaimer: I seriously only own the grammar/spelling mistakes. Everything else is NOT MINE! ALL IS FICTION.
A/N: I wanted to write some fluffy fluff, but then it all went a bit dark side. *sigh* oh well … lol! Please read my A/N at the end of the story... uh, or not.

CHAPTER 2

Breath, Like A White Cloud 1/2 (gen, PG-13)

Title: Breath, Like A White Cloud 1/2
Author: soncnica
Rating: PG-13
Genre/Pairing: Sam, Dean, gen
Wordcount: cca. 2.800 words (this part)
Summary: This wasn't how he was supposed to have spend this day. He was supposed to have spend it with Jess and his friends, not gasping for breath with his brother being the only comfort he had. Darn witches.
Warnings: meh nothing much, if you can handle the show, you can handle this. The tags I used are an approximation of what is happening to Sam and are to be taken really mildly. For example: strangulation/hanging tag - Sam just feels like he's being strangled, when in fact he's not being strangled. But I don't wanna trigger anyone by anything, so ... better safe than sorry, right?
Disclaimer: I seriously only own the grammar/spelling mistakes. Everything else is NOT MINE! ALL IS FICTION.
A/N: I wanted to write some fluffy fluff, but then it all went a bit dark side. *sigh* oh well … lol This story is complete in 2 chapters, chapter 2 coming your way tomorrow or Thursday. Happy (belated) holidays! Happy, healthy and love-filled New Year to all who read my stories, comment on them, favorite them and just … enjoy them! Hugs and love to you all!

CHAPTER 1

Gnosis

Title: Gnosis
Author: dragonflybeach
Characters: Sam, Dean, John, Bobby
Genre/pairing: gen
Rating: R
Word-count: @ 4225
Spoilers: none (pre-series)
Warnings: hahahaha. Remember when I was upset last week and said to beware of angsty fanfic?
demonic possession, attempted rape, references to prostitution that may or may not have happened, violence, strangulation, guns, much angst, slash sort of


Written for the Nov 2013 Sam-focused hurt/comfort ohsam fic challenge.
prompt was Young! or teen!Sam + possession. Because there's no way it didn't happen till BUABS.


Summary - You really shouldn't let your partner out of your sight on a demon hunt. Not even for a moment. No matter how much he annoys you.

this way to fic... )

Fic and Art: Crusaders Trilogy (PG-13, Gen)

I hadn't posted the first story in this trilogy here because there's no hurt!Sam in it. But there sure is in the other two! So I'm including the info on the first story for those of you who haven't read it yet.

Title: Crusaders
Author: San Antonio Rose ([livejournal.com profile] ramblin_rosie)
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] spn_2008
Pairing(s): Gen
Word Count: 18,036 (including notes)
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Mild profanity, period violence; general spoilers for all of Season 6, though the canon adventures end after "Abandon All Hope"
Note: Written for [livejournal.com profile] spn_gen_bigbang in 2011.

Summary: Five men. Two angels. One demon. One last chance to stop the Apocalypse before it starts. Can one disaster serve as cover to prevent another, or will history repeat itself after all?


Fic link: Fic Masterlist
Art link: Art Masterlist



Title: Crusaders 2: Trial by Ordeal
Author: San Antonio Rose ([livejournal.com profile] ramblin_rosie)
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] quickreaver
Pairing(s): Gen with background het (Dean/Joanna, John/Mary)
Word Count: 22,627 plus notes
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Non-graphic descriptions of Viking torture, allusions to attempted non-con, gratuitous Anglo-Saxon, crass comments by Brother Asce
Note: Written for [livejournal.com profile] spnbigbang_era.

Summary: Now that the angels have gone back to the future and taken the Colt with them, it seems like all Hell is out for revenge on Dean and Samuel. Will the family survive this ordeal and keep history on the right track?


Fic link: Fic Masterlist
Art link: Art Masterlist



Title: Crusaders 3: A Family Affair
Author: San Antonio Rose ([livejournal.com profile] ramblin_rosie)
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] jbadgr
Pairing(s): Gen with background het (Crusader!Dean/Joanna, Sam/Jess, offscreen Modern!Dean/OFC)
Word Count: 22,943 plus notes
Rating: PG-13
Note: Written for [livejournal.com profile] spnaubigbang.

Summary: When Meg nearly gets the better of Gabriel and Castiel, Chronos decides to intervene, throwing two nearly-identical sets of brothers into a race against time. They're determined to ensure that "what was" remains "what shall never be"--but is Gabriel right that some things never change?


Fic link: Fic Masterlist
Art link: Art Masterlist

Fic: The Gallows Knot

Title: The Gallows Knot
Author: [livejournal.com profile] rainylemons
Warnings: lynching, language, violence, torture, vague mentions of past sexual abuse
Rating: R
Word Count: 6,139
Summary: Sam is strung up as punishment for a crime he committed when he had no soul & Lucifer drops by. Takes place between 7x15 and 7x17. Setting heavily influenced by Silent Hill and the town of Centralia, PA. I also snitched a line from Stephen King and Peter Straub's The Talisman.
Author's note: Written for the 2012 spn_summergen. Endless thanks to ratherastory for beta reading this for me and for pushing me to expand on my eccentricities when it comes to Sam, Lucifer, and maybe just horror in general. Dude? You're awesome.
AN2:  Not that I think it really matters, but the prompt in question for this fic was: I can never get enough of Hallucifer!fic, so something where Sam's hallucinations/his overall crazy play a role. I'm not sure how I exactly went from that to "hmm, Sam hanging from a tree," but yeah. There's a line or two that, reading it now, I find I quite despise, but there's a few bits that I love enough to accept it as it is and not rewrite the lame. Anyhoo - Sam: I hung him from a tree (in what amounts to Silent Hill).

(Read over on my LJ.)

FIC: Stop Hitting Yourself

Title: Stop Hitting Yourself
Characters: John, Dean, and Sammy Winchester; Sam Grisham
Pairing: none
Rating: T
Length: 18000
Warnings: Show levels of violence and emotional abuse
Disclaimer: Fanfic! It's a fanfic!
Note: This is for an anonymous prompt at [info]ohsam that was posted on April 27 last year. Last. Year. Making this last year's comment!fic. It's complete now, at least. ...And I'm not sure how much hurt or comfort actually happens here. There's emotional trauma? Everybody gets beat up? It's all about Sam?
Summary: Dad gets a hunting partner, a tall guy with long hair and cool sideburns. He and Dad get along bizarrely well and Dean worships him, but he seems to have a grudge against Sammy, a grudge that surfaces on a hunt that spins dangerously out of control.

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3

Web of Deception 11/11

Title: Web Of Deception 11/11
Author: [info]cherry916 
Beta: [info]moviegeek03 
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Sam and Dean are still at odds right after their father’s death. Nothing seems to be working and soon enough they both just seem to give up with trying. When they go to do a simple salt and burn the initial hunt seems to spiral into more than they ever imagined. Who is killing all these people? Who is this weird new hunter with a fixation on Dean? And how come after they did the initial salt and burn their problems only get worse?
A/N: This is a little something I've been working on for awhile. I hope this will get me back into writing chapter stories for SPN since it's been so long since I did so. I really hope you like it and continue reading it. The banner was made by the awesome [info]moviegeek03  isn't it just...fitting? lol I love it thank you BB.

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Web Of Deception 10/11

Title: Web Of Deception 10/11
Author: [info]cherry916 
Beta: [info]moviegeek03 
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Sam and Dean are still at odds right after their father’s death. Nothing seems to be working and soon enough they both just seem to give up with trying. When they go to do a simple salt and burn the initial hunt seems to spiral into more than they ever imagined. Who is killing all these people? Who is this weird new hunter with a fixation on Dean? And how come after they did the initial salt and burn their problems only get worse?
A/N: This is a little something I've been working on for awhile. I hope this will get me back into writing chapter stories for SPN since it's been so long since I did so. I really hope you like it and continue reading it. The banner was made by the awesome [info]moviegeek03  isn't it just...fitting? lol I love it thank you BB.

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Web Of Deception 6/?

Title: Web Of Deception
Author: [info]cherry916 
Beta: [info]moviegeek03 
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Sam and Dean are still at odds right after their father’s death. Nothing seems to be working and soon enough they both just seem to give up with trying. When they go to do a simple salt and burn the initial hunt seems to spiral into more than they ever imagined. Who is killing all these people? Who is this weird new hunter with a fixation on Dean? And how come after they did the initial salt and burn their problems only get worse?
A/N: This is a little something I've been working on for awhile. I hope this will get me back into writing chapter stories for SPN since it's been so long since I did so. I really hope you like it and continue reading it. The banner was made by the awesome [info]moviegeek03  isn't it just...fitting? lol I love it thank you BB.

Chapter Six

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The World Devours Me

The World Devours Me - Cover by raggedy_edge

The World Devours Me
By [livejournal.com profile] varkelton

Artist: [livejournal.com profile] raggedy_edge
Rating: NC-17
Pairing/Characters: Lucifer/Sam, Sam/Dean
Word Count: ~82,000
Warnings: Graphic Rape/Non-Con – seriously, this one’s not for the faint of heart. Darkfic. Torture, including non-con, dub-con, whipping, blood-play, D/s, mind-fuck, CBT, rimming, sounding, genital piercing, scarring, marking, burning, confinement, sensory deprivation, restraints, humiliation and permanent disabling injury (at least, as permanent as these things tend to be in Supernatural). Imagined parental incest (spawned by PTSD – only occurs in nightmares). Pain-kink, claiming, marking, ritualistic sex, bonding, hurt/comfort (Thank god!)… oh, yeah, and a super-sized helping of angst. Read at your own risk.

Summary: Dean thought he was doing the right thing when he let Sam walk away from hunting.....away from him. Sam thought the separation was nothing more than he deserved. They both thought Castiel had found a way to keep Lucifer from finding them. Neither one of them knew how wrong they really were.

AN: Cannon through the end of 5.03. Goes AU from there. No spoilers for anything unaired. This story is based on a combination of two prompts from [livejournal.com profile] spnkink_meme (Here and Here).

The World Devours Me - Master Post

Collared Hearts 9/?

Title: Collared Hearts
Author:[livejournal.com profile] feather_touch
Genre: Slash
Characters/Pairings: Dean/Sam
Rating: NC-17
Spoilers : None really, this is completely AU.
Summary: Fleeing from war and their government, Dean and Sam Winchester may have finally found peace and a new home. Or maybe not.
Series: Branded
Disclaimer: Not mine, just borrowing from Kripke.


A/N: This is the next story in the Branded Verse, it picks up not too long after Forever Bound ends. I would like to thank my wonderful betas [livejournal.com profile] smidgeson, [livejournal.com profile] deej1957 and [livejournal.com profile] heatherofnight. And a big thanks to [livejournal.com profile] thruterryseyes for her wonderful story banner and the awesome map!


[livejournal.com profile] ash48 donated a very generous amount of money to the [livejournal.com profile] fandom_flood_ap as the winning bidder for my fic offering. What she won was the addition of some suggestions into the overall plot. This chapter begins her reqeusts. I'll leave that up to her to point out if she wants to.


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“What did you give to me and do to me last night?” Sam snapped the words out.

Sam and Dean and a Mummy Makes Three

Title: Sam and Dean and Mummy Makes Three
Author: [livejournal.com profile] moviegeek03 
Beta: [livejournal.com profile] cherry916  

Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~6500
Warnings: Mild violence and language; set in season 1 so no real spoilers
Disclaimer: I do not own SPN or The Mummy
A/N: Written for the [livejournal.com profile] summer_sam_love  challenge for [livejournal.com profile] kiscinca  

Prompt: Case fic. Set any season but would prefer S1 to S3. A museum and a sasquatch stuck inside with a cursed mummy. An older brother trying to rescue him and get rid of said mummy. I would like Sam hurt but still kickass and holding his front if you can. And protective Dean to the rescue. Cookies if you have somehow geek Sam in it too.
Summary: When the brothers go to investigate a museum with a bit of a mummy problem, their night becomes anything but simple when Sam ends up trapped in the exhibit with the thing.

The halls were dark, laid out in a twisting maze that made her head spin. She was hopelessly lost with only the few emergency recess lighting fixtures to guide her. She kept bumping into the walls and glass cases. She slowly moved down the hall, hoping she was walking in the right direction. She thought she was…until burly arms wrapped around her slender waist.

Fic: Is There Anyone Out There? ('Cause it's Getting Harder and Harder to Breathe)


Title: Is There Anyone Out There? ('Cause it's getting Harder and Harder to Breathe)
Author: mamapranayama
Genre: Gen
Category: humor, H/C
Word Count: ~1200
Rating: R
Warnings: minor spoilers up to season 5. Strong language
Summary: Sam gets strangled ... again.

Disclaimer: I don't own these guys.

A/N: This is just a short, silly, unbeta'd one-shot because Sam sure does get strangled a lot on the show.

 

Is There Anyone Out There? ('Cause it's Getting Harder and Harder to Breathe) )