[identity profile] jpunkin.livejournal.com
Title: To Be a Bay
Chapters: 1/1
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby
Rating: NR
Word Count: 6179


Summary: Dean does a runner in the wrong direction.


Read here: AO3
[identity profile] septembers-coda.livejournal.com
Title: The Wolf of Love
Author: septembers_coda
Word Count: 15,600
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Gen, casefic
Summary: A lonely, grieving Sam, adrift after Dean’s death, visits a northern Idaho town full of wolves, a long-abandoned internet kingdom, and memories both good and bad on the road to his last hunt. He doesn’t know if he’s there to save the broken teenaged boy at the center of this maelstrom, or destroy him.

Sam thought, sometimes, of going back to the Bunker.
[identity profile] jpunkin.livejournal.com
Title: Low Road Through the Gloaming
Chapters: 1/1
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst
Pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, John
Rating: NR
Word Count: 3042
Spoiler Warning:
Spoilers through mid season 7

Summary: There are no tragic acts. There are certain acts, and after, tragedy.


Read here: AO3
[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com
Title: Beneath Our Brave and Trusting Feet
Author: ever_dimming
Genre: Gen, sort-of-AU
Characters: Sam, undisclosed
Rating: M (due to mention of graphic violence)
Word count: 1162
SPOILERS: 15x20
Summary: He's crying in his sleep, again.

On AO3 
[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com
Title: Unfurl in the Wind
Author: ever_dimming
Rating: T
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Cas, Dean
Word count:
< 30k, WIP
Summary: Sam has managed to fly under most people's radar with this for many years, but not anymore. Not since Dean unexpectedly went missing. He's been struggling more than usual, and he finds himself in a psychiatric ward, facing a diagnosis of Dissociative Identity Disorder that he’s long avoided.
Spoilers: AU, so no specific season
Warnings: Some self-injury, as well as suicidal ideation || Psych ward / hospital life and routines || Present results of past trauma
Disclaimer: Nope, don't own Supernatural

on AO3
[identity profile] mentholpixie.livejournal.com
Title: Exodus
Author: mentholpixie
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby
Word Count: 800ish
Summary: Sam goes for a walk. Genesis 'verse stand-alone. Post-Hell AU
[identity profile] authoressnebula.livejournal.com
Title: Misconception
Author: [livejournal.com profile] authoressnebula (authoressjean)
Pairing: Gen, John/Mary
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 15k
Warnings: Language, canon-level violence, homophobia, character outed without permission
Spoilers: 14x13: Lebanon

Summary: AU of 14x13. John believes something about his sons and he's determined to set all the blame at his youngest's feet, revealing painful secrets that Sam would've preferred to stay hidden, things he feared anyone finding out, things John feels are wrong.

Too bad for John that Mary and Dean don't feel the same way and are more than ready to back Sam.

NOT WINCEST in the SLIGHTEST, but John sure thinks so.

Read Here: "Hey Dad? Why did you block my number on Dean's phone?"
[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com
Title: Away from These Shores (13/?)
Author:ever_dimming
Genre: Gen
Summary: A simple hunt leaves Sam in an altered state no one seems able to explain – at first. Pulling him out of it is not nearly as easy as it should be, especially since Dean is dealing with his own trauma(s).
Spoilers: The fic is standalone, but refers to the plot up to and including 8X01 here and there.
Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their awesome creators. I am merely suggesting fun new ways in which those beloved characters could suffer and/or be comforted.


“Sam, wake up, wake up! Don’t do this, come on.” Now that she's forced his eyes open, he can see that her face is frantic, her usually-pale cheeks flushed, stained bright red. Adrenaline. He’s never seen her like this, so terrified. “Sam, please, you’re scaring me.”

Oh.

He needs to wake up.


AO3, FF.net
[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com
Title: Like an Echo Down a Canyon
Characters: Sam, Castiel
Genre: Gen
Word count: Around 3,700
Summary: Episode 14X13, "Lebanon" (so big spoilers for that). The night that follows the *cough* events *cough* is hard on everyone in the bunker. Cas witnesses the way it goes for Sam. He expected trouble, but not this.

The fic touches on the repercussions of early emotional trauma, which the show can't really tackle to the degree I'd like it to. So there's mainly vulnerable!Sam, guilt, emotional flashbacks mixed with dissociation, and Castiel's weekly Understanding Psychologically Wounded Humans challenge. Probably more hurt than comfort in this h/c, really. Sorry.

AO3
FF.net
[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com
Title: Away from These Shores (12/?)
Author:ever_dimming
Genre: Gen
Summary: A simple hunt leaves Sam in an altered state no one seems able to explain – at first. Pulling him out of it is not nearly as easy as it should be, especially since Dean is dealing with his own trauma(s).
Spoilers: The fic is standalone, but refers to the plot up to and including 8X01 here and there.
Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their awesome creators. I am merely suggesting fun new ways in which those beloved characters could suffer and/or be comforted.

He’s not sure what’s happening. He knows his eyes are open, because he can see the room around him, can see Dean and hear Jane’s voice, though he can’t actively look at anything, can't quite listen. He’s just there. Where - - what’s going on?
“Sam.” That’s Dean’s voice, Dean’s hand on his arm. Warm, solid. An anchor. “Sammy, talk to me. Hey.”

Jane sounds sad as she says, somewhere behind him, “he can’t.”

AO3, FF.net
[identity profile] brosedshield.livejournal.com
Title: A Monster By Any Other Name: Part Two - Chapter Forty
Authors: [livejournal.com profile] lavinialavender and [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield
Rating: R
Warnings: please see full list here
Spoilers: none; AU
Pairing: eventual Sam/Dean (yet not incest; AU where they’re not brothers)
Chapter word count: 11,997
Summary: The same old Sam/Dean love story, with a darkfic twist. Sam grew up in a concentration camp for monsters and Dean was raised as an only child and hunter: Together, they make each other human. // Sam was prepared for anything Dean wanted him to do – except become a real.

Masterlist

Part Two: Chapter Forty

Chapter Forty on AO3
[identity profile] amicablyevil.livejournal.com
Title: The Last Word
Author: intrepidsilt
Rating: Teen and up
Genre/pairing: Gen, Sam and Jack, Sam and Rowena
Characters: Sam, Jack, Dean, Rowena, Lucifer, Michael, Charlie
Word count: ~12,000
Warnings: 13.23 spoilers, torture, trauma, non-con references. Basically Lucifer being Lucifer.
Summary: 13.23 rewrite. Featuring: corpses, confessions, and custody battles.

let this memory be the only shred left in his desiccated heaven, and he will be happy.
[identity profile] hollyhobbit44.livejournal.com
Title: i saw the devil today
Rating: Teen and up
Pairings: Gen
Word count: 787
Summary: Rowena calls him Sam, and that's when he knows that he has to help her

LJ | AO3
[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com
New chapter, which somehow turned out to be the longest one yet. I don't even know. As usual, the narrative shifts between POV's, and deals with both Sam and Dean's internal struggles.

Title: Away from These Shores (11/?)
Author:ever_dimming
Genre: Gen
Summary: A simple hunt leaves Sam in an altered state no one seems able to explain – at first. Pulling him out of it is not nearly as easy as it should be, especially since Dean is dealing with his own trauma(s).
Triggers/warnings for this episode: Another character's past suicidal ideation (and then some) in one paragraph. Severe dissociation, post-trauma, flashbacks. Past violence & torture in hell and the Cage. Quick reference the Winchesters' painful upbringing.
Spoilers: The fic is standalone, but refers to the plot up to and including 8X01 here and there.
Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their awesome creators. I am merely suggesting fun new ways in which those beloved characters could suffer and/or be comforted.

A hand touching his arm, pressing on his shoulder gently. "Sam."

He becomes increasingly aware of the distant rattle of distress, and the memory of the torment that still awaits him (not going anywhere Samuel, all we’ve got down here is time, thanks to you) floods him with panic. Stop no please go away please please.

The hand is still gripping his bicep, fingers moving like spiders on his skin, he’s trapped trapped trapped. His body reacts, muscles seizing, breathing growing rapid.

“Hey, hey. Sam, it’s okay. You’re in the hospital, you just had some tests done. Everything’s alright, you’re safe.”

He tries to speak, tries to tell them they’re wrong.
[identity profile] brosedshield.livejournal.com
Title: A Monster By Any Other Name: Part Two - Chapter Thirty-Nine
Authors: [livejournal.com profile] lavinialavender and [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: please see full list here
Spoilers: none; AU
Pairing: eventual Sam/Dean (yet not incest; AU where they’re not brothers)
Chapter word count: 8,559
Summary: The same old Sam/Dean love story, with a darkfic twist. Sam grew up in a concentration camp for monsters and Dean was raised as an only child and hunter: Together, they make each other human. // Sam was prepared for anything Dean wanted him to do – except become a real.

Masterlist

Part Two: Chapter Thirty-Nine

Chapter Thirty-Nine on AO3
[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com
See specific warnings for this chapter.

Title: Away from These Shores (10/?)
Author:ever_dimming
Genre: Gen
Summary: A simple hunt leaves Sam in an altered state no one seems able to explain – at first. Pulling him out of it is not nearly as easy as it should be, especially since Dean is dealing with his own trauma.
Triggers / warnings: Some past self-harm and its present results for a few paragraphs (Sam's POV of what was referred to in the previous chapter); dissociation, post-trauma, past violence & torture
Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their awesome creators. I am merely suggesting fun new ways in which those beloved characters could suffer and/or be comforted.

On AO3
[identity profile] brosedshield.livejournal.com
Title: A Monster By Any Other Name: Part Two - Chapter Thirty-Eight
Authors: [livejournal.com profile] lavinialavender and [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield
Rating: R
Warnings: please see full list here
Spoilers: none; AU
Pairing: eventual Sam/Dean (yet not incest; AU where they’re not brothers)
Chapter word count: 4,482
Summary: The same old Sam/Dean love story, with a darkfic twist. Sam grew up in a concentration camp for monsters and Dean was raised as an only child and hunter: Together, they make each other human. // Sam was prepared for anything Dean wanted him to do – except become a real.

Masterlist

Part Two: Chapter Thirty-Eight

Chapter Thirty-Eight on AO3
[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com
It somehow took me less than forever to update this time. See specific warnings for this chapter, though.

Title: Away from These Shores (9/?)
Author:ever_dimming
Genre: Gen
Summary: A simple hunt leaves Sam in an altered state no one seems able to explain – at first. Pulling him out of it is not nearly as easy as it should be, especially since Dean is dealing with his own trauma.
Triggers / warnings: graphic description of self-harm in this chapter; dissociation, post-trauma, past violence & torture
Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their awesome creators. I am merely suggesting fun new ways in which those beloved characters could suffer and/or be comforted.

On AO3
[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com

Title: Away from These Shores (8/?)
Author: ever_dimming
Genre: Gen
Summary: A simple hunt leaves Sam in an altered state no one seems able to explain – at first. Pulling him out of it is not nearly as easy as it should be, especially since Dean is dealing with his own trauma.
Triggers: dissociation, post-trauma, past violence & torture
Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their awesome creators. I am merely suggesting fun new ways in which those beloved characters could suffer and/or be comforted.

This chapter ended up pretty damn long. It explores the ways in which Sam's vulnerable state affects Dean, Ellen and Bobby, but I'd say it's still Sam-centric.

She finds herself absurdly grateful when Sam slides back into blank apathy, because at least then she can tell herself he isn’t feeling anything as she walks him around the living room or in the yard like an ailing horse, gets him to sit out on the porch swing with her. As she presses a glass of cold water into his hand and wraps his lax fingers around it again and again, drink that, honey, come on. Talks to him without getting a response.

Chapter 8 (AO3)

First chapter

[identity profile] pineapplefan92.livejournal.com

Title: Capacity to Endure
Author: pineapplefan92
Rating: T
Genre/Pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Summary: You wish for something to ground you, to make you believe that this is real. [Tag to episode 12x02, Mamma Mia.]
Word Count: 800

Posted on: FF.net | AO3

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