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ever-dimming.livejournal.com

Title: Beneath Our Brave and Trusting Feet

Author:

Genre: Gen, sort-of-AU
Characters: Sam, undisclosed
Rating: M (due to mention of graphic violence)
Word count: 1162
SPOILERS: 15x20
Summary: He's crying in his sleep, again.

On AO3

ever-dimming.livejournal.com

Title: Unfurl in the Wind
Author:

ever_dimming
Rating: T
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Cas, Dean
Word count: < 30k, WIP
Summary: Sam has managed to fly under most people's radar with this for many years, but not anymore. Not since Dean unexpectedly went missing. He's been struggling more than usual, and he finds himself in a psychiatric ward, facing a diagnosis of Dissociative Identity Disorder that he’s long avoided.
Spoilers: AU, so no specific season
Warnings: Some self-injury, as well as suicidal ideation || Psych ward / hospital life and routines || Present results of past trauma
Disclaimer: Nope, don't own Supernatural

on AO3

authoressnebula.livejournal.com

Title: Misconception
Author:

authoressnebula (authoressjean)
Pairing: Gen, John/Mary
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 15k
Warnings: Language, canon-level violence, homophobia, character outed without permission
Spoilers: 14x13: Lebanon

Summary: AU of 14x13. John believes something about his sons and he's determined to set all the blame at his youngest's feet, revealing painful secrets that Sam would've preferred to stay hidden, things he feared anyone finding out, things John feels are wrong.

Too bad for John that Mary and Dean don't feel the same way and are more than ready to back Sam.

NOT WINCEST in the SLIGHTEST, but John sure thinks so.

Read Here: "Hey Dad? Why did you block my number on Dean's phone?"

ever-dimming.livejournal.com

Title: Like an Echo Down a Canyon
Characters: Sam, Castiel
Genre: Gen
Word count: Around 3,700
Summary: Episode 14X13, "Lebanon" (so big spoilers for that). The night that follows the *cough* events *cough* is hard on everyone in the bunker. Cas witnesses the way it goes for Sam. He expected trouble, but not this.

The fic touches on the repercussions of early emotional trauma, which the show can't really tackle to the degree I'd like it to. So there's mainly vulnerable!Sam, guilt, emotional flashbacks mixed with dissociation, and Castiel's weekly Understanding Psychologically Wounded Humans challenge. Probably more hurt than comfort in this h/c, really. Sorry.

AO3
FF.net

synnsationalx.livejournal.com

Title: In Sickness And In Health (Part 1)
Author:

synnsationalx
Rating: M
Genre/pairing: Sam/Dean
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Word count: 10,349
Summary: A few months after the Darkness is released Sam and Dean go to clean up a mess leftover from a recent hunt. The brothers had been arguing lately, tensions high, but their love for each other undeniable. Sam has been hiding a sickness, and it forces itself into the open during a hunt. Dean is furious about having missed the signs that his brother was suffering, promising to pay better attention to him. Fluff and angst ensues.
Spoilers: Season 11
Warnings: Sexual content, some violence
Author's Notes: This was my first ever fanfic. I'd love to get some feedback!

A03 | LJ

pineapplefan92.livejournal.com

Title: Capacity to Endure
Author: pineapplefan92
Rating: T
Genre/Pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Summary: You wish for something to ground you, to make you believe that this is real. [Tag to episode 12x02, Mamma Mia.]
Word Count: 800

Posted on: FF.net | AO3

lennelle.livejournal.com

Fic Title: Collision Theory
Chapter Title: Sorry, this one's damaged
Author:

lennelle
Chapter Word Count: 7k
Fic Summary: A few weeks before the first anniversary of their dad's death, Dean is called into the high school: Sam has finally crossed the line with his bad behaviour.
Given a second chance, Sam must fulfil his punishment: the worst of which being weekly sessions with the school councillor, Mr Novak.
Having recently started a new job in a new town far away from his old life, Cas tries to start afresh: two brothers collide with him, an impact he could never have seen coming.
Chapter Summary: Sam unravels.
Author's Notes: Written for

winchesterpooja. Pairings: Dean/Cas, although the story mostly centres around Sam. No-monster AU. Read tags on AO3 for warnings.

Read from beginning on AO3
Read chapter 6

pineapplefan92.livejournal.com

Title: Open Book
Author: pineapplefan92
Rating: T
Genre/Pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Summary: Dean was always able to read Sam like an open book. Until he wasn't.
Chapters: 13/?

Posted on: FF.net | AO3

lennelle.livejournal.com

Fic Title: Collision Theory
Chapter Title: The boy who zipped his own mouth shut
Pairings: Dean/Cas, Sam/Ruby
Fic Summary: A few weeks before the first anniversary of their dad's death, Dean is called into the high school: Sam has finally crossed the line with his bad behaviour.
Given a second chance, Sam must fulfil his punishment: the worst of which being weekly sessions with the school councillor, Mr Novak.
Having recently started a new job in a new town far away from his old life, Cas tries to start afresh: two brothers collide with him, an impact he could never have seen coming.
Chapter summary: Cas tries to make a difference, but Sam doesn't want anyone's help.
Author Notes: Written as a gift for

winchesterpooja. No-monsters AU. Dean/Cas is the main pairing, but the story is mostly centred around Sam and Dean's grief for their father and Sam's issues with mental illness. Lots of hurt!Sam. Each chapter is from either Sam, Dean or Cas' POV.

Read from the beginning on AO3

Chapter 5 on AO3

lennelle.livejournal.com

Title: A Gift For Demeter
Summary: In which Dean was not killed by Lucifer in the showdown of 2014. In which Dean got his hands on an archangel blade. In which Lucifer is dead and Sam is, miraculously, still living. In which Sam tries his best to grow plants in the dried-up earth.
Word Count: 7772
Pairing: Gen, with minor Dean/Risa
Rating: T
Notes: Written for ohsam's Celebrating Sam 2017, based on the prompt 'pomegranate'. Set during the end-verse. Cas POV.

Read on AO3 and LJ

lennelle.livejournal.com

Fic Title: The Devil's in the house of the rising sun
Author:

lennelle
Fic Summary: Something is wrong with Sam.
Chapter Summary: Five years later, Sam is sick again. Dean takes matters into his own hands.
Author's Notes: The second of two parts (possibly?). Pre-series. Warnings for blood, dark themes and addiction.

Read from beginning AO3|LJ

Read part 2 on AO3|LJ

pineapplefan92.livejournal.com

Title: A Merry Heart Does Good Like Medicine
Author: pineapplefan92
Rating: T
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby, John
Summary: It was oddly calm once the carolers had moved on to the next room. The same kind of calm that Sam always felt on Christmas Eve. Like the world was still for a change. Peaceful. He was glad that being holded up in a hosital bed hadn't changed that. Teenchesters.
Chapters: 30/30

Posted on: FF.net | AO3

lennelle.livejournal.com

Title: The Devil's in the house of the rising sun
Author:

lennelle
Summary: Something is wrong with Sam.
Word Count: 2141
Author's Notes: Pre-series. Horror. Sick!Sam.

On LJ|On AO3

foolscapper.livejournal.com

Author: foolscapper
Artist: quickreaver
Wordcount: 8,400+
Rating: Teen to Mature
Pairings: N/A, Gen (platonic soul mates)
Summary: For the Sam Winchester Big Bang on tumblr this year! "Bar fight. Don't tell Dean. I don't want to hear it. You just... You understand best. You get it best, y'know? You get me." Death brings Sam back — sort of. A domestic, curtain-fic sort of piece that explores different sections of what makes Sam Winchester. An alternative to S07E01, where raising our boy's soul doesn't go exactly to plan.

Warning for psychological issues, mental anguish, mentions of torture, and so on. Also has minor self-harm (unintentional harm) and violence.

READ ON ARCHIVEOFOUROWN
READ ON LIVEJOURNAL
ART MASTERPOST (potential spoilers ahoy)

lennelle.livejournal.com

Title: Demon Infestation
Author:

lennelle
Summary: Jody visits Sam on a bad day.
Word Count: 1673
Author's Notes: The third part of the Next of Kin 'verse, a slight AU post-season 7 where Sam is admitted to a psychiatric ward after Dean and Cas vanish from Sucrocorp, and Jody Mills is contacted as his next of kin.

Read it on AO3

Find the whole 'verse on AO3

pineapplefan92.livejournal.com

Posted on: FF.net | AO3

pineapplefan92.livejournal.com

Title: Open Book
Author: pineapplefan92
Rating: T
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby, John
Summary: Dean was always able to read Sam like an open book. Until he wasn't. Teenchesters.
Chapters: 12/?

Posted on: FF.net | AO3

lennelle.livejournal.com

Title: Mongrel
Author: lennelle
Summary: Sam stops being a kid when he's ten years old.
Author's Notes: Pre-series. Part 1. The first time it's kill-or-be-killed for Sam. Some gore and horror.

On AO3|FFnet

mentholpixie.livejournal.com

Title: Take Me in Your Arms
Author:

mentholpixie
Rating: M
Characters: Sam, Dean, Meg
Summary: The first night, Meg parties like there's no tomorrow, which, Sam assures her, there won't be, because Dean is going to hunt her down and send her straight back to Hell where she belongs. AU of Born Under a Bad Sign.
Word Count: 2,200

pineapplefan92.livejournal.com

Title: Laundry Day
Author: pineapplefan92
Rating: T
Characters: Sam, Dean
Summary: "I looked forward to laundry days. It was always just you and and me, and it was fun. And we were safe and it was normal. I think I craved that." [Set between episodes 1.04 Phatom Traveler and 1.05 Bloody Mary].
Word Count: 3,370

Posted on: FF.net | AO3

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Entries tagged with crying

Fic: Beneath Our Brave and Trusting Feet

Fic: Unfurl in the Wind, 1-7/? [Sam with DID]

Fic: Misconception (Gen, 15k)

Like an Echo Down a Canyon (14X13 fic)

In Sickness And In Health (Part 1)

Capacity to Endure [Fic]

Fic: Collision Theory, Chapter 6

Fic - Open Book - Ch. 13

Fic: Collision Theory - Chapter 5

Fic: A Gift For Demeter

The Devil's in the house of the rising sun 2/2

[FIC] A MERRY HEART DOES GOOD LIKE MEDICINE (CH. 30)

Fic: The Devil's in the house of the rising sun

Hanged, Drawn, and Quartered (A Sam Winchester Mini-Bang, 2017)

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[Fic] A Merry Heart Does Good Like Medicine (Ch. 29)

[Fic] Open Book (Ch. 12)

Fic: Mongrel

Take Me in Your Arms 1/2

Fic: Laundry Day

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