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road-rhythm.livejournal.com

Title: A Separate Peace
Author:

road_rhythm
Pairing: Sam/Lucifer (implied), Sam/Dean
Rating: M
Word count: 2,700
Set: S7

Summary: The Devil wants to have a dialogue. Sam's just trying to buy a fucking soda. Abandon all hope, ye who enter here.

( Sam is six. )

themegalosaurus.livejournal.com

Author: themegalosaurus
Wordcount: 20020
Ships: Sam/Jess, verging on gen
Rating: R
Warnings: unreliable narrator, psychological horror, body horror, discussion of past possession, reference to past torture

Summary: Jessica Moore comes back to life. She isn't what Sam expected.

Author's note: Set after 12x03. I wrote this for the sammybigbang and it has beautiful accompanying art by amberdreams.

Read it on AO3

foolscapper.livejournal.com

Title: How the Wild Things Start (Chapters 1-18, completed)
Author: Foolscapper @ tumblr and LJ
Rating: mature
Genre/pairing: Family, Tragedy, Supernatural, Suspense, Hurt/comfort. Primarily genfic, with minor character relationship.
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Castiel, Original Characters, cameos from recurring side characters.
Word count: 60,000+
Summary: A diverging path from 9x23, Sam is kidnapped from the side of the road after Dean punches him unconscious. From there, he's catapulted into a world of terror and forced to fight in a violent monster ring. As his life spirals and unfolds into something new and dangerous, Dean, freed from the Mark, is desperate to know what happened to his brother after that terrible night.
Spoilers: Up to 9x23 mostly, with some minor recurring character spoilers from 10/11.
Warnings: Violence, some gore, mental illness/PTSD topics, violence towards children, and mentions of suicidal tendencies.

READ HERE AT FANFICTION.NET OR AT ARCHIVE OF OUR OWN.

lennelle.livejournal.com

Title: Sam I Am
Author: Lennelle
Summary: 'Dean sat, staring at his little brother sleeping on Bobby's couch. Sam had been gone for two years, taken when he was only fifteen. They'd all changed, but Sam was different.'
Word Count: 84,369
Author's Note: This is a fic that I completed a few months ago on ff.net. I plan to post all the chapters here one day along with all my other fics. This is my pride and joy, I suppose, it's the longest spn fic I've ever written and it's even grown into a 'verse with a timestamp and a sequel-in-progress.

For now, it's only available on FF.net

annie46.livejournal.com

Title: Who Are You?
AuthorAnnie46
Characters Sam & Dean – Others
Rating: PG13 – disturbing imagery - language

Any warnings: Future fic – possible spoilers for everything including season 11

Summary She doesn't know who he is and why he is here; his mind is obviously gone and he isn't making any sense. It's almost like he is two different people...he doesn't say much either just one word repeated over and over - Dean...

A/N - This was written for the Sammy Big Bang and then, due to the stresses of real life, I completely and utterly – for the first time ever – forgot to enter it!! Therefore I missed the boat and missed some awesome art – but it was written so here it is!!

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waya98.livejournal.com

Summary: Sam did look for Dean, but then something horrible happened to him that made him stop. After Dean came back he kept it a secret. But that secret is about to be discovered and a whole box of hurt that Sam thought he had buried has come back with a vengeance. Originally I was going to write one long one shot but decided to make it a multichapter. *Warning, SUICIDE, RAPE

Disclaimer: I don’t own Supernatural; it all belongs to the CW and Eric Kripke
Warning: Suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, self-harm, and non-con/rape

http://waya98.livejournal.com/1749.html

brightly-lit.livejournal.com

Title: Three Times Dean Went Crazy and One Time Sam Did
Author:

brightly_lit
Rating: PG-13 for language, angst, mild violence, disturbing concepts/situations
Word Count: ~3,500
Genre: gen, wee!chesters, teen!chesters, h/c, angst, hurt!Sam, brotherly love
Characters: Sam, Dean, John
Summary: This is about wee!Sam and teen!Dean and times when their messed-up lives pushed them too far--this is not a feel-good fic.

Dad had had to test them both to make sure the shifter hadn’t replaced one of them with itself. Late that night in their room, 6-year-old Sam had stared at the bandage over where his father had cut his arm with a silver knife, and asked Dean quietly, “Have I been bad?”

inheritedjeans.livejournal.com

Title: All Time Corrode (with constant hurt)
Author:

inheritedjeans
Rating: pg
Genre/pairing: gen, squint-if-you-want-to slash
Characters: Sam, Dean, Cas, Adam
Word count: ~6800
Summary: AU from 5.22 - Lucifer has found the cracks in the Cage, and once a year every year, he slips Sam through for a day of watching Dean.
Spoilers: Till 5.22
Warnings: highlight: language, torture, graphic stream of consciousness, grammar that has been murdered and then desecrated, and character death from old age
Disclaimer: Disclaimed.

Fic here

quickreaver.livejournal.com

Title: 'Heroes Fall'
Artist:

quickreaver
Rating: PG
Genre/pairing: Gen, hurt (no comfort!)
Characters: Sam
Spoilers: for 7.17
Warnings: Just a little bit o' the sad
Disclaimer: Don't own, don't sue, no profit!

romantiscue.livejournal.com

Title: Two sides of the same coin, one-shot
Author: romantiscue
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Dean, Sam, John
Genre: Gen, angst, pre-series
Length: ~3500
Warnings: confusion, mind-twistyness
Spoilers: Spoilers for the first episode
Disclaimer: I don't own anything you recognize. Playing in Kripke's gang's sandbox.

Summary: Sam and Dean have always been two sides of the same coin.

Notes: I found this story in my little Supernatural fic archive, and I realized I wanted to share it, if only for feedback.

There is a fire, and in this fire the body of a beautiful blond woman is ignoring the laws of gravity as fresh spurts of blackish blood sizzles in the soothy air underneath her.

princess-aleera.livejournal.com

Title: The Beginning
Author:

princess_aleera
Word count overall: ~ 5,000
Spoilers: Takes place in an AU version of 6x22/7x01, but most of season 6 is AU
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: character deaths (canon, even if the circumstances are different), heaps of angst, blood and gore, Hell-memories and seizures(Sam), AU, dark.
Disclaimer: Don’t own, don’t sue.
Characters: Dean, Cas, Sam, Bobby, (Balthazar, Raphael, Crowley, Rachel)
Pairings: Gen, will turn into Dean/Cas
A/N: I'm linking to part 1 and 2 here, because you'll need those to understand the setting, but the Sam!whump focus is in the third chapter. The masterpost of this is here, but it's a !verse that focuses on Dean and Cas, so it's not fitting for hte comm. Hope this chapter's still allowed here, though<3
Part 1 & Part 2

Chapter 3: Dreaming Something Dark
Summary: Where there is waiting. And waiting… and waiting.
(The first two days with Sam are like demon blood-detox all over again.)

Current Mood: nervous

princess-aleera.livejournal.com

Title: When Darkness Calls, Your Heart Will Be True
Author:

princess_aleera
Prompts: ‘runaways’ on my

hc_bingo table, and ‘discovered’on my

dark_bingo table, and

lunasky3 who is an enabling enabler who enables. <3
Word count: ~ 1,500
Spoilers: none. None whatsoever. Complete AU.
Rating: NC-17, Gen
Warnings: angst, hurt/comfort, big and dark themes, deception and lies. Also heavy on the brotherly love, so yay.
Disclaimer: Nope, I don't own SPN, Lord of the Rings or any of that.
Characters: Dean, Sam, mentions of Anna and Adam

A/N: This is directly based on a scene from LOTR: Fellowship of the Ring. You don’t have to have seen the movie, but understand that the theme and style is somewhat similar. I’ve also stolen bits and pieces of dialogue from the movie. Title is from May it Be, by Enya.

Summary: “What? Sammy, what did she do?” His brother took a hesitant step closer.

This time, Sam let him. He choked on a sob. “I had to run,” he whispered. “It’s got her. She tried to take it.”

(I CAN SEE YOU.)

Current Mood: awake

princess-aleera.livejournal.com

Title: I Heard Your Heart Beating (You Were in the Darkness Too)
Author:

princess_aleera
Prompts: a prompt on the 7x03 comment-fic meme, ‘loss of voice’ on my

hc_bingo table, and ‘panic attacks’ on my

dark_bingo table.
Word count: ~ 1,400
Spoilers: vague spoilers for 7x03.
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: angst, hurt/comfort, screaming!crying!Sam, mental breakdown, mentions of the Cage.
Disclaimer: Nope, I don't own SPN, or any of that.
Characters: Dean, Sam, Bobby
Pairings: Gen
A/N: Title from Florence + The Machine’s Cosmic Love.

Summary: The first thing Sam does when he wakes up is to start screaming. And he doesn’t stop.

(Here be sibling comfort)

Current Mood: calm

jpunkin.livejournal.com

Title: Lest Thou Be Consumed

Author: Jpunkin

Summary: For the OhSam comment fic meme (see prompt inside). In the wake of the wall's collapse, Sam doesn't seem to feel any physical pain and can't tell when he's injured...even if he's practically bleeding out from a knife wound.

Genre: Gen

Pairings: None

Rating: PG-13

Warning: season six spoilers!!!! language

Word count: 1, 475

Posted Here

Current Mood: amused
Current Location: basement
Current Music: chadwick stokes

mlebayre.livejournal.com

Title: Forged by Fire
Author:

mlebayre
Genre: General
Characters/Pairings: No Pairings, Dean and Sam, some other folks.
Rating: R
Spoilers: This is an AU. I've taken canon and events from all seasons, but they are more references than spoilers.
Notes: In this verse Sam never dies, so Dean never makes his deal.
Summary: Apparent mistaken identity lands Sam in prison, leaving Dean on the outside struggling to free his brother. Prison isn't a good place for a hunter especially when not all the inmates are human. Locked in a cage, Sam clings to the edge of sanity and discovers Abaddon has a fan. Next in the Two Souls Verse.
Series: Two Souls Verse
Disclaimer: Not ours,just borrowing from Kripke.

Many thanks to

sendintheklowns who was my winning bidder at Kazcon 2009. She asked for another fic in the Two Souls Verse and Sam in prison. What a great idea! Thank you to my wonderful betas, Anickamarie,

deej1957 and

smidgeson. Amazing art and read throughs by

thruterryseyes and the incredible vid is by

kumaproogey thank you so much to both of you! Thank you

silverruffian for all her help with research.

When Sam’s fingers were suddenly and forcefully removed from his arm, Dean skidded to a stop and spun on his heels. Cold fear shot through him.

cosmic-medusa.livejournal.com

Title: Occam's Razor
Author name: cosmic_medusa
Genre: gen
Characters: Dean, Sam, John, Bobby, Missouri
Rating: Pg-13 (language)
Word count: 2,198
Warnings/Spoilers: Spoilers through 4x12 to be safe: AU. angst!/schmoop!/mean!John/hurt!Sam/protective!Dean/teen!chesters
Author's Notes: Written for a prompt from khakigrrl for the oh_sam
Beta: If anyone enjoys this, it's all because of the beautiful, brilliant lavinialavender
Summary: "John Winchester kept two journals. Neither Sam nor Dean ever knew about the secret journal: the coded one that had everything John knew or suspected about Sam, himself. Tell the AU tale of teen!Sam coming across this other journal and decoding enough to realize what his Dad suspects."

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There was a part of him that wanted, raged to hate his father. Especially with the addition of memories of his father's tests, a secret journal that Sam still had to hunt, and a brother wracked with guilt anytime he dared wish for something of his own.

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emmram.livejournal.com

Title: This New World
Author: emmram
Words: ~1,150

Summary: This was written for

de_nugis' prompt at the horror comment fic meme over at

sharp_teeth: A hundred years to the day after Death restored his soul, Sam Winchester wakes up. Things have changed.

Warnings: Mild spoilers for Season 6? Maybe? Lots and lots of blood, gore, disturbing imagery. Outsider-PoV, AU. Non-explicit cannibalism and sex, present-tense, mild metaphor-abuse. So, you know. Not a pretty story. At all.

( He keeps telling you fantastical things. )

mentholpixie.livejournal.com

Title: The Prophet Looked and He Laughed at Me
Author: Menthol Pixie
Rating: PG13
Genre: Hurt/Comfort
Characters: Sam and Dean
Word count: 2297
Summary: It starts with music and goes downhill from there. There's something
wrong in Sam's head.
Disclaimer: I only wish I owned these characters.
A/N: I really hope I'm doing this right. I'm new to LJ and this is my first time trying to post fic to a community. Many apologies if I screw this up!

http://mentholpixie.livejournal.com/9284.html#cutid1

Current Mood: intimidated

cosmic-medusa.livejournal.com

Title: Occam's Razor
Author name: cosmic_medusa
Genre: gen
Characters: Dean, Sam, John, Bobby, Missouri
Rating: Pg-13 (language)
Word count: 3,778
Warnings/Spoilers: Spoilers through 4x12 to be safe: AU. angst!/schmoop!/mean!John/hurt!Sam/protective!Dean/teen!chesters
Author's Notes: Written for a prompt from khakigrrl for the oh_sam
Beta: If anyone enjoys this, it's all because of the beautiful, brilliant lavinialavender
Summary: "John Winchester kept two journals. Neither Sam nor Dean ever knew about the secret journal: the coded one that had everything John knew or suspected about Sam, himself. Tell the AU tale of teen!Sam coming across this other journal and decoding enough to realize what his Dad suspects."

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"This happened because of some supernatural investigation, now you're telling me standard, normal psychology is going to fix-up my brother better than we can?"

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cosmic-medusa.livejournal.com

Title: Occam's Razor
Author name: cosmic_medusa
Genre: gen
Characters: Dean, Sam, John, Bobby, Missouri
Rating: Pg-13 (language)
Word count: 2,460
Warnings/Spoilers: Spoilers through 4x12 to be safe: AU. angst!/schmoop!/mean!John/hurt!Sam/protective!Dean/teen!chesters
Author's Notes: Written for a prompt from khakigrrl for the oh_sam
Beta: If anyone enjoys this, it's all because of the beautiful, brilliant lavinialavender
Summary: "John Winchester kept two journals. Neither Sam nor Dean ever knew about the secret journal: the coded one that had everything John knew or suspected about Sam, himself. Tell the AU tale of teen!Sam coming across this other journal and decoding enough to realize what his Dad suspects."

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In the middle of the night, Sam woke to find he could barely move.

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Entries tagged with psychosis

A Separate Peace (Sam/Lucifer, Sam/Dean, 2.7k, M)

Still Life (Sam/Jess or gen, 20k words, R)

HOW THE WILD THINGS START

Sam I Am

Who Are You?

While You Were Gone 3/3

Fic: Three Times Dean Went Crazy and One Time Sam Did

Fic: All Time Corrode (with constant hurt)

'Heroes Fall', art, PG

Two sides of the same coin, one-shot

The Beginning Part 3: Dreaming Something Dark

When Darkness Calls, Your Heart Will Be True

I Heard Your Heart Beating (You Were in the Darkness Too)

Lest Thou Be Consumed: 1/1

Forged by Fire 9/?

Occam's Razor Part 11

This New World

The Prophet Looked and He Laughed at Me

Occam's Razor Part 7

Occam's Razor Part 6

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