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jpunkin.livejournal.com

Title: To Be a Bay
Chapters: 1/1
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby
Rating: NR
Word Count: 6179

Summary: Dean does a runner in the wrong direction.

Read here: AO3

ever-dimming.livejournal.com

Title: Unfurl in the Wind
Author:

ever_dimming
Rating: T
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Cas, Dean
Word count: < 30k, WIP
Summary: Sam has managed to fly under most people's radar with this for many years, but not anymore. Not since Dean unexpectedly went missing. He's been struggling more than usual, and he finds himself in a psychiatric ward, facing a diagnosis of Dissociative Identity Disorder that he’s long avoided.
Spoilers: AU, so no specific season
Warnings: Some self-injury, as well as suicidal ideation || Psych ward / hospital life and routines || Present results of past trauma
Disclaimer: Nope, don't own Supernatural

on AO3

jpunkin.livejournal.com

Title: Mutation of the Bee
Chapters: 1/1
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst
Pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Rating: NR
Word Count: 1580
Spoiler Warning: Spoilers through mid season 11

Summary: Eight days ago, Sam didn’t kill himself. Eight days ago, Dean began to unravel.

Read here: AO3

hollyhobbit44.livejournal.com

Title: Scars
Rating: Teen and up
Pairings: Gen
Word count: 779
Summary: There's a reason Sam's body is a map of scars, and it's not just hunting
Notes: There is a section of this that deals with suicidal thoughts so, if this bothers you, please skip it.

Read on: ff.net | LJ | AO3

center-galaxy.livejournal.com

Title: I'm With You
Author: Center of the Galaxy
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: PG-13
Trigger warning: Attempted suicide
Spoilers: Season 3
Word Count: Over 4,000
Characters: Sam, Dean and Bobby

Summary: "If Dean thought Sam would just give up on trying to undo the deal, then he didn't know his baby brother at all."

Read on fanfiction.net

Read on my journal

toratio.livejournal.com

Title: A Letter to my Brother
Pairing: Lucifer/Sam non-con (implied), gen otherwise
Author:

toratio
Rating: R/NC17 (for references more than anything)
Word Count: ~ 3,500 overall
Summary: A final letter from Sam to his big brother
Disclaimer: I don’t own Supernatural, etc.
Warning: Angst, references to rape, torture, violence, suicidal thoughts and suicide, language, self-hatred and self-blame. A fucking truckload of angst. Season 12 spoilers, set somewhere in season 12, after the spoilered upcoming arc.

This was written for

spnspiration, so it's in letter form. There's a lot more implied than actually shown, but it's still kind of disturbing. So check those trigger warnings.

Part 1 on my journal

Part 2 on my journal

Current Mood: cold
Current Location: Home

center-galaxy.livejournal.com

Title: Survivor's Guilt
Author: Center of the Galaxy
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Dean. Mentions of others.
Word Count: 1,950 words.
Genres: Hurt/Comfort, Tragedy.
Trigger warning: low self-esteem (negative self-image) and suicidal ideation.
Spoilers: Through 11x17.

Summary: "I'd die for you, Sammy." Sam detests that phrase.

Read it on fanfication.net
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mentholpixie.livejournal.com

Title: Because the Beyond Called
Author:

mentholpixie
Word Count: 1000ish
Characters: Sam, Dean
Summary: Dean is a large, dark blur wavering above Sam's face, identifiable only by the smell of gun oil and leather and the fact that he's here while Sam's feeling like death.

excoyote.livejournal.com

Title: Sam in the Fog
Author: Excoyote (Brokenlittleboy @ AO3)
Rating: Mature
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Word count: 1.7k
Summary: Sam feels disconnected and distant from his emotions. He decides to end his life. Dean brings him back to himself.
Warnings: Dissociation, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, general bleakness and mental illness
AO3 | LJ

winchesterpooja.livejournal.com

Story: 1626, Eldridge Street
Authors:

winchesterpooja ,

spn_bookworm
Artist: boykvngs
Beta reader:

iamremy
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Swearing, references to mental illness, suicide attempt, panic attacks, a bit of sex which is non-graphic
Summary:

"Going away for the holidays, Sam?"
"Yeah. My brother and I are taking a road trip to Kansas. We grew up in Lawrence."

What was supposed to be a light, fun reunion with some old family friends over the holidays turns into something worse for Sam and Dean when their past creeps up on them. Sam realises there are things tucked away in his mind that he doesn't want to remember. Unfortunately, when it comes to this particular train-wreck, there might not be a way out of it for either him or Dean.

This is Sam's journey through rediscovering himself, his family, and a little bit of love. Most importantly, this is Sam's journey through finding his Christmas miracle.

[Non-hunters AU with Art TA!Sam and pre-med!Dean]

Fic Masterpost: AO3

Art Masterpost: Tumblr|LJ

center-galaxy.livejournal.com

Title: 3rd Annual 25 Days of Hurt!Sam
Author: Center of the Galaxy
Rating: PG-13
Summary: A collection of holiday Hurt!Sam prompts done on FF.net by request. 20 chapters and counting!
Trigger Warning: Each chapter is different, but they vary from suicide attempt, to self-hate and torture. Please check warnings for each chapter.
Spoilers: Vary for each chapter.
Characters: Sam, Dean with other characters thrown in depending on the chapter.

Author's Note: Merry Christmas Eve! If you're looking for some holiday themed hurt!Sam one-shots, I have collection going on fanfiction.net. It covers a lot of things, from hunts gone wrong, to cursed objects and even icicle damage. I hope you'll take a look if you would like some seasonal joy with your hurt!Sam.

Read it at fanfiction.net

winchesterpooja.livejournal.com

Title: Fireflies in the Dark
Rating: R for many heavy topics
Genre: Brothertouching, Destiel AU (TFW are roommates with Doctor!Cas, mechanic!Dean, Pre-Law!Sam), Angst, Drama, Romance, Fluff, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Brotherly Love, Slow Build Destiel, Sam-Cas friendship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort
Pairing: Dean/Cas, and background pairings that will have no real action.
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel, Claire, Mary Winchester, Ellen, Bobby, Ruby, Jo, Lucifer, Charlie and OCs
Word count: ~1500 for the chapter
Summary: When Dr Castiel Novak receives his last patient for the day at the ER, he doesn't know just how drastically his life is about to change. Meanwhile, Special Agent Bobby Singer has some terrible news to deliver to the Winchester boys.
As each new breath and heartbeat becomes a miracle and a luxury, Cas and the Winchesters learn to live, love and sacrifice. They learn to be grateful for what they have and to hope. Because sometimes hope is the only thing that can keep you going.
Warnings: Terrorism, Violence, (non-graphic) Rape/Non-con, Depression, Amputation, Permanent Injury, Whumped boys, Emotional Manipulation, Drug Addiction, Substance Abuse, PTSD, Character Death, Self-Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Sex, Medical Jargon, Idiots in Love

Disclaimer: I don't own anything you recognise. I really wish I did, but nope. Kripke is the one who created them.

winchesterpooja.livejournal.com

Title: Take My Heart, Burn My Soul
Rating: PG 13
Genre: Gen, slash, hurt/comfort, family, angst
Pairing: Dean/Castiel (pre-slash)
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel, Charlie, Claire
Word count: ~6.5k
Summary: Cas recovers from Rowena's spell. Dean tries to sort out his feelings. Sam takes a decision that will change everything.
Spoilers: Through to 10.23, Brother's Keeper
Warnings: Swearing, suicide attempt

A/N: This is me starting a new 'verse. Like all my other Destiel stories, Sam, and SamnDean's bond will receive equal love. This installment deals with a brotherly fallout, but the Sam love will catch up really soon.

Even though it’s dark and Dean can barely make out the silvery border of Sam’s face from the faint light at the doorway, he thinks he can see the bruises, blue and green and yellow, smattered all over Sam’s face.

The bruises that Dean gave his brother.

center-galaxy.livejournal.com

Title: No Dominion
Author: Center of the Galaxy
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: Over 3,000
Characters: Sam, Dean, Sarah, Jessica (mentioned) and Madison (mentioned)
Pairings: Past Sam/Jessica, Past Sam/Maidson, Past Sam/Sarah, but nothing current
Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, a bit of Romance, Family.
Spoilers: End of season 8.
Trigger warning: Attempted suicide

Summary: "Sam's lost a lot of things in his life--his chance at a normal life, his lovers, and now his health--but with Sarah's death weighing on him, he's also losing hope. It's up to Dean to change that."

Link to it on fanfiction.net
Read on my journal

center-galaxy.livejournal.com

Title: Sticks and Stones (chapter four)
Author: Center of the Galaxy
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Dean
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Family
Trigger warnings: Suicide Attempt (chapter one), self-harm (chapter three)
Spoilers: Season ten finale, possibly season 11 AU
Word Count: About 7,000 total
Summary: "Words can never be unsaid. Choices can never be unmade. And forgiveness is never as easy as saying sorry."
Otherwise known as: Sam is back in the bunker and Dean's words really hit hard. Maybe Dean is right. Maybe the world doesn't need the Winchesters. Or maybe, the world doesn't need Sam.

Link to it on Fanfiction.net

Chapter one, Chapter two, Chapter three, Chapter four

center-galaxy.livejournal.com

Title: Sticks and Stones (3/?)
Author: Center of the Galaxy
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: About, 6,000 total
Characters: Sam, Dean
Spoilers: Season ten finale!
Warnings: Attempted suicide (chapter one) and self-harm (chapter three) but the self-harm is done in the context of trying to save Dean, but I'm tagging it just to be safe.
Summary: "Words can never be unsaid. Choices can never be unmade. And forgiveness is never as easy as saying sorry."
Otherwise known as: Sam is back at the bunker and Dean's words really hit hard. Maybe Dean is right. Maybe the world doesn't need the Winchesters. Or maybe, the world doesn't need Sam.

Read on fanfiction.net

Chapter one, chapter two, chapter three

center-galaxy.livejournal.com

Title: Sticks and Stones (2/?)
Author: Center of the Galaxy
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Dean
Pairing: Gen
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Family
Word Count: Over 4,500 total
Warnings: Attempted suicide (first chapter)
Spoilers: Season ten finale!
Summary: "Words can never be unsaid. Choices can never be unmade. And forgiveness is never as easy as saying sorry."
Otherwise known as: Sam is back at the bunker and Dean's words really hit hard. Maybe Dean is right. Maybe the world doesn't need the Winchesters. Or maybe, the world doesn't need Sam.

Read on fanfiction.net

Read the first chapter

Read the second chapter

center-galaxy.livejournal.com

Title: Sticks and Stones (1/?)
Author: Center of the Galaxy
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Attempted suicide
Characters: Sam, Dean
Pairing: Gen
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Family, Angst
Word Count: About 2,500 this part
Spoilers: Season ten finale! Seriously, do not read if you have not seen it.
Summary: "Words can never be unsaid. Choices can never be unmade. And forgiveness is never as easy as saying sorry."

Otherwise known as: Sam is back at the bunker and Dean's words really hit hard. Maybe Dean is right. Maybe the world doesn't need the Winchesters. Or maybe, the world doesn't need Sam.

Read on fanfiction.net
Read on my journal

winchesterpooja.livejournal.com

Title: Lost
Rating: PG 13
Genre: Gen, hurt/comfort
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel
Word count: ~3100
Summary: Dean is not ready to lose Sam. Dean will never be ready to lose Sam. Except, maybe it's really out of his control this time.
Spoilers: Through to episode 10.22. AU for 10.23, including the promo
Warnings: Swearing, suicide attempt, depression, severely ill Sam

Disclaimer: I don't own anything you recognise. I really wish I did, but nope. Kripke is the one who created them.

Written for the following prompt at ohsam:

Sam is acting weird. Forgetting things, occasional bouts of aphasia or spouting gibberish, dizziness, and it's very quickly getting worse. All unexplained occurrences. Until Dean insists he see a doctor and Sam is diagnosed as having rapid early onset dementia, already very advanced and likely caused by the numerous head injuries he's had over the years. Or is it? Dean won't accept that Sam, the brother he's protected all his life, might soon be lost to him. Dean looks for a miracle cure and even thinks a witch's spell might be behind it. All the while, Sam is aware he's losing chunks of himself and he's scared, tortured by the knowledge that he will lose his memories, his intelligence, and become an empty shell, a burden to Dean for the rest of his life. He considers/tries suicide maybe.

Whether Dean is successful in finding a cure or not is up to the writer, but just no miracle angel cures. This is kind of a dual hurt/comfort story.

spn-bookworm.livejournal.com

Title: Divided We Fall
Rating: PG-13
Genre/pairing: Gen; Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Family
Character: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Word count: ~2400
Summary: Tag to 10.19 - The Werther Project. "This one choice may come to bite Sam in the ass in a really bad way, but he’s willing to take the chance. He just hopes it’s the last one he has to make."

Spoilers: Spoilers up to 10.19 - The Werther Project.

Warnings: Suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, self-worth issues, self harm, depression, swearing

Author's Note: This is written for the fanworks challenge on

ohsam for the following prompt:
"Sam knows addiction. He knows power. He knows betrayal. Sam knows regret. He knows frailty. He knows faith. The best and worst choices he's ever made were to save/protect/help/encourage Dean. He just hopes that this one will be the last."
Loved the prompt. Hope what I came up with is good enough!

This fic is un-beta'd. Excuse any errors. Fixed any I could find, will definitely go over it again soon.

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Entries tagged with suicide attempt

FIC: To Be a Bay

Fic: Unfurl in the Wind, 1-7/? [Sam with DID]

FIC: Mutation of the Bee

Fic: Scars

Fic: I'm With You (PG-13, Gen)

'A Letter to my Brother'

Fic: Survivor's Guilt (Gen, PG-13)

Because the Beyond Called

Fic: Sam in the Fog

[Sammy Big Bang Fic] 1626, Eldridge Street

Fic: 3rd Annual 25 Days of Hurt!Sam (20/?)

[FIC] Fireflies in the Dark [R | 1/?]

[Fic] Take My Heart, Burn My Soul

Fic: No Dominion (Gen, PG-13)

Fic: Sticks and Stones (4/?, Gen, PG-13)

Fic: Sticks and Stones (3/?, Gen, PG-13)

Fic: Sticks and Stones (2/?, Gen, PG-13)

Fic: Sticks and Stones (1/?, Gen, PG-13)

[Fic] Lost (1/1)

Fic: Divided We Fall (Gen, PG-13)

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