Fic: Blood

Title: Blood
Author: Huggle
Rating: Mature
Genre/pairing: Benny/Sam
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Benny Lafitte
Word count: circa 1760
Summary: When Dean finds out that Sam didn't really search for him during his time in Purgatory, Sam thinks he can rebuild their relationship. He thinks he can make it up to his big brother. Unfortunately, Dean has the same idea - just a different way for Sam to go about it.
Spoilers: season 7 set so none
Warnings: dark!Dean, rape, non-con drugging & blood drinking & touching, imprisonment, hurt no comfort, suffocation, ill!Sam, helplessness, hopelessness, ambiguous ending that might be triggery
Disclaimer: SPN isn't mine.

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[Fic/Art] John Dies at the End -- horror, Sam (POV); John, Dean, S2 AU

Title: John Dies at the End
Writer: [ profile] kalliel
Artist: [ profile] quickreaver
Genre: gen, angst, horror/thriller, S2 AU (John lives)
Characters: Sam (POV), John, Dean, Gordon Walker, Jo & Ellen Harvelle, Pamela Barnes, Nora Havelock (the witch from 7x15 "Repo Man"), Bobby
Rating: R
Word Count: ~16,600
Warnings: disturbing imagery, character death, major character death, familicide, abuse
Notes: Most profuse thanks to [ profile] caranfindel and [ profile] amberdreams for their thoughtful beta-reading!
Summary: If John can't save Sam, then he's going to have to kill him--and Sam, with the dubious gift of demonic foresight, already knows which road John's chosen.

Dean, though? Dean's the swing vote.

FIC: LJ || AO3
* contains fic spoilers!

[Fic] Kiss Me, Kill Me (R, DeanCas, Sam/Jess, a bit of Sam/Brady)

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**Note: Because this happened last year, before anyone asks, I know it says Destiel and all but Sam's very much a primary character. Anyone who knows me also knows that I always hurt include Sam in a big way and I am a Sam!girl and a brothers fan as much as I am Destiel trash. Also, he enters the fic in chapter two but let me promise you that he's there to stay and to influence the plot in some big ways. :)

Title: Kiss Me, Kill Me
Author: [ profile] winchesterpooja
Artist: [ profile] chemart
Beta: [ profile] darcydelaney
Fandom/Genre: SPN/murder mystery, angst, romance, action, hurt/comfort
Pairing (s): Dean/Castiel, Sam/Jess, Sam/Brady
Rating: M
Word Count: 70k
Warnings: character death (major and minor), mentions of non-con, abuse, gore, violence, sex, language, suicide, mental illness
Summary: Dean and Cas are like any other regular married couple living a happy life at Tyngsborough, Massachusetts. They have a great life. Dean’s running a diner, Cas is finally getting recognised for his new novel series, and both of them are damned proud of Sam who’s landed a great job at a law firm. Basically, everything in their lives is just how they want it to be. However when a serial killer dubbed the Creature starts to wreak havoc across the country, specifically hitting Tyngsborough twice, the town grabs the attention of the FBI. Special Agent Victor Henriksen has been investigating this case for a year with no good results. Frustrated that the Creature seems to be slipping his grasp each time, he gets himself to Tyngsborough, determined to catch the killer this time. His investigations lead him to the Winchester family, thus marking the beginning of everything that starts going wrong in the Winchesters' lives.

FIC: A Matter of Faith

Title: A Matter of Faith
Author: amicable
Characters: Sam, Lucifer, Chuck
Rating: M
Warnings: Past torture, panic attack
Spoilers: up to 11x22
Word count: 1,288
Summary: "Lucifer was in their car, he was carried on Sam’s shoulder, he’s in their home, and he is an essential weapon against the worst existential threat the universe has faced since its inception."

Chuck's back, Lucifer's in the bunker. Sam's coping.



Title: Heal
Rating: teen+ for adult themes
Genre: curtain!fic, gen. friendship.
Warnings: talk of domestic abuse and the effects of it
Notes: Outsider POV with a bit of mentally hurt Sam who suffers from selective mutism for y'all. Inspired by a prompt on this community, actually! Hope you enjoy it, and any comments are appreciated.

Summary: You meet the two on a hot Californian summer day. Neighbors, can’t afford the glamour that reflects off the broad shoulders of Hollywood. You all are settled in Palmdale. Nothing special, Palmdale. Cost-affordable. You find that shred of social neediness for the month, dress into flip-flops because the beach is beckoning. Sam-n-Dean are going to the grocery store.


After the Fall [part 3 / 3]

Title: After the Fall [part 3 of 3]
Author: wingstocarryon
Rating: M
Characters: Sam Winchester, Lucifer
Relationships: As much non-consensual Sam/Lucifer as is implied in the show
Word count: 2520 (total)
Summary: Excerpts from Sam's first time in the Cage.
Warnings: Warning for rape/sexual assault. Warning for arguably suicidal type themes.
Notes: This is the final part. Thanks for reading!

Fic: Unshaken (R, Gen)

Title: Unshaken
Author: [ profile] broken_cinders  
Rating: R
Pairing(s): Gen
Character(s): Sam, Dean
Word Count: 33841

Summary: The last thing Dean wanted to come back to was a broken little brother and even worse PTSD than he’d started the leviathan mess with. Dean might be worried, but he was hurt and in no way equipped to deal with yet another Sam crisis. So he stewed in his own emotional mess and worried a little more each day, even if he told himself he didn’t.
Spoilers: Through 8.10: Torn and Frayed

Warnings: Implied rape, non-con adult activities, sorta torture, mentions of brainwashing
Disclaimer: Not mine. If you recognize it, I had no hand in making it. I do not own any piece of the Supernatural awesomeness. It all belongs to Kripke et. al. I’m just borrowing for a minute.

Master Post | Chapter 1 |

A Bird in a Gilded Cage

Title: A Bird in a Gilded Cage
Characters Sam – mentions of Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17 – language, mentions of incest
Any warnings: Spoilers for Season 11 – Episode 9

He asks you all the time; it is a respite from pain. Read More

A story about Sam's view of the End 'Verse...

Title: Salvation Singularity
Author: [ profile] freya922
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Gen, angst
Characters: Sam, Dean, Lucifer
Word count: 2,029
Summary: The End 'verse from Sam's POV
Warnings: Possession and psychological horror related thereto.
Author's Note: Written for the 2015 Summergen Fic Exchange. I thought now – after the Season 11 mid-season finale – would be the ideal time to post it here. Hope you enjoy.

Read it on LJ

So Glad I Have These Friends 'O' Mine

Title: So glad that I have these friends ‘o’ mine
Characters Sam - others
Rating: PG
Any warnings: Spoilers for Season 11 – Episodes 8 & 9
Title from a song by Bowling For Soup

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A Monster By Any Other Name: Part Two - Chapter Thirty-Two

Title: A Monster By Any Other Name: Part Two - Chapter Thirty-Two
Authors: [ profile] lavinialavender and [ profile] brosedshield
Rating: R
Warnings: please see full list here
Spoilers: none; AU
Pairing: eventual Sam/Dean (yet not incest; AU where they’re not brothers)
Chapter word count: 9,179
Summary: The same old Sam/Dean love story, with a darkfic twist. Sam grew up in a concentration camp for monsters and Dean was raised as an only child and hunter: Together, they make each other human. // Sam was prepared for anything Dean wanted him to do – except become a real.


Part Two: Chapter Thirty-Two

[FIC] And He Wished Upon a Star [NC-17]

NOTE: Yes, this says Destiel but Sam's a main chararacter. Destiel is a part of the plot; the plot isn't ABOUT Destiel. This story is about Sam too, and SamnDean and their brotherly bond.

Title: And He Wished Upon a Star
Authors: [ profile] spn_bookworm, [ profile] winchesterpooja
Artist: venuscas

Fandom/Genre: SPN/ Dystopian!AU, TFW fic, Destiel, brothertouching

Pairing (s): Dean/Castiel, references to Dean/Jo, Sam/Jess, Sam/Sarah, Sam/Madison.

Rating: NC – 17

Word Count: ~82k

Warnings: suicide, character deaths (including major character death), sex, torture, non-sexual slavery, severe PTSD, panic attacks, nudity, violence

Summary: In an ugly world ruled by demons where humans are enslaved and hunted and killed, Dean must find his way through blood, loss and power. In this journey he realises that whether eternal or ephemeral, beauty can be found anywhere and everywhere. Sometimes it's in the laughter of his brother and sometimes in the warmth of his father's eyes. Other times, Dean remembers his mother, and how she always told him that all his wishes could come true one day, if he just thought of it hard enough.

Eventually when everything starts to crumble beneath his feet Dean is forced into a desperate fight to keep his family together. And in this journey he finds another thing that he never expected to: love in the arms of an angel.

AO3 link

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Fic: Gnaw [NC-17] Sam/Dean

Title: Gnaw
Author: [ profile] road_rhythm
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 25,000
Primary warning: graphic child abuse
Other warnings/kinks: underage (Sam is 16), child abuse, psychological torture, sensory deprivation, isolation, starvation, unsanitary conditions, unsafe sex, rough sex, painful sex, painplay, bloodplay, comeplay, switching, humiliation, topping from the bottom, biting, feeding kink, hand-feeding, verbal/emotional manipulation/abuse, elements of D/s but they're all over the map, reluctant participation in edgeplay that is neither safe nor sane, vorarephilia
Set: Preseries

Summary: That Dad already has another job lined up by the time he returns from his last one to collect them isn't surprising. What is a bit surprising is that he says he's got one for Sam and Dean, too. It's simple: to go into a box and stay there. He should have defined it better.

( Dean turns twenty, and all of a sudden his favorite phrase is "Eat me." )

[Liquor Is One Way Out, and Death's The Other]

AUTHOR'S NOTES: For a prompt requested at tumblr. Sorry if it’s heavier than even the prompt is expecting — this is actually kind of a really personal piece in a lot of ways, as something I’ve had to deal with in the past, so it was a bit emotional to throw this all out there and write it up. It deals with very strong and verbally/physically abusive alcoholism and isn’t a very nice Dean to read about, though I will say it is not evil!Dean, simply my rendering of a severely alcoholic Dean who’s negative character traits are especially vicious. Takes place after the Darkness is handled in later seasons.


It’s been five years since the Darkness, since everything was put back together and everything had a system — the Bunker was expanded on, hunters brought in, taught, trained. There were hours of operation, meetings, new recruits who demanded revenge (though Sam had always tried to drive home that revenge would kill you faster than any vamp ever did, in the ways that mattered; he would always make that note, and Dean would nod and agree, a knowingness in his eyes).

But still, when it came to living there, it was the same as it ever was: a guest room for Cas, and then their rooms. Home. As close as it’ll ever get to one, though Sam has never let his guard down there. The walls of his living quarters is still brick and bare, his shelves lined with mostly lore books, desk neat and clothes still carefully in his duffel when they’re not lazily left on the floor from the day before. Sam hasn’t moved in. Sam simply knows better. His brother, however — his room is expanded and personal, and Sam would never want to change that; his room has his scent of leather and gasoline and gun grease, of trash that seriously needed to be emptied out, of liquor. More bottles than Sam would ever like.

… The liquor smell, he’d like to change. Just the liquor smell.


How the Wild Things Are Made

(Are you sick of me posting? Haha, last one tonight, promise.)

Pairing: N/A
Rating: Mature
Notes/Warnings: This is a combo prompt filler! One was that while Sam was knocked out, he’d be taken by someone/something in 9x23. The other was his hair getting forcefully cut. I've also went ahead and added the second entry to this mini-verse to this as well, so you're getting both prompts in one package here. It seemed to flow well enough that way! Please Enjoy, but keep in mind the warnings for the following: kidnapping, violence/gore, death, child trauma, traumatic situations, mature themes like forced fighting.
Summary: "Send out the next bloodbath!"

Originally published on tumblr!

"This is where it starts — the brightly lit ring, the screams, the glinting of knives, the baring of teeth. This, right here, is where it begins. Sam turns to Dean, Metatron just a hero’s walk away, and Dean slams his fist into the side of Sam’s face. It will bruise, but that’s not the point. Sam will not face Metatron’s blade and wrath, but that is not the point. The point is, Dean puts Sam’s hands on his chest, the action sickly sweet like perfume left on a tacky, bloated corpse — and then he walks away. He leaves Sam, dreaming black dreams on the ground, just outside of the impala. Baby does not protect him when one of Abaddon’s followers finds him. Baby does not scream for help or look for Dean when the demons drag Sam’s unconscious body away.

When Dean leaves Metatron’s burnt-out husk, his bones screaming ecstasy from the kill, he finds Sam gone."


[fic] body of proof | gen, r, sam-centric

Title: body of proof
Author: [ profile] steeplechasers
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Hurt/Comfort; n/a
Characters: Sam, Dean; Ruby, Lindsey, Dr Kadinsky, Amelia Richardson; original minor characters; mentions of Lucifer and Gadreel.
Word count: ~7300
Summary: There are things Sam hasn't told his brother. They're all in the envelope laid on Dean's pillow.
Warnings: discussion/description of past canonical (and non-canonical) rape and sexual assault. Emotional abuse. Slurs.
Disclaimer: Though I love them like my own, they are sadly not mine.
Read: LJ / AO3


Title: Punishment?
Author: annie46
Pairing(s): Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17
Summary Dean punishes Sam
Warnings Spoilers for Season 10 (Various episodes)

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Fic: Locked Up, Caged In (gen, 2500+ words, PG-13)

Title: Locked Up, Caged In
Author: themegalosaurus
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Dean
Word Count: 2,582
Spoilers: Up until 10x18 I guess
Warnings: Discussion of depression, past torture, isolation, suicidal thoughts

"I can't die, not with this thing on my arm. What I can do is fight it, until -" "Until what, Dean? Until I watch you become a demon again?" "You'll just have to lock me up. Bind me to the Bunker. Like you did last time." (10x18)
Author's note:
This (obviously hideous) proposal from Dean caught my imagination, so I wrote this, instead of the fic I was supposed to be writing... (SORRY OHSAM FIVE YEAR CHALLENGE) (YOUR belated TIME WILL COME) (in light of this bad scheduling I feel very cheeky posting this here, sorry guys!! the OhSam fic is gonna be about six times as long though!)

Read on LJ | Read on AO3

Fic: Go, said the bird

title: Go, said the bird
author: [ profile] elwarre
betas: [ profile] alethiometry & [ profile] lotrspnfangirl
artist: [ profile] quickreaver
pairings: primarily gen, with some minor sam/eve & dean/benny
characters: sam, dean, john, benny lafitte, eve, & pamela barnes
rating: R, for language, religious abuse, violence toward children, and minor gore and smut
wordcount: 35k+
summary: Sam and reality have never been on the best of terms. A non-hunting AU.

Masterpost || Art Post || AO3


Survivor [10x03 darkfic]

WARNINGS: Torture, blood, violence/gore, body horror (sorta).
CHARACTERS: Sam, Cas, (Demon) Dean.
SUMMARY: An alternate and more horrible ending to 10x03. Apparently I just write horrible short fanfic now with a lot of demon!Dean, haha.

"He twitches like a wilted bug, trying to force blood-crusted eyes open. His head hurts. Why does it hurt, again? He wishes he could remember."