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ever-dimming.livejournal.com

Title: Unfurl in the Wind
Author:

ever_dimming
Rating: T
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Cas, Dean
Word count: < 30k, WIP
Summary: Sam has managed to fly under most people's radar with this for many years, but not anymore. Not since Dean unexpectedly went missing. He's been struggling more than usual, and he finds himself in a psychiatric ward, facing a diagnosis of Dissociative Identity Disorder that he’s long avoided.
Spoilers: AU, so no specific season
Warnings: Some self-injury, as well as suicidal ideation || Psych ward / hospital life and routines || Present results of past trauma
Disclaimer: Nope, don't own Supernatural

on AO3

mentholpixie.livejournal.com

Title: Exodus
Author:

mentholpixie
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby
Word Count: 800ish
Summary: Sam goes for a walk. Genesis 'verse stand-alone. Post-Hell AU

ever-dimming.livejournal.com

Title: Like an Echo Down a Canyon
Characters: Sam, Castiel
Genre: Gen
Word count: Around 3,700
Summary: Episode 14X13, "Lebanon" (so big spoilers for that). The night that follows the *cough* events *cough* is hard on everyone in the bunker. Cas witnesses the way it goes for Sam. He expected trouble, but not this.

The fic touches on the repercussions of early emotional trauma, which the show can't really tackle to the degree I'd like it to. So there's mainly vulnerable!Sam, guilt, emotional flashbacks mixed with dissociation, and Castiel's weekly Understanding Psychologically Wounded Humans challenge. Probably more hurt than comfort in this h/c, really. Sorry.

AO3
FF.net

lennelle.livejournal.com

Fic Title: Collision Theory
Author:

lennelle
Chapter Title: A wound that can't be stitched back together or disinfected
Fic Summary: A few weeks before the first anniversary of their dad's death, Dean is called into the high school: Sam has finally crossed the line with his bad behaviour.
Given a second chance, Sam must fulfil his punishment: the worst of which being weekly sessions with the school councillor, Mr Novak.
Having recently started a new job in a new town far away from his old life, Cas tries to start afresh: two brothers collide with him, an impact he could never have seen coming.
Chapter Summary: Dean forms a search party when Sam wanders off into the snow.
Author's Note: This is the penultimate chapter, to be followed by an epilogue. No monsters AU with Dean/Cas, but the story focuses on Sam's mental health. Written as a gift for

winchesterpooja

Read from start on AO3
Read chapter 7

hollyhobbit44.livejournal.com

Title: Scars
Rating: Teen and up
Pairings: Gen
Word count: 779
Summary: There's a reason Sam's body is a map of scars, and it's not just hunting
Notes: There is a section of this that deals with suicidal thoughts so, if this bothers you, please skip it.

Read on: ff.net | LJ | AO3

lennelle.livejournal.com

Fic Title: Collision Theory
Chapter Title: Sorry, this one's damaged
Author:

lennelle
Chapter Word Count: 7k
Fic Summary: A few weeks before the first anniversary of their dad's death, Dean is called into the high school: Sam has finally crossed the line with his bad behaviour.
Given a second chance, Sam must fulfil his punishment: the worst of which being weekly sessions with the school councillor, Mr Novak.
Having recently started a new job in a new town far away from his old life, Cas tries to start afresh: two brothers collide with him, an impact he could never have seen coming.
Chapter Summary: Sam unravels.
Author's Notes: Written for

winchesterpooja. Pairings: Dean/Cas, although the story mostly centres around Sam. No-monster AU. Read tags on AO3 for warnings.

Read from beginning on AO3
Read chapter 6

pineapplefan92.livejournal.com

Title: Open Book
Author: pineapplefan92
Rating: T
Genre/Pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Summary: Dean was always able to read Sam like an open book. Until he wasn't.
Chapters: 13/?

Posted on: FF.net | AO3

lennelle.livejournal.com

Fic Title: Collision Theory
Chapter Title: The boy who zipped his own mouth shut
Pairings: Dean/Cas, Sam/Ruby
Fic Summary: A few weeks before the first anniversary of their dad's death, Dean is called into the high school: Sam has finally crossed the line with his bad behaviour.
Given a second chance, Sam must fulfil his punishment: the worst of which being weekly sessions with the school councillor, Mr Novak.
Having recently started a new job in a new town far away from his old life, Cas tries to start afresh: two brothers collide with him, an impact he could never have seen coming.
Chapter summary: Cas tries to make a difference, but Sam doesn't want anyone's help.
Author Notes: Written as a gift for

winchesterpooja. No-monsters AU. Dean/Cas is the main pairing, but the story is mostly centred around Sam and Dean's grief for their father and Sam's issues with mental illness. Lots of hurt!Sam. Each chapter is from either Sam, Dean or Cas' POV.

Read from the beginning on AO3

Chapter 5 on AO3

toratio.livejournal.com

Title: A place of no darkness
Pairing: gen
Author:

toratio
Rating: M
Word Count: ~ 4,000
Summary: "If you want to keep a secret, you must also hide it from yourself" George Orwell 1984
Disclaimer: I don’t own Supernatural
Warning: Spoilers for end of season 12, AU setting, some references to torture (fairly canon)

This is kind of an AU, with some sad Sammy and some sweet brotherly love (the platonic kind). Enjoy!

At my journal

Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Location: PhD Land

lennelle.livejournal.com

Fic Title: Collision Theory
Chapter title: "Apparently, I need to chill"
Author:

lennelle
Fic summary: A few weeks before the first anniversary of their dad's death, Dean is called into the high school: Sam has finally crossed the line with his bad behaviour.
Given a second chance, Sam must fulfil his punishment: the worst of which being weekly sessions with the school councillor, Mr Novak.
Having recently started a new job in a new town far away from his old life, Cas tries to start afresh: two brothers collide with him, an impact he could never have seen coming.
Notes: Dean/Cas, although what's happening with Sam is the main plot of the story. Written for my friend Pooja aka

winchesterpooja

Chapter 4
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themegalosaurus.livejournal.com

Author: themegalosaurus
Wordcount: 20020
Ships: Sam/Jess, verging on gen
Rating: R
Warnings: unreliable narrator, psychological horror, body horror, discussion of past possession, reference to past torture

Summary: Jessica Moore comes back to life. She isn't what Sam expected.

Author's note: Set after 12x03. I wrote this for the sammybigbang and it has beautiful accompanying art by amberdreams.

Read it on AO3

foolscapper.livejournal.com

Author: foolscapper
Artist: quickreaver
Wordcount: 8,400+
Rating: Teen to Mature
Pairings: N/A, Gen (platonic soul mates)
Summary: For the Sam Winchester Big Bang on tumblr this year! "Bar fight. Don't tell Dean. I don't want to hear it. You just... You understand best. You get it best, y'know? You get me." Death brings Sam back — sort of. A domestic, curtain-fic sort of piece that explores different sections of what makes Sam Winchester. An alternative to S07E01, where raising our boy's soul doesn't go exactly to plan.

Warning for psychological issues, mental anguish, mentions of torture, and so on. Also has minor self-harm (unintentional harm) and violence.

READ ON ARCHIVEOFOUROWN
READ ON LIVEJOURNAL
ART MASTERPOST (potential spoilers ahoy)

lennelle.livejournal.com

Title: Demon Infestation
Author:

lennelle
Summary: Jody visits Sam on a bad day.
Word Count: 1673
Author's Notes: The third part of the Next of Kin 'verse, a slight AU post-season 7 where Sam is admitted to a psychiatric ward after Dean and Cas vanish from Sucrocorp, and Jody Mills is contacted as his next of kin.

Read it on AO3

Find the whole 'verse on AO3

ever-dimming.livejournal.com

Title: Away from These Shores (4/?)
Author:

ever_dimming
Genre: Gen
Summary: A simple hunt leaves Sam in an altered state no one seems able to explain – at first. Pulling him out of it is not nearly as easy as it should be.
Warning: brief mention of self-injury in this chapter (used as imagery). See work for more detailed warnings

AO3, LJ

lennelle.livejournal.com

Title: Next of Kin
Author:

lennelle
Summary: Sam is admitted to a psychiatric ward after Dean and Cas vanish from Sucrocorp. Jody is contacted as his next of kin.
Author's Note: Originally written for a Triple play prompt on ohsam. Written as a 'verse.

Next of Kin 'verse on AO3

threadofgrace42.livejournal.com

Title: Control
Author: Threadofgrace
Rating: Explicit
Genre/pairing: Sam/OFC, Sam/OMC, Sam/Lucifer, Sam/Amelia
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Lucifer, Amelia Richardson, Original Female Character, Original Male Character
Word count: 2997
Summary: After Sam gets his soul back, it takes him 1 year, 3 months and 29 days before he has sex again.
Spoilers: Through the beginning of Season 8
Warnings: Rape/Non-Con, Post Hell Issues, Blood Play
Disclaimer: Obviously and sadly, no part of this universe belongs to me!

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pineapplefan92.livejournal.com

Title: Open Book
Author: pineapplefan92
Rating: T
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby, John
Summary: Dean was always able to read Sam like an open book. Until he wasn't. Teenchesters.
Chapters: 12/?

Posted on: FF.net | AO3

lennelle.livejournal.com

Fic Title: Collision Theory
Author:

lennelle
Fic Summary: A few weeks before the first anniversary of their dad's death, Dean is called into the high school: Sam has finally crossed the line with his bad behaviour.
Given a second chance, Sam must fulfil his punishment: the worst of which being weekly sessions with the school councillor, Mr Novak.
Having recently started a new job in a new town far away from his old life, Cas tries to start afresh: two brothers collide with him, an impact he could never have seen coming.
Chapter title: Months and months in the making.
Chapter summary: The thing is, Sam knows that he's gone insane.
Author's Notes: Written as a gift for

winchesterpooja. Pairing of Dean/Cas, although not the centre of the story. Warnings for self harm, mental health issues. Non-supernatural/hunting AU.

Chapter 3 on AO3

ever-dimming.livejournal.com

Hey, it's been a while. I've been working on one fic for about a year now (health issues are kicking my ass). Posted the first 3 chapters today.

It's basically a lot of altered, dissociative, vulnerable Sam being cared for by Dean, Ellen and (somewhat) Bobby. Here it is *cracking a super-nervous smile* Please note the warnings, though. Thanks!

Title: Away from These Shores
Author: ever_dimming
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean (main), Ellen, Bobby
Word count: Three chapters = 9202 words
Spoilers: up to 8.01. This is not really Season 8-related though, it’s pretty standalone.
Summary: A simple hunt leaves Sam in an altered state no one seems able to explain – at first. Pulling him out of it is not nearly as easy as it should be.
This is a semi-AU in which Cas didn't survive Swan Song, Bobby wasn’t there for the cemetery showdown, and both he and Ellen are still around. Sam escaped the Cage with his soul intact, but not without a price.
Warnings: Language, general reference to trauma in The Cage; kidnapping (though not central). While this fic has no sexual content, and violence is only occasionally referenced, it deals with loss of power and with severe lack of autonomy, which can still be triggering to some. If you are a trauma survivor – especially if you're dissociative – consider skipping this one.
Disclaimer: Supernatural, its characters, plot lines etc. belong to their awesome creators. I am merely suggesting fun new ways in which those beloved characters could suffer even more.

Sam's gaze seems to linger on something across the room, up by the ceiling. Dean can't see anything there but cobwebs. He gently slides a hand under the back of Sam's neck to support his head as he dips his chin, moving Sam’s face down a bit to get in his brother’s direct line of vision. Glassy hazel eyes stare right through him, pupils dilated. No no no no no.
"Sam?"

Current Mood: exhausted

lennelle.livejournal.com

Title: Lockbox
Author: lennelle
Summary: You've been here before. Incarcaration is no stranger to you.
Author's Note: Post 12x08 coda. Written in 2nd person.

LJ|AO3

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Entries tagged with mental illness

Fic: Unfurl in the Wind, 1-7/? [Sam with DID]

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Like an Echo Down a Canyon (14X13 fic)

Collision Theory: Chapter 7

Fic: Scars

Fic: Collision Theory, Chapter 6

Fic - Open Book - Ch. 13

Fic: Collision Theory - Chapter 5

Fic: A place of no darkness

collision theory - chapter 4

Still Life (Sam/Jess or gen, 20k words, R)

Hanged, Drawn, and Quartered (A Sam Winchester Mini-Bang, 2017)

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Away from These Shores (Altered!Sam fic), Chpater 4/?

verse: Next of Kin

Control

[Fic] Open Book (Ch. 12)

Collision Theory Chapter 3: Months and months in the making

Altered/dissociative!Sam Fic: Away from These Shores, 1-3/?

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