Fic: Rock-a-Bye Baby (Gen)

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Word Count: 992
Warnings: Spoilers for When the Levee Breaks from Season 4
Summary: Sam detoxing.
Disclaimer: I do not own anything related to the Supernatural television series. The song excerpts used are from the children's lullaby of the same title.

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He was broken and knew that somehow things would never be the same. His skin felt too tight for his body. His bones felt heavy and sharp, and something inside of him feared that they would slide out of place and puncture his skin from the inside out.
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Fic: This Sam (Gen)

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Word Count: 576
Warnings: Spoilers for Season 6.
Summary: Dean wonders if Sam is better off whole and damaged, or if he was better off just being content.
Disclaimer: I do not own anything related to the Supernatural television series.

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Dean purchased a thirty dollar bottle of Johnnie Walker Red Label with plans to drain the bottle between himself and his brother in celebration of the new year. Sadly, his plan fell through as many a plan a Winchester had made often did. After taking only two shots of the strong drink, Sam called it a night, and Dean found himself alone with his liquor and his thoughts. ( Read more... )

Fic: Anorexic Sam (Gen, WIP) 1/6

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Word Count: 384
Warnings: Potentially triggering subject matter and self-harm.
Summary: A series of glimpses into the life of Sam Winchester as he deals with an eating disorder. Maybe he's always been this way. Sam knows that he's afraid of stopping, and Dean knows he's afraid of what will happen if Sam doesn't. This is fiction based on fiction, but there are some spoilers for Season 1.
Diclaimer: I do not own anything related to the Supernatural television series.

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It wasn't always like this.

Dean watches his sleeping brother not knowing what to do but knowing that this has gone way beyond the point of remaining neutral. Because as it was, doing nothing was killing his brother.

Sam's large frame was not made to handle malnourishment. ( Read more... )

Fic: Anorexic Sam (Gen, WIP) 2/6

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Word Count: 1,315
Warnings: Potentially triggering subject matter and self-harm.
Summary: A series of glimpses into the life of Sam Winchester as he deals with an eating disorder. Maybe he's always been this way. Sam knows that he's afraid of stopping, and Dean knows he's afraid of what will happen if Sam doesn't. This is fiction based on fiction, but there are some spoilers for Season 1.
Diclaimer: I do not own anything related to the Supernatural television series.

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It was the routine of having done this day in and day out year after year that originally kept him moving. The routine of pretending that he could have a normal life. The routine of pretending that if he just tried hard enough and worked hard enough that he would somehow be granted a life of happiness.

The illusion of the routine was shattered as he watched the love if his life die. ( Read more... )

Tabula Rasa (1/2)

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Title: Tabula Rasa (1/2)
Author: crazybeagle
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Gen, hurt/comfort/horror
Characters: Sam, Dean
Spoilers: Up through "The French Mistake"
Warnings: Language, allusions to torture
Summary: "Somehow he was floating free. And it wasn't water anymore. It was blood...it was sulfur...it was fire. And he was drowning in it." Coda to "The French Mistake," written for a prompt by the lovely phreakycat for the ohsam h/c comment fic meme. I don't want to give away the plot but the prompt can be found here.

A big thank-you and virtual chocolate chip cookies to phreakycat as well for being my beta on this one!

Dean was talking to him, and he sounded scared, but Sam was far beyond the point of comprehending what he was actually saying.

Faith Collapsing (Gen, R)

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Word count: 1583

Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel, Bobby, Missouri

Warnings:blasphemy, blood

Follows directly after Lawrence

It ends bloody...