Mephistopheles is Just Beneath

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Title: Mephistopheles is Just Beneath
Author: emmram
Words: ~2,800

This was written for this prompt from the very awesome shangrilada in the ohsam wishlist challenge: Sam's dosed with demon blood somehow. It wasn't his fault, so Dean's not mad at him (or at least knows that he SHOULDN'T be mad, and jesus Christ Sam why do we have to keep going through this I wish you were okay I just want this to be over why did you listen to Ruby I'm so sorry I left you and went to Hell etc etc) so he's sitting through withdrawal with him. He's SHOCKED by how bad it is. Preferably he judges himself a lot for not being with him before.

Warnings: SPOILERS for s5 until and including 5.18: Point of No Return. Lots of swearing, some violence, blood, gore, all of the withdrawal-associated nastiness, aaaaaangst, present-tense, metaphor-abuse.

Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural or any of its characters. Title from the song Videotape by Radiohead.

( Sam's already halfway through his second cup of coffee when Dean notices the waitress's eyes turn pitch-black. )

Bath

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Title: Bath
Artist (ha!):27_jaredjensen
Rating: PG13
Characters: Sammy
A/N: I'm not actually an artist or anything. Just pretending. Having fun beating up Sam, etc. 
Here I drew him in a bathtub, sad and feverish and scratched/bruised/beat up. Dean is totally there, fetching a thermometer or something :P

( pictureee )

Also. If anyone happens to be interested, there are plenty more (silly sam h/c drawings) where this came from:)

Art: Crying Sam

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Title: Crying Sam
Artist: mamapranayama
Rating: G
Summary: Just a pic I made of a sad, crying Sam who needs a hug. (Because I love it when men cry and actually express their emotions.)

( Crying Sam )

Reflection

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Title: Reflection
Artist: 27_jaredjensen
Characters: Sam, demon
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Sam looking in the mirror
A/N: I'm kind of on a roll right now, so if you have an idea for more, let me know here (or on twitter @27jaredjensen)! 

quote from 5.03
"You can't run from yourself. Why are you running now?"
-lucifer!jess


( you can't run from yourself )

Podfic: "A Monster By Any Other Name, Part Two, Chapters Five & Six"

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Name: A Monster By Any Other Name Part Two, Chapter Five And Six
Authors: brosedshield and lavinialavender
Reader: alice_alaizabel
Warnings: Full list here
Length: 45:52 & 1:14:44
Pairing: Sam/Dean (but not Wincest: AU where they're not brothers)
Summary: The same old Sam and Dean love story with a darkfic twist. Sam grew up in a concentration for monsters, Dean was raised an only child: together, they make each other human. // Sam was prepared for anything Dean wanted him to do – except become a real.
Notes: I only realised yesterday that I forgot to crosspost Chapter Five anywhere. So here are Chapters Five and Six. Chapter Six is my favourite chapter of them all. Sam at the park is the best thing ever, and I really hope I've done the narration justice.


Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Masterlist