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ohsam is one year old today! You know what that means, right? COMMENT-FIC!

Happy anniversary to us, and it's thanks to you, our fantastic members, who consistently come back and hurt Sammy in new and creative ways! \o/

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1. This is a Sam-focused hurt/comfort community, so Sam should be the one in the hurt/comforted role. Your prompts may involve sick!Sam, hurt!Sam, angsty!Sam, basically anything that results in Sam being on the receiving end of hurt/comfort. (No rules against whumping other characters as well, of course, but you have to whump Sam first. ;) )

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Master List

jennytork: Don't care how you do it, but land Sam and Dean in a situation where something that looks really bad, given their history, is the right thing for Sam to do. He has to go all out with his powers, and this time it really is going to change him, he won't be entirely human any more, but it's the only way. He's just gotten Dean's trust back after the soullessness thing and the whole mess of the last three years, and he knows this is going to undermine that. He doesn't trust himself, for that matter, but at a certain point not trusting himself to do the right thing becomes a coward's way out of responsibility. So he's open with Dean, but he has to go through with it. And Dean is angry and bitter and suspicious, and Sam knows he deserves that, but he does what has to be done. And he's hurt, he's hurt real bad. Will Dean be able to treat this injured, not entirely human thing as Sam, as his brother? Too High.

anonymous: A small town's "Haunted Village" turns out to be actually haunted. Sam and Dean show up in time to evacuate most of the school groups before things get too crazy, but they end up stuck in a corn maze with a kindergarten class and its very scared young teacher when all hell breaks loose.

Sam's arm or leg or something gets crushed/snapped/mangled and he's doing his best to keep it together for the kids and their teacher all the while trying to get everyone to safety. Dean is awesomely awesome, doing his best not to draw too much attention to Sam's injury so as not to freak anyone else out, but making sure Sam is all right every few minutes nonetheless. Untitled.

sistabro: Sam's visions and nightmares developed at a much earlier age. The more they progress, the harder it is for him to cope and keep his grip on reality. The headaches and lack of sleep eventually become too much and he turns to cutting to keep himself grounded. Cue awesome big brother Dean who does what he can by coaxing him through the hard times (I'd love a scene where Dean takes a knife from Sam's hand and mention of how he reacts to seeing fresh cuts on Sam's arm), but knows he ultimately can't make Sam stop and it could be something that they'll have to deal with for the rest of their lives. Counting Bodies Like Sheep

radiumgirl: Sam has an unfortunate altercation with a hellhound, and he's not fatally injured, but he's cut up, and in a lot of pain. As if THAT wasn't enough, the encounter also acts as a trigger: the wall cracks just a little more, and his mind is thrown back into Hell. He's seizing, flailing and suffering and making his injuries worse; Dean's trying to take control of the situation, even though he's horrified and panicked at Sam's memories coming back, and also at the very implications of hellhounds in his own life: his death, Jo's death. This Time and the Last Time.

phreakycat: Ever since his week of reliving Hell, Sam's started crying in his sleep. He can't/won't cry during the day, but every night when his defenses are down he sobs and sobs in his sleep.

This makes sleeping difficult for Dean, obviously. So Dean decides he's clearly got to do something to help. He's got to get Sam to cry during the daytime so that they can have a chick flick moment and Sam can let go of some of his angst. Turns out, despite all of Dean's "you're an emo girl" teasing over the years, getting Sam to cry is easier said than done. It's In My Honey, It's In My Milk.

glovered: When we see that flashback at the beginning of Unforgiven, Samuel and Sam are walking out talking about Sam's wound. Well I noticed that he's bleeding and shot or stabbed in the arm. Hurt!Sam isn't good, sure BUT what I really noticed was that Sam was wearing his BROWN HOODIE. Which now has a HOLE in the ARM.
Fast forward to present and maybe Dean finds the ripped hoodie and mends it for Sam. Maybe even soulless!Sam kept it because it was the first piece of clothing Dean bought Sam after he lost everything in the fire at Stanford. Cue Sam being touched by the gesture and apologizing again for, ya kno, letting his bro get turned into a vamp and stuff. Our Boots On With Both Hands.

minviendha: Sometime after getting his soul back, Sam falls ill. It's nothing life threatening, but he feels pretty miserable and can't really get out of bed - though he does try. Sam plays it down, but Dean won't have that. Ever since Sam's soul is back and Dean knows it's only a matter of time until the wall breaks and he loses his brother again, Dean is even more overprotective than in his best days, and now Sam's sick, he is in full "Take you medicine!"/"If you get up one more time I'll tie you to the bed!"/"Shut up and let me read you a bedtime story!" big brother mode. Pause.

minviendha: Sam decides to stay with his family instead of going to Stanford after his father gives him the ultimatum. The hunting life slowly begins to eat away at Sam, & his family can see it happening. Beneath the Trees, Where Nobody Sees.

wave_obscura: Dean has to feed Sam ice chips. Ice Chips.

youaredriving: If poison ivy is burned and the smoke then inhaled, this rash will appear on the lining of the lungs, causing extreme pain and possibly fatal respiratory difficulty. Like An Old Biddy.

blueeyedliz: Sam's wall cracks again, and this time he's out for much longer than 3 minutes. Dean knows that every second is an eternity, but he can't manage to bring Sam back. He figures the best way to snap Sam back into the here and now is to emphasize the differences/good things about reality. But the opposite of torture is... hugs and puppies? I'd love for this to have some degree of awkwardness to it, cuz it's not like Dean's used to just holding his brother, but Sam needs it (and not-so-secretly likes it) and Dean's going to do whatever it takes. Eventually, when Dean sees Sam uncovering potentially wall-damaging memories, he takes a preemptive approach. Maybe they're both a little sheepish, but, really, neither's going to give up the chance to be close AND stave off hell!seizures at the same time. Gen preferred. The Reluctant Romantic.

mercuryblue144Sam still keeps the voicemail from 4x22 even after all this time. He needs not to let himself forget about what he has done and what he is. So whenever Dean smiles at him or talks with him like he really cares, whenever he feels little blip of happiness or normalcy, whenever he thinks he has done something well, whenever he starts believing Dean has forgiven him... he has to reach out to his mobile and listen to the message.

This way he can remind himself he cannot be forgiven, that this is what Dean really thinks of him, and that he is living on borrowed time without any hope for atonement. Who Won't Let A Coward Run.

si_star_x: Schmoopy fluffy prompt! *confetti* Something happens where Sam is forced to cut his hair super short and he ends up being really depressed about it. Dean gives him a hard time about it at first because, hey it's just hair it'll grow back, but eventually he sees how much it's really bothering Sam and comforts him like whoa. "Did I ask for a haircut?

monicawoe: Sam realises he's being manipulated and turns the tables on Ruby. The BoyKing steps up to the plate and not only gets Dean out of Hell before he can pick up the knife, he forces Ruby to abandon Lilith and serve him.

Suddenly there's civil war in Hell and Heaven is completely baffled, so Castiel is sent to find out what's going on. Sam is somehow still fundamentally SAM, though, and manages to hold onto himself. No demon blood. No nothing. Nothing Left To Lose.

monicawoe: So Sam's all put back together again and Robo!Sam, like a good terrifying attack dog, is once again leashed and under the firm management of Sam's soul. Everything is good -- or is it?

[Cut for length] Sam's amoral side has gotten stronger in the year it was at large. It devises better plans, faster. Its inner voice is louder and more persuasive -- and when Sam listens, it gets results. [Further cut for length] As Sam struggles to recover Dean's trust and re-examine himself, Sam and Dean sink into a lonely spiral of second-guessing and paranoia -- while the line between Sam and his inner SkyNet ripples and blurs. Don't Worry.

ratherastory: The Jessica Moore Sam was living with at Stanford? Not his adult girlfriend, but his barely out of diapers kid. Mom died in childbirth, took off, whatever, but Sam's left with his baby and when Dean breaks in, he finds Sam alone in a small apartment with his little girl. If That Mockingbird Don't Sing

radiumgirl: Gen, preseries with a connect to season 6, Dean POV - it sucks when your Boy Scout little brother suffers heatstroke mowing lawns in 110 degree heat because he wants to earn some honest cash. It makes you freak out because, sure, the kid's a giant pain in the ass, but he's kind of your whole world. It sucks more when it happens again years later, not because he's mowing lawns, God don't you just wish, but because it's a 110 degrees and he wandered off into the desert heat during a wall crumbling sort of fugue and he doesn't know you (at first) or what's happening to him and he thinks he's that same snot-nosed teenager in the hospital after a heatstroke, asking when Dad's gonna get there. How do you keep from breaking the kid's heart and maybe ripping down that last shred of wall? You can't tell him Dad's dead and you aren't sure if you should do anything to make him come back to his adult reality because, let's face it, his reality is nothing but pain. But, he's still your world and you still stay by him, comforting and cooling him down and, no not the hospital this time, just a cool bath and rag on the forehead, and your heart breaking into a thousand pieces as you tell him "Dad'll be here soon, Sammy. Shh, he'll be here soon. I promise."

Saying you promise is almost like the first step to saying goodbye and it hurts. The Hollow of his Hand.

captainlon: "Appointment in Samarra" fic: Robosam shatters his leg when Bobby springs the trap door on him. It's a compound fracture, but Bobby is content to let him stew in his pain for a little while because, well, it's Robosam. But then he starts to notice Robo drifting into shock, and, dammit, Dean will be so pissed if he comes back with Sam's soul and finds the body dead, so, fine, FINE, Bobby will go tend to Robosam. Except...well...Robosam still really wants to stab Bobby in the neck, so things get a little awkward. Deadly Patient.

tversan: Sam's fourteen and at home waiting for John and Dean to come back forms hunt. After a week and a half - three more days that Dad had said - Sam has worked himself into in a panic. They could be hurt, they could be dead, how would Sam know? He calls Bobby and Pastor Jim but neither have heard from John. So he decides to hot-wire a car and go to wherever John and Dean are supposed to be. Except his timing sucks and a couple of cops spot him just as the car starts. He doesn't even have time to run away.

I don't know what CPS would do under these circumstances, so if it's easier have John and Dean drive up right then, great, otherwise they can return the next day, perfectly fine. The hunt just took longer than expected. What I want is a fourteen year old Sam in juvie for a couple of weeks. He's small and scared shitless and hand to hand combat is great - when they're not ganging up on you. Juvie.

si_star_x: Sam breaks his leg during a hunt, and badly so. It's shattered, in the puke-your-guts-out painful, going to take a long time to heal and probably will leave him with a limp for the rest of his life kind of way. And all he wants is to lie there and scream, or die or something, but Dean's upstairs, waiting for the thing that attacked Sam, and Sam just found out that their method for killing it doesn't work. So he has to warn Dean, but his cell's broken and Dean's in a soundproof room (or simply out of earshot), somewhere at the top of an awful lot of stairs.

But if Sam Winchester can't run to his brother's rescue, he's going to crawl to it. A little pain isn't going to stop him. The Climb.

minviendha: Some demon with insight into the cage (or Lucifer or Michael themselves, however they'd be able to) taunt Dean with stories about things that have been done to Sam in hell. Through the Glass.

monicawoe: Someone -- Gordon Walker, Walt and Roy, the gang from Free 2B U & Me, whoever -- has it in for Sam. The kicker? They know enough -- about Sam's past, his powers, his *cough*cravings*cough* weaknesses, his HELL SEIZURES -- to put him through some seriously rough times, and bring the inhuman parts of him right up to the surface.

That's before Dean rescues Sam and shoots the crap out of his captors, of course. But by the time he arrives, Sam's already pretty messed up . . . Less and More.

4422shini: Somehow, with bogus insurance and no money our boys always end up alone in their hospital room. But what if that wasn't the case? I want Sam, any injury, stuck sharing a hospital room with the roommie (or family of roomie) from hell. You can make this angsty or comical, just make sure Sam is annoyed beyond belief by having to share a room with someone else. My only stipulation is that the injury is bad enough to keep him there for a couple days, but not so bad that he's unable to gripe and bitch.' Of Hospitals, Roommates and Puke.

vail_kagami: While Dean is in the past (4.03 In the Beginning, that would be) angels (Uriel or anyone, really) find Sam. Suffering ensues, however the writer wants to go about it. Dean comes back and flips about three and a half shits. Getting Lower Ever Since.

greeneyes_fan: People who deal with crisis, or who live in a situation of long-term, ongoing crisis, develop coping mechanisms, behaviors and even personality traits that are excellent for coping with crisis--but which make for lousy methods of functioning in the real world (i.e. a state of affairs where there is not a crisis going on).

What behaviors and traits has Sam acquired in the last few years that maybe he didn't have before, or that are exaggerated versions of earlier ones, which might preclude being able to actually function effectively in ordinary society? Not necessarily the more dramatic possibilities, like the impacts of traumatic memories--what about things like needing to keep constantly busy, or a tendency toward hypervigilance, or a reduced capacity for compassion? Does suppressing his own feelings lead to an inability to empathize with others? Does he feel a sense of relief when something hugely problematic happens because at least this is a situation he knows how to deal with?

Gen, please. Motion Sickness.

quickreaver: Michael and Lucifer fight and they fight over Sam, ripping his soul between their fiery maws like he's a chew toy. [cut for length] Sometimes Michael and Lucifer get caught up in fighting and forget that they're fighting over Sam. [cut some more] hey, it's Hell! NEAT. You don't get to die and Sam lies there, drawing broken breaths through shattered lungs, cast off and forgotten until Lucifer, tired and weary from battle, comes slumping back to him. And he picks up his forgotten toy, drags Sam's limp body to his corner of the cage while he and Michael lick their wounds[further cut]. And there, bit by bit, stitch by stitch, he puts Sam back together again. Kiss With A Fist Is Better Than None.

youaredriving: A resouled Sam discovers that not only was he sleeping around, he was also not so interested in the concept of consent. Cue Sam getting flashbacks of Sam raping or killing a woman that leave Sam puking and absolutely horrified. Untitled.

killabeez: If someone can just find a way for Sam to give Dean the amulet back, and for Dean to be surprised/genuinely touched/really really grateful, that would be amazing. Especially as an understated (but obvious) thing, because he's supposed to be looking out for Sammy, not the other way around. Maybe Sam's dying, and wants to leave a little bit of himself behind with Dean so he doesn't do anything batshit crazy this time. However you do it is great, I just need the amulet back, and for it to be a good thing. That's Why I Hold With All I Have.

27_jaredjensen: sometime season 6, Dean, Sam: Gen bed sharing, forehead feels, neck massage because of headaches, Nyquil, theraflu, hot tea, bad, awful dreams because he can't sleep (you know GOOD sleep), and finally just some good ol' Tussionex which tastes like candy pineapples and has hydrocodone to kill the cough. It also makes Sam sooooooo relaxed until he's sort of floating, in and out, tucked in against Dean on some motel bed somewhere in nowhere land, wrapped in blankets, clutching a roll of toilet paper, and catching random moments of either all of the Lord of the Rings or all of the Pirates of the Caribbean movies which Dean watches to pass the time while Sam finally sleeps it off. Medicated.

Anonymous: Sam loses his hearing at Stanford. Untitled.

nanoks: Sam comes back from hell cold and touch-starved. He has to be in his hoodie at all times. Maybe he smokes? He's always twitchy and on-edge. He can never just be comfortable. But he has his brother, and his brother does what he can. Wincest is welcome. A Tender Touch.

dante_s_hell: Sam's tweaked his back pretty bad, so Dean gives him a massage. Thoroughly. Twist and Shout.

de_nugis: Dean settles down in due course with Lisa and Ben. Retires from hunting, because he won't bring his work home with him to endanger his family. Sam tries to do the same, to make a civilian life for himself and be content with his place in Dean's family, but it's hard. He still feels like he should be out there atoning for what he's done, and though Lisa and Ben include him for Dean's sake, he's always a bit on the margins. So he ends up hunting again. He still sees Dean when he can, but he stays away from Lisa's out of the same fear that made Dean retire -- he's not going to have something evil follow him back to Dean's home.

And in the end every hunter is going to draw the short straw. Sam gets hurt on a hunt alone, and he knows it's the end. At least he's luckier than most in having an angel on speed dial. He knows Cas isn't allowed to heal him, but what he can do is get Dean. They say their goodbyes. Last Call.

gwendolynd: Sam is flogged within an inch of his life (literally) for whatever reason. Untitled.

darth_firefly: Sam's tweaked his back pretty bad, so Dean gives him a massage. Thoroughly. Wincest or gen, but prefer the focus to be on the massage (the pain/pleasure of Dean digging his thumbs in, working out knots, making Sam groan in ways that sound good and bad) instead of sex. Massage.

authoressnebula: People begin to disappear, and only Sam seems to notice. Empty Chairs at Empty Tables. Now with a sequel! Everybody Standing Around Us.

bythedamned: Sam tries & fail to cope with the fact that Mary sold him before he was even born in exchange for John's life. Cue Dean being an awesome big brother. One to Sell.

emmram: After experiencing what a crack in the wall is like, Sam dutifully stops "scratching". After a while, though, he starts to experience migraines and fevers and his general health goes downhill . When he finally collapses, Dean has Castiel check him out. Castiel tells them that the wall is holding, but there's so much pressure building behind it that it's killing Sam, and eventually the pressure will just destroy the wall entirely. In order to prevent that from happening, Sam will need to let some of the pressure out every once and a while - meaning every few months he'll need to scratch just a tiny bit and open a pressure valve of sorts, letting just enough hell through to slack off the pressure for a while... The Fragile Substance of My Soul.

minviendha: Sam and Dean are ambushed by a posse of anti-Sam hunters and killed. Dean moves on, but Sam sticks around, pissed about the fact that when the hunters took him out, they took Dean too. A few years pass and Bobby gets wind of some violent deaths going down in the area where the Winchesters fell. He does the math and doesn't like the answer he gets, heads out to put Sam Winchester to rest once and for all. The Ghosts You Know.

captainlon: Sam (and Dean?) go spirit-walking (as in Death Takes A Holiday? Or a curse?) and after they get back in their bodies (break the curse?) Sam's consciousness keeps slipping loose like part of a cheap plastic toy with the insertion tabs broken off.

Cue uncontrolled, random fainting, disturbing astral plane encounters, frantic Dean, and neat ghost tricks. Fragile.

cherry916: Post 6x12. Ever since Sam got his soul back, he's suffered almost constant headaches due to the pressure from the wall. He tries to hide it, but Dean, being an awesome big brother, notices and does his best to help Sam cope with the pain. Under Pressure.

crazybeagle: Sam develops chronic muscle spasms around/near that scar on his back.When it Counted Most.

ancastar: For some reason Sam receives 20 lashes. Dean is made to witness the punishment and suffers each stroke with Sam. Bearable.

emmram: Uriel gets a hold of Sam and Dean and wants to use them against Castiel in the civil war. [prompt cut for length] Ruin.

harrigan: Stanford-era. Sam's got a trick knee from the hunting life -- usually it's okay, but once in a while it hurts enough that he favors it noticeably. He does something to re-injure this knee and iss so used to treating his own injuries that he brushes off Jess' pleas to visit a doctor and wraps it and ices it by himself, like he's always done. The injury is far more serious than he realized, and it just keeps on getting worse -- cue Jess getting kind of frantic and begging him to go to a doctor. Locus Standi.

4thejourney: Sam's visions and nightmares developed at a much earlier age. The more they progress, the harder it is for him to cope and keep his grip on reality. The headaches and lack of sleep eventually become too much and he turns to cutting to keep himself grounded. Cue awesome big brother Dean who does what he can by coaxing him through the hard times (I'd love a scene where Dean takes a knife from Sam's hand and mention of how he reacts to seeing fresh cuts on Sam's arm), but knows he ultimately can't make Sam stop and it could be something that they'll have to deal with for the rest of their lives. My Scars To Remind Me

crazybeagle: SPOILERS FOR 6x15, THE FRENCH MISTAKE. Dean says to Sam "you don't seem all that eager to get back to our universe" (paraphrased). The reason Sam isn't chomping at the bit to get back (even though he knows they have to return) is that in this universe there's no demons, no magic, etc. That means no demon blood, and no addiction. It's the first time in a long time that he hasn't felt that constant hunger niggling away at him. It's such an incredible relief, not to feel that addiction, and he didn't realize how much it was weighing on him until it was gone. Add to that the fact that no hell = no need for a wall, and Sam feels better than he has since, well, ages.

Once they return to their universe, though, the addiction and the hunger and the itching wall all crash back down on him. It's depressing and exhausting and overwhelming. Dean eventually figures out what's going on (Sam can tell him or he can figure it out on his own) and does his best to help Sam readjust. Tabula Rasa.

Sorry for the delay in getting the list up. Please let me know if I've left out your fill! :)

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The window to Sam’s apartment was laughably easy to open, and with a quick jimmy using the knife in his boot, the window slid open and Dean snuck inside. So Sammy was living with the blonde chick too, judging by the pictures on the shelves and the decorative posters on the wall. He kept his footfalls as silent as possible on Sam’s squeaky floors and explored. There were bound to be papers or evidence of some sort that would explain the mysterious use of ASL. He circled from the living room to the kitchen to the living room again, taking in Sam’s new life when suddenly there was a surprise attack from behind.

Sam clearly kept up some of his skills in college, the moves Dad had ingrained in both of them coming out like instinct as they tussled. A jab to the neck, a block and twist into an arm lock, a throw for more fighting space, a kick to the inside of the knee to knock down an opponent: these moves flowed out and Dean was reminded of their sparring sessions before Sam left, the fluidity of the actions, the grace and speed at which they practiced. After a minute, Dean had Sam subdued, his face lit by a stray beam from a streetlight. “Easy there, tiger,” Dean said, grinning, overcome with joy at talking to his brother for the first time in years. Sam stared at Dean’s face, mouth open. “Dean?” Sam greeted incredulously. “What the hell?”

Dean tapped Sam’s shoulder twice and helped him up. “Just dropped by for a beer,” he said cheerfully with a slap to Sam’s arm.

“Seriously, Dean. Why the hell are you here?” Sam asked, a hint of anger coloring his voice, which seemed to have changed. It had a weird accent or slur or verbal inflection, nothing terribly noticeable if no one was paying as close attention as Dean was doing at that instant.

“What? Can’t a guy say hi to his little brother?” Dean rejoined, his face turned away from Sam. He flopped down onto the couch and put his feet up on the coffee table. “Nice couch.”

“Something wrong?” Sam’s concerned face was making an appearance and, fuck, the puppy dog eyes were coming out.

“Nah, not with me,” replied Dean with a shake of his head. “You, on the other hand…”

“What about me?” Sam’s voice had the weird inflection again and now Dean noticed Sam staring intently at his mouth like he was decoding some sort of puzzle that was being unraveled as Dean spoke. Suspicions rising, Dean turned his head to the side to stare at one of the framed posters on the wall and said, “You’re hiding something, bitch.”

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kate-mct.livejournal.com

Oh, can't wait for Dean to find out!! *settles in with popcorn*

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It's coming to him. The pieces are coming together. *fingertips touching plotting motion*

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jennytork.livejournal.com

One problem with this so far.

There's no part 9 yet.

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Ask, and you shall receive.

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thelocation.livejournal.com

I've been following this and I love it so much I wanna marry it.
More more more!! :P

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Thanks!

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sagaluthien.livejournal.com

I agree with one of the previous... the problem is there is no chapter 9 and then 10, 11 and so on.
It is great through to see a new one everyday.

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Yeah, I'm trying to post something everyday. I'm pretty much posting as I go.

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“What about me, Dean?” Sam repeated. He moved into Dean’s line of sight, trying to be stealthy about it but failing. Even after three years separated from each other, Dean still knew Sam like the parts to the Impala. If anything, his face was easier to read now than before and this reassured Dean more than anything else he had seen so far.

In the middle of their conversation, the lights went on and Sam’s girlfriend appeared at the entrance of the hallway. She signed something, and Sam replied, “Jess, this is Dean. Dean, this is my girlfriend, Jessica.”

“Wait, your brother Dean?” she asked.

“I have to say,” Dean got off the couch and approached Jessica, “you are completely out of my brother’s league.”

“I’ll go put something on,” she said, fidgeting slightly.

“No, no, I wouldn’t dream of it. Seriously,” Dean responded, blatantly checking her out.

“Dean,” Sam shifted the attention over to him. “Crash on the couch? I’m way too tired to converse with you right now. We can talk in the morning.”

Dean slid his gaze over to Sam, inspecting him for more subtle and pressing signs to be concerned about, but whatever Sam was hiding seemed to be able to wait until morning.

As the sun rose, bright sunlight filtered through the living room window and hit Dean’s eyes to wake him out of his slumber. Blinking, he sat up slowly as the memories of last night slowly rose into his consciousness. Jess and Sam still seemed to be asleep, and he found this to be the perfect opportunity for snooping. Quietly, he took in all the details of Sam’s apartment that he didn’t get the night before. A telephone was hooked up to a keyboard with a small display. A brief dig through Sam’s desk drawers revealed disability forms, commenting on what Sam needed for accessibility of his lectures. Combined with his earlier suspicions, the full picture of what changed with Sam’s life became apparent. His little brother had gone deaf.

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kate-mct.livejournal.com

OOH!! Now Dean knows! Can't wait for part 10!!

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Yup! The fallout begins. *cue suspenseful music*

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jennytork.livejournal.com

(((((((HUGS))))))))))

Can't wait for 10!!!

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*hugs back* I'm working on it!

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chaigrl2786.livejournal.com

AHHH! So So So good. LOL. I can't wait to see what happens next. Thanks for all of the steady updates.

Until next time, take care and Happy Writing!

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Thanks a bunch!

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Dean’s heart sank as his head tried to wrap itself around this new development. His little brother, Sammy, was using ASL because of necessity. Jess, his girlfriend, had learned for him so that they could communicate with each other. The typewriter phone was there because Sammy couldn’t use the phone regularly anymore. The disability forms stated that Sam had to have someone type up the professor’s lecture for him to take notes. The clues all around him gave him a picture of the changes in Sam’s life and showed that Sam was never going to be able pick back up into hunting after he graduated from college, at least not in the way Dean had imagined things. These thoughts swirled in Dean’s mind, over and over again, combining with a growing anger.

When Sam emerged from his bedroom, rubbing his eyes and yawning, Dean pounced. “Sam! When the fuck were you ever going to tell me about your little condition here? You think I wouldn’t find out?” He cupped Sam’s ears and shook them for extra emphasis.

Sam stared at him, puzzled, until a look of dawning horror and realization crept onto his face. “Dean, I swear, I wasn’t keeping it a secret! It’s just not something someone says in casual conversation. ‘Hey, man. Haven’t seen you in a long time. Oh, and by the way, I’m deaf.’ I would have told you about it today.”

“When did this happen, Sam? Why didn’t you call me when it happened?” Dean let go of Sam’s shoulders and began pacing the kitchen floor.

“Over two years ago,” Sam mumbled with eyes tracking Dean’s movements.

“Two years ago? Why ever in the name of God’s left tit did you never tell me? If I hadn’t shown up, you’d never have bothered telling me at all. I’d have just gone around thinking my brother’s perfectly fine. Fucking hell, Sam! You need to tell me this shit!” Dean bellowed, his body practically vibrating with repressed emotion. His hands gripped his hair in frustration and anger.

“There was no need to. There was nothing you could have done for me anyway. I was fine,” Sam replied quietly, hands twisted.

“No, Sam, you are not fine. This is the opposite of fine. When you went off that night, I figured, ‘Hey, at least Sam’ll be OK.’ But no, you are not OK. This situation is not OK. This is so far off the reservation of OK that it’s on a completely different planet. Goddamnit, Sammy!” Dean pressed his palms to the back his head and thumped himself down on one of the kitchen chairs.

“Besides, the way I left things, I wasn’t too sure if you even wanted to hear from me again,” Sam continued in the same tone of voice, small and insecure, and it made Dean want to tear his heart out.

“Fuck, Sam, that was Dad, not me. The both of you said some horrible shit to each other, but that wasn’t me. Why wouldn’t I want to hear from you? You’re my pain in the ass little brother. I’d come running in a heartbeat.” Dean got up and ruffled Sam’s hair. For a moment, the room was silent as Dean’s message sunk in. He looked into his brother’s eyes and said, “God, Sammy, you’re such a Sasquatch.”

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Love this!! Can't wait for more!

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oooohhhh yeah -- that's our Dean! *grin*

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No one is ever that angry yet filled with concern as Dean is with Sammy. Plus the cursing. Dean is never Dean without the cursing.

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*claps hands*

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Sam punched Dean in the arm. “How’d you find out? I mean, it’s not like I was hiding it, but it’s not terribly noticeable either.”

“For one, I saw you yesterday signing to your girlfriend here. Two, you’re staring too intently on my mouth. I know I’m a good looking dude, but you’ve seen it before. Three, I looked at your papers there in your desk. I think I can put two and two together, Francis. But how’d it happen?” Dean settled back onto his chair.

Sam sighed and sat on the other chair in the kitchen. “I got sick.”

“Sick,” Dean deadpanned.

“Yeah, with bacterial meningitis,” Sam continued like Dean had never spoken aloud. “I was out of it for a few days and my roommate took me to the hospital. Next thing I knew, I was deaf.”

“Fuck, Sam, you were so sick you ended up in the hospital. Hell, you were so sick you went deaf, probably nearly died. Why weren’t we notified? Emergency contacts and …” Dean saw Sam’s contrite expression. “We’re not your emergency contacts. The fuck? You think we wouldn’t care if something happened to you? What do you take us for?” Dean socked Sam in the shoulder. There was no level for the fuckery Sam had pulled to keep his “normal” life. “I can’t believe the shit your brain comes up with.”