My Scars to Remind Me

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"My Scars To Remind Me"

Fill for this prompt over here: http://community.livejournal.com/ohsam/148398.html  "Sam's visions and nightmares developed at a much earlier age. The more they progress, the harder it is for him to cope and keep his grip on reality. The headaches and lack of sleep eventually become too much and he turns to cutting to keep himself grounded. Cue awesome big brother Dean who does what he can by coaxing him through the hard times (I'd love a scene where Dean takes a knife from Sam's hand and mention of how he reacts to seeing fresh cuts on Sam's arm), but knows he ultimately can't make Sam stop and it could be something that they'll have to deal with for the rest of their lives. Major H/C."

Warnings: self-harm, mentions of suicidal thoughts, some language, angst, very slight possible spoiler for season 6, the development of Sam’s powers are not as in canon.

Word count: 4667

"Sam was four when the visions started..."
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