For Him

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Title: For Him
Fandom: Supernatural
Wordcount: 7230
Rating: Hard R
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby, Mentions of John, Mentions and Brief Passing of Various OCs.
Pairing(s): One-Sided Sam/Dean, Sam/OMCs
Warning(s): (highlight to reveal) Vague mentions of rape. Self-loathing!Sam. Graphic depictions of self-harm. Drug use/abuse. Sexual situations. Homophobia. I can't think of any others, let me know if I missed any. Thank you!
Beta(s): Unbeta'd but proofread. Any mistakes are mine and I apologize.
Notes: AU in which Sam is gay, some traumatic events happen and he's afraid to tell Dean. He's fifteen when this starts.
Summary: Sam's been going to study group every day since he came to this school. He started staying a little later to help the teacher once he developed a crush. Who knew that would have its consequences...


I just want to scream.