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mentholpixie.livejournal.com

Title: Either Kings or Pawns
Author:

mentholpixie
Characters: Sam
Rating: M
Word count: 2600ish
Summary: The plan to raise Lucifer won't work if Sam Winchester gets himself killed before his brother breaks in Hell.

brosedshield.livejournal.com

Title: A Monster By Any Other Name: Part Two - Chapter Thirty-Seven
Authors:

lavinialavender and

brosedshield
Rating: R
Warnings: please see full list here
Spoilers: none; AU
Pairing: eventual Sam/Dean (yet not incest; AU where they’re not brothers)
Chapter word count: 5,244
Summary: The same old Sam/Dean love story, with a darkfic twist. Sam grew up in a concentration camp for monsters and Dean was raised as an only child and hunter: Together, they make each other human. // Sam was prepared for anything Dean wanted him to do – except become a real.

Masterlist

Part Two: Chapter Thirty-Seven

foolscapper.livejournal.com

Author: foolscapper
Artist: quickreaver
Wordcount: 8,400+
Rating: Teen to Mature
Pairings: N/A, Gen (platonic soul mates)
Summary: For the Sam Winchester Big Bang on tumblr this year! "Bar fight. Don't tell Dean. I don't want to hear it. You just... You understand best. You get it best, y'know? You get me." Death brings Sam back — sort of. A domestic, curtain-fic sort of piece that explores different sections of what makes Sam Winchester. An alternative to S07E01, where raising our boy's soul doesn't go exactly to plan.

Warning for psychological issues, mental anguish, mentions of torture, and so on. Also has minor self-harm (unintentional harm) and violence.

READ ON ARCHIVEOFOUROWN
READ ON LIVEJOURNAL
ART MASTERPOST (potential spoilers ahoy)

soncnica.livejournal.com

Title: Someday
Author: soncnica
Rating: PG-13
Genre/Pairing: Sam, Dean, gen, teen!chesters (Sam is 13, Dean is 17)
Wordcount: cca. 6.000 words

Summary: Someday life will be better, someday Sam will have friends, someday ... but not today.

Warnings/tags: drunk!Sam, vomiting, bullying (off screen), language.
Disclaimer: I seriously only own the grammar/spelling mistakes. Everything else is NOT MINE! ALL IS FICTION.

SOMEDAY

lennelle.livejournal.com

Title: Gone Boy
Author: Lennelle
Word Count: 1,800
Summary: Sam doesn't sleep for 3 days after Dean dies.
Author's Notes: Set right after 3x16. This is just a small fic of what I thought might have happened right after Dean went to Hell.

LJ|FFN|AO3

lennelle.livejournal.com

Title: Little Boy Blue
Author: Lennelle
Rating: T
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, John Winchester, Brady.
Summary:John and Dean are still in contact with Sam while he's at Stanford. They decide to give him a surprise visit only to find Sam hasn't been himself lately.
Author's Notes: This is based on a prompt from reannablue on ff.net. I took a lot of creative liberty in this tiny AU, John is a little different, Sam is a little less straight...

themegalosaurus.livejournal.com

Title: Make Thick My Blood

Pairing: Sam/Dean

Rating: M

Wordcount: 20669

Author:

themegalosaurus

Artist:

stormbrite

Beta:

agelade

Warnings: discussion of past noncon, possession, vomiting, seizures, self-harm

Summary:

“You’re going to kill me, Dean,” Sam says, eventually.

And all Dean can say is, “I think I am.”

A season 10 AU, set after 10x14 (’The Executioner’s Song’). Cas finds a solution that might cure the Mark of Cain; but if they’re going to go through with it, Sam has a terrible price to pay.

Fic on AO3 || Art on AO3

Fic on LJ || Art on LJ

Author's note: I wrote this for the

sammybigbang but had to post it here on OhSam, too, because it came out of the five-year anniversary fanworks meme that you guys ran back in (cough cough) Feb 2015. So this is a very, very late amnesty post and I hope

chomaisky can forgive me for the delay!

cece-away.livejournal.com

Author:

cece_away
Rating: Strong PG13 to Light M due to self harm triggers
Gen Sam, Dean
Season Ten The Darkness spoilers

Alcohol and Blood Loss

foolscapper.livejournal.com

AUTHOR'S NOTES: For a prompt requested at tumblr. Sorry if it’s heavier than even the prompt is expecting — this is actually kind of a really personal piece in a lot of ways, as something I’ve had to deal with in the past, so it was a bit emotional to throw this all out there and write it up. It deals with very strong and verbally/physically abusive alcoholism and isn’t a very nice Dean to read about, though I will say it is not evil!Dean, simply my rendering of a severely alcoholic Dean who’s negative character traits are especially vicious. Takes place after the Darkness is handled in later seasons.

WARNINGS FOR ALCHOLISM, ABUSE, DARK!DEAN, AND VIOLENCE.

It’s been five years since the Darkness, since everything was put back together and everything had a system — the Bunker was expanded on, hunters brought in, taught, trained. There were hours of operation, meetings, new recruits who demanded revenge (though Sam had always tried to drive home that revenge would kill you faster than any vamp ever did, in the ways that mattered; he would always make that note, and Dean would nod and agree, a knowingness in his eyes).

But still, when it came to living there, it was the same as it ever was: a guest room for Cas, and then their rooms. Home. As close as it’ll ever get to one, though Sam has never let his guard down there. The walls of his living quarters is still brick and bare, his shelves lined with mostly lore books, desk neat and clothes still carefully in his duffel when they’re not lazily left on the floor from the day before. Sam hasn’t moved in. Sam simply knows better. His brother, however — his room is expanded and personal, and Sam would never want to change that; his room has his scent of leather and gasoline and gun grease, of trash that seriously needed to be emptied out, of liquor. More bottles than Sam would ever like.

… The liquor smell, he’d like to change. Just the liquor smell.

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quickreaver.livejournal.com

Disarmed
Characters: Sam and Dean
Wordcount: 2,592
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Season 10, serious injury, swearing, worshiping the porcelain god
Summary: Missing scene. Dean's a day into being human again ... so far so good. Now, Sam can melt.
Author's Notes: This started as an

insmallpackages fill that got a little bigger than its box. Request: "SPN ficlet featuring hurt!Sam or sick!Sam. A bittersweet feel would be awesome. Gen please." I tried!
Very special thanks to my legion of betas who saved my bacon at the last minute! No better folks, this is truth:

balder12

cassiopeia7

riyku and nwspaprtaxis.

You were the disease. You liked it. You liked the feel of your fist splitting a face and the black flick of your eyes and the chaos you caused, oh, you really liked that best...

annie46.livejournal.com

Author name:

annie46
Artist name:

chomaisky
Genre: Wincest
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 11,700
Warnings: Dub-con bordering on non-con, Demon!Dean, Bottom!Sam
Summary: Demon Dean has no morals, and he goes after what he wants and what he wants is Sam. Sam has no such excuses, but he can’t resist and he ends up giving Dean everything.

Once they were brothers, united in fighting the good fight, but what happens when you cross lines that should never be crossed and your brother, who once protected you, becomes worse than the things you used to hunt down and kill?

Can Sam break free of the hold Dean has over him? Can he finally finish the final trial, and ‘cure a demon'? If he does will he die? And will he be able to bring his brother back to humanity?

Link to fic: Fic - LJ / Fic - A03
Link to art: Art

SDMB BANNER

little-creek96.livejournal.com

Title: Let Go
Author:

little_creek96
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam
Word count: 191
Summary: Hell won’t get Sam’s brother. Missing scene for 9x23.

Read at my journal.

annie46.livejournal.com

Title: I Drink to Forget
Author: annie46
Pairing(s): Sam & Dean
Rating: PG13 – The F word
Summary Can they really fix this?
Warnings Spoilers for Season 10 – Episode 3

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lauehime.livejournal.com

Title: One Battle at the Time
Author:

lauehime
Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Characters: Dean, Sam
Word count: Approx. 1300
Warnings: Spoilers for 10x03
Summary:

Oneshot. Tag to 10x03. Dean’s human again and Sam is drunk.

lauehime.livejournal.com

Title: A Thousand Cries Without a Tear , verse #12
Author:

lauehime
Rating: Mature
Genre/pairing: H/C, Family, Angst, Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Lucifer
Word count: ~ 8,700
Warnings: Some cussing, alcohol abuse and withdrawal symptoms, moderate to high levels of angst
Summary: Sam cries out for help and Dean is concerned so he decides to help. He just doesn’t know what he’s gotten himself into this time.

Written for

spnshannanigans’s prompt on

ohsam which is “Sam's memories from hell threaten to overwhelm him every moment of every day. To calm the storm in his head, he comes to rely on either drugs or alcohol (or both). Dean allows this to continue (for now anyway) because he doesn't know how to help Sam and he can't stand the screaming”

septembers-coda.livejournal.com

Title: A Marine Aubade Author:

septembers_coda
Rating: PG-13, for angst and disturbing concepts
Warnings: Brief implications of suicidal ideation
Summary: Sam might be lost to the ocean forever. And Dean might have to let him be.

Sam went out on the boat for every reason but the ones he gave Dean…

crimsonepitaph.livejournal.com

Title: The Mad Man With Closed Eyes
Genre: Gen
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Castiel
Word Count: ~ 1.500
Rating: PG-13
Summary: 9x23 coda. Sam deals with the events in the finale.
Spoilers: For all aired episodes, up to and including 9x23.
Warnings: none
Disclaimer: All recognizable characters and mythology elements belong to their creators.

Livejournal | AO3

de-nugis.livejournal.com

Title: Strangers and Angels
Author:

de_nugis
Word count: c1725
Rating, Pairing: PG-13, Gen
Disclaimer: don't own, don't profit
Characters: Sam Winchester, Mark Vorkosigan, Byerly Vorrutyer
Summary: Sam Winchester walks into a bar and meets . . . Mark Vorkosigan.
A/N: 1. Written for the

intoabar crossover challenge. 2. Set post 9.9 in Spnverse and somewhere after A Civil Campaign but before Cryoburn in Vorkosiverse. 3. I never crossposted this, but I just went back to it today, and it does have

ohsam relevance.

Strangers and Angels

cosmic-medusa.livejournal.com

Title: Raggedy Andy and the Slippery Slide
Author name:

cosmic_medusa
Genre: AU, Dean/Cas (tame), addict!Sam, humor, angst, addiction, alcoholism, abuse, fluff, schmoop
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas, Andy Gallagher, Jack Gallagher(OC)
Rating: R (language, content)
Word count: 5,010
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst/schmoop/language/addiction/alcoholism/drug-use
Author's Notes: I'm baaaaaaaaack!!!!!!! :)
Beta: All mistakes are mine.
Summary: Andy Gallagher is a great friend, a great son, and a model recoveree. Until he's not.

Follow the cut: “I’m not really yours, Pop.” A tear escaped out the side of Andy’s eye and ran down onto the sofa pillow. Jack used Sam’s damp washcloth to the stain off his son’s face. “I’m not really anybody’s.”

Previous: Three Kings 'verse Masterlist

lauehime.livejournal.com

Title: The World is Falling on its Knees, verse #09
Author:

lauehime
Rating: Mature (this one is kinda soft though)
Genre/pairing: H/C, Family, Angst, Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Word count: +/- 5,200
Warnings: Some cussing, illegal use of legal drugs, plotless schmoop
Summary: Sam has a migraine and Dean takes care of him.

Written for

spnshannanigans’s prompt on

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Entries tagged with drunk

Either Kings or Pawns 1/2

A Monster By Any Other Name: Part Two - Chapter Thirty-Seven

Hanged, Drawn, and Quartered (A Sam Winchester Mini-Bang, 2017)

Someday (PG-13, gen)

Gone Boy

Little Boy Blue

Make Thick My Blood (20,700 words, M)

Alcohol and Blood Loss fic

[Liquor Is One Way Out, and Death's The Other]

'Disarmed', for In Small Packages

Once We Were Brothers

FIC: Let Go, PG-13, 9x23 missing scene

I Drink to Forget

Fic: One Battle at the Time (PG, S10, Angst/HC)

Fic: Underneath a Stretching Skyline, verse #12: A Thousand Cries Without a Tear

Fic: A Marine Aubade

FIC: THE MAD MAN WITH CLOSED EYES 1/1 | GEN PG-13

Strangers and Angels (crossover fic with Bujold's Vorkosigan series; PG-13, gen)

Raggedy Andy and the Slippery Slide

Fic: Underneath a Stretching Skyline verse #09 : The World is Falling on its Knees

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