Brink

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Title: Brink
Author: emmram
Words: ~2,600
Summary: Sam is on a mission.

Warnings: SPOILERS upto 6.09: Clap your hands if you believe. Blood, gore, violence, references to torture, serious weirdness, present-tense, metaphor-abuse.

This is a companion-fic to "Each Our Own Devil". I was actually planning a direct sequel to that story, but the more I thought it through, the more I realised I wasn't going to make it through a proper multi-chapter continuation. I'm already struggling with two other WIPs; to take on another and to lose focus is a disservice both to the ideas in my head, and the people who read it. But I wanted to write more of this: so I decided to make it a 'verse, where I keep adding new stories. 'Sides, the colouring-in-the-blank-spaces method might actually help me tell a richer, more complex story, who knows.

This particular story is set a few years after the events of EOOD (and yes, it'd be better to read that first). It's an excuse to dip into Sam's (really, really screwed-up) mindspace. I know I've used the 'it's weird' excuse a lot before, but this time I'm actually trying to be weird, so. Be afraid. Be very afraid.

( When he opens his eyes, he sees two different worlds )

Tabula Rasa (2/2)

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Title: Tabula Rasa (2/2)
Author: crazybeagle
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Gen, hurt/comfort/horror
Characters: Sam, Dean
Spoilers: Up through "The French Mistake"
Warnings: Language, allusions to torture
Summary: "Somehow he was floating free. And it wasn't water anymore. It was blood...it was sulfur...it was fire. And he was drowning in it." Coda to "The French Mistake," written for a prompt by the lovely phreakycat for the ohsam h/c comment fic meme. I don't want to give away the plot but the prompt can be found here.

A big thank-you and virtual chocolate chip cookies to phreakycat as well for being my beta on this one! 

“You wanna tell me what happened?” Dean had dragged the room’s one chair up next to the bed, and was now focused on his bundled-up, feverish little brother, trying not to sound as frantic as he felt.

My Scars to Remind Me

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"My Scars To Remind Me"

Fill for this prompt over here: http://community.livejournal.com/ohsam/148398.html  "Sam's visions and nightmares developed at a much earlier age. The more they progress, the harder it is for him to cope and keep his grip on reality. The headaches and lack of sleep eventually become too much and he turns to cutting to keep himself grounded. Cue awesome big brother Dean who does what he can by coaxing him through the hard times (I'd love a scene where Dean takes a knife from Sam's hand and mention of how he reacts to seeing fresh cuts on Sam's arm), but knows he ultimately can't make Sam stop and it could be something that they'll have to deal with for the rest of their lives. Major H/C."

Warnings: self-harm, mentions of suicidal thoughts, some language, angst, very slight possible spoiler for season 6, the development of Sam’s powers are not as in canon.

Word count: 4667

"Sam was four when the visions started..."
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