comment fic meme!

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Following the results of the poll we took last month (don't make it easy on us or anything, guys, haha!), we've decided to hold a comment fic meme once every three months. This gives everyone time to write and prompt to their heart's content, and allows us mods to keep up with y'all. And we're starting right now!

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THE RULES

→ Leave a comment here with your prompt. This is a Sam-focused hurt/comfort community, so Sam should be the one in the hurt/comforted role. Your prompts may involve sick!Sam, hurt!Sam, angsty!Sam, basically anything that results in Sam being on the receiving end of hurt/comfort. (No rules against whumping other characters as well, of course, but you have to whump Sam first. ;) )
→ In your prompt, please state your desired characters or pairings. All genres/pairings welcome, but no real-person (RPF) prompts.

Example A: “Sam, Dean, gen, set in season 2. Sam has a vision and passes out. Cue caring!Dean and limp!Sam.”
Example B: “Sam/Dean, trauma. Sam is injured on a hunt, Dean freaks out when he thinks Sam might be dead.”

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THE MASTER LIST

Headache by verucasalt123
Sam has a headache and Dean tries to make him feel better.

Taming the Dragon by mentholpixie
Dean finds out Sam has become addicted to some kind of very hard street drug (heroin, meth, cocaine, something like that) and tries (with or without success, surprise me) to help him kick.

Light Will Guide You Home by tahirire
Sam/Sarah Blake, anytime after they parted ways at the end of "Provenance." Because Sam needs non-monster lovin', and he's into dark-haired girls anyway.

The Shadow Dancer by running_hot
Sam has a high fever. A monster has Dean. The rescue would be going much better if Sam could tell which things were actually happening and which were in his head.

Touched By an Angel by mamapranayama
Fill in the gaps between when Cas took down Sam's wall in that alley, until Dean and Bobby get Sam back into the panic room.

Mo Bhràthair E A' Chantainn by ramblin_rosie
Dean and Sam had their own language when they were children, like twins sometimes do. In long car trips, to signal each other, to communicate in close quarters without their father knowing what they were saying. It faded over time, but now, with Sam so often broken form reality and Dean desperate, remembering that language is what saves them. Post 6x22.

In My Time... by jennytork
Sam on a spinal board. Don't mind why, how whatever, but Sam freaking out due to being strapped down, and Dean reassuring him that it will all be ok.

Eternity by emmram
What if the cage were timeless, or outside of time, and returning to time after being timeless had major repercussions? Physiological, where all Sam's heart rate and breathing rhythms and such were fouled up; psychological, where he no longer knows how to follow a conversation or text or train of thought consecutively without jumping about. Go wild: anything from nausea and dizziness to psychosis. Maybe strong rhythms, like waves or music with a regular beat, help ground him. Or sex, if you wanted to go the pairing route.

don't let me know we're invisible by mimblexwimble
ean finds out Sam has become addicted to some kind of very hard street drug (heroin, meth, cocaine, something like that) and tries (with or without success, surprise me) to help him kick.

Real by brokenangel6662
Post-6x22. Sam falls apart. Dean tries to help. That is all.

Folk Rememdies by anonymous
Giant jellyfish. Sam's in the water. Dean isn't. GO!

Into the Night by youaredriving
Sam starts sleepwalking - he walks into the cold night air (not very healthy), he hurts himself while asleep (like cutting or banging his head)

Turn Your Back by vail_kagami
From Cas's POV. Post 6x22. During one of Sam's worst breaks, Dean clings to his brother in just another cheap motel room that make up their lives. He holds Sam and whispers and tries to soothe him, desperation radiating off him as Sam gets worse. Unseen, Castiel watches the two people who'd called him family. He either doesn't know why he feels compelled to watch them suffer like this or realizes he still feels something for them (love/remorse). Would prefer no romantic attachments.

Untitled by verucasalt123
Sam smokes cigarettes. He knows it's a bad habit. He knows he smokes way more than he should. He keeps on smoking anyway.

Automatic Reflex by monicawoe
Sam lifts a car. Of course, Sam throws his back out doing it.

Near Miss by laurificus
Sam does not want to be comforted. Dean is like, 'Yeah well I don't want to make you feel better anyway'

Vegetable Pot Pie by ennyousai
Dean has to feed up a Sam who doesn't trust the world around him. Dean is the only person he sorta kinda trusts; he won't accept food unless Dean is the one who prepares it and offers it. Cue lots of cooking!Dean, talking soothingly and acclimating Sam to a domestic routine.

To Hold Your Broken Soul by authoressnebula
I just kind of loved remembering-hell!Sam, and would like to see more of him. Especially some physical h/c. Sam’s face is burned and he looks like he could use a Dean to clean him up and take care of him, you know? And if you want to move on to emotional h/c after that, that’s fine too.

Spiders from Mars by anonymous
Sam loses his hair (reason up to you) and he is embarrassed by his lumpy skull. Depending on the cause of the hair loss, I can actually see this as being either really lulzy or really sad and either is okay with me.

Most Likely To... by monicawoe
Sam meets old friends from Stanford and they don't recognize him, what with him and Dean swooping in all huge and violent with guns and knives and arcane rituals to rescue them all from some horrifying eldritch creature. And then his friends are all, "OMG! It's Psycho Sam who was a closet satanist and was wanted by the FBI!" And Sam is very conspicuously injured, but he and Dean can't stop to patch him up because the eldritch creature is still trying to rip their throats out. And Sam's feelings are hurt because his old friends are scared of him now.

And They Cry to See Your Face by honeylocusttree
Sam meets old friends from Stanford and they don't recognize him, what with him and Dean swooping in all huge and violent with guns and knives and arcane rituals to rescue them all from some horrifying eldritch creature. And then his friends are all, "OMG! It's Psycho Sam who was a closet satanist and was wanted by the FBI!" And Sam is very conspicuously injured, but he and Dean can't stop to patch him up because the eldritch creature is still trying to rip their throats out. And Sam's feelings are hurt because his old friends are scared of him now.

Cold Hard Truth by jpunkin
Sam suddenly knows when people are lying.

Bleed as it Grows by transfixeddream
Post-6.22. One comparatively minor issue in the mile-long list of all the ways Sam's been screwed up by the destruction of the Wall is the fact that he can't shave himself anymore. But it's eating at him, not just because he's irritated by the way being unshaven looks and feels so much as it is the principle of it-- the fact that he's so freaking scared to do something that used to be so easy before. But so much as touching a razor freaks him out because of all the unpleasant associations he now has with razors and blades in general, let alone scraping one across his face, and he can't get over it. Dean realizes it's upsetting him and decides to help out.

Alone Without You by tattooeddevil
Sam has a terminal heart condition. Dean rents a beach house.

It's All Fun and Games by cherry916
Sam and the Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Haircut

Do I Not Bleed? by greeneyes_fan
Robo!Sam is still human, even if he doesn't sleep. He comes down with a really horrific case of the 'flu: fever, chills, that nasty cough that settles right in your chest and makes it hurt to breathe, aching muscles, the whole nine yards. Dean knows how to deal with Sam when he's sick, but Robo!Sam is a whole other matter. How do you take care of a guy who not only views this sickness as just an annoying inconvenience and resists any and all forms of caretaking, but also can't/won't sleep which is the main thing that would help?

The Language of Angels by monicawoe
Post 6x22. Sometimes Sam's breaks aren't too disasterous, sometimes they're catastrophic. He'll scream and tremble and speak only enochian. Desperate to help, Dean, haltingly, learns some broken Enochian words so he can try to reach his brother. Gen preferred.

Pandamonium by mamapranayama
Sam gets mauled by an escaped panda or other cuddly animal at the zoo.

The Other Brother by radiumgirl
Sam and Adam are pulled from the cage at the same time. Sam is not right, and Adam, stuck as his caretaker, is not pleased (the reason for Adam not being the same kind of drooling mess is up to the author). Basically, Adam really really doesn't want to care and holds onto his resentment for dear life, but Sam is all psychotic and hopeless so it's kind of hard. Cue grudging compassion and Adam dragging Sam around the country, hitchhiking with truckers and stuff while trying to keep Sam's lunacy on the down-low, in search of anyone else who wants to take him, anyone at all. When he finally gets his chance to be rid of Sam for good and for keeps, he barely has one foot out the door before he notices Dean/Bobby/the psychiatric nurse/whoever trying to calm Sam down and doing it all wrong. Breaking up is so hard to do.

Big Brothers and Hot Dogs Never Mix by cherry916
Sam gets sick in the Impala. Not just a little, we're talking projectile vomiting, splattering and making a big huge mess. Any season, but not pre-series. Gen, please.

Relief by si_star_x
After a bad fall Sam badly bruises and/or cracks quite a few ribs, he's in agony and relies on Dean to help him through his simple everyday tasks.

Misplaced Comment Fic by greeneyes_fan
Hilarious. Cas rocks! No wait, you rock!

Where There's Smoke by roque_clasique
Sam smokes cigarettes. He knows it's a bad habit. He knows he smokes way more than he should. He keeps on smoking anyway.

True Colors tifaching
CRACK. Or whatever. Castiel and Balthazar go on a roadtrip together in order to rediscover their inner peacocks. (Don't ask, it's an angel thing.) Unfortunately, things go horribly awry and Sam ends up getting pecked half to death when the peacocks turn murderous. Luckily for him, Dean is awesome.

Mirror, Mirror purplehrdwonder
There's an old belief that you see your soul when you look into a mirror. Sam's soul has been in the Cage for hundreds of years. What does he see when he looks at his own reflection? What's in the mirror, staring back at him every morning when he tries to shave?

My life on paper glovered
Seems like after what happened when the wall fell, Sam's brain periodically reverts to amnesia under stress. He doesn't go into a coma, but whatever random triggers he has for his hell flashbacks, his consciousness sidesteps them by becoming blank!slate!Sam.

Sam's Soul brokenangel662
Sam's soul watches, terrified and desperately wanting to join his body as it gets dragged from the cage.

Another Point of View ceedeeandco
Post-wall: It’s not that Sam is hallucinating so much as he’s now capable of seeing into other dimensions. Which, of course, to the untrained eye, comes off as Sam hallucinating. Dean, unfortunately, is an untrained eye, and the inter-dimensional being who might have formerly conveniently let Dean in on the secret is currently off playing God somewhere. So, Dean is going to go with the “Sam hallucinates ALL THE TIME” theory and acts accordingly. Does he ever figure it out?

Metronome geek_chic_girl
OK, this is an odd idea I've had kicking around since 5.22. What if the cage were timeless, or outside of time, and returning to time after being timeless had major repercussions? Physiological, where all Sam's heart rate and breathing rhythms and such were fouled up; psychological, where he no longer knows how to follow a conversation or text or train of thought consecutively without jumping about.

Your Name in Lights by honeylocusttree
What torments Sam most about his memories of the Cage, after he gets a tenuous grip on the flashbacks and fear, is how he broke there: in the worst way a Winchester could possibly break. He remembers wishing Dean was there instead of him. Dean assumes that Sam is miserable and ashamed because of something done to him, instead of anything he'd done, and Sam is inconsolable. Does Dean ever figure it out? Can Sam ever move on?

Along Came a Spider by mamapranayama
As many cellars, abandoned houses, rotting warehouses, and other manky spaces as these guys have run through, I figure their chances of getting tagged have to be pretty high. Sam has a run-in with Lactodectrus mactrans, which in turn leads to all the fun and joy of latrodectism. Dean's there to do the motel rool triage (and the big brother thing) when the agonizing full-body cramps set in, of course. Mega-super bonus points and my eternal love for some kind of background plot, especially if it gives Sam occasion to be awesome, but mainly, I'd just love to see him in agony from Black Widow venom.

Lest Thou be Consumed by jpunkin
After being in the Cage, Sam can't even really tell when he's been hurt, no matter how bad it is. He'll get hurt in a hunt and not know till Dean freaks and tells him he's bleeding. He'll wander off barefoot, lost in his head, and Dean will wake up and run after him. His feet will be all cut up and bloody and Dean's panicking that he doesn't know what's wrong with his brother and doesn't know how to help him. Gen preferred.

Unable to Stay by youaredriving
Sam is a bit shell-shocked after a hunt (maybe an innocent person dies? Someone he knew/got to know?) and has blood on his hands, arms, and face. Thus, Dean has to gently remove his clothes, get him into the shower, get in after him, and bathe him. Sam, still very much out of it, is highly compliant. Afterwards, Dean gets him dressed and into bed. Maybe he cuddles with him, and/or tries to coax him out of his stupor.

Just Following Orders by ramblin_rose
Sam shoots his father. On purpose or accident -- repercussions are going to be severe in any case.

You Never Forget Your First by authoressnebula
The boys are arguing. And this happens to be the one and only time that Dean ever takes his anger out on Sam in a violent way. Maybe it was an accident. Maybe he was really drunk. Maybe he was cursed. Maybe he was just really angry and he screwed up. The thing is, Sam actually gets hurt, and it's Dean's fault. Cue massive guilt and general awesomeness afterwards.
Brownie points if Sam thinks he deserved it for whatever reason. Or is angry about it. Or somehow scared of Dean.

The Cancer Inside by purplehrdwonder
Dean tangles with a djinn who grants you what you want most, with a wicked sense of what it probably thinks is humor. Dean's pissed at Sam, angry, just wants Sam to shut up and listen and grovel maybe a little bit more because hey, the guy jumpstarted the apocalypse and betrayed Dean. So yeah, Dean wants that. And in this world, Dean gets just that.

Cooler Than Me by authoressnebula
Wee!Sam (5-12) catches the eye of an infertile witch. She kidnaps him and casts a spell on him to make him believe that she is his mother.

Not Exactly Clarence by minviendha
Sam, Cas, gen, sometime in Season 5. Sam gets sick, and Cas is the only one who notices. Sam is ignoring the problem until it goes away; cue Cas trying (awkwardly) to take care of him.

To Be Redeemed by brokenangel6662
Sam falls apart. Dean tries to help. That is all.

Draining by 27_jaredjensen
Sam has the mother of all chest colds, a raging headache, draining fever, wracking chills. By all rights he should be in bed, but people are dying and bones need to be burned and Dean can't do it alone. So here they are, in the middle of a forest in the pouring rain, trying to light a stupid match because of course the lighter fluids all gone...you get the idea, right? One of those no good, pain in the ass, nothing going right, suck-the-life-from-your-bones days. Grumbling but protective Dean would be awesome.

Mother Instinct by norahy
Season 2: The boys are forced to crash at the Roadhouse for a time. Sam is hurt/sick/whatever and in bad shape, and Ellen decides the poor boy needs some serious mothering.

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FILLED: To Hold Your Broken Soul Pt. 1

[authoressnebula.livejournal.com]

So work kept me over late; nothing new there. >_< But I bring to you fic!

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Just try to talk to him, was all Bobby had given as a suggestion. This is his head, not yours. You've got less control than he does, and Sam? Sam's got almost none.

Going into Sam's head in the first place had been deemed a stupid thing. Actually, Bobby had called him the "stupidest ass currently breathing on the planet" but hey, tell him something Dean didn't already know. Going into Sam's head while the kid was hell-tripping couldn't end well.

But he couldn't stand it anymore. The second seizure Sam had had, right in front of him, had left Dean no other choice. Bobby would keep researching where Castiel was, and Dean? Dean would go after his brother.

When he opened his eyes, after what seemed like an eternity of keeping them closed, Dean found himself still in the panic room. Except the cot - Sam - were both missing. The air felt...different. Stagnant. Dead. There were no lights on, and the open door out into the basement did little to alleviate Dean's growing unease. The place reeked of death.

More than past time to find Sam.

The taste of the dream root was still bitter on his tongue as he rose from the chair he'd been seated on. He hadn't even been certain it would work, to get to Sam, but he'd had to try. Sitting there, watching Sam play dead on the cot, had been more than he could handle.

He left the panic room and headed out of the basement, trying light switches as he went. Nothing worked. The uneasy feeling in the pit of his stomach wasn't helping, and he could feel the hairs on the back of his neck standing as he stepped upstairs and into the kitchen. A man sat at the table, hands flat on the surface in front of him, a gun off to the side. His face wasn't visible, and his clothes were tattered and torn.

But it was the one person Dean would've known anywhere, even if the guy had been wearing a mascot costume. He swallowed and tentatively called out. "Sam?"

There was no response at first. Then, slowly, the head rose. The weak moonlight coming in from the windows was enough to make out features: nose, lips, eyes dull and dead as they met his.

Then Sam turned in the chair, and the moonlight suddenly illuminated everything.

"Jesus, Sammy," Dean whispered, horrified. There was no hesitation as he ran towards his little brother, because Sam was burned, badly, face and neck and hands. There was blood and burnt flesh and opened wounds, and Dean was pretty damn certain that was bone he was seeing in the wound mostly covered by Sam's hair. Sam's hair that needed a good shower or six.

"No such number," Sam said softly, speaking for the first time. His voice was shredded, low and torn, and there was a resignation, a despair there, that felt like it would rip Dean in two. "No such soul."

He met Dean's stricken gaze with a quiet acceptance. "He's not here," he clarified. "Sammy. Your little brother. He's still outside. Deciding whether he wants to come in."

Dean, in the process of kneeling beside Sam, stopped. "What?"

"He's remembering," the Sam before him said, before giving a soft sigh. "The other Sam, the one with no soul, the one that was almost, you could say, created. He fought Sammy and lost to your brother. Now Sam remembers what he remembers. Knows what he knows. Putting together the pieces so Humpty-Dumpty can get back up again."

Dean felt sick. "You're the last piece," he said, already knowing what this Sam would say before he said it.

"Yes," Sam said. His eyes dropped to the table, and torn hands clenched into fists. "I'm the Sam that remembers Hell."

FILLED: To Hold Your Broken Soul Pt. 2 End

[authoressnebula.livejournal.com]

He flinched, head shifting to the side, giving Dean a better glimpse of bloody, blackened flesh. Charred skin. Destroyed skin, destroyed soul. This was what Sam's soul, the one from the Pit, looked like. Shredded, destroyed, mangled.

His Sam was just outside Bobby's house. Deciding whether or not to come in. Dean needed to get out there, find some way to get them both out of here. Bad enough that Sam remembered what his soulless counterpart had done for the past year; Dean didn't have high hopes that he'd do well with over 150 years worth of Hell damage.

"You should go," Sam said quietly. "He's just outside near the porch. Waiting. Making up his mind."

Dean gazed at him long and hard. The Hell-torn man in front of him was a tattered soul. Broken from Lucifer over the years in a way Dean could never understand.

But he'd been wrong. This, this man, was more his brother than the man outside. This was the man who'd willingly taken Lucifer on and shoved both the archangel and himself into the Pit to save the world. This was the bright soul Dean had fought so hard to bring back.

This was his little brother.

Dean rose and headed for the cabinet nearest the window. He could feel Sam's eyes on him as he swiftly pulled out the first aid kit, the big one, and brought it over to the table. Only when he knelt again and began to open it did Sam finally speak. "What are you doing?" he asked, and he sounded so completely confused that it broke Dean's heart.

"Patching you up," Dean said. "You're a little messy, bro." Messy wasn't even going to describe it. This was pain that Lucifer had inflicted on Sam's soul. Burns and tears in the skin were the physical manifestation of something Dean couldn't even begin to repair. But god help him, he had to try.

He started with the burns, because he couldn't stand to see them anymore. He pulled out the burn kit and retrieved the ointment. It was only when he moved towards Sam's face that Sam shifted back suddenly. "What are you...I don't understand," Sam said, and Dean felt the knot around his chest tighten even further, his heart break a little more.

"I'm helping you," he said, keeping it simple. He carefully spread the ointment, watched Sam shudder and shake and shut his eyes tight against the gentleness Dean was bestowing upon him. "I'm fixing you."

"Can't be fixed," Sam whispered. "Broke me. Can't ever be fixed."

"Yes you can," Dean said firmly. He moved on to patching up the burns, gently, as best he could. God, they were everywhere, and Sam's skin felt brittle like ashes. He swallowed back the lump in his throat. "I'll fix you. It's what I do."

And as he moved through the kit, piece by piece, and turned the Sam before him into a mummy of bandages and care, Dean felt himself grow more determined. If Sam came out of this crazy, if Sam came back broken, then that's how he came back.

Dean would be there to help him, to fix him.

~Nebula

(I've got a plan to make this a little bit longer, but I've literally got to run out the door to a weekend business conference. But I'll be back!)

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[27-jaredjensen.livejournal.com]

♥♥♥ Ahhhhhh do you know how much I love you right now?!?! SO MUCH. I love that you used the whole dream walking idea. And Sammy! My poor muffin:( With his shredded voice and burned skin and hhhnng. He’s just so broken and this, this broke my heart: "Can't be fixed," Sam whispered. "Broke me. Can't ever be fixed." BABY. And Dean, so determined to fix his brother… This is so gorgeous and more than I could have asked for ♥ Thank you!!!

Re: FILLED: To Hold Your Broken Soul Pt. 2 End

[ladyjane]

*passes Dean sterile saline*
What? It's a big job, he's gonna need help. *thinks* There's an extra pair of hands right outside. Yo! Sam! Get your butt in hear and help your brother patch you up!

Re: FILLED: To Hold Your Broken Soul Pt. 2 End

[kettle-o-fish.livejournal.com]

Aww. I so very very badly want for Dean to realize just what condition Sam's soul is in. This is lovely and sad and wonderful.

Re: FILLED: To Hold Your Broken Soul Pt. 2 End

[ladykorana.livejournal.com]

This was gorgeous. I want this to be canon, now.

Re: FILLED: To Hold Your Broken Soul Pt. 2 End

[crazybeagle.livejournal.com]

Holy....
Wow.
The fact that Dean realized that this part of Sam was more his brother than the others was what got me the most. And when Sam was saying that he didn't understand and that he couldn't be fixed, and sounded almost as though he thought he didn't deserve fixing, my heart broke right along with Dean's.
Please do continue. :)
...OH, and if Sam remembers any of this later once he's woken up, I will love you forever and ever amen.

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[tifaching.livejournal.com]

"Can't be fixed," Sam whispered. "Broke me. Can't ever be fixed." *heartbreak*

Dean's gonna do his damndest to fix you, Sammy. No matter what.

Re: FILLED: To Hold Your Broken Soul Pt. 2 End

[verucasalt123.livejournal.com]

"I'll fix you. It's what I do."

THIS!

~thud~

Perfect.

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[monicawoe.livejournal.com]

awwwwww
boys! so lovely and sad
::hugs them::

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[borgmama1of5.livejournal.com]

Must have more!

I wanted more of this Sam in the last episode...you are writing him very well. And that Dean gets that this is the Sam he needs to fix--oh yes!

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[familybizness.livejournal.com]

More PLEASE. Brilliant.

[blacksomnatten.livejournal.com]

Re: FILLED: To Hold Your Broken Soul Pt. 2 End

Just found this little gem. What can I say? U absolutely made my day! I have been looking for this fic forever - ever since the season finale i've wanted Dean to meet hell!Sam and show him some much needed brotherly love. I was starting to give up hope. Starting to think it simply didn't exist, but then this!!! - so thank you thank you thank you so so so much