I Hadn't Noticed

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I Hadn't Noticed
Genre: wincest
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4250
Written for a great prompt over at LJ SPN Kink Meme HERE
Dean has refused to touch Sam after he got back from Purgatory, angry and hurting that Sam didn't look for him. He's very indifferent toward Sam, doesn't trust him, too caught up in his own hurt about Sam not looking for him.
This sends a message to Sam that Dean doesn't really want anything to do with him and Sam agrees but he can't distance himself from Dean. He lives for those small moments that Dean still touches him, is almost ready to beg Dean to do something but he doesn't voice it.
It isn't until after the second trial when Sam is visibly weakened, stumbling around the MoL bunkers does Dean realize how much he's been neglecting Sam and he tries to make up for it, anything from cooking for Sam, touching him more, letting Sam sleep in his room spooned against Sam's back.