FIC: We're Not Broken, Just Bent | Dean/Sam + Hallucifer, NC-17

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Title: We're Not Broken, Just Bent
Rating: NC-17
Characters: Dean/Sam, Lucifer (hallucination)
Word Count: 6,000
Summary: Lucifer never leaves, and Dean never gives up.
Warnings: angst, self-harm, blindfolding (consensual).

Written for the prompt: Sam and Dean get together, but sex doesn't do anything for Sam anymore post-hell/hallucifer/trials trauma. Sam likes the physical intimacy and wants Dean to have a good time enough to have sex anyway, but Dean makes a project out of finding what Sam enjoys and what it takes to rev him up again. Cue patient, comforting, exploratory sex. Talkiness or goofiness would be most welcome too.




Sam still sees him. At random points during the day and night now, with no real trigger. He's usually in the mirror when Sam's brushing his teeth, hiding out in the corner of the room when Sam attempts research, and pacing the floor when Sam tries to sleep. Lucifer is always in the background. A permanent fixture in Sam's life. CONTINUED...