fic: they shoot werewolves, don't they? (sam/dean, R)

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title: they shoot werewolves, don't they? (parts 1 & 2/3)
rating: R
pairing: sam/dean
summary: pre-S6. six months later, Sam is free from hell. there's a catch. it's painful. Dean is not going to like the fine print.
warnings: gross and disturbing imagery, first time, very hurt!Sam
A/N: (forgive me for the title. I swear it's relevant.) this became a little longer than I thought it would, but the last installment will be up shortly. patiently beta'd by Zacky, who is wonderful.
special note: this is not a death fic, even if it seems like it might become one.

(part one)
They’d be 500 miles away by the time anyone noticed, in a motel in Duluth or something eating bacon cheeseburgers and reading obituaries...

(part two)
This is what he was missing more than anything. This is what it feels like to actually have his brother back - no apocalypse, no Ruby, no psychic bullshit...