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[FIC] Hunting Breaks

Title: Hunting Breaks
Fandom: Supernatural
Prompt: Substance Addiction
Medium: Fic
Wordcount: 2,983
Rating: R
Warnings: Substance Abuse, Implied Suicide Attempt, Canon Character Death
Summary: Inspired by this prompt from

lauehime's Winchester Hurt/Comfort Festival a long time ago: I like the idea of Sam trying to deal with hating hunting and the life they live through addiction (something like pain meds maybe - which would make him jump in front of the line of fire if it meant getting hurt and fed a dose of his beloved relief). From then on, there are many possibilities the story could turn to. Dean and/or John could find out, or Sam could accidentally take in a bigger dose than he should've, or he could get into trouble. That's up to you, of course!

On LJ / AO3

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Fic: Underneath a Stretching Skyline verse #08: In the Drift of Days

Title: In the Drift of Days, verse #08
Author:

lauehime
Rating: Mature
Genre/pairing: H/C, Angst, Family, Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Lucifer
Word count: +/- 4,300
Warnings: Some cussing, illegal use of legal drugs, disturbing images
Summary: Dean’s overprotective and Sam’s overreactive. It all ends in overconsequences.

Written for

spnshannanigans’s prompt on

ohsam which is “Sam's memories from hell threaten to overwhelm him every moment of every day. To calm the storm in his head, he comes to rely on either drugs or alcohol (or both). Dean allows this to continue (for now anyway) because he doesn't know how to help Sam and he can't stand the screaming”

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The Pride of Your Heart 7/?

Title: The Pride of Your Heart 7/?
Author name:

cosmic_medusa
Genre: angst, addiction, grief, awesome!bros, limp!Sam, protective!Dean, sad!Cas
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas, Gabriel, Raphael, Michael, Lucifer(Lou), Rachel, Victor Hendrickson, Jodi Mills
Rating: PG-13--R (language, some schmoopy D/C, addiction, non-con drug use)
Word count: 5,560
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst/schmoop//language/violence
Author's Notes: Part of my Three Kings 'verse, recommended you read We Three Kings first.
Beta: All mistakes are mine.

Summary: A Morgan Family Crisis brings Cas and the Winchesters back East, where Cas learns that his family is out to do whatever it takes to bring him back into the fold: even if it means eliminating the family he's adopted.

Dean was sitting next to the bed, rubbing his back. Sam had told Dean and Cas everything he knew, then repeated to it all to the police, and then lapsed back into silence.

Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five Part Six

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The Pride of Your Heart 6/?

Title: The Pride of Your Heart 6/?
Author name:

cosmic_medusa
Genre: angst, addiction, grief, awesome!bros, limp!Sam, protective!Dean, sad!Cas
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas, Gabriel, Raphael, Michael, Lucifer(Lou), Rachel, Victor Hendrickson
Rating: PG-13--R (language, some schmoopy D/C, addiction, non-con drug use)
Word count: 5,920
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst/schmoop//language/violence
Author's Notes: Part of my Three Kings 'verse, recommended you read We Three Kings first.
Beta: All mistakes are mine.

Summary: A Morgan Family Crisis brings Cas and the Winchesters back East, where Cas learns that his family is out to do whatever it takes to bring him back into the fold: even if it means eliminating the family he's adopted.

Looking back, Cas was amazed how quickly his training had taken over—and his brother’s. Michael and Cas had never worked together in the same Emergency Room, but they had fallen together like a well-drilled team.

Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five

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The Pride of Your Heart 5/?

Title: The Pride of Your Heart 5/?
Author name:

cosmic_medusa
Genre: angst, addiction, grief, awesome!bros, limp!Sam, protective!Dean, sad!Cas
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas, Gabriel, Raphael, Michael, Lucifer(Lou), Rachel, Victor Hendrickson
Rating: PG-13--R (language, some schmoopy D/C, addiction, non-con drug use)
Word count: 5,450
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst/schmoop//language/violence
Author's Notes: Part of my Three Kings 'verse, recommended you read We Three Kings first.
Beta: All mistakes are mine.

Summary: A Morgan Family Crisis brings Cas and the Winchesters back East, where Cas learns that his family is out to do whatever it takes to bring him back into the fold: even if it means eliminating the family he's adopted.

A light knock came on his door as Sam was unbuttoning his dress-shirt. He checked his watch and figured enough time had passed that Dean may havae stepped out for ice and was returning to complain he’d forgotten his key, or a hotel employee had been sent to offer perks because of Cas’s last name. Instead, he found Lou Morgan.

Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four

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Art Post: We Three Kings

Title: Art Post: We Three Kings
Artist (kinda):

cosmic_medusa
Pairing/Character: Dean, Sam, Cas
Rating: G
Warnings: Anxiety, withdrawal, sickness, depression, drug abuse, addiction
Spoilers: None
Summary: Sam in withrawal, part of my ongoing 3 Kings verse, which is Sam-centric. Part of school and my freelance business is Photoshop, and it's inspiring me to play around with photos. Please request any moments you'd like me to try...my skills are limited but there's fun to be had!

"What happened, Sammy?" he murmured.

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Three Kings Prequels: The King of Wands

Title: Three Kings Prequels
Author name:

cosmic_medusa
Genre: h/c, pre-series,
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas
Rating: PG-13--R (language, violence)
Word count: 925
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst/schmoop//language/violence/addiction/abuse of drugs and alcohol and prescription meds/
Author's Notes: I'm a semi-professional tarot reader and an amateur psych student...and this is what inspired me to try this 'verse.
Beta: All mistakes are mine.
Summary: The virtues and vices that make the boys who they are.

The King of Wands (Sam Winchester reflects on what lead him to drug addiction, and what brought him back).

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Just One Fix (5/?)

Titlex Just one Fix (5/?)
Author:

nblaque_impala
Beta: None this time, so don't be afraid to point out mistakes!
Genre: Gen, hurt-comfort. Angst fic.
Rating & Warnings: R for - Language and some violence. Canon character death (Jessica). Non-hunter au. Drug use and addiction, grief, withdrawal, (highlight to read more): overdose, suicidal ideation and suicidal behaviour.
Words: 2,144.
Characters and pairings: Sam, Jess, Dean, Carmen, Mary. Slight Dean/Carmen initially, Sam/Jess, past John/Mary (John's dead). Eventual Sam/Dean.
Summary: Sam and Dean aren't hunters; their mother wasn't killed by a demon, and they didn't spend their lives flitting from one motel room to the next - for the most part, they also weren't friends. When news comes of Sam and Jessica's engagement, Dean realises just how bad he screwed things up with his little brother, but it might just be too little too late, because that same night Sam's car is run off the road and their lives change forever.

Part one | Part Four | PART FIVE | Fiction Masterlist.

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Titlex Just one Fix (4/?)
Author:

nblaque_impala
Beta:

dualityforce
Genre: Gen, hurt-comfort. Angst fic.
Rating & Warnings: R for - Language and some violence. Canon character death (Jessica). Non-hunter au. Drug use and addiction, grief, withdrawal, (highlight to read more): overdose, suicidal ideation and suicidal behaviour.
Words: 2,555.
Characters and pairings: Sam, Jess, Dean, Carmen, Mary. Slight Dean/Carmen initially, Sam/Jess, past John/Mary (John's dead). Eventual Sam/Dean.
Summary: Sam and Dean aren't hunters; their mother wasn't killed by a demon, and they didn't spend their lives flitting from one motel room to the next - for the most part, they also weren't friends. When news comes of Sam and Jessica's engagement, Dean realises just how bad he screwed things up with his little brother, but it might just be too little too late, because that same night Sam's car is run off the road and their lives change forever.

Part one | Part Two | Part Three | PART FOUR | Fiction Masterlist.

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Just One Fix (Part 3/?)

Titlex Just one Fix (3/?)
Author:

nblaque_impala
Beta:

dualityforce
Genre: Gen, hurt-comfort. Angst fic.
Rating: R.
Warnings: Language and some violence. Canon character death (Jessica). Non-hunter au. Drug use and addiction, grief, (highlight to read more): overdose, suicidal ideation and suicidal behaviour.
Words: 1,588.
Characters and pairings: Sam, Jess, Dean, Carmen, Mary. Slight Dean/Carmen initially, Sam/Jess past John/Mary (John's dead). Eventual Sam/Dean.
Summary: Sam and Dean aren't hunters; their mother wasn't killed by a demon, and they didn't spend their lives flitting from one motel room to the next - for the most part, they also weren't friends. When news comes of Sam and Jessica's engagement, Dean realises just how bad he screwed things up with his little brother, but it might just be too little too late, because that same night Sam's car is run off the road and their lives change forever.

Part one | Part Two | Part Three | Fiction Masterlist.

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Just One Fix (Parts one and two)

Titlex Just one Fix (1&2/?)
Author:

nblaque_impala
Beta:

dualityforce
Genre: Gen, hurt-comfort. Angst fic.
Rating: R.
Warnings: Language and some violence. Canon character death (Jessica). Non-hunter au. Drug use and addiction, grief, (highlight to read more): overdose, suicidal ideation and suicidal behaviour.
Words: 1,127/ 1,257.. (accumulative total: 25,329).
Characters and pairings: Sam, Jess, Dean, Carmen, Mary. Slight Dean/Carmen initially, Sam/Jess past John/Mary (John's dead). Eventual Sam/Dean.
Summary: Sam and Dean aren't hunters; their mother wasn't killed by a demon, and they didn't spend their lives flitting from one motel room to the next - for the most part, they also weren't friends. When news comes of Sam and Jessica's engagement, Dean realises just how bad he screwed things up with his little brother, but it might just be too little too late, because that same night Sam's car is run off the road and their lives change forever.

Part one | Part Two | Fiction Masterlist.

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No Asia? - Dean and Sam [PG-13] Gen

Title: No Asia

Medium: Fic
Fandom: Supernatural
Prompt: Exhaustion for my hurt/comfort bingo (No, I don't think I'm gonna make the deadline!)
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: Approx. 1200
Characters/Pairings: Dean and Sam, gen.
Warnings: Language, drug abuse, angst, violence, bad writing.
Summary: "Because, no. Just no. Dean isn't going to end like this...As the punch line to some "demigod's" twisted joke... 'So a coupla brothers walk into a diner...'" Sam is determined to do whatever it takes to get Dean back. Missing six months from Mystery Spot.

( No Asia? )

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Life From the Dead 2/2

Title: Life From the Dead 2/2
Author name:

cosmic_medusa
Genre: Dean/Cas (very tame), addict!Sam,
Characters: Dean, Sam, Andy, Castiel, Balthazzar, Crowley, Anna, Ruby, Ava
Rating: R (language, content)
Word count: 5,300
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst/schmoop/language/addiction/alcoholism/anxiety/panic attack/dub-con/non-con/violence
Author's Notes: Part of my 3 Kings 'verse, recommend you read We Three Kings first. I don't wish to scare off gen or slash readers. I've intended for the relationship between all three boys to be very supportive and loving and have done all I could to retain the elements of SPN--family, loyalty, loss, and redemption.
Beta: All mistakes are mine.
Summary: Following the events of Weekend at Gabriel's, Dean and Cas make up, Sam mans up, Ruby shows up, Balthazzar blows up, and everyone grows up.

This round is a hard R, thanks to Crowley's fowl mouth and Dean's bad temper. Also: Sam has a real panic attack, so please be aware if anxiety is triggering. :)

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“You should have told me this afternoon, Sammy.”

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One of the Chief Princes 1/1

Title: One of the Chief Princes
Author name: cosmic_medusa
Genre: Dean/Cas (very tame), Sam
Characters: Dean, Sam, Michael, Castiel
Rating: R (language, addiction)
Word count: 6,100
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst/schmoop/addiction: protective!Dean/addict!Sam/awesome!Cas
Author's Notes: I don't wish to scare off gen or slash readers. My gen is very tame, but, hopefully, you will find the relationship between all three boys very loving.
Beta: All mistakes are mine.
Summary: Second in my 3 Kings 'verse, set a few months after We Three Kings. Sam and Dean Winchester meet Cas Morgan's oldest brother Michael. The introductions are anything but pleasant.

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Then Michael, one of the chief princes, came to help me.

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We Three Kings 3/3

Title: We Three Kings
Author name: cosmic_medusa
Genre: Dean/Cas, Sam
Characters: Dean, Sam, John, Missouri
Rating: R (language, addiction)
Word count: 5,100
Warnings/Spoilers: A complete alternate universe. My Dean/Cas is very tame. Angst/schmoop/addiction/protective!Dean/addict!Sam/awesome!Cas
Author's Notes: Fully intend for this to become a 'verse.
Beta: All mistakes are mine.
Summary: Cas, a doctor, falls in love with the mechanic, Dean Winchester. He understood, early on, that this meant adopting his younger brother, Sam. He didn't, however, count on all the loss that would follow the Winchesters, the addiction that would trouble Sam, or the problems his own family would cause following his commitment to the boys. Along the way we'll meet all our faves from the series, including Cas' extended clan.

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As if on some sick cue, he heard a crash above them. Dean had already dumped in his share of the laundry, and practically knocked Cas backwards into the dryer in an effort to get to the stairs. Cas was close behind him, but Dean waved him off as he pounded on the bathroom door and bellowed “Sammy?”

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Fic: Serenity

Title: Serenity
Author:

radiumgirl
Rating: PG-13 for language and adult!situations (not porn, sorry)
Genre/pairing: Gen, H/C, angst
Characters: Sam, Dean
Summary: Sam and Dean both have a drinking problem. Each one drinks for different reasons. Each one stops (or doesn't) for different reasons.
Spoilers: season 6
Warnings: Angst. Possibly triggery subject matter (alcoholism).
Disclaimer: Not my sandbox.
Author's Note: Even though my Sam here is showing some post-hell!damage, this is a stand-alone that has nothing to do with "Something Borrowed" or the "For Keeps" 'verse. This is what happens when I try to write about Dean's drinking problem.
Author's Note Deux: Someday, I will write a story where Dean gets whumped and Sam has to love him and pet him and feed him pie.

Today, unfortunately for Sam, is not that day.

Everyone knew that Dean Winchester had a drinking problem...

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Fic: A Time to Remember (2/4)

Title: A Time to Remember
Author: LittleLonnie/CaptainLon
Genre: Hurt/comfort, romance, angst, friendship
Warnings: Sexual content, violence, mention of drugs
Spoilers: For 5x20 "The Devil You Know"
Characters: Sam (21), Brady (21), Jess (21). In Epilogue: Sam (27), Dean (31), Brady (27)
Summary: Sam goes to Stanford, he's unaware that his friend Brady is possessed by a demon and uses drug problems as a cover up. Sam and his girlfriend Jessica takes the next step in their relationship and an old bully causes unforseen trouble for Sam. Many years later Dean will learn the truth too of what happened when he wasn't there to protect his little brother.
Important: You should read Chapter 25 of "The ABC of Limp!Sam", which story-vise is another one then this, but it's the same characters with Brady before the demon took over and before Jess.
Disclaimer: "Supernatural" and all characters beside Jacob etc belong to Eric Kripke.
Thanks to beta reader Ravanne!!

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On my journal: Chapter 2
On fanfic.net: A Time to Remember