[identity profile] ever-dimming.livejournal.com
Title: Unfurl in the Wind
Author: ever_dimming
Rating: T
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Cas, Dean
Word count:
< 30k, WIP
Summary: Sam has managed to fly under most people's radar with this for many years, but not anymore. Not since Dean unexpectedly went missing. He's been struggling more than usual, and he finds himself in a psychiatric ward, facing a diagnosis of Dissociative Identity Disorder that he’s long avoided.
Spoilers: AU, so no specific season
Warnings: Some self-injury, as well as suicidal ideation || Psych ward / hospital life and routines || Present results of past trauma
Disclaimer: Nope, don't own Supernatural

on AO3
[identity profile] lennelle.livejournal.com
Fic Title: Collision Theory
Chapter Title: The boy who zipped his own mouth shut
Pairings: Dean/Cas, Sam/Ruby
Fic Summary: A few weeks before the first anniversary of their dad's death, Dean is called into the high school: Sam has finally crossed the line with his bad behaviour.
Given a second chance, Sam must fulfil his punishment: the worst of which being weekly sessions with the school councillor, Mr Novak.
Having recently started a new job in a new town far away from his old life, Cas tries to start afresh: two brothers collide with him, an impact he could never have seen coming.
Chapter summary: Cas tries to make a difference, but Sam doesn't want anyone's help.
Author Notes: Written as a gift for [livejournal.com profile] winchesterpooja. No-monsters AU. Dean/Cas is the main pairing, but the story is mostly centred around Sam and Dean's grief for their father and Sam's issues with mental illness. Lots of hurt!Sam. Each chapter is from either Sam, Dean or Cas' POV.

Read from the beginning on AO3

Chapter 5 on AO3
[identity profile] lennelle.livejournal.com
Fic Title: Collision Theory
Chapter title: "Apparently, I need to chill"
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lennelle
Fic summary: A few weeks before the first anniversary of their dad's death, Dean is called into the high school: Sam has finally crossed the line with his bad behaviour.
Given a second chance, Sam must fulfil his punishment: the worst of which being weekly sessions with the school councillor, Mr Novak.
Having recently started a new job in a new town far away from his old life, Cas tries to start afresh: two brothers collide with him, an impact he could never have seen coming.
Notes: Dean/Cas, although what's happening with Sam is the main plot of the story. Written for my friend Pooja aka [livejournal.com profile] winchesterpooja

Chapter 4
Read from the beginning

The Circle

Nov. 23rd, 2016 10:06 pm
[identity profile] lennelle.livejournal.com
Title: The Circle
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lennelle
Summary: Sam attends a support group.
Word Count: 1348
Author's Note: Set post-epsidode 11x14 'The Vessel'. Mentions of past rape and sexual abuse.

LJ|AO3
[identity profile] pineapplefan92.livejournal.com

Title: Open Book
Author: pineapplefan92
Rating: T
Genre/Pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Summary: Dean was always able to read Sam like an open book. Until he wasn't.
Chapters: 11/?

Posted on: FF.net | AO3

[identity profile] lennelle.livejournal.com
Title: Collision Theory
Chapter title: The kind of not-good that gets someone suspended from school
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lennelle
Summary: A few weeks before the first anniversary of their dad's death, Dean is called into the high school: Sam has finally crossed the line with his bad behaviour.
Given a second chance, Sam must fulfil his punishment: the worst of which being weekly sessions with the school councillor, Mr Novak.
Having recently started a new job in a new town far away from his old life, Cas tries to start afresh: two brothers collide with him, an impact he could never have seen coming.
Author's Notes: Non-supernatural AU. Main Pairing of Dean/Cas, with Sam as a main character. Written as a gift for [livejournal.com profile] winchesterpooja. Art by me.


Link to AO3

[identity profile] pineapplefan92.livejournal.com

Title: Open Book
Author: pineapplefan92
Rating: T
Genre/Pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Summary: Dean was always able to read Sam like an open book. Until he wasn't.
Chapters: 10/?

Posted on: FF.net | AO3

[identity profile] pineapplefan92.livejournal.com

Title: Open Book
Author: pineapplefan92
Rating: T
Genre/Pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Summary: Dean was always able to read Sam like an open book. Until he wasn't.
Chapters: 7/?

Posted on: FF.net | AO3

[identity profile] geek4ever
Title: No Lust for Life

Author: HobbitLover4eva

Characters: Sam, Dean, Charlie (mentioned)

pairings: none

Rating: PG 13

Spoilers: events mentioned from 10.22 up to 11.05 Thin Lizze

Summary: Coda to 10x22 The Prisoner. Sam stared at his blood saturated clothes. "Fitting I go out like her... Like you wanted." Dean felt everything in him recoil. Hurt!Guilty!Sam & Guilty!BigBro!Dean. Hurt/comfort one shot*






https://www.fanfiction.net/s/11783746/1/No-Lust-For-Life
[identity profile] excoyote.livejournal.com
Title: Vitium
Author: Excoyote (Brokenlittleboy @ AO3)
Rating: Explicit
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, mentions of Lucifer
Word count: 3.3k
Summary: A few days after Dean gets Sam back, Dean finds Sam getting high alone in his room, and the conversation that follows reveals a lot of things to Dean--about his relationship with Sam, about how Sam is, and they come to a decision.
Spoilers: Minor mentions of the midseason finale
Warnings: Mentions of rape and abuse
Note: Vitium is the Latin origin of vice, which is used in multiple ways in this fic.
AO3 | LJ
[identity profile] steeplechasers.livejournal.com
Title: body of proof
Author: [livejournal.com profile] steeplechasers
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Hurt/Comfort; n/a
Characters: Sam, Dean; Ruby, Lindsey, Dr Kadinsky, Amelia Richardson; original minor characters; mentions of Lucifer and Gadreel.
Word count: ~7300
Summary: There are things Sam hasn't told his brother. They're all in the envelope laid on Dean's pillow.
Warnings: discussion/description of past canonical (and non-canonical) rape and sexual assault. Emotional abuse. Slurs.
Disclaimer: Though I love them like my own, they are sadly not mine.
Read: LJ / AO3

Unresolved

Jul. 13th, 2014 05:22 am
[identity profile] freya922.livejournal.com

TITLE: Unresolved
AUTHOR: Freya922
RATING: T for adult language
GENRE: Hurt/comfort, Angst, Psychological Trauma
CHARACTERS: Sam, Dean, OMC
WORD COUNT: 5,286

SUMMARY: Dean’s in deep trouble and Sam’s ability to help is undermined by the tattered state of their relationship post-Gadreel. Sam takes desperate action: he talks to someone. A Season 9 story spanning the time between Captives and Do You Believe in Miracles? though events of earlier seasons are also mentioned. Beta'ed by the incomparable [livejournal.com profile] scullspeare.
DISCLAIMER: Obviously, I own nothing Supernatural-related whatsoever but am grateful to walk in this astounding world others have created.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: This story came into being because a friend and I were tossing around "what ifs" and found ourselves very much intrigued by a "what if Sam or Dean were really in therapy with a good therapist (at least, with a better therapist than has ever been portrayed on the show)"? My friend double dared me, and I dove into the attempt. It was a lot harder than I had imagined it was going to be. How do you make two people sitting and talking in a room interesting? Well, it helps when one of them is an anguished Winchester.

UNRESOLVED

“Before I go, will you guys promise me something? Can you two get over it?”

Kevin had been so young when he died, and sheltered despite the upheaval of his final years, Sam thought. He was a genius and a prophet, but also an only child. There was no way he could have grasped a relationship as deep-rooted and expansive, as tangled and tempestuous as his and Dean’s... (for the rest - click on the title above)

First Steps

Jun. 4th, 2014 10:27 pm
[identity profile] foolscapper.livejournal.com
Genre: Angst, Family
Pairing: Gen.
Rating: Teen+
Word Count: ~1,800
Warnings: disability
Prompt: S5 spoilers. Sam has a messed up leg, and not much changes.
Author's Notes: Not beta'd, just a quick little... idk, thing. I don't know. I just write random-ass stuff sometimes. The stuff I've been writing lately has been mostly Dean's POV despite Sam being my favorite character in the show. I don't know, maybe my inner Dean muse is strong this month. It's not anything special but I hope you like. :)

When Sam was born, he had a leg that turned funny: toes bunched and curving awkwardly, foot clubbed a little, knee and hip twisted inward. He was weaker than he should be, got sick a lot, and his muscles weren't very strong. But Dean didn't worry about it as much as his mom or dad did, because Sam was a happy baby, and happiness is often all that ever really matters in the end. How could they look that fretful when Sam had such a big dumb grin?
[identity profile] cowboyguy.livejournal.com
Title: Nothing to Kill or Die For
Author: [livejournal.com profile] cowboyguy
Rating: PG
Genre/pairing: Gen, hurt/comfort
Characters: Sam, Dean
Word count: 6605
Summary: Sam is back from Hell and is one giant mess of sensory issues and hallucinations. The common cold is just not something he can easily deal with. Dean tries his best to help, because it’s Sam.
Spoilers: Through the end of season 5.
Warnings: Post season 5 AU, Hell-trauma, flashbacks, brief descriptions of torture
Disclaimer: Sadly, I don't get to keep them. Just playing with them for a while. And I am in no way a medical expert on sensory processing disorder or any related issues.

Dean can already tell it’s going to be a bad day — maybe a bad week — when he comes into Sam’s room in the morning to find his brother sitting cross-legged on the side of the bed, elbows propped up on his knees and his forehead resting against his palms.

107 Degrees

Aug. 1st, 2013 07:16 am
[identity profile] scullspeare.livejournal.com
AUTHOR:[livejournal.com profile] scullspeare
SUMMARY: Tag to 8.21-The Great Escapist. Dean's phone rang; when Sam wouldn’t–or couldn’t–answer, Dean didn’t know why, but he knew it could be nothing good. Missing scenes that book-end the ice bath.
SPOILERS: Set late in Season 8. References to canon incidents through 8.21.
DISCLAIMER: The characters of Supernatural belong to Eric Kripke, Jeremy Carver & Co. I am playing in their sandbox, with their toys, with much gratitude.
RATING: T for swearing, including the 'big boy' words, as Jensen once called them.
WORD COUNT: 5K+
GENRE: Gen/Hurt-Comfort
107 DEGREES
[identity profile] scribble2much.livejournal.com
FAS Graphic

Title: Fear and Shame #6: Tribulation
Characters: Sam, Dean
Genres: Hurt/Comfort/Angst
Rating: PG
Words: 2900
Pairings: Gen/None
Warnings: Mental health issues
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural or any of its characters.

Summary: When Sam tries to cover up what Dean suspects is a serious medical condition, Dean starts to snoop and finds out more than he can handle. Set in Season 1.

( Masterpost )
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[identity profile] scribble2much.livejournal.com
FAS Graphic

Title: Fear and Shame #5: Confrontation
Characters: Sam, Dean
Words: 2,557
Genres: Hurt/Comfort/Angst/
Rating: PG
Pairings: Gen/None
Warnings: None
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural or any of its characters.

Summary: When Sam tries to cover up what Dean suspects is a serious medical condition, Dean starts to snoop and finds out more than he can handle. Set in Season 1. #5 in the Bicycle Verse.
[identity profile] scribble2much.livejournal.com
FAS Graphic

Characters: Sam W. & Dean W.
Words: 3,683
Genres: Hurt/Comfort/Angst
Rating: PG
Pairings: None
Warnings: None

Summary: When Sam tries to cover up what Dean suspects is a serious medical condition, Dean starts to snoop and finds out more than he can handle. Set in Season 1. #5 in the Bicycle Verse.

Read it Here!

HeartVerse

Jan. 14th, 2013 08:48 am
[identity profile] heartverse.livejournal.com
HEARTVERSE


Authors [livejournal.com profile] shangrilada  [livejournal.com profile] familybizness
Rating: R
Warnings: rape, alcoholism, physical abuse, drug use, gratuitous and likely often incorrect medical information, torture, foul language, excessive hilarity
Authors' Note: CurtainFic


The thing about Hell is that nobody tells you what happens after (until the Winchesters, no one knew there was an after).

After Dean grabs his little brother--broken lungs, broken mind, broken soul and all--from the Cage, they're unceremoniously forced into retirement. This is great for Sam, who somehow, to Dean's amazement, manages to find really innocent, genuine pleasure in waffles, cooking show marathons, and curling up with his nebulizer at the end of the day, but metaphorical (everything is metaphorical now) hell for Dean. Without hunting, he's tense, miserable, and drinking himself into blackouts or rages, both of which have him waking up with the itching, biting feeling that he's doing Sam more harm than good.

Sam's struggling to breathe through nightmare after nightmare until Dean finds him Christa, a therapist who's damn good at what she does, and what she does expands from helping Sam to helping Sam while comforting Dean, and then to helping Sam while comforting Dean and then removing Dean's clothes. So Sam's pretty content, seeing two of his favorite people (God, he loves Christa and God God God he loves when Dean smiles) all over each other, and that's not exactly hindered by Christa's daughter who gives him his meds and he swears sees down to his damn (maybe not so broken) soul, and then there's that angel in the trench coat who holds him at night and lets him cry in Enochian and gives Sam soft kisses down his jawline.

Everything's so much better than it should be, and then one day Sam wakes up and his heart doesn't work.

The thing about Hell is that nobody tells you what happens after.

There are things it can do to a body.

Things it can shut down.

This is a story about when hearts don't fail (and when they fucking do).


HeartVerse is a joint endeavor by  [livejournal.com profile] shangrilada  and  [livejournal.com profile] familybizness  and you can view the masterlist here.
[identity profile] cosmic-medusa.livejournal.com
Title: Three Kings Prequels
Author name: [info]cosmic_medusa
Genre: h/c, pre-series,
Characters: Dean, Sam, Cas
Rating: PG-13--R (language, violence)
Word count: 925
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst/schmoop//language/violence/addiction/abuse of drugs and alcohol and prescription meds/
Author's Notes: I'm a semi-professional tarot reader and an amateur psych student...and this is what inspired me to try this 'verse. 
Beta: All mistakes are mine.
Summary: The virtues and vices that make the boys who they are.

The King of Wands (Sam Winchester reflects on what lead him to drug addiction, and what brought him back).

KingofWANDS

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