You don't know what you've got till its gone...

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Title: You don't know what you've got till its gone..
Rating: NC15 - Swearing, non explicit sexual situations
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Word count: 2400+
Summary: For the oh_Sam fic Challenge, for this prompt by  lexicale: I read a lot of Wincest fic in which they have an 'only at night' relationship or don't talk about things, because that will somehow make it not incest.
I often feel that Sam is presented as less hurt by this, or more assertive about talking about it, than he would necessarily be. 
I'd really like to see a Dean/Sam fic in which Dean doesn't talk about what they do, continues to flirt with/hook up with chicks, because in his head, this is "better" than acknowledging what he and Sam are. That somehow, by avoiding it, he's doing "the right thing." Rather than have Sam confront him about it(as Sam is of the belief that Dean doesn't feel the same way about it that he does), I'd like it to become clear to Dean how much he's actually damaging Sam with this. He thinks he's not-in-a-relationship with Sam, but the truth is that he is, and treating Sam like crap.
I'm not necessarily thinking that Dean is evil or mean -- he's just kind of being an emotional dumbass about it, as he is wont to do.
A happy ending was also requested
Spoilers: No specific spoiler
Disclaimer: The characters don't belong to me, etc etc

Its unbeta'd so please point out any mistakes....

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Mods, totally take this down if this isn't allowed, and I apologize majorly.

I'm planning an AU of my asthma-verse in which Jess doesn't die and she and Sam and Dean settle down and there's awesome happiness with metric tons of sick Sammy, obviously. I'm multi-tasking by raising money for Jared'and Gen's St. Jude fundraiser--for every $10 donated, I'm writing 1,000 words, and you get to make one demand for the verse for ever $10. We're up to $170 in less than 24 hours. It's really awesome.

So if you're at all interested, details and stuff here: http://shangrilada.livejournal.com/18904.html#cutid1

Thank you!!

vid: Heart of a Volunteer

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Vidder: Loki
Title: Heart of a Volunteer
Song: Mars; The Ever Under
Artist: Audio Network; Methodic Doubt
Warnings: character's death
Category: AU
Characters/Pairings: Sam, Dean
Summary: There's nothing stronger than the heart of a volunteer.
Links: here at graphicinmotion

Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 2

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Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.02)
Author: vail_kagami
Beta: minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 8,154
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

When he finally drifts off into a half-awake haze, his thoughts get away from him and leave him with confused and terrible dreams.

Posted at Dreamwidth due to length. Commetn anywhere you like.