Lay me Down 1/?

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Title: Lay me Down
Author: stripeypirate
Rating: T/M (see warnings)
Characters: Sam, Dean, John
Word count: 500ish this part (~12k total)
Summary: Sam's falling apart, John's getting more erratic, and Dean's trying to make things right again. In short, the Winchester family is in a tailspin.
Warnings: Suicide, self harm, physical abuse. Not a happy fic.
If anything, he's good at research.
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(I have the first TWO chapters up on FF *wink wink*) I'm a lazy bum and I'll get my journal caught up tomorrow