Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours, Chapter 12

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Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (Chapter 12)
Author: vail_kagami
Beta: minviendha 
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. Vague spoilers for season six.
Words (this chapter): 9,320
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

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And then Castiel punches him in the face.


Author's note: This story, as a whole, is divided into two parts, and this was the finale of the first one. I am already working on the second
part, but I won't start posting it before I have written at least three complete chapters. So there won't be a new chapter in two weeks. Right
now I estimate a break of two or three months.

I'm sorry I have to put in a long break like that, but keeping up the posting scedule is impossible at the moment. I've decided to do this so when the story comes back you will know that a new chapter will be ready every two weeks, just as before.

Some (semi-)final words: When I started posting this story, I didn't think anyone would read it. As it turned out, not many people do, but the readers I've got are exceptionally patient, loyal and enthusiastic. Thank you so much, guys! You keep me writing!



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Comments

[(Anonymous)]

No! Wait, it was Dean who raped Sam, not Michael? (crawl under a rock and cry)

Dean told Sam he would feed Sam to Lucifer if he finds himself released from Michael, and he did just that! (crawl back under the rock and cry)

And Sam knew it was Dean and not Michael, and he must have lied to Cas because he didn't see it happen. Cas was already very angry with Dean for saying "yes" and causing Sam to pay the price. No way Cas would have tolerated Dean after Michael released him if Cas knew the truth. (finding a bigger rock to crawl under and cry)

Why Dean why?! To prove to yourself that you were right and that Sam would have said "yes" anyway, only Sam never said "yes". So this was to break Sam and make him give up into saying "yes"? Am I reading this right? This really is the point of no return. How can Dean come back from this?

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Actually, no. The story doesn't have an entirely reliable narrator on this because the POV is bound to Dean who is the one who knowns least of all of them, but he's right in this rfegard: Michael lied to him. Dean didn't rape Sam, that was just Michael manipulating his "memories" accordingly.

Dean can come back because he knows it wasn't thrue. There are going to be other thing that will be hard to deal with for him.

[(Anonymous)]

Whew! Thanks for the clarification because Dean could never NEVER come back from that, though his words were excruciatingly painful too. Sam, as always, have great faith in his brother; he's probably the only one who still does as Castiel has never let go of his anger and resentment and told Dean to his face that he didn't deserved Sam's faith.