Sullen Load is Full; So Slow on the Spit

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Title: Sullen Load is Full; So Slow on the Spit
Author: apodiopsys
Character(s): Sam Winchester (Dean Winchester, Ruby v1.0, Ruby v2.0, Lilith)
Rating: gen | R
Summary: Maybe I’m in the black / Maybe I’m on my knees / Maybe I’m in the gap between the two trapezes or "Somehow, Sam has to keep surviving while Dean's burning in hell."
Warnings: Set in the missing months when Dean went to hell so character death? Reckless drinking and other nefarious things.
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the characters. Title to Bon Iver and lyrics and cut to Coldplay.
A/N: Lyric based fic from Every Teardrop is a Waterfall by Coldplay. It makes me... sad? I absolutely did not enjoy writing this I am absolutely not sadistic to my boys not at all no.

My heart is beating and my pulses start, cathedrals in my heart.