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jpunkin.livejournal.com

Title: The Freedom to Be Loud
Chapters: 1/1
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst
Pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, John (mentioned)
Rating: NR
Word Count: 4169

Summary: It hadn’t occurred to Dean that maybe Sam remembered so much about that little nowhere town because something memorable had happened there.

Read here: AO3

jpunkin.livejournal.com

Title: Mutation of the Bee
Chapters: 1/1
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst
Pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Rating: NR
Word Count: 1580
Spoiler Warning: Spoilers through mid season 11

Summary: Eight days ago, Sam didn’t kill himself. Eight days ago, Dean began to unravel.

Read here: AO3

jpunkin.livejournal.com

Title: A Vast Without the Curse
Chapters: 1/1
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst
Pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Rating: NR
Word Count: 1522
Spoiler Warning: Set post 11x17 - Red Meat

Summary: Dean doesn't know how he gets there. Maybe it's where he's always been.

Read here: AO3

jpunkin.livejournal.com

Title: They Hammered in His Teeth
Chapters: 1/1
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst
Pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Rating: NR
Word Count: 1500
Spoiler Warning: Spoilers through mid season 11

Summary: Sam has a secret.

Read here: AO3

gluisa88.livejournal.com

Title: The Piper's Calling You to Join Him
Recipient:

elwarre
Rating: R
Word Count 1585
Warnings:

Major character death(s), depression, swearing, suicide/suicidal thoughts, drunkenness.

Author's Notes: Thank you to my lovely beta's- winchestersloved and patchworkgirlfriend!

Summary: Season 7/8 AU. Sometimes an imaginary Dean is better than no Dean at all.

AO3
LJ

khakigrrl.livejournal.com

Check out this To Write Love on Her Arms (TWLOHA) blog entry today: Why I Relate to Fictional Characters

There are many Sams in fiction, but when I read the summary of this blog post on my Facebook newsfeed, I hoped it was our Sam. Luckily, it was. And it's a great post about hope and perspective and forgiving yourself.

safiyabat.livejournal.com

Originally posted by

safiyabat at Fic: Get Hurt (Coda to 10.03)

Title: Get Hurt
Author: Safiyabat
Rating: PG
Genre: Gen
Characters: Sam Winchester, Hannah
Word count: 1,546
Summary: "I'm going to go get my brother some cholesterol. And then I'm going to go get drunk."

After the events of "Soul Survivor," Sam finds himself trying to process Dean's words and actions alone in his room with a bottle of whiskey.
Spoilers: Through the end of 10.03
Warnings: Suicidal thoughts, pre-existing injuries, alcohol use, spoilers through 10.03.
Disclaimer: I own nothing and make no money from this work of fan fiction. Also note that these are Sam's thoughts, not necessarily what Dean is thinking or feeling at this point.

( Read more... )

Current Mood: melancholy
Current Location: Two Lane Blacktop
Current Music: Get Hurt - Gaslight Anthem

ratherastory.livejournal.com

Title: And If I Show You My Dark Side (Will You Still Hold Me Tonight)
Summary: Dean will never let Sam go, and Sam knows it. This changes nothing, but it changes everything.
Characters: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17
Wordcount: 2,982

Link to story: And If I Show You My Dark Side (Will You Still Hold Me Tonight)

ithuriel788.livejournal.com

Genre: gen
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Dean, John

Warnings: Depressed!sam, with no coping skills. You do the math.

Wordcount: 1k

Disclaimer: Not mine.

Summary: "Winchesters save people and hunt things, and that meant not staying in any one place for too long. That was way more important than having a dog, or friends, or any place to call home that wasn’t a car."

indiachick.livejournal.com

Title: ‘One Soul: Needfully Patched’
Characters: Sam, Lucifer, Death, mentions of Dean and etcetera
Wordcount: 1600-ish
Warnings: vaguish Lucifer/Sam, suicidal themes
Rating: PG 13
Summary: By all lexical imports of the word: Death is an artist.
Prompt: Written for the

ohsam comment-fic meme over here, for

omh_6 s awesome prompt: “While Death is building the Great Wall of Sam, he tries to fix as much of the hell trauma as he can. Sam's head is one messy place though.”

Spatially, Dante Alighieri was right..

ithuriel788.livejournal.com

Title: Retrospective
Rating: PG-13 for coarse language
Genre: Angst
Characters: Sam, Dean, John (gen)
Warnings: suicide/suicide attempt
Wordcount: 1822
Disclaimer: Not mine. If they were, they'd be getting therapy, lots and lots of therapy.
Circa Dead Man's Blood/Salvation.
Author:

bettenoire

In hindsight, it's obvious that Sam was planning to run away again all along. All the signs were there.

(This is my first post to this community, so apologies if anything isn't quite right.)

clown-or-midget.livejournal.com

Title: Wasted Vessel – Part Two
Rating: T
Word Count: 4,791
Characters/Pairing: Sam, Dean, Bobby, Lucifer, Castiel.
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst
Summary: 'It turns out that you and me, we're the, uh, the fire and the oil of the Armageddon. You know, on that basis alone, we should just pick a hemisphere. Stay away from each other for good. After the phone call with Dean, Sam takes drastic action to avoid his destiny as Lucifer's vessel.
LIMP!HURT!SAM WORRIED!DEAN
This story is set in Season Five: Episode Four — The End. It opens with the phone call between Sam and Dean and will become AU from there on.
Warnings: Suicide Attempt
Disclaimer: I own nothing. No copyright infringement intended.
Thanks go to SnarkyMuch2 for beta'ing this fic.

Part Two

clown-or-midget.livejournal.com

Title: Wasted Vessel – Part One
Rating: T
Word Count: 4,533
Characters/Pairing: Sam, Dean, Bobby, Lucifer, Castiel.
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst
Summary: 'It
turns out that you and me, we're the, uh, the fire and the oil of the
Armageddon. You know, on that basis alone, we should just pick a
hemisphere. Stay away from each other for good. After the phone call with Dean, Sam takes drastic action to avoid his destiny as Lucifer's vessel.
LIMP!HURT!SAM WORRIED!DEAN
This
story is set in Season Five: Episode Four — The End. It opens with the
phone call between Sam and Dean and will become AU from there on.
Warnings: Suicide Attempt
Disclaimer: I own nothing. No copyright infringement intended.
Thanks go to SnarkyMuch2 for beta'ing this fic.

Part One

x-luciole.livejournal.com

Title: It's not suicide if we're already dead
Characters: Sam, Dean
Word count: 884
Summary: Written for

counteragent's prompt at What is Dead Should Stay Dead
"When you think about it rationally, Dean, it's simple. We're fated to have shit lives here on earth. We know heaven exists, and that we'll go upstairs when it's our time. We'll be together there."
"What are you saying exactly, Sam?"
"That I want to make it our time." Sam pulled his gun.
It takes place at just after 7x17 The Born-Again Identity.
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Warnings: suicide
Author's note: It's my first time answering a prompt and I've got to admit that I really didn't think I was really gonna write it when I started! It's pretty short but I hope you'll like it anyway...
It's unbetaed so if anyone wants to beta it please tell me!

It's not suicide if we're already dead

Current Mood: anxious

monicawoe.livejournal.com

title: Oh Death, Come Close Mine Eyes
author:

monicawoe
word-count: ~1000
warnings: death, suicide
rating: R
genre: gen
characters: Sam, Dean, Lucifer, Michael

written for

mamapranayama's prompt: At the cemetery in Lawrence, Sam can't break through and stop Lucifer. Sam/Lucifer beats Dean mercilessly, and leaves him to die on the ground. As Dean dies, Michael comes to Dean and offers him one last chance to bring him back to life if he says 'yes' to him and battles his brother.

for the "What Is Dead Should Stay Dead" comment fic/art meme

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: Here We Still Remain
Author: vail-kagami
Beta:

alice_alaizabel
Artist:

chef_geekier
Characters/Pairing: Castiel/Sam, Dean
Rating: R
Warnings: non-permanent suicide and other deaths, awkward and non-romantic sex, violence, self-harm, angst
Spoilers: Set in season 5 but also contains spoilers for 6.20.
Words: 24,693

Summary: With Lucifer tormenting his dreams, Sam fears sleep so much he sees only one way to get any rest at all. It's not pretty, but it does the job, and Sam is nothing if not pragmatic. Dean doesn't need to know, but then, he doesn't seem to care anyway. As Sam slowly crumbles under the weight of exhaustion, guilt, and his brother's mistrust, it's Castiel who unexpectedly reaches out to him - but the solution the angel offers might well be worse than the problem.
Note: Written for the

sassy_minibang. Dedicated to

sinka.

Masterpost

verucasalt123.livejournal.com

My ever lovin’ baby
Sam/Dean:
NC-17, underage, character death, suicide, dark and sad
a/n: Inspired by Emmylou Harris and friends singing “Didn’t Leave Nobody But the Baby”, if you don’t know it you might want to youtube the song before reading.
summary: This does not have a happy ending and it’s gotten mixed reviews from my beta-readers, to whom I am incredibly grateful. I am happy for feedback, whether it’s good or bad, as always.

( read it here )

deadlynight27.livejournal.com

Title: I've Whited Out My Name
Author: DeadlyNight27 (Jael)
Fandom: Supernatural
Wordcount: ~260
Rating: Hard R
Characters: Sam, Dean
Warning(s): (highlight to reveal) Non-consensual incest between siblings (nothing too graphic), Girl!Sam, suicide, Dark!Fic
Notes:I got an anonymous prompt on tumblr for a different take on the Wincest dynamic. I have to admit, writing this disturbed me more than a little. No bashing, please. Title taken from the Marilyn Manson song "The Minute of Decay".
Summary: Sammy wasn't sure what was going on.

I feel the empty. I feel the minute of decay.

I'm sorry if I went crazy with the tags, or if I missed some.

minviendha.livejournal.com

Title: Half Sick of Shadows
Author:

minviendha
Rating: PG-13
Fandom: Supernatural
Word Count: 3341
Summary: Are you sure?
Notes: I love the

sharp_teeth comment-fic meme. I really do. And god did I have too much fun with this one.
Prompt: From

sharp_teeth: Season 6-ish. Lucifer taught Gabriel everything he knows. In the box, Sam is forced to live out all the AUs and what ifs of his life. What happens when you can no longer determine what of your memories and what of your current reality is actually real?

(No, he thinks. No. This didn’t happen. He takes a deep breath.

A softer voice, friendly, almost gentle, murmurs, Are you sure?)

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Wrapped Up In Books - Belle & Sebastian

jemmalynette.livejournal.com

Title: Fade Out
Fandom: Lost/Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Kate
Length: 3:59
Summary: After Dean dies, Sam makes a last attempt to bring him back by making a deal with Azazel, the yellow-eyed demon. But in return, he wants one thing: Kate Austen. Sam tracks Kate down and falls in love with her, and now he has to make an agonising choice between her and saving Dean. As Sam battles with his decision, it's clear Azazel's influence is taking its toll.

Watch it here!

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Entries tagged with suicide

FIC: The Freedom to Be Loud

FIC: Mutation of the Bee

FIC: A Vast Without the Curse

FIC: They Hammered in His Teeth

The Piper's Calling You to Join Him

TWLOHA blog!

Fic: Get Hurt (Coda to 10.03)

And If I Show You My Dark Side (Will You Still Hold Me Tonight)

Fic: The Importance of Being Sam Winchester

One Soul: Needfully Patched [Gen, PG 13]

Fic: Retrospective

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Wasted Vessel ~ Part One

It's not suicide if we're already dead

Oh Death, Come Close Mine Eyes (Gen, R)

Fic: Here We Still Remain

FIC - Ever Lovin Baby

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fic: Half Sick of Shadows

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