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glenien.livejournal.com

Title: Dreaming Is Believing
Author:

glenien
Summary: So this is what Sam wanted, huh? What was he calling that again, something he never had… a normal life. (S8 spoilers, Gen, domestic with a twist)
Notes: This is my first ever published SPN fic in English! Betaed by

awakencordy
Rating: PG
Words: 2355 words

So this is what Sam wanted, huh? This? Seriously? It looks like Stepford freaking puked in here. And again, what was he calling that? Oh, yeah- the thing he never had… a normal life.

badbastion.livejournal.com

Title: head down, go to sleep
Artist:

badbastion
Pairing: Lucifer/Sam
Spoilers: Lucifer, vaguely 5x03
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Possession
Summary: Drawn for Samifer week. Visual representation of The End's Samifer and what is within him. Original image, two gifs of it, and alternate image.
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Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils

nblaque-impala.livejournal.com

Title: #5 - Veteran.
Author:

nblaque_impala
Beta: None this time around, so feel free to point out any mistakes.
Genre: Gen, hurt-comfort. Post S5. Outsider POV.
Rating & Warnings: PG-13.
Words: 1,720.
Characters and pairings: Gen. Sam & Dean (or implied Sam/Dean depending on which goggles you're wearing).
Summary: "It's not the first time Grayson's ended up in the drunk tank."
A/N: The fifth in my 100 Themes challenge, and the only thing I like about it is Grayson. He might make an appearance in one of my 'verses after this, he seems a pretty cool kinda guy.

100 Themes Masterpost | BOUND | Fiction Masterlist.

annie46.livejournal.com

Title: Summer Daze
Author:

annie46
Pairing(s)/Character(s): Sam/Jess - Dean
Rating: PG13 – but some F bombs so beware
Art by mandraco
Written for the summer lovin reverse mini bang over at spn_bigpretzel and inspired by mandraco’s wonderful art
Summary: Sam spends his hot summer days on the beach with Jess but the shadow of his big brother looms large. Is everything as it seems?
A/N - firstly I didn’t quite reach the full 5,000 words but my muse did drive me to 3,300 approx. Secondly, I’m not at all sure that this is the fluffy romantic summer loving fic that anyone had in mind. Thirdly, though it does have a happy ending and the art is lovely!! Hope y’all like it!

Disclaimer I own nothing – Kripke, Gamble and Carver own the lot!

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vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (Epilogue)

Fandom: Supernatural

Beta: currently unbeated

Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons

Rating (overall): NC-17

Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, rape

Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.

Words (this chapter): 8,506

Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

Perhaps it has to do with the fact that none of them ever thought they would have a future, and now they do, they are lost in it.

nblaque-impala.livejournal.com

Title: WHEN WE'RE FREE (we'll be free together)
Author name:

nblaque_impala
Word count: 2,402.
Author's Notes: The third in the Nostalgia 'verse.
Beta:

dualityforce
'Verse Summary: A year after Sam allowed Lucifer to possess him in an attempt to save the world, Sam Winchester wakes up in the middle of Stull Cemetery with over two-hundred years worth of memories and an the body of his eighteen-year-old self. This is the story of him and his brother, and the life they make together.
Fic Summary: "“It’s very quaint,” The estate agent informed him happily. “The old couple that lived there have lived there for nearly fifty years – they’ve decided to sell up and move to California now, live out their retirement on the beaches. I’m pretty jealous, myself.” OR - Sam and Dean finally find the house that's theirs.
A/N: Sorry that it took so long to cross post to here - I've had no internet!

monicawoe.livejournal.com

Title: Lay This Body Anywhere
Characters: Sam, Dean
Wordcount: ~1900
Summary: written for the

ohsam commentfic meme for the prompt: Post S7/Pre-S8: Sam finds out he can use his powers to bust Dean and Cas out of purgatory. He falls off the demon blood wagon. He tries to break them out, but it's a huuuuuge strain and he can only manage to grab Dean, and maybe the effort scrambles Sam's eggs a little, and he wasn't doing so hot with his magic mental health cure locked in Purgatory anyway. So basically, Dean comes back from Purgatory to a twitchy, hallucinating, migraine-plagued, babbling mess of a reluctant demon blood junkie. What little of a lucid Sam remains is convinced that he can rescue Cas too if he just has ONE MORE TRY.

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.15)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta: currently unbeated
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 8,796
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

“And yet the fact remains that there is no place in this world for Samuel Winchester.”

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.14)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta:

minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 8,251
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

“Jena found a way to defeat Lucifer,” Dean says without meaning to, and Sam’s face lights up, it fucking lights up like his brother just told him the best thing ever and Dean fucking hates everything.

emmram.livejournal.com

Title: Outside, Looking In
Author:

emmram
Rating: PG-13
Words: ~1,300

Summary: Adam Milligan is not a Winchester, and he is very grateful for this fact. Set post-5.22.

Warnings: SPOILERS for everything aired, really, including 7.23: Survival of the Fittest. Second-person, Adam PoV, total weirdness, metaphor-abuse.

This was meant to be about Adam, but it also turned out to be a lot about Sam, because apparently that's how I roll.

( Did you think that they cared? )

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.13)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta:

minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 10,348
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

“I don’t plan on killing any of you. I’ll just leave you incapacitated and be on my way before the others show up.”

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.12)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta:

minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 8,469
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

“Is this going somewhere? Because if you’re trying to get in my good graces, you’ve chosen a weird angle for it.”

Posted at Dreamwidth due to length. Comment anywhere you like.

portraitofafool.livejournal.com

Title: What is Always and Everywhere
Author:

portraitofafool
Rating: R
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Spoilers: Seasons 1-7 up to roughly 7x17, where it then goes AU.
Warnings: Apocalyptic AU, elements of horror, language, mental instability, non-canon werewolves, some mild gore
Disclaimer: I do not own the rights to Supernatural, it is the sole property of its respective network and creators. I am making no money from this and no infringement is intended.
Author's Notes: I don't have an exact word count due to my excessive tinkering, but please know that it is lengthy. My art was done by the ever-fabulous

lustmordred and you can see it here and here. This woman does some of the finest traditional media artwork I have ever seen; her attention to detail is amazing and I highly recommend everything she does. You can find more of her work at

razorback_moth If you like it, please let her know. Digital graphics are by me.

Summary One cold night in Michigan, Sam went for a walk and met something else on his way. Two years later, he had finally learned to cope and Dean was actually dealing with things pretty well. Then the sky fell on Ash Wednesday and left them separated by thousands of miles.

These days, Sam is a freak amongst freaks and surviving the best he can as a latter day gladiator. Every time he steps into the arena, he doesn’t know if he will live to see the next fight. As for Dean, he’s still out there and trying to make it back to his brother in one piece, which is a lot harder than he’d like it to be. It’s a long walk; so long sometimes that he doesn’t know if he’s walking to Hell or New Orleans.

Links: Masterpost || Chapter One || AO3

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.11)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta:

minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 7,627
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

It’s nice to know there has been variety in his brother’s life.

Posted at Dreamwidth due to length. Comment anywhere you like.

familybizness.livejournal.com

New Aftermath-Verse! Because once I pop, the fun don't stop. Apparently.

Title: Elysium
Summary: Sam doesn't know where he is, but there's something really wrong about Dean.
Warnings/Spoilers: R for language, Spoilers through S5
Author's Note: Aftermath-verse.

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vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.10)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta:

minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 7,644
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

His torch dies. In the darkness that follows, Dean hears his heartbeat thunder through the tunnels and caves.

Posted at Dreamwidth due to length. Comment anywhere you like.

vail-kagami.livejournal.com

Title: And this Great Blue World of Ours (2.09)
Author:

vail_kagami
Beta:

minviendha
Characters (overall): Dean, Castiel, Sam, plus a number of angels and demons
Rating (overall): NC-17
Warnings (overall): violence, torture, drug use, insanity, mentions of rape
Spoilers: Going AU during episode 5.18: Point of No Return. No spoilers for after season five.
Words (this chapter): 9,083
Summary: A man wakes up in a ruined wasteland, without memories, without a name, without knowing the strange guy who claims he used to be an angel, or that he once had a little brother. All he knows is that the world is dying, everyone is lying to him and that somehow, somewhere, something went terribly wrong. Because someone said Yes when they should have said No, and someone else paid the price.

Masterpost

The horse makes it till nightfall and no further.

Posted at dreamwidth due to length. Comment anywhere you like.

sinka.livejournal.com

Title: The Characters Upon the Rock (Remain Unchanged)
Author:

sinka
Beta:

vail_kagami
Characters: Gen, Sam, Dean
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: hurt/comfort, angst, insanity
Words: ~6,500
Summary: Future!fic. Sam may not see Lucifer anymore, but that doesn't mean he's anywhere near okay. The boys have to retire from the hunting life, but civilian life is not what Hallmark Cards promised either...
Note: The title comes from the fable “Silence” by Edgar Allan Poe.

( "I'm Sorry, Sam. I really am." )

mamapranayama.livejournal.com

Title: Whether 'tis Nobler in the Mind to Suffer
Author:mamapranayama
Genre: Sam/Lucifer (noncon)
Category: hurt!Sam
Rating: NC-17 (strong sexual content)
Warnings: rape, suicide ideation, strong language
Spoilers: 7x17 The Born Again Identity
Word Count: 1,900

Summary: To be or not to be, that is the question.

A/N: I wrote this for ephemerall who gave me the prompt for this and was also kind enough to read this over for me and give me some much needed encouragement since this is a story that is out of my usual Gen comfort zone and I was a little afraid of writing something so dark. It was a challenge for me to write and I'm still biting my nails wondering if it's any good or not.

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Entries tagged with insanity

Fic: Dreaming Is Believing

head down, go to sleep [Fanart, Lucifer/Sam, PG-13]

you can breathe water as easy as air [short fic, Lucifer/Sam, R]

#5 - Veteran.

Summer Daze - 1 of 1

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Lay This Body Anywhere (Gen, R)

Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 15

Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 14

Outside, Looking In

Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 13

Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 12

Fic: What is Always and Everywhere || Sam/Dean || R

SPN Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 11

Elysium

Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 10

Fic: And this Great Blue World of Ours | Part 2, Chapter 9

Fic: The Characters Upon the Rock (Remain Unchanged)

Fic: Whether 'tis Nobler in the Mind to Suffer

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