[identity profile] winchesterpooja.livejournal.com
Title: Fireflies in the Dark
Rating: R for many heavy topics
Genre:
Brothertouching, Destiel AU (TFW are roommates with Doctor!Cas, mechanic!Dean, Pre-Law!Sam), Angst, Drama, Romance, Fluff, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Brotherly Love, Slow Build Destiel, Sam-Cas friendship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort

Pairing: Dean/Cas, and background pairings that will have no real action.
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel, Claire, Mary Winchester, Ellen, Bobby, Ruby, Jo, Lucifer, Charlie and OCs
Word count: ~1500 for the chapter
Summary:
When Dr Castiel Novak receives his last patient for the day at the ER, he doesn't know just how drastically his life is about to change. Meanwhile, Special Agent Bobby Singer has some terrible news to deliver to the Winchester boys.
As each new breath and heartbeat becomes a miracle and a luxury, Cas and the Winchesters learn to live, love and sacrifice. They learn to be grateful for what they have and to hope. Because sometimes hope is the only thing that can keep you going.
Warnings: Terrorism, Violence, (non-graphic) Rape/Non-con, Depression, Amputation, Permanent Injury, Whumped boys, Emotional Manipulation, Drug Addiction, Substance Abuse, PTSD, Character Death, Self-Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Sex, Medical Jargon, Idiots in Love

Disclaimer: I don't own anything you recognise. I really wish I did, but nope. Kripke is the one who created them.
[identity profile] kimsboy82.livejournal.com
Title: I just want to be Sam (The autistic me)
Author: [info]kimsboy82
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters of the whole story: Sam, Dean, John, Bobby, Jim, OMC, OFC
Pairings: Dean/Sam
Rating: Nc-17 (later)
Warnings of the whole story: Autistic behaviors, slight self-harm, denial, strong language, struggles and issues. Eating disorders.
Summary: Sam's different from other kids his own age and he knows it, but he also knows that he's not trapt, he's just.. a little lost. And this is his story of breaking through the walls of autism.
A/N: I've autism myself, so I'm well aware of what I'm writing about. This is a verse kinda fic I guess. The first fic is from John's POV. The second from Sam's. The thrid Dean's POV


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[identity profile] steeplechasers.livejournal.com
Title: body of proof
Author: [livejournal.com profile] steeplechasers
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Hurt/Comfort; n/a
Characters: Sam, Dean; Ruby, Lindsey, Dr Kadinsky, Amelia Richardson; original minor characters; mentions of Lucifer and Gadreel.
Word count: ~7300
Summary: There are things Sam hasn't told his brother. They're all in the envelope laid on Dean's pillow.
Warnings: discussion/description of past canonical (and non-canonical) rape and sexual assault. Emotional abuse. Slurs.
Disclaimer: Though I love them like my own, they are sadly not mine.
Read: LJ / AO3
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[identity profile] celesma.livejournal.com

[OOC: omg how have I never discovered this before. :0 A community entirely dedicated to a hurt Sammy? Like, I am there. *is a bad, bad person*
I have a couple more hurt/comforted!Sam fics to share, but this is the most recent one. I also hope to have a new one written pretty soon.]

Like a Coal to the Hearth (8257 words) by Celesma
Rating: M
Genre: Romance, Hurt/Comfort
Relationships: Castiel/Sam Winchester, Lucifer/Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Body Horror, Graphic Torture, Sexual Assault, Trueform!angels

Summary under the cut )
[identity profile] foolscapper.livejournal.com
AUTHOR’S NOTES: A horrible but also much more positive sequel to The Long Calendar. PLEASE HEED THE WARNINGS BELOW. this one ended up much longer than expected, haha. It’s also more detailed and less experimentally short-winded. Definitely got a different sort of style than The Long Calendar, but I think it works better for the topics inside. IDK. ENJOY???

Warnings: This story has mental illness, trauma, a much less interpretive subject of rape/non-con, self-deprecation, animal death, self-inflicted injuries. I will add more if I can remember other ones, but that should be the bulk of it.

SUMMARY: Sam is back from two thousand years in the Cage, in a bad mental state with no real conection to normalcy anymore, and Dean tries to help him cope.


Sam nods. "Sam sounds like a sharp name. Sounds like you could bleed out on it. You said it was mine?"

"... Yeah. It's yours."

Sam hums, looking down at the bandages, at Dean and then his battered fingertips, individually wrapped and cared for. "Sounds like a bad word."

Sam never forgot Dean's name. It's the one thing that never seemed to change.


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[identity profile] foolscapper.livejournal.com
Warnings: Torture, implied possible non-con/rape, trauma, alcoholism, dark themes, mental illness.

Summary: Post-Swan Song AU. One time a month every month on Earth, Sam leaves the Cage and visits Dean for one day. Heed the warnings. A little mentally hurt!Dean, a lot of mentally/physically hurt!Sam (sort of physically, anyway, but off-screen?). It's all gen! Platonic brother closeness here.


The first month Sam had returned from the Cage, Dean was sitting on the couch drinking a cold beer, trying to help the hangover he’d inflicted on himself the night before — one month, exactly, after Sam had jumped. Now, the son-of-a-bitch was sitting on the floor right in front of him with blood on his clothes and a wild, confused look in his eye. He scooped him up (he should have fucking tested him with silver, holy water, whatever, doesn’t fucking matter) and cradled him; said Sam’s name over and over, disbelieving, at a loss. Sam smiled and laughed, and clutched him back.

"What the fuck, man?! What the fuck?!"

"I don’t know," Sam rasped, "I don’t know, I don’t know—"

Castiel didn’t have good news, when Dean called for him.

Read the rest over HERE!
[identity profile] elwarre.livejournal.com
Title: Waiting for Rain
Author: elwarre
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Sam/Dean; angst, hurt/comfort; AU
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, John Winchester, Jessica Moore, Bobby Singer, Ash, Gabriel (human), Crowley (human)
Word count: ~31,000
Summary: Sam leaves home at sixteen to escape two things: a growing attraction to his older brother, and an angry and abusive father who blames him for his mother's death. With nothing to his name save his experience hunting and his determination to escape it, he turns to prostitution to support himself through high school and then college.
Warnings: language, child abuse, homophobia, underage prostitution, violence, rape/non-con/dub-con, and wincestuous sexy times
Disclaimer: not my characters and all that

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[identity profile] waya98.livejournal.com
It's been a month since Sam has told Dean everything that happened to him while Dean was in purgatory. But, Sam has had too much time on his hands to think about his capture and humiliation and Sam is falling into a dangerous spiral that has him doing old habits. Sequel to "While You Were Gone" WARNING:SELF HARM, MENTIONS OF RAPE AND SUICIDE.

http://waya98.livejournal.com/1805.html
[identity profile] waya98.livejournal.com
Summary: Sam did look for Dean, but then something horrible happened to him that made him stop. After Dean came back he kept it a secret. But that secret is about to be discovered and a whole box of hurt that Sam thought he had buried has come back with a vengeance. Originally I was going to write one long one shot but decided to make it a multichapter. *Warning, SUICIDE, RAPE

Disclaimer: I don’t own Supernatural; it all belongs to the CW and Eric Kripke
Warning: Suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, self-harm, and non-con/rape


Chapter 2 )
[identity profile] waya98.livejournal.com
Summary: Sam did look for Dean, but then something horrible happened to him that made him stop. After Dean came back he kept it a secret. But that secret is about to be discovered and a whole box of hurt that Sam thought he had buried has come back with a vengeance. Originally I was going to write one long one shot but decided to make it a multichapter. *Warning, SUICIDE, RAPE

Disclaimer: I don’t own Supernatural; it all belongs to the CW and Eric Kripke
Warning: Suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, self-harm, and non-con/rape

Sorry, first time I've put anything on a community, so if it's messed up please just bear with me.

http://waya98.livejournal.com/1125.html

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1521356/chapters/3216974
Fanfiction.Net )
[identity profile] vyperdd.livejournal.com
I'm writing a very Sam-centric fic for the SPN J2 Bigbang but having a hard time finding a beta for it. It features lots and lots of Hurt!Sam including graphic non-con/rape (Sam/OMC), possible dub-con het (Sam/Ruby2.0) and Slave!Sam (so flogging/whipping)

Pairings include mild Wincest, brief mentions of past underage!Sam/Caleb, Sam/Jess (1 small dream/flashback scene), Sam/Ruby2.0, Sam/OMC (present).

Brief outline: It's set between seasons 3 & 4 when Dean is still in Hell. After hooking up with Ruby, Sam is ambushed by some hunters who (thinking he is a vampire) plan to execute him. He is saved by a spell cast from a different time and place that transports him to a world where slavery is the norm. (Think medieval England as a time period).

If this is of interest to anyone PM me or comment here and I can send a more detailed outline, prologue (about 3500 words) and the first part of Ch 1 (about 8000) Total fic at this stage is about 70,000 but that could increase or decrease as I do edits and rewriting.

Ideally, I'd love to find someone who I can toss ideas at on a very frequent basis (ie at least weekly, if not every couple of days) and get fairly quick feedback on. As 1st drafts aren't due til May 1, in-depth beta isn't a high priority yet but I'd still like feedback on a fairly regular basis.

PS: Mods, no idea if I've tagged this properly. Please let me know if it needs fixing.
[identity profile] cherry916.livejournal.com
Author: cherry916
Rating: R
Wordcount: ~6,000
Warnings: mentioned non-con, and graphic torture
Author's Notes: This was written for spn_summergen challenge. The fic is for annie46. Basically, this is my attempt at making the reason Sam didn’t look for Dean more believable, and utilizing Amelia in a much better way than the show did. I hope this suffices for your prompt hun, I really wanted to make Amelia likeable. I played around with canon a lot, but tried to keep things as close as possible without making it too ‘au’. In this story, Amelia and Sam do not share a sexual relationship, it is purely platonic. I hope I succeeded at the very least, please enjoy!
Summary: Sam finds himself broken and alone, with no hope for things to ever get better, until she comes along and starts to become his only constant. Through her gentle, yet firm care Sam makes it out alive, however, sometimes wounds are so deep it’s unfortunately too easy to trigger the memories that go with them.

Demons Lie

Aug. 12th, 2013 02:58 am
[identity profile] foolscapper.livejournal.com
Genre: Hurt/comfort, Very Dark
Pairing: Sam/Demon, Sam/Jess.
Rating: Mature; NC-17 to be safe.
Word Count: 10,000+

Warnings: NON-CON. Very traumatic situations that includes verbal child abuse, graphic mentions of underage and adult rape, as well as a POV from the demon at times -- generally this is gonna be a very dark and very uncomfortableread, so please be warned of that. There's also some consensual sex; basically, there's a lot of sex, period. Basically it follows a lot of Sam's sexual encounters, but not a lot of the good ones, and how it impacted his self-worth and how he views himself. The ending is pretty soft and bittersweet, but there's a lot of bad shit to slosh through to meet that better ending. Stay tuned for it.

Prompt: Inspired by this prompt. Dean never questioned where Sam had gotten this idea that he was impure; he figured it was just the demon blood in his veins, clouding his big dumb head with thoughts. Sammy always did think too much.



Sam curls up on his side weakly and holds his face in his hands for a long, long time.
[identity profile] crimzonchyld.livejournal.com
Title: What It Takes
Author: CrimzonChyld
Rating: R
Chapter:33/?
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Wincester
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Summery:  What does it take to break you.  What does it take to save you?  Set in Season 2.  Rape/non-con, hurt/comfort, Hurt!Sam, Protective!Dean
Disclaimer: I do not own nor am I affiliated with Supernatural, WB, CW, Kripke Enterprises, actors, or other affiliates there of. No profit is being made from this.
Authors Note: So, Sam's having issues and Dean's trying not to push. Who's gonna break down and talk first?
Anyway, I'm gonna point out here that Sam, naturally, isn't "over" what's happened to him. In some ways, he'll never be completely "over" what happened. Anything physical that happens between Dean and him is because of Sam's complete and total trust in Dean. I'm not saying they're gonna jump in the sack and start goin' at it like rabbits or anything. Just, they might go a little further, physically, sooner than would be expected.
Just not in this chapter.

Trust Issues
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[identity profile] crimzonchyld.livejournal.com


Title: What It Takes
Author: CrimzonChyld
Rating: R
Chapter:32/?
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Wincester
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Summery:  What does it take to break you.  What does it take to save you?  Set in Season 2.  Rape/non-con, hurt/comfort, Hurt!Sam, Protective!Dean
Disclaimer: I do not own nor am I affiliated with Supernatural, WB, CW, Kripke Enterprises, actors, or other affiliates there of. No profit is being made from this.
Authors Note: This chapter is really short and the talk they have is also very short but I tend to lose interest in fics where characters have a long drawn out battle with their sexuality (and in the case incest too), I figured, they've been through enough of that. So they'll deal with whatever problems that occur, they'll deal with them then. The last sentence seems really final but I promise it's not the end. I have one more chapter finished after this and then the updates will slow. Thanks for your understanding, I appreciate it and all your support.

Back In The Saddle Again

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[identity profile] crimzonchyld.livejournal.com
Title: What It Takes
Author: CrimzonChyld
Rating: R
Chapter:31/?
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Wincester
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Summery:  What does it take to break you.  What does it take to save you?  Set in Season 2.  Rape/non-con, hurt/comfort, Hurt!Sam, Protective!Dean
Disclaimer: I do not own nor am I affiliated with Supernatural, WB, CW, Kripke Enterprises, actors, or other affiliates there of. No profit is being made from this.
Authors Note: I have some rather bad news. Um, the chapters are going to slow down from here because . . . well, I've lost them. I've lost the boys voices. I dunno, I stopped re-watching the series for a while and then I started reading Drarry fics again . . . . so yeah. That and a lot of personal RL problems getting in the way. I've started re-watching season one to get them back. So after these next three chapters, if you don't get a new chappy for a while, just remember I AM still working on it, it just might take a little longer.
Okay, this first part is basically a recap of the last chapter only from Dean's POV. After that . . . Wincest. Rating hasn't changed so nothing graphic . . . yet.
Cookies for those who knows the inspiration for the name of the bar chick! Kudos for anyone who *cheers* either mentally or out loud during this fic.

Crossing The Line
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[identity profile] crimzonchyld.livejournal.com
Title: We Do What We Have To
Author: CrimzonChyld
Rating: PG13
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Wincester
Summery:  Sam does what he has to, to protect his family.  Dean does what he has to, to protect Sam.  Pre-series, Teenchester, non-graphic sexual abuse of a minor, hurt/comfort, Hurt!Sam, Protective!Dean.
Disclaimer: I do not own nor am I affiliated with Supernatural, WB, CW, Kripke Enterprises, actors, or other affiliates there of. No profit is being made from this.
Authors Note: Dean is 18 and Sam is 13 (because it's not May yet, duh). Mentions of sexual abuse of a minor, nothing too terribly graphic in content I don't think, mostly implications. Yet another glimpse of Dean never-ending self-flagellation and Sam's quest to prove he's as strong as his big brother.

"I'm gonna make you scream, Tom . . . and before the night is over . . . you'll beg me to kill you."
[identity profile] crimzonchyld.livejournal.com
Title: What It Takes
Author: CrimzonChyld
Rating: R
Chapter:30/?
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Wincester
Pairing: Sam/Dean WINCEST
Summery: What does it take to break you. What does it take to save you? Set in Season 2. Rape/non-con, hurt/comfort, Hurt!Sam, Protective!Dean
Disclaimer: I do not own nor am I affiliated with Supernatural, WB, CW, Kripke Enterprises, actors, or other affiliates there of. No profit is being made from this.
Authors Note: . . . you guys are gonna be soooooo maaaaaad at me . . . . Look, Dean still behaving like a dumb ass for the first have of this. I have no control over that. But you guys . . . soooooooooooooooomad.

Chapter 30
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Beneath the Skin
By [livejournal.com profile] varkelton
© 8/11/11

Rating: NC-17
Pairing/Characters: No romantic pairings. Primarily Shifter!Dean/Sam.
Word Count: ~52,000
Warnings: Graphic Rape, Non-Con, Dub-Con, Torture, and Mind-Fuck. Dark horror. Serious Hurt/Comfort. Sam!Whump, Dean!Whump.
Disclaimer: Do you suppose if I asked sweetly, the boys would give themselves to me? Yeah, I know, not after they read my stories. Darn! Labor of love. No profit.

Based on [livejournal.com profile] wolfish_willow's prompt from prompt fest 2011 at [livejournal.com profile] abused_sammy.


Summary: The shifter took one look at Dean and knew that it had finally found a skin it wanted to keep. This human was someone it understood. Someone it wanted to be. Someone that made it complete.

When it looked at Dean’s brother, it felt a desire of a different kind, and nothing would stop it from taking what it wanted…


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