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Swallow Me Whole
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lennelle.livejournal.comAuthor: Lennelle
Title: Swallow Me Whole
Summary: Sam turned Ruby away after Dean went to Hell and found something to help him sleep.
Word Count: 4,907
Author's Note: Prompt: Sam is an addict or alcoholic after Dean goes to Hell or Purgatory. Set season 4. Part of Sam-centric Reader's Prompts on FF.net. Very mild Sam/Ruby.
Title: Swallow Me Whole
Summary: Sam turned Ruby away after Dean went to Hell and found something to help him sleep.
Word Count: 4,907
Author's Note: Prompt: Sam is an addict or alcoholic after Dean goes to Hell or Purgatory. Set season 4. Part of Sam-centric Reader's Prompts on FF.net. Very mild Sam/Ruby.
[FIC] Fireflies in the Dark [R | 4/?]
Nov. 20th, 2015 04:46 pmwinchesterpooja.livejournal.comTitle: Fireflies in the Dark
Rating: R for some heavy topics
Genre: TFW, Brotherly SamnDean, Destiel AU (TFW are roommates with Doctor!Cas, mechanic!Dean, Pre-Law!Sam), Angst, Drama, Romance, Fluff, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Brotherly Love, Slow Build Destiel, Sam-Cas friendship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort
Pairing: Dean/Cas, and background pairings that will have no real action.
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel, Claire, Mary Winchester, Ellen, Bobby, Ruby, Jo, Lucifer, Charlie and OCs
Word count: ~5000 for the chapter
Summary: When Dr Castiel Novak receives his last patient for the day at the ER, he doesn't know just how drastically his life is about to change. Meanwhile, Special Agent Bobby Singer has some terrible news to deliver to the Winchester boys.
As each new breath and heartbeat becomes a miracle and a luxury, Cas and the Winchesters learn to live, love and sacrifice. They learn to be grateful for what they have and to hope. Because sometimes hope is the only thing that can keep you going.
Warnings: Terrorism, Violence, (non-graphic) Rape/Non-con, Depression, Amputation, Permanent Injury, Whumped boys, Emotional Manipulation, Drug Addiction, Substance Abuse, PTSD, Character Death, Self-Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Sex, Medical Jargon, Idiots in Love
Disclaimer: I don't own anything you recognise. I really wish I did, but nope. Kripke is the one who created them.
A/N: Pairing in the fic is Destiel but Sam is 100% a main character (owing to me being a Sam girl) and he will receive lots of love too.
Rating: R for some heavy topics
Genre: TFW, Brotherly SamnDean, Destiel AU (TFW are roommates with Doctor!Cas, mechanic!Dean, Pre-Law!Sam), Angst, Drama, Romance, Fluff, Family, Hurt/Comfort, Brotherly Love, Slow Build Destiel, Sam-Cas friendship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort
Pairing: Dean/Cas, and background pairings that will have no real action.
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel, Claire, Mary Winchester, Ellen, Bobby, Ruby, Jo, Lucifer, Charlie and OCs
Word count: ~5000 for the chapter
Summary: When Dr Castiel Novak receives his last patient for the day at the ER, he doesn't know just how drastically his life is about to change. Meanwhile, Special Agent Bobby Singer has some terrible news to deliver to the Winchester boys.
As each new breath and heartbeat becomes a miracle and a luxury, Cas and the Winchesters learn to live, love and sacrifice. They learn to be grateful for what they have and to hope. Because sometimes hope is the only thing that can keep you going.
Warnings: Terrorism, Violence, (non-graphic) Rape/Non-con, Depression, Amputation, Permanent Injury, Whumped boys, Emotional Manipulation, Drug Addiction, Substance Abuse, PTSD, Character Death, Self-Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Sex, Medical Jargon, Idiots in Love
Disclaimer: I don't own anything you recognise. I really wish I did, but nope. Kripke is the one who created them.
A/N: Pairing in the fic is Destiel but Sam is 100% a main character (owing to me being a Sam girl) and he will receive lots of love too.
Part 3 to a verse!
Jul. 16th, 2015 06:27 pmfoolscapper.livejournal.com
Title: A Little Extra
Rating: PG
Genre: Domestic Fluff / Angst / Comfort
Warnings: mention of hell trauma, mentally-altered Sam due to said trauma
Notes: This is some juicy comfort fic of sorts to the hurt that was The Long Calendar! It takes place after the second part of the verse, Through the Seasons (where said date is mentioned, but we never get to see him go on it, booo). It features a Sam first-person POV, because I wanted to give it a shot and see if I could. Plus, Dean’s POV would be him in a far cafe booth being unable to hear anything, hahaha. This one’s for you, anon requester!! Cross-posted from tumblr. You'll wanna read The Long Calendar and Through the Seasons first, probably.
Summary: Sam cleans up, determined to keep up normal appearances, and finally goes on that date.
“Sam,” Dean’s voice wriggles, humming like busted eardrums after an explosion, “Stop unbuttoning your shirt, man. I just got you looking like a model. I mean, as long as we cover your face, she’ll totally be sold on your look.”
Dean’s got a point. I rub my beard, and it scratches across my skin. My fingers’re ugly, too, but I can’t cut my fingers off like I can my beard; kinda need those. I do a lot around the house nowadays, and if I don’t have any fingers, I can’t take Bixy for a walk. Still, I’m just saying, a smooth face is probably preferred.
“I should shave,” I say.
READ THE REST HERE.
foolscapper.livejournal.comAUTHOR’S NOTES: A horrible but also much more positive sequel to The Long Calendar. PLEASE HEED THE WARNINGS BELOW. this one ended up much longer than expected, haha. It’s also more detailed and less experimentally short-winded. Definitely got a different sort of style than The Long Calendar, but I think it works better for the topics inside. IDK. ENJOY???
Sam nods. "Sam sounds like a sharp name. Sounds like you could bleed out on it. You said it was mine?"
"... Yeah. It's yours."
Sam hums, looking down at the bandages, at Dean and then his battered fingertips, individually wrapped and cared for. "Sounds like a bad word."
Sam never forgot Dean's name. It's the one thing that never seemed to change.
READ THE REST HERE.
Warnings: This story has mental illness, trauma, a much less interpretive subject of rape/non-con, self-deprecation, animal death, self-inflicted injuries. I will add more if I can remember other ones, but that should be the bulk of it.
SUMMARY: Sam is back from two thousand years in the Cage, in a bad mental state with no real conection to normalcy anymore, and Dean tries to help him cope.
Sam nods. "Sam sounds like a sharp name. Sounds like you could bleed out on it. You said it was mine?"
"... Yeah. It's yours."
Sam hums, looking down at the bandages, at Dean and then his battered fingertips, individually wrapped and cared for. "Sounds like a bad word."
Sam never forgot Dean's name. It's the one thing that never seemed to change.
READ THE REST HERE.
A New Verse Masterpost!
Apr. 9th, 2015 08:05 pmfoolscapper.livejournal.comHelloooo everyone!
Sorry if this is totally an informal way of doing this, but I actually have just posted the entirety of my Sam-in-Endverse fics to one verse finally! If you're not familiar, I had posted entries to the two original works here on the main comm: The Epilogue in a Very Long Biography and The Author's Notes, it's sequel. Now you can check out multiple fics posted there at once! Check it out below! Heed the warnings for each individual prompt. I decided to just post 'em all at once and save your front page the traffic, haha.
Thanks!
THE AUTHOR'S NOTES VERSE MASTERPOST.
Sorry if this is totally an informal way of doing this, but I actually have just posted the entirety of my Sam-in-Endverse fics to one verse finally! If you're not familiar, I had posted entries to the two original works here on the main comm: The Epilogue in a Very Long Biography and The Author's Notes, it's sequel. Now you can check out multiple fics posted there at once! Check it out below! Heed the warnings for each individual prompt. I decided to just post 'em all at once and save your front page the traffic, haha.
Thanks!
THE AUTHOR'S NOTES VERSE MASTERPOST.
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The Long Calendar (mature)
Apr. 6th, 2015 01:10 amfoolscapper.livejournal.comWarnings: Torture, implied possible non-con/rape, trauma, alcoholism, dark themes, mental illness.
Summary: Post-Swan Song AU. One time a month every month on Earth, Sam leaves the Cage and visits Dean for one day. Heed the warnings. A little mentally hurt!Dean, a lot of mentally/physically hurt!Sam (sort of physically, anyway, but off-screen?). It's all gen! Platonic brother closeness here.
The first month Sam had returned from the Cage, Dean was sitting on the couch drinking a cold beer, trying to help the hangover he’d inflicted on himself the night before — one month, exactly, after Sam had jumped. Now, the son-of-a-bitch was sitting on the floor right in front of him with blood on his clothes and a wild, confused look in his eye. He scooped him up (he should have fucking tested him with silver, holy water, whatever, doesn’t fucking matter) and cradled him; said Sam’s name over and over, disbelieving, at a loss. Sam smiled and laughed, and clutched him back.
"What the fuck, man?! What the fuck?!"
"I don’t know," Sam rasped, "I don’t know, I don’t know—"
Castiel didn’t have good news, when Dean called for him.
Read the rest over HERE!
Summary: Post-Swan Song AU. One time a month every month on Earth, Sam leaves the Cage and visits Dean for one day. Heed the warnings. A little mentally hurt!Dean, a lot of mentally/physically hurt!Sam (sort of physically, anyway, but off-screen?). It's all gen! Platonic brother closeness here.
The first month Sam had returned from the Cage, Dean was sitting on the couch drinking a cold beer, trying to help the hangover he’d inflicted on himself the night before — one month, exactly, after Sam had jumped. Now, the son-of-a-bitch was sitting on the floor right in front of him with blood on his clothes and a wild, confused look in his eye. He scooped him up (he should have fucking tested him with silver, holy water, whatever, doesn’t fucking matter) and cradled him; said Sam’s name over and over, disbelieving, at a loss. Sam smiled and laughed, and clutched him back.
"What the fuck, man?! What the fuck?!"
"I don’t know," Sam rasped, "I don’t know, I don’t know—"
Castiel didn’t have good news, when Dean called for him.
Read the rest over HERE!
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geckoholicTitle: In The Dark, In The Pain, On The Run
Rating: NC-17
Pairing/Characters: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 18k
Summary: After Sam's wall breaks, Dean decides they need some time out of the life. They rent a rundown house in a small town, and during the renovations, everything changes between them. Sam/Dean curtain!fic, veers off canon mid S6.
read it on AO3
Rating: NC-17
Pairing/Characters: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 18k
Summary: After Sam's wall breaks, Dean decides they need some time out of the life. They rent a rundown house in a small town, and during the renovations, everything changes between them. Sam/Dean curtain!fic, veers off canon mid S6.
read it on AO3
[Fic] Drive Passenger
Jan. 31st, 2014 01:40 amagelade.livejournal.comTitle: Drive Passenger
Author: ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif){kind=small}
agelade
Rating: Language
Genre/Tags: Gen, Family, Drama, Angst
Word Count: 3.7k
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
Episode Tag for 9x12, spoilers for same
Sam and Dean have decided to travel together, but they aren't done talking.
agelade.livejournal.comTitle: Lustra, Episode 905: "Time is Gonna Come"
Author:
agelade
Rating: M (for canon-typical violence and stronger than canon language)
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel, Kevin, Crowley
Word count: 32k words, in five chapters (complete)
Summary: With Sam back in action, the boys take on a hunt: there's a girl, there's a bad guy, and of course there's some danger. But can Dean keep his head in the game when all he can think about is Abaddon's phone call? Lustra is a season nine AU in which one detail from the finale of season eight has been changed.
Spoilers: Everything up to the end of season eight
Warnings: Canon-typical violence, strong language
Disclaimer: I don't own anything.
A/N: LustraVerse is a constellation of stories that are canon to each other. This is episode 905 in a virtual season nine set in LustraVerse, the first of twenty two planned episodes.
Episode 905: "Time is Gonna Come"
Full Episode Guide
Available with the rest of the canon at
lustraverse.
Author:
ageladeRating: M (for canon-typical violence and stronger than canon language)
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel, Kevin, Crowley
Word count: 32k words, in five chapters (complete)
Summary: With Sam back in action, the boys take on a hunt: there's a girl, there's a bad guy, and of course there's some danger. But can Dean keep his head in the game when all he can think about is Abaddon's phone call? Lustra is a season nine AU in which one detail from the finale of season eight has been changed.
Spoilers: Everything up to the end of season eight
Warnings: Canon-typical violence, strong language
Disclaimer: I don't own anything.
A/N: LustraVerse is a constellation of stories that are canon to each other. This is episode 905 in a virtual season nine set in LustraVerse, the first of twenty two planned episodes.
Episode 905: "Time is Gonna Come"
Full Episode Guide
Available with the rest of the canon at
lustraverse.＂Illegible ＂
Oct. 30th, 2013 10:11 pmfoolscapper.livejournal.comGenre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Drama
Pairing: Gen.
Rating: Teen+
Word Count: 2300+
Warning: Stroke, mental disability, cursing.
Prompt: For Triple Play at
ohsam, for this prompt! Takes place during Season 6, when Sam's wall seems to go wonky. Something bad happens, and Dean wonders if Sam's still Sam. Man, I just noticed I have a lot of brotherly, snotty hugs in all of my spn fanfiction. What's up with that? Oh well, ain't changing it now. :^| Apologies for how choppy and 'meh' it is, I didn't beta or spell-check much for this one.
But he's not broken. He's all there. He has to be. He has to be.
Pairing: Gen.
Rating: Teen+
Word Count: 2300+
Warning: Stroke, mental disability, cursing.
Prompt: For Triple Play at
ohsam, for this prompt! Takes place during Season 6, when Sam's wall seems to go wonky. Something bad happens, and Dean wonders if Sam's still Sam. Man, I just noticed I have a lot of brotherly, snotty hugs in all of my spn fanfiction. What's up with that? Oh well, ain't changing it now. :^| Apologies for how choppy and 'meh' it is, I didn't beta or spell-check much for this one.But he's not broken. He's all there. He has to be. He has to be.
ladybastet92.livejournal.comTitle: Cold
Prompt: "cuddling for warmth" prompt for![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
spn_littlebro's h/c bingo card
Summary: Hell burns cold. Luckily, life doesn't.
Word Count: 628
A/N: Part of my In The Starlight 'verse, but all you really have to know is that this is a curtain!verse. If you'd like to know more about the OCs, head over here.
Warnings: Deals with Cage trauma, and all the implications that come with that, but nothing graphic
Prompt: "cuddling for warmth" prompt for
spn_littlebro's h/c bingo cardSummary: Hell burns cold. Luckily, life doesn't.
Word Count: 628
A/N: Part of my In The Starlight 'verse, but all you really have to know is that this is a curtain!verse. If you'd like to know more about the OCs, head over here.
Warnings: Deals with Cage trauma, and all the implications that come with that, but nothing graphic
Fic: Sleeping Beauty
Jul. 28th, 2013 11:57 pmseptembers-coda.livejournal.comAuthor:
septembers_coda Rating: Soft R—the sex is all off-page and only metaphorically described.Characters: Sam, Cas, Dean, Garth
Pairing: Sam/Cas
Genre: Romance and angst with a dash of case fic
Word Count: 6,800
Disclaimer: Though I adore these characters like Cas adores Sam, they are not mine and I’m just playin’.
Summary: Set in late Season 7, but no real spoilers. When Sam mysteriously falls into a deep sleep while working a case, Dean is desperate to find a way to wake him before it’s too late. Can Cas, currently crazy as a loon, help? Dean isn’t sure he wants to let Cas do what he claims will do the trick…
Sleeping Beauty
brightly-lit.livejournal.comTitle: Three Faces of Sam
Author:brightly_lit
Fandoms: Supernatural, House
Rating: PG -- no language, but Sam's memories of hell, and House's interpretation of them, range into dark territory
Genre: gen, outsider POV (House's POV of the Winchesters), h/c, House casefic, meta
Characters: House, soulless!Sam, hallucinating!Sam, amnesia!Sam, Dean, Cameron, Foreman, Chase
Word Count: ~9,500
Spoilers: None for House, up through part of 7.01 for Supernatural
Warnings: No on-page violence or torture, but mentions of torture and any/all kinds of abuse
Summary: Sam wakes up with amnesia after Cas takes down his mental wall, so he goes to a local hospital clinic for help where he gets treated by Dr. Gregory House, who gives him a new dianosis: multiple personality disorder.
"Damnit, if he’d killed another patient ... he always knew one day someone would drop dead just from what came out of his mouth."
Read it here!
Author:
brightly_litFandoms: Supernatural, House
Rating: PG -- no language, but Sam's memories of hell, and House's interpretation of them, range into dark territory
Genre: gen, outsider POV (House's POV of the Winchesters), h/c, House casefic, meta
Characters: House, soulless!Sam, hallucinating!Sam, amnesia!Sam, Dean, Cameron, Foreman, Chase
Word Count: ~9,500
Spoilers: None for House, up through part of 7.01 for Supernatural
Warnings: No on-page violence or torture, but mentions of torture and any/all kinds of abuse
Summary: Sam wakes up with amnesia after Cas takes down his mental wall, so he goes to a local hospital clinic for help where he gets treated by Dr. Gregory House, who gives him a new dianosis: multiple personality disorder.
"Damnit, if he’d killed another patient ... he always knew one day someone would drop dead just from what came out of his mouth."
Read it here!
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One Soul: Needfully Patched [Gen, PG 13]
Jul. 9th, 2013 07:04 pmindiachick.livejournal.comTitle: ‘One Soul: Needfully Patched’
Characters: Sam, Lucifer, Death, mentions of Dean and etcetera
Wordcount: 1600-ish
Warnings: vaguish Lucifer/Sam, suicidal themes
Rating: PG 13
Summary: By all lexical imports of the word: Death is an artist.
Prompt: Written for the
ohsam comment-fic meme over here, for 
omh_6 s awesome prompt: “While Death is building the Great Wall of Sam, he tries to fix as much of the hell trauma as he can. Sam's head is one messy place though.”
Spatially, Dante Alighieri was right..
Characters: Sam, Lucifer, Death, mentions of Dean and etcetera
Wordcount: 1600-ish
Warnings: vaguish Lucifer/Sam, suicidal themes
Rating: PG 13
Summary: By all lexical imports of the word: Death is an artist.
Prompt: Written for the
ohsam comment-fic meme over here, for omh_6 s awesome prompt: “While Death is building the Great Wall of Sam, he tries to fix as much of the hell trauma as he can. Sam's head is one messy place though.”Spatially, Dante Alighieri was right..
Fic: Fear and Shame #6: Tribulation
Jul. 7th, 2013 08:20 amscribble2much.livejournal.com
Title: Fear and Shame #6: Tribulation
Author: scribble2much
scribble2muchCharacters: Sam, Dean
Genres: Hurt/Comfort/Angst
Rating: PG
Words: 2900
Pairings: Gen/None
Warnings: Mental health issues
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural or any of its characters.
Summary: When Sam tries to cover up what Dean suspects is a serious medical condition, Dean starts to snoop and finds out more than he can handle. Set in Season 1.
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Fic: Fear and Shame #5: Confrontation
Jun. 23rd, 2013 08:34 amscribble2much.livejournal.comTitle: Fear and Shame #5: Confrontation
Author: scribble2much
scribble2muchCharacters: Sam, Dean
Words: 2,557
Genres: Hurt/Comfort/Angst/
Rating: PG
Pairings: Gen/None
Warnings: None
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural or any of its characters.
Summary: When Sam tries to cover up what Dean suspects is a serious medical condition, Dean starts to snoop and finds out more than he can handle. Set in Season 1. #5 in the Bicycle Verse.
Summary: When Sam tries to cover up what Dean suspects is a serious medical condition, Dean starts to snoop and finds out more than he can handle. Set in Season 1. #5 in the Bicycle Verse.
scribble2much.livejournal.comCharacters: Sam W. & Dean W.
Words: 3,683
Genres: Hurt/Comfort/Angst
Rating: PG
Pairings: None
Warnings: None
Author: scribble2much
scribble2muchSummary: When Sam tries to cover up what Dean suspects is a serious medical condition, Dean starts to snoop and finds out more than he can handle. Set in Season 1. #5 in the Bicycle Verse.
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Fic: Shattered Mind & a Broken Heart
May. 20th, 2013 06:03 pmnanoks.livejournal.comTitle: A Shattered Mind & a Broken Heart
Author & artist:nanoks
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: hurt/comfort, light slash, mental disorders, and schoomp
Summary: After suffering a brain trauma, Sam becomes mental challenged, and both his and Dean’s lives are changed forever.
Beta:glimmerella
Author & artist:
nanoksPairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: hurt/comfort, light slash, mental disorders, and schoomp
Summary: After suffering a brain trauma, Sam becomes mental challenged, and both his and Dean’s lives are changed forever.
Beta:
glimmerellaWHEN YOU STUMBLE (i'll hold you up)
Apr. 10th, 2013 12:32 amnblaque-impala.livejournal.comTitle: WHEN YOU STUMBLE (i'll hold you up)
Author:nblaque_impala
Warnings/Rating: Language, PG-13.
Summary: Dean hadn't paid much thought to meeting the neighbors, but in what little time he'd spent dwelling on the thought, he certainly hadn't envisioned it like this: a happy couple at the door to his front, and his little brother having a panic attack on the stairs behind him. Because, clearly, nothing says 'welcome to the neighborhood' like a little bit of hyperventilation.
A/N: Finally got round to posting another update to the Nostalgia!'verse, featuring a post-hell Sam that finds himself back in the body of his eighteen-year-old self. This is what I like to class as cuddly gen, featuring lets of hugging and bed sharing but no Sam/Dean romance... or romance of any kind, actually. Not a lot of plot, here. Sorry, folks!
Author:
nblaque_impalaWarnings/Rating: Language, PG-13.
Summary: Dean hadn't paid much thought to meeting the neighbors, but in what little time he'd spent dwelling on the thought, he certainly hadn't envisioned it like this: a happy couple at the door to his front, and his little brother having a panic attack on the stairs behind him. Because, clearly, nothing says 'welcome to the neighborhood' like a little bit of hyperventilation.
A/N: Finally got round to posting another update to the Nostalgia!'verse, featuring a post-hell Sam that finds himself back in the body of his eighteen-year-old self. This is what I like to class as cuddly gen, featuring lets of hugging and bed sharing but no Sam/Dean romance... or romance of any kind, actually. Not a lot of plot, here. Sorry, folks!
