[Fic] Lost (1/1)
May. 16th, 2015 10:29 amTitle: Lost
Rating: PG 13
Genre: Gen, hurt/comfort
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel
Word count: ~3100
Summary: Dean is not ready to lose Sam. Dean will never be ready to lose Sam. Except, maybe it's really out of his control this time.
Spoilers: Through to episode 10.22. AU for 10.23, including the promo
Warnings: Swearing, suicide attempt, depression, severely ill Sam
Disclaimer: I don't own anything you recognise. I really wish I did, but nope. Kripke is the one who created them.
Written for the following prompt at
ohsam:
Sam is acting weird. Forgetting things, occasional bouts of aphasia or spouting gibberish, dizziness, and it's very quickly getting worse. All unexplained occurrences. Until Dean insists he see a doctor and Sam is diagnosed as having rapid early onset dementia, already very advanced and likely caused by the numerous head injuries he's had over the years. Or is it? Dean won't accept that Sam, the brother he's protected all his life, might soon be lost to him. Dean looks for a miracle cure and even thinks a witch's spell might be behind it. All the while, Sam is aware he's losing chunks of himself and he's scared, tortured by the knowledge that he will lose his memories, his intelligence, and become an empty shell, a burden to Dean for the rest of his life. He considers/tries suicide maybe.
Whether Dean is successful in finding a cure or not is up to the writer, but just no miracle angel cures. This is kind of a dual hurt/comfort story.
Rating: PG 13
Genre: Gen, hurt/comfort
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel
Word count: ~3100
Summary: Dean is not ready to lose Sam. Dean will never be ready to lose Sam. Except, maybe it's really out of his control this time.
Spoilers: Through to episode 10.22. AU for 10.23, including the promo
Warnings: Swearing, suicide attempt, depression, severely ill Sam
Disclaimer: I don't own anything you recognise. I really wish I did, but nope. Kripke is the one who created them.
Written for the following prompt at
ohsam:Sam is acting weird. Forgetting things, occasional bouts of aphasia or spouting gibberish, dizziness, and it's very quickly getting worse. All unexplained occurrences. Until Dean insists he see a doctor and Sam is diagnosed as having rapid early onset dementia, already very advanced and likely caused by the numerous head injuries he's had over the years. Or is it? Dean won't accept that Sam, the brother he's protected all his life, might soon be lost to him. Dean looks for a miracle cure and even thinks a witch's spell might be behind it. All the while, Sam is aware he's losing chunks of himself and he's scared, tortured by the knowledge that he will lose his memories, his intelligence, and become an empty shell, a burden to Dean for the rest of his life. He considers/tries suicide maybe.
Whether Dean is successful in finding a cure or not is up to the writer, but just no miracle angel cures. This is kind of a dual hurt/comfort story.
Crash (Gen, R) final chapter
Nov. 14th, 2011 10:09 pmTitle: Crash
Author:
monicawoe
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby
Word count: 2202 (this chapter)
Summary: Sam had been fighting, but the crash changed him.
Written for the
ohsam Sam-focused hurt/comfort fic challenge.
For this prompt :
Gen, s7. The breaking of the Wall let out a lot of things better left alone, memories not the greatest of them. Sam's powers come flooding back, more powerful and violent than ever, warped and twisted by his time in Hell. And with Satan vision playing on repeat overtop of everything he sees, he's having trouble discerning friend from foe, threat from civilian... and Lucifer used Dean's face a lot, in the Pit.
Exquisite craftsmanship...
Author:
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby
Word count: 2202 (this chapter)
Summary: Sam had been fighting, but the crash changed him.
Written for the
For this prompt :
Gen, s7. The breaking of the Wall let out a lot of things better left alone, memories not the greatest of them. Sam's powers come flooding back, more powerful and violent than ever, warped and twisted by his time in Hell. And with Satan vision playing on repeat overtop of everything he sees, he's having trouble discerning friend from foe, threat from civilian... and Lucifer used Dean's face a lot, in the Pit.
Exquisite craftsmanship...
Crash (Gen, R) part 2
Nov. 13th, 2011 07:34 pmTitle: Crash (part 2)
Author:
monicawoe
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby
Word count: 2502 (this chapter)
Summary: Sam had been fighting, but the crash changed him. (Chapter 2)
Written for the
ohsam Sam-focused hurt/comfort fic challenge.
For this prompt :
Gen, s7. The breaking of the Wall let out a lot of things better left alone, memories not the greatest of them. Sam's powers come flooding back, more powerful and violent than ever, warped and twisted by his time in Hell. And with Satan vision playing on repeat overtop of everything he sees, he's having trouble discerning friend from foe, threat from civilian... and Lucifer used Dean's face a lot, in the Pit.
(This prompt was so good, the story just kept going)
Sam ran...
Author:
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby
Word count: 2502 (this chapter)
Summary: Sam had been fighting, but the crash changed him. (Chapter 2)
Written for the
For this prompt :
Gen, s7. The breaking of the Wall let out a lot of things better left alone, memories not the greatest of them. Sam's powers come flooding back, more powerful and violent than ever, warped and twisted by his time in Hell. And with Satan vision playing on repeat overtop of everything he sees, he's having trouble discerning friend from foe, threat from civilian... and Lucifer used Dean's face a lot, in the Pit.
(This prompt was so good, the story just kept going)
Sam ran...
Crash (Gen, R) Sam, Dean
Nov. 9th, 2011 11:01 pmTitle: Crash
Author:
monicawoe
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Word count: 2,337
Summary: Sam had been fighting, but the crash changed him.
Written for the
ohsam Sam-focused hurt/comfort fic challenge.
For this prompt :
Gen, s7. The breaking of the Wall let out a lot of things better left alone, memories not the greatest of them. Sam's powers come flooding back, more powerful and violent than ever, warped and twisted by his time in Hell. And with Satan vision playing on repeat overtop of everything he sees, he's having trouble discerning friend from foe, threat from civilian... and Lucifer used Dean's face a lot, in the Pit.
Sam had been fighting...
Author:
Rating: R
Genre/pairing: Gen
Characters: Sam, Dean
Word count: 2,337
Summary: Sam had been fighting, but the crash changed him.
Written for the
For this prompt :
Gen, s7. The breaking of the Wall let out a lot of things better left alone, memories not the greatest of them. Sam's powers come flooding back, more powerful and violent than ever, warped and twisted by his time in Hell. And with Satan vision playing on repeat overtop of everything he sees, he's having trouble discerning friend from foe, threat from civilian... and Lucifer used Dean's face a lot, in the Pit.
Sam had been fighting...
Fic title: All the King's Horses
Author name:
clex_monkie89
Artist name:
vail_kagami
Genre: Hurt/Comfort
Pairing: Sam/Dean/Jess
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 10,012
Warnings: Broken!Sam, AU from the end of S6.
Summary: Sam is broken (like Humpty-Dumpty without all the fun). And Castiel's idea of saving Sam (for some unknown definition of "saving") is to rip Jess out of heaven to help Dean try and take care of Sam.
Link to fic: Fic post
Link to art: Artpost
Dean manages to tackle Sam before the axe takes his head off (thank something that isn't their newest God of Douchebag Asshole Traitors), but they still end up in the emergency room that night (Dean thinks he drove them there, but it's kind of hazy).
Author name:
Artist name:
Genre: Hurt/Comfort
Pairing: Sam/Dean/Jess
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 10,012
Warnings: Broken!Sam, AU from the end of S6.
Summary: Sam is broken (like Humpty-Dumpty without all the fun). And Castiel's idea of saving Sam (for some unknown definition of "saving") is to rip Jess out of heaven to help Dean try and take care of Sam.
Link to fic: Fic post
Link to art: Artpost
Dean manages to tackle Sam before the axe takes his head off (thank something that isn't their newest God of Douchebag Asshole Traitors), but they still end up in the emergency room that night (Dean thinks he drove them there, but it's kind of hazy).
Title: Flowers Don't Grow Here
Author:
portraitofafool
Pairing: Sam/Castiel
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: General S6, 6x11 specifically
Warnings: Insanity, language
Disclaimer: Get your head 'round that one. It means that it is my job to tell you thetrue story of what never happened. Perhaps that's a definition of fiction.
Author's Notes: This fic takes place five years after 6x11. It was written for the Queensland Flood Relief fandom auction.
Summary/Link: Sam got five years instead of a lifetime and even he knows that was the longshot of all optimistic outlooks. But even as the wall crumbles down around him, Castiel is still there to make the nightmares go away.
Author:
Pairing: Sam/Castiel
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: General S6, 6x11 specifically
Warnings: Insanity, language
Disclaimer: Get your head 'round that one. It means that it is my job to tell you the
Author's Notes: This fic takes place five years after 6x11. It was written for the Queensland Flood Relief fandom auction.
Summary/Link: Sam got five years instead of a lifetime and even he knows that was the longshot of all optimistic outlooks. But even as the wall crumbles down around him, Castiel is still there to make the nightmares go away.
Forged by Fire 6/?
Oct. 4th, 2010 06:56 pmTitle: Forged by Fire
Author:
mlebayre
Genre: General
Characters/Pairings: No Pairings, Dean and Sam, some other folks.
Rating: R
Spoilers: This is an AU. I've taken canon and events from all seasons, but they are more references than spoilers.
Notes: In this verse Sam never dies, so Dean never makes his deal.
Summary: Apparent mistaken identity lands Sam in prison, leaving Dean on the outside struggling to free his brother. Prison isn't a good place for a hunter especially when not all the inmates are human. Locked in a cage, Sam clings to the edge of sanity and discovers Abaddon has a fan. Next in the Two Souls Verse.
Series: Two Souls Verse
Disclaimer: Not ours,just borrowing from Kripke.
Many thanks to
sendintheklowns who was my winning bidder at Kazcon 2009. She asked for another fic in the Two Souls Verse and Sam in prison. What a great idea! Thank you to my wonderful betas, Anickamarie and
deej1957. Amazing art by
thruterryseyes and the incredible vid is by
kumaproogey thank you so much to both of you! Thank you
silverruffian for all her help with research.

“Yes, they can. It was sedatives. Apparently he went nuts in his cell and wailed on the wall, screaming about vampires and demons.”
Author:
Genre: General
Characters/Pairings: No Pairings, Dean and Sam, some other folks.
Rating: R
Spoilers: This is an AU. I've taken canon and events from all seasons, but they are more references than spoilers.
Notes: In this verse Sam never dies, so Dean never makes his deal.
Summary: Apparent mistaken identity lands Sam in prison, leaving Dean on the outside struggling to free his brother. Prison isn't a good place for a hunter especially when not all the inmates are human. Locked in a cage, Sam clings to the edge of sanity and discovers Abaddon has a fan. Next in the Two Souls Verse.
Series: Two Souls Verse
Disclaimer: Not ours,just borrowing from Kripke.
Many thanks to

“Yes, they can. It was sedatives. Apparently he went nuts in his cell and wailed on the wall, screaming about vampires and demons.”
Your Disease 1/?
Sep. 9th, 2010 04:59 pmTitle Your Disease
Authors
sendintheklowns &
mlebayre
Rating R
Spoilers Through Season 3
Pairings None
Summary Clowns or midgets? Or is it the trickster still? Dean's about to find out the whole Mystery Spot incident was more traumatic on Sam than he first guessed.
A/N
sendintheklowns: Happy birthday to the one, the only—
gidgetgal9!
mlebayre and I have concocted a little something to honor your day (thanks for cowriting
mlebayre!). I believe there’s a
certain something that you’ve always wanted in a fic and we’re trying hard to give that to you. Can you guess?
A/N Yay! It's birthday fic time again. A big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to
gidgetgal9 !
sendintheklowns came up with the nifty idea, and we had such fun writing it. She's such a joy to work with. We hope you like it. Many, many thanks to the uber talented
thruterryseyes for the delicious art!

That's where Dean's fun started.
Authors
Rating R
Spoilers Through Season 3
Pairings None
Summary Clowns or midgets? Or is it the trickster still? Dean's about to find out the whole Mystery Spot incident was more traumatic on Sam than he first guessed.
A/N
certain something that you’ve always wanted in a fic and we’re trying hard to give that to you. Can you guess?
A/N Yay! It's birthday fic time again. A big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to

That's where Dean's fun started.
Forged by Fire 4/?
Sep. 8th, 2010 11:08 amTitle: Forged by Fire
Author:
mlebayre
Genre: General
Characters/Pairings: No Pairings, Dean and Sam, some other folks.
Rating: R
Spoilers: This is an AU. I've taken canon and events from all seasons, but they are more references than spoilers.
Notes: In this verse Sam never dies, so Dean never makes his deal.
Summary: Apparent mistaken identity lands Sam in prison, leaving Dean on the outside struggling to free his brother. Prison isn't a good place for a hunter especially when not all the inmates are human. Locked in a cage, Sam clings to the edge of sanity and discovers Abaddon has a fan. Next in the Two Souls Verse.
Series: Two Souls Verse
Disclaimer: Not ours,just borrowing from Kripke.
Many thanks to
sendintheklowns who was my winning bidder at Kazcon 2009. She asked for another fic in the Two Souls Verse and Sam in prison. What a great idea! Thank you to my wonderful betas, Anickamarie and
deej1957. Amazing art by
thruterryseyes and the incredible vid is by
kumaproogey thank you so much to both of you! Thank you
silverruffian for all her help with research.

He’d faced all sorts of monsters, most of which people, even these people, only knew of from books and nightmares. He’d been afraid and faced them, fought hard. This was no different. These were simply another kind of monster.
Author:
Genre: General
Characters/Pairings: No Pairings, Dean and Sam, some other folks.
Rating: R
Spoilers: This is an AU. I've taken canon and events from all seasons, but they are more references than spoilers.
Notes: In this verse Sam never dies, so Dean never makes his deal.
Summary: Apparent mistaken identity lands Sam in prison, leaving Dean on the outside struggling to free his brother. Prison isn't a good place for a hunter especially when not all the inmates are human. Locked in a cage, Sam clings to the edge of sanity and discovers Abaddon has a fan. Next in the Two Souls Verse.
Series: Two Souls Verse
Disclaimer: Not ours,just borrowing from Kripke.
Many thanks to

He’d faced all sorts of monsters, most of which people, even these people, only knew of from books and nightmares. He’d been afraid and faced them, fought hard. This was no different. These were simply another kind of monster.
Forged by Fire 3/?
Sep. 2nd, 2010 07:58 pmTitle: Forged by Fire
Author:
mlebayre
Genre: General
Characters/Pairings: No Pairings, Dean and Sam, some other folks.
Rating: R
Spoilers: This is an AU. I've taken canon and events from all seasons, but they are more references than spoilers.
Notes: In this verse Sam never dies, so Dean never makes his deal.
Summary: Apparent mistaken identity lands Sam in prison, leaving Dean on the outside struggling to free his brother. Prison isn't a good place for a hunter especially when not all the inmates are human. Locked in a cage, Sam clings to the edge of sanity and discovers Abaddon has a fan. Next in the Two Souls Verse.
Series: Two Souls Verse
Disclaimer: Not ours,just borrowing from Kripke.
Many thanks to
sendintheklowns who was my winning bidder at Kazcon 2009. She asked for another fic in the Two Souls Verse and Sam in prison. What a great idea! Thank you to my wonderful betas, Anickamarie and
deej1957. Amazing art by
thruterryseyes and the incredible vid is by
kumaproogey thank you so much to both of you! Thank you
silverruffian for all her help with research.

Lifting his chin far enough Sam could look at Dean his entire demeanor changed. The cold man standing before him crumpled off of Sam, leaving his brother and revealing a frightened, confused kid in its wake. Tilting his head, Sam’s eyes liquefied and his breath hitched.
Author:
Genre: General
Characters/Pairings: No Pairings, Dean and Sam, some other folks.
Rating: R
Spoilers: This is an AU. I've taken canon and events from all seasons, but they are more references than spoilers.
Notes: In this verse Sam never dies, so Dean never makes his deal.
Summary: Apparent mistaken identity lands Sam in prison, leaving Dean on the outside struggling to free his brother. Prison isn't a good place for a hunter especially when not all the inmates are human. Locked in a cage, Sam clings to the edge of sanity and discovers Abaddon has a fan. Next in the Two Souls Verse.
Series: Two Souls Verse
Disclaimer: Not ours,just borrowing from Kripke.
Many thanks to

Lifting his chin far enough Sam could look at Dean his entire demeanor changed. The cold man standing before him crumpled off of Sam, leaving his brother and revealing a frightened, confused kid in its wake. Tilting his head, Sam’s eyes liquefied and his breath hitched.
Forged by Fire 2/?
Aug. 23rd, 2010 07:44 pmTitle: Forged by Fire
Author:
mlebayre
Genre: General
Characters/Pairings: No Pairings, Dean and Sam, some other folks.
Rating: R
Spoilers: This is an AU. I've taken canon and events from all seasons, but they are more references than spoilers.
Notes: In this verse Sam never dies, so Dean never makes his deal.
Summary: People and things aren't always what they seem. The brothers find unlikely allies and shrewd enemies around every bend in the road. Stopping Lucifer just got harder.
Series: Two Souls Verse
Disclaimer: Not ours,just borrowing from Kripke.
Many thanks to
sendintheklowns who was my winning bidder at Kazcon 2009. She asked for another fic in the Two Souls Verse and Sam in prison. What a great idea! Thank you to my wonderful betas, Anickamarie,
deej1957 . Amazing art by
thruterryseyes and the incredible vid is by
kumaproogey thank you so much to both of you! Thank you
silverruffian for all her help with research.

Keeping his back to the wall, Sam found a corner. The floor was hard, he was still cold from his forced shower and delousing and now with sweat dripping down his back he was chilled and miserable.
Author:
Genre: General
Characters/Pairings: No Pairings, Dean and Sam, some other folks.
Rating: R
Spoilers: This is an AU. I've taken canon and events from all seasons, but they are more references than spoilers.
Notes: In this verse Sam never dies, so Dean never makes his deal.
Summary: People and things aren't always what they seem. The brothers find unlikely allies and shrewd enemies around every bend in the road. Stopping Lucifer just got harder.
Series: Two Souls Verse
Disclaimer: Not ours,just borrowing from Kripke.
Many thanks to

Keeping his back to the wall, Sam found a corner. The floor was hard, he was still cold from his forced shower and delousing and now with sweat dripping down his back he was chilled and miserable.